Inhabit you as a forest

Chapter 105

Wen Xu's words are like her, straightforward and straightforward, with thorns from time to time.

"No reluctance." Cheng Juan wanted to explain to her that it wasn't because he didn't owe each other that he didn't even bother to smile perfunctorily.It's that she doesn't know what to do.

In the past, she could not think about anything, not get entangled, as long as Wen Xu was happy, she would accompany her.

At that time, she could act as if she couldn't help herself, and in an unfavorable situation, the so-called arrogance and scheming were both cumbersome and made her life even more tiring.Simply abandoning it for the time being and saving enough money is the solution to the problem.

So with Wen Xu, she can endure unpleasant things, can Canary still lose her temper with her master?

When she was happy, she would laugh together and coax Wen Xu well, which would save a lot of trouble and gain a lot of benefits.

She has always thought so.

Until she saved enough money, she couldn't wait to pay back the money, so that she could sleep more comfortably in the future and live for herself from now on.

A new pain arose.

Perhaps pain is the eternal experience, and pleasure runs through it.

As long as she didn't owe Wen Xu, she still wanted to see Wen Xu happy, coaxing Wen Xu and giving way to Wen Xu.She thought so in her heart and acted like this.

At the same time, she asked herself contradictoryly, why should she do this?

Could it be that she likes to spoil herself by nature, is she slavish in her bones? She has paid money to redeem her body, but she is still doing what she did before, obliged to accompany others.

What is this?

"Then why do you keep wandering?"

Wen Xu seemed to want to call back the mist that had just been cleared away, and pretended not to know how to make excuses for Cheng Juan: "Are you too tired from work? You should take a break anyway, don't waste your health and work hard, now you are earning fast , it will be troublesome when you get old. My dad used to work too hard, but now he always goes to the hospital, so he should take it as a warning."

She spoke for a long time, Cheng Juan listened, and after listening, he expressed his opinion: "It is because your father is very hardworking that you are now qualified to 'take a warning'. Ordinary people can't stop if they want to." .”

She gently pissed off Wen Xu, Wen Xu had no relevant experience, wanted to be annoyed but reluctant, wanted to be wronged but couldn't pretend.

In the past, Cheng Juan was very obedient, she did whatever she wanted, but now she started to find fault with her.

She is able to bend and stretch for the time being, so she doesn't have an attack. "It's not to make you stop, but to make you work less overtime, relax more, and combine work and rest."

Nodding his head, Cheng Juan responded: "Yes."

"Besides, my father is trying to make his children and grandchildren live well. Do you want it too?"

Cheng Juan said: "I still have my father, younger brother, and younger sister."

As for children and grandchildren, it is impossible to have them in this life, starting from the day she was bewitched by Wen Xu.

Seeing that she didn't eat, Wen Xu said, "Let's go to the hotel."

The regular event is coming again, Wen Xu seems to love that place, and likes to take her back to the old place.

Cheng Juan didn't move, the two forces in her heart fought first, and the winning side made her calm and unassuming, and looked at Cheng Juan: "You also said just now, I paid back my money."

Wen Xu sat down in the middle of getting up, and said with rare deliberation: "If you need to use it later, I can give it to you at any time."

"I returned it to you, not asking you to keep it for me." Cheng Juan emphasized.

"It doesn't matter." Wen Xu felt that there was not much difference: "I am not short of this money."

Since she was willing to spend the money at the beginning, she never thought about getting it back. Spending money is to buy happiness.It's because Cheng Juan is different from other people. She decided to pay back the money herself. She couldn't bear to refuse and thought it was fun, so she cooperated.

The extra hundreds of thousands are useless, if you can't afford a car or a house, if Cheng Juan gives it to her, she will help Cheng Juan save it.

After all, Cheng Juan's father is old and in poor health, and she has younger brothers and sisters, so she may have to spend money in the future.

The words were true, but they stabbed Cheng Juan.

Being stabbed by Wen Xu is a common occurrence. Usually she would not say anything, but tonight she wanted to speak up.

"Of course you don't care, but I can't. What is dispensable to you consumes everything to me, can you understand?"

Wen Xu can play with feelings and her people, Wen Xu can raise many girls like her, that is Wen Xu's freedom.

His background and family background gave Wen Xu the qualifications to be cynical. As long as people like them don't break the law, no one has the right to regulate them and force them to behave in accordance with morality and etiquette.

But she, Liu Chengjuan, couldn't do it, and she couldn't make a mistake in a single step.Without the determination and capital to accompany her to the end, she would still be foolish enough to fail to make a play, and then collapse on the day she was completely abandoned.

Wen Xu will get tired of it sooner or later, as Wen Xu himself said.

Wen Xu looked down at the dinner plate, not sure if he understood.

Cheng Juan forced herself to continue talking with her reluctance, "We agreed before that when I return the money to you, we will..."

When she spoke, she kept staring at Wen Xu's expression. Wen Xu suddenly raised his eyebrows, pursed his lips, and gave her a fragile look.

It seems that if she continues talking, she will make people cry.

Cheng Juan found it funny.

Wen Xu couldn't cry.

Wen Xu is a few years older than her, and has more experience than her. This kind of person is mature and indifferent, with a hard heart, how could he be vulnerable.Wen Xu has money and status, he is well-clothed and well-fed, and he can call the wind and rain, and he doesn't deserve sympathy at all.

If she took pity on Wen Xu at this time, she must be mentally ill, and the heart of the Virgin is overflowing.

When she was about to continue, Wen Xu said suddenly, "Well, I won't go to the hotel anymore. If you are tired, I will take you home to rest. I won't bother you today, okay?"

"no……"

"I don't force you to laugh with me. If you think my words are boring, just ignore me. Why are you angry?"

Wen Xu probably felt that if he didn't ask that question too much tonight, Cheng Juan wouldn't be annoyed and wouldn't tear himself apart with her.

Her concession seemed to be compromising, but in fact she didn't give in at all.

Cheng Juan didn't want these things, but she just pretended to be stupid.

Being interrupted by her one after another, Cheng Juan couldn't speak coherently, and his brain froze for a moment.

The two sides who fought just now quickly changed the positions of the winner and the loser during the moment she was in a daze, and the side who forbeared and softened began to take control of the game.

She remembered old things.

Her younger brother Chengnan was admitted to ordinary high school after finishing junior high school. His grades were not good, but the family hoped that he would continue to study.But he himself couldn't bear the poverty of his family, he demanded food and clothing from others, and was struggling everywhere, so he went directly to his class to make money to subsidize his elder sister and younger sister.

He doesn't even have a high school diploma, so what he does is naturally physical work, but fortunately he is willing to endure hardships.That year when he accidentally fell while working, his leader was unwilling to pay compensation.Cheng Juan was dealing with it during that time, when Wen Xu found out at her home, and after knowing about it, he covered up the matter.

Later, Cheng Juan didn't bother much, and the result was better than she expected.

The matter itself is not a big deal, even without Wen Xu's help, Cheng Juan can find someone to get justice by himself, and it's not complicated.

What impressed her deeply was the follow-up. When sending her home to see her younger brother, Wen Xu gave her several bags of clothes and supplements and asked her to bring them to Liu Chengnan.

She wanted to say no: "Why buy these?"

Wen Xu answered very naturally: "Your brother is my brother."

Cheng Juan was speechless.

Wen Xu continued to chat: "He is not suitable for the previous job, do you need me to help him arrange an easy job?"

It's enough to bother her, Cheng Juan shook his head: "No, he settles his affairs by himself, this is his choice."

"Talk to me when you need it."

Wen Xu promised, and then suggested: "After the injury is healed, it's better for him to learn something instead of just doing physical work."

Some time ago when Cheng Juan came home, he saw the simple style of shoes on Cheng Nan's feet, which cost her half a month's salary.Wen Xu bought two pairs in total.

Cheng Nan thought it was his sister who bought it, and felt very distressed. He always took good care of it, brushed it clean and put it on his feet.

At that time, Cheng Juan couldn't help wondering if there was really someone who really liked her and her family.

Because of poverty and disease, the indifference faced by her family is unimaginable to others.This can not be blamed on others.

Lack of money, illness, and many children are not the fault of others. Of course, others have no obligation to be considerate and sympathetic.

It is reasonable to look down on their family because of this, she has long been used to it.

When her mother was seeing a doctor, their children were all young, and the family was short of money, which annoyed the relatives and scolded his father for being incapable of raising the child and letting the child study.

Even relatives are like this, let alone people who are not related by blood.

But now there is someone who, while being nice to her, respects her family.

Once last year, Wen Xu discussed with her when to meet, "I'm going on a business trip on the weekend, and I'm not in Yujiang. What night do we meet on the week? Let me think about it... No, next week is your mother's death day."

Cheng Juan, who endured not saying anything, was stunned when he heard the words, and nodded dumbly.

"Oh, forget it, you have to go home. You rest, I won't see you next week."

When Cheng Juan was thanking Wen Xu for his understanding, he really wanted to ask why he kept her mother's death date in mind.

She didn't dare to ask, maybe Wen Xu just had a good memory.

Knowing that Cheng Nan went out to work without finishing high school, Wen Xu didn't look down on him, but felt sorry for his injury and cared about his work.

I even bought some clothes for him.

Cheng Juan said it was too expensive, and it was not suitable for Cheng Nan to wear it.

Wen Xu disagreed: "For a boy of his age, he should have several sets of good clothes and dress handsomely to be confident in falling in love."

Cheng Juan was convinced, because the first time she saw Wen Xu, Wen Xu was well dressed.

When his younger sister was admitted to university, Cheng Juan shared the good news with Wen Xu, and Wen Xu seemed really happy, even complimenting her.He also took Cheng Juan home, picked two suitcases from the spare room, and packed a complete set of electronic equipment.

Everything is new.

Cheng Juan was surprised: "Why don't you use it?"

While tidying up, Wen Xu said, "There are too many things, I can't use them, and they are also dusty. Give them to her, she can use them."

Cheng Juan glanced at the miscellaneous things in the room. To Wen Xu, waste is extremely normal.

She felt uncomfortable at what Wen Xu said, and she refused in a low voice: "I plan to buy it for her, not yours."

"You are stupid." Wen Xu looked at her in surprise.

"Why spend money on it? I have it. Don't waste your money. You can take whatever you want, and take away everything you can use. I'm not afraid that you will evacuate my house."

She was joking while talking, and it seemed that Cheng Juan was still reluctant, "Then take it as a gift from me, we are so close, old friends. If I give something to your sister, don't you give me face? "

Familiar... old friend...

Cheng Juan couldn't laugh or cry.

These insignificant things, clothes, shoes, suitcases, notebooks... These things add up, Cheng Juan can afford to pay them back at any time, Wen Xu wants to give them away, so she accepts them.

Wen Xu is not short of money, and only refusing her will annoy her.Cook her more meals, accompany her, and make her happy.

But when she was about to make it clear to Wen Xu and leave completely, she thought of those little things, and thought of the little favors Wen Xu had given her.

She couldn't help but care about small favors, because no one had ever given her big favors.

Who said Wen Xu couldn't be fragile.

Wen Xu also felt uncomfortable when he was suffering from the wind and cold, he would be sluggish, his eyes were wet as if he was crying.Being taken care of by her to take medicine, she hugged her and said, "Cheng Juan, you are so kind... woo woo, I feel so uncomfortable."

Cheng Juan hugged her and coaxed her, took her temperature, and changed her towels.

At that time, she thought it would be better to let her get sick and let her bear all the discomfort for Wen Xu.Anyway, she can bear it. She is sick and can still work.

And Wen Xu was too delicate, which made people feel uncomfortable.

Afterwards, she asked herself, was it part of their deal to want to take Wen Xu's illness and make her suffer?

No.

Obviously she was worthless, but she fell in love with Wen Xu.

They have known each other for almost five years. What is wrong with her liking someone who has been with her for five years? This person took her through her hardest and most helpless times.

Even in the past five years, people only called her old friends and never took their relationship seriously.

But this is already the most beautiful person she has ever had besides her family.

It doesn't matter if you say she is pitiful or in love, in short, she thought of many things that night, her heart softened, and she didn't say any more.

Wen Xu was very obedient, he sent her home and left, and didn't bother her for a few days.

She thought of the one and a half months when Wen Xu ignored her. She had a very boring life, and she couldn't find anything worth caring about except work and family.

So, she couldn't leave Wen Xu in a cool way.

Now Wen Xu is unwilling to separate. In fact, apart from her dissatisfaction, she is a little happy.not many.

She hardly dared to admit it, and was often exhausted by torture.

Instead of internal friction, it is better to let it out. She communicated with Wen Xu on the bed, and began to compete inexplicably.She always wanted to make Wen Xu pay something, tears or whispers.But when Wen Xu treated her, he tried his best to make her indulge in it, make her admit defeat and become addicted.

The month Sheng Qi came back, she helped Sheng Qi move and clean up, but she didn't tell Wen Xu about it.

He only mentioned it to Wen Xu before the day he made an appointment with Sheng Qi, in case Wen Xu couldn't find her temporarily.

"A friend of mine is living in Yujiang, and I'm going to see her for an afternoon."

"Oh." Wen Xu wasn't very interested. After a while, he suddenly thought: "Is it the one in the group photo?"

Just knew she remembered that.Wen Xu is really narrow-minded, it's just a photo with a good friend, what's wrong with it. "Um."

Wen Xu's face was not very good, "You two have a good relationship, long enough, she is very nice?"

Cheng Juan said earnestly: "She is from a village. She is a very nice person, with a personality like a child who doesn't know much about the world. Now she is more mature. She helped me a lot in the past."

Wen Xu refused to accept: "I am also a child and a good person, and I have helped you a lot."

Cheng Juan smiled slightly: "Yes."

"Then you like me more, right?"

Wen Xu's usual method was to play up as a naive ghost to win Cheng Juan to coax her and say nice things to her.

But this time Cheng Juan was silent and didn't follow her words.

Wen Xu was very angry, really disgusted, to lose to an inexplicable fellow villager, the kind he hadn't seen for many years.

Cheng Juan was laughing at himself, based on their relationship, are they qualified to say they like it?

She dared not speak.