Inhabit you as a forest

Chapter 106

Sheng Qi has been back in Yujiang for several months, and Cheng Juan has no time to play with her.It is too hot in July and August, and it will be busy later.

But Cheng Juan knows that most adults are "busy" because they don't want to. For example, no matter how busy she is, she still has time to see Wen Xu.

Even if she worked overtime until after ten o'clock, and Wen Xu said she wanted to see her, she could still agree to accompany Wen Xu to have supper and take Wen Xu home.

She used to regard Sheng Qi as an existence like the moonlight, because her world was so big, and Sheng Qi was shining brightly, she couldn't help but gaze at the light.

But now she has countless opportunities to change her destiny. She needs to be prepared and grasp it at any time, and she no longer needs to borrow the light of others, so it doesn't matter whether she sees Sheng Qi or not.

Fortunately, Sheng Qi didn't want to see her either, so he seldom contacted her. As before, his eyes were full of warmth.

Sheng Qi not only returned to Yujiang, but even accepted Wen Lian's past.

Cheng Juan could see that she didn't accept it willingly. She liked Wen Lian so much that she loved and hated him at the same time.

Cheng Juan thought to himself, Sheng Qi may not have a better choice, even though Wen Lian is good, but she has already suffered, so why try again.

But when it comes to feelings, no one can laugh at anyone, it's useless to be a bystander, and she herself is in a mess.Since Sheng Qi returned to Yujiang after more than seven years, she must have thought about it carefully, so she doesn't need to worry about it.

There is a photo in Cheng Juan's collection, and she was considering whether to delete it after meeting Sheng Qi again. It was a screenshot of the last text message Sheng Qi left her that year.

After sending it, she couldn't contact Sheng Qi anymore, and that text message and those thousands of dollars had accompanied her through the cold winter of her third year of high school.

After paying back the money and meeting the person, Cheng Juan let go of his obsession, and Sheng Qi might not even remember this text message.

But it is still not deleted, and it does not take up space if it is kept.

Her mobile phone has never been on guard against Wen Xu, because she has nothing to hide, and Wen Xu doesn't like to spy on her.

She took a photo of Wen Xu that day, and after the photo was taken, Wen Xu asked Wen Xu to inspect the finished product, while she went to wash herself.Somehow, Wen Xu landed on that screenshot.

Ask her, "What does that mean?"

She felt very uncomfortable. She didn't want Wen Xu to know that Sheng Qi gave her the money before leaving.

One is self-esteem, and the other is passion.

Immediately, his expression turned cold, he snatched the phone away, and asked coldly, "What are you rummaging about?"

Seeing Wen Xu's furrowed eyebrows, he knew that Wen Xu didn't feel sorry, and was even more impatient, "My business has nothing to do with you."

Wen Xu was dumbfounded by what she said.

Just now they were still affectionately together, Cheng Juan said she was lying on the bed with disheveled hair and she looked beautiful, she asked how beautiful she was.Cheng Juan said to take a picture and show it to her.

Now he scolded her because of a screenshot.

She is not interested in information, and she usually only sees Cheng Juan's photo album, because Cheng Juan rarely takes photos, and the occasional photos are very meaningful.

For example, her family members, such as the stray cats downstairs who are well cared for.She doesn't know how to click on some things at work, and Cheng Juan knows about them, so Cheng Juan doesn't care about her.

The two of them would occasionally take some pictures of sex, but Wen Xu was careless and couldn't believe himself.So it's all stored in Cheng Juan's phone, and every time she uses it to look through it, Cheng Juan agrees, and even watches it with her.

This is the first time Cheng Juan asked her "What are you rummaging about".

She didn't think much of it at first, but Cheng Juan's attitude combined with the content of the text message made her guess that the protagonist was that Sheng again.

Cheng Juan said that Sheng Qi helped her a lot, that's why she kept a group photo and kept in touch after many years.

What about yourself, didn't you help her?Why did she want to separate and never have anything memorable with her.

Wen Xu guessed that Cheng Juan must have liked that one with his heart.

Even though they are all people who help her, how much money is not the criterion for measuring. She has a scale in her heart, and she is very biased.

With Sheng Qi, the inseparable friendship we had known for many years at that time was precious in every way.

It's just a compromise with her, and you can't get away from it.

She didn't know whether her current appearance was still beautiful in Cheng Juan's eyes, but she only felt cold in Cheng Juan's eyes.

After knowing each other for five years and being together for four years, she deliberately didn't think about what Cheng Juan meant to her.

Her friends joked that she hadn't been fresh for so long, and it was over.

The word "it's over" is too scary, her last love experience was "it's over".At that time, she was still complacent, and she planned to end her life in other people's hands, but in the end, she was suddenly left lightly.

Later, her concept changed, the girl she likes should be obtained for a short time, and don't be greedy for something that lasts forever.

Sure enough, I am happier than before.

This time she was a little greedy again, she couldn't let go of what she got, and she refused to leave even if he wanted to leave.It's a pity that the people in front of me are becoming more and more impatient.

She felt that Liu Chengjuan was really not smart. She gave her all the hard-earned money and didn't know her long-term plans.

She can be considered a rich woman, and she can't treat Liu Chengjuan badly, she can give anything she wants, why bother to get away in such a hurry.

Now she seems to understand, because the old man is back.She needs to be free again.

Wen Xu nodded.

The difference between humans and animals is that humans are not easy to raise and become familiar with. How well-behaved a cat should be in four years.

She changed her clothes, and Cheng Juan sat on the edge of the bed without saying a word. After a while, she whispered, "Let's go tomorrow morning."

She ignored it.

"I'm sorry, I shouldn't lose my temper, I apologize to you."

She pretended she didn't hear, she wasn't so easy to manipulate.Liu Chengjuan reprimanded if he wanted to reprimand, and apologized if he wanted to apologize.

"I don't accept your apology."

Leaving this sentence coldly, she left Liu Chengjuan's house.

It's fine if we get together and get away, Wen Xu will leave as soon as he leaves, and it's just right that he won't come back later.

But tonight, Wen Xu was made unhappy by her, and he left late at night, which Cheng Juan couldn't let go of.

It was she who owed Wen Xu. She owed it in this life, and she probably owed it in her previous life. She couldn't be so relieved that he left without caring about it.

She shouldn't have become angry and blamed Wen Xu like that.

Wen Xu is her benefactor, and the significance of the money is far from the money itself.Without Wen Xu, she would not be where she is now. When she was overwhelmed, it was Wen Xu who helped her resist and led her to where she is today.

Wen Xu is still the person she likes.

You can't lose your temper casually to the person you like. If you can't do this, how can you talk about liking or disliking.

It's just a text message that I plan to delete, just read it, Wen Xu didn't check her on purpose.When she owed Wen Xu money and her identity was a canary, Wen Xu didn't even check her and gave her enough freedom, which is even more impossible now.

After those two sentences, she regretted it. She saw clearly the process of the smile being taken away from Wen Xu's face, and saw Wen Xu observing her with extremely strange eyes, and then she never looked at her again.

Frightened, she followed to the door and apologized again. She had never wanted to keep Wen Xu more than before.

She wanted to make up for what she had done, wanted to bow her head and coax Wen Xu desperately.

Maybe it would be more effective if she hugged him directly, squatted down and hugged Wen Xu's leg, and pretended to be pitiful.

However, she did nothing, and no matter how sincere her verbal apology was, it did not save anyone.

She thinks that she is contradictory and hypocritical. She is hypocritical for others to see, but she does it for herself.He cared terribly, and pretended not to care.

Unable to contact Wen Xu for three days, Cheng Juan finally made up his mind to go to Wen Xu's studio early to block people.

Wen Xu was so generous, he didn't show her face when he saw her, and with a smile on his lips, he teased: "A rare guest. What does Miss Liu need me for?"

She also couldn't help mocking Liu Chengjuan.

He can promise anything when he needs it, and doesn't even give him a good face when he doesn't need it.

Cheng Juan pretended not to hear her sneer, locked the door, squatted beside Wen Xu's lap and said, "I need you."

"doing what?"

"Don't do anything." Cheng Juan will never ask her for help again, and she can no longer owe Wen Xu anything, "I apologize to you. It's okay if you don't want to forgive me. But don't be angry, don't be unhappy."

Wen Xu crossed his legs and approached the chair, "You see, I'm not angry, I'm very happy."

Cheng Juan raised his head because of her words, carefully discerning her expression.

"Liu Chengjuan, you don't have the ability to make me angry, so don't worry."

Wen Xu sat up straight with a smile, and leaned forward to approach the squatting person, "I can't let you run in vain, I forgive you. Don't squat, your legs will be numb, get up quickly."

Before Cheng Juan came, he knew that as long as she was willing to coax, Wen Xu would not be difficult.

Wen Xu is a person who is easy to be happy, and carpe diem in time is her motto.

It's not that she, Liu Chengjuan, has the ability to make Mr. Wen forget the past with a single move, but that as long as Wen Xu still wants to play with her, Wen Xu won't care about breaking things, and will go down the steps when he sees them.

So that night, the two of them rolled out of bed without eating. Naturally, Wen Xu led the crime scene.

She took Cheng Juan's cell phone, took a short video, then returned the phone to Cheng Juan, and explained with a smile: "Take care of your phone, don't let other people rummage through it."

Wen Xu emphasized the word "blindly flipping".

Wen Xu left the next day, Cheng Juan looked at the marks left on his body, and thought that this person was a bit bad.

She seldom left marks on Wen Xu's body, she was very careful, and she was not willing to do anything serious.

More importantly, she knew that she was not qualified to stay, and Wen Xu might be annoyed if she couldn't get rid of it for a few days.When Wen Xu's other female companions saw it, they couldn't help but think too much.

Although, she never saw Wen Xu had any other female companions, and Wen Xu never contacted anyone else when she was with her.

But she doesn't believe in the idea of ​​the prodigal son turning his head back. What a person was originally is what he will be like in the future, and he won't change his temper for no reason.

She suddenly felt that it was ridiculous. She always claimed to be rational, and she was absolutely unambiguous about what to do.After all these years, no matter how difficult it was, she gritted her teeth and carried it through, because she knew what she wanted.

Because she knows, no matter how difficult the family conditions are, she has finished reading the book and has made it to today step by step.

No matter how tiring she was at work, she never quit.

Only about the matter with Wen Xu, she began to get angry.In the past, she was very clear that they were using each other. She gave something and got something.This deal is not bad, and she can think calmly.

Now she doesn't understand herself.

She likes people and then loses her temper with them, leaving the anger away, and she blames herself to the point of pleading guilty and throwing herself into her arms to please her.When someone was lucky enough to pass her by, she was unhappy and felt boring.

How could she be in this situation.

There was no way to vent these emotions, and there was no one around her who could talk, so she thought of Sheng Qi.

She doesn't plan to tell Sheng Qi about her and Wen Xu's affairs for the time being, it's not decent, and it might scare Sheng Qi.She just wanted someone to talk to with her.

She doesn't want to be tortured by herself anymore.

No matter how much Sheng Qi has changed, when he smiles, he is still so bright.She likes to watch, and after drinking some wine, she can't help but talk more.

She very much hopes to become a person like Sheng Qi, who dares to love and hate.But now even Sheng Qi herself is not quite like that, so what right does she have to hope for.

Sheng Qi was very vigilant, and when she couldn't hold back her emotions, he suddenly asked her: "You don't know... you should confess your love to me."

Cheng Juan was stunned for a while at that moment, laughing at Sheng Qi's playfulness, she had too many brains, but also felt sad, she was so pitiful.

See, when a person reaches a certain stage, even the right to recall and express his heart is deprived. If you talk about it deeply, others will think that you have other plans.

She suddenly felt intensely lonely.

In order to get rid of complicated thoughts, I invite Sheng Qi to come to the house and have a big chat with her.But maybe Sheng Qi didn't regard her as a good friend, she hastily invited him to the house, inexplicably recalling how she behaved back then, it was strange to them.

At that moment, she wanted to announce, let's drink here and see off the guests.

But Sheng Qi suddenly had a topic and asked her if she had someone she liked.Wen Xu's face appeared in front of her, and she couldn't speak.

Sheng Qi said that seeing the strawberry marks on her body, she was so embarrassed that she wished she could hide under the table to be quiet for a while, but she still didn't say anything.

She drank a lot of wine and found that Sheng Qi hadn't changed at all, he was still annoying and crap, the same as before.

Before, because she hadn't seen each other for too many years, she beautified the image of people and stubbornly believed that Sheng Qi was an angelic existence.Now that she thought about it carefully, she used to have trouble with Sheng Qi, very often.

"Is it useful to hide? Don't you miss her when you can't see her?"

When she asked Sheng Qi, she was also asking herself, and she gave an affirmative answer in her heart.will think about it.

At that moment just now, Sheng Qi made her realize that she had no good friends, and that she was lonely and pitiful.She suddenly missed Wen Xu.

When Wen Xu is by her side, she has all kinds of emotions, but she doesn't feel lonely.

Wen Xu cheered her up by herself.

"Feelings are just boring...Maybe after two days, you will suddenly find it interesting again. Then you will toss yourself over and over again."

She persuaded Sheng Qi like this, as someone who has experienced it, like a seasoned person in love.

In fact, she only liked one person.

It rained heavily that night, and he was worried about letting Sheng Qi rush back in the rain, so he let Sheng Qi make do with her overnight.There were guests, she didn't sleep well, woke up early, Sheng Qi also got up and went home.

Sheng Qi left very early, the neighborhood was quiet, she went downstairs to take a few steps, the air was fresh after the rain.

It was only later that she found out that Wen Xu was out celebrating with friends that night and played all night.The next morning, he went straight to her house and saw her seeing off Sheng Qi downstairs.

Under normal circumstances, Wen Xu would have had a big fight with her. Wen is always strong and never can't stand it.Regardless of whether it makes sense or not, if you are unhappy, you will speak up and wait for someone to coax you.

But that time, Wen Xu saw it, and didn't make any noise at that time.

At that time, if there was a vigorous quarrel because of this, I was afraid that the two of them would break up, but they didn't.

When he came to her house again, Wen Xu acted as if he didn't know what to do. In her arms, he pestered her to watch the last video twice.

In a close-up shot, Cheng Juan's face turned red.

Wen Xu comforted her and said, "I'll let you shoot this time."

Cheng Juan shook his head, "It's not safe."

After she separated from Wen Xu, Wen Xu would definitely worry about whether these secrets would be leaked, and she didn't want Wen Xu to worry.

But Wen Xu hugged her and smiled: "No, Cheng Juan, I trust you the most."

Wen Xu acted like a baby to her again, she was very worthless, she would like this.

She couldn't bear it again.