NABC Chapter 47 Chapter 47
Chapter 47 Chapter 47
After playing all day, Xue Zhining felt very tired, but he was not so tired because he was with Ji Tunan.
They were at the entrance of the park again. In the park in May, the lavender was already in full bloom, and the air in the evening was still a little hot, and the air was filled with the sweet and greasy fragrance of lavender.
Xue Zhining and Ji Tunan are used to saying goodbye at this place every time, especially the scent of lavender here.
I don't know why today, Xue Zhining felt very reluctant to part with Ji Tunan.
"I'm going home." Xue Zhining looked at Ji Tunan very reluctantly.
"Well, be careful." Ji Tunan said to Xue Zhining with a smile.
"By the way, Ji Tunan, cheer for the college entrance examination!" Xue Zhining thought about the college entrance examination in about 20 days, so he cheered for Ji Tunan.
Ji Tunan looked at Xue Zhining and nodded, he will definitely work hard.
"You too, let's go for the high school entrance examination." Ji Tunan also knew that Xue Zhining was going to take the high school entrance examination. "I'll wait for you at the university." At the end, Ji Tunan added another sentence.
This sentence fell into Xue Zhining's ears, it was not just a word of encouragement, he knew that he liked Ji Tunan, Ji Tunan was waiting for him at the university, he didn't know if it was his people or his heart that was waiting for him.The more he thought about this sentence, the more he felt ambiguous, whether Ji Tunan also liked him.
Thinking of this sentence in his heart, Xue Zhining returned home and found that Song Lan was the only one in the house, probably because Xue Junshan hadn't come home from get off work yet.
Song Lan's attitude was still the same as yesterday, a little out of control, and still a little cold towards herself.
"Mom, I'm going back to my room." Xue Zhining looked at Song Lan timidly, put on his slippers and planned to go upstairs.
Song Lan didn't respond, and continued to wash the dishes. The aunt at home was away today, and Song Lan was cooking in the kitchen.
Walking up the stairs, Xue Zhining looked back at the kitchen. He had a bad premonition, but he couldn't tell what was wrong.
This situation continued until Xue Zhining took the high school entrance examination. At the same time, there was another strange thing. He asked Ji Tunan to go out to play. .
Xue Zhining couldn't figure out why, could it be that Ji Tunan avoided him deliberately because the two of them were going to take an exam.
In mid-June, Xue Zhining and Yang Luo finished their high school exams, and he decided to go to Ji Tunan's house with Yang Luo to find him, and he wanted to ask what was going on with Ji Tunan.
Xue Zhining only heard from Ji Tunan once about where his family lived, but he didn't expect that Ji Tunan's community was such a dilapidated place. The community was very old, and the building had five floors at most, and the walls of the building were mottled. , The wires that are entangled like yarn balls are intertwined on it.
"So, is Ji Tunan's place so dilapidated?" Yang Luo said as he walked around the dilapidated neighborhood. He and Xue Zhining grew up in the villa area, and they had never been in such a crowded dilapidated residential building.
"Shut up, do you know which apartment and floor Ji Tunan lives in?" Xue Zhining disliked Yang Luo's talkativeness.
"I don't know, don't you usually find him behind my back to play with?" Yang Luo pursed his lips, how could he know.
Xue Zhining saw a few grandpas playing chess sitting in front of him, so he planned to go over and ask.
"Master, do you know Ji Tunan's family?" Xue Zhining walked up to an uncle who was watching chess and asked aloud.
The uncle flashed his fan, turned his head and saw Xue Zhining and Yang Luo, he sized up the two teenagers, and saw that they had no malicious intentions.
"Oh, Tunan's family, I know." The uncle was very enthusiastic, and he still had a deep impression on Ji Tunan. "Oh, it's a pity that such a handsome child was born into a bad family."
After the uncle finished speaking, Xue Zhining frowned, what did he mean.
"Master, what do you mean?" Yang Luo spoke quickly and asked Xue Zhining first.
The old men next to them also turned their heads to look, and one of the old men wearing glasses answered, "Life is hard!"
Xue Zhining looked at the old man in front of him, expecting him to continue what the old man wearing glasses said.
"Tunan's family is a reorganized family. What does his mother do, and what does his stepfather do? Oh, telecom fraud." Looking at Xue Zhining's probing eyes, the uncle said slowly. "A few days ago, Tunan just finished his college entrance examination and his stepfather was arrested, alas."
The uncle sighed, and suddenly remembered something: "By the way, Tunan's mother was also killed by a car that day! Alas, how pitiful."
Xue Zhining couldn't believe what he heard. He had asked about the situation of Ji Tunan's family before, but Ji Tunan would avoid talking about it every time. He didn't care too much and didn't ask too much.
But now, hearing it from others is more sad than hearing it from himself.
Xue Zhining felt that the hot day was suddenly a little cold, and his throat was a little blocked. He wanted to continue asking, but he couldn't make a sound.
"Fuck, is Ji Tunan so pitiful?" Yang Luo couldn't believe what he heard, he felt that this big brother was a bit pitiful from the bottom of his heart.
"Fortunately, Tunan has ambition. I remember he came here, three years ago. Tunan went to work after school." The uncle recalled that when he first met Ji Tunan, he was three years old. The summer of years ago.
Xue Zhining froze in place, he felt that he was a heartless fool, no wonder he always felt that Ji Tunan was very tired before, after school was so late, it turned out that Ji Tunan was not late after school at all, but went to work to earn money .He was still ignorant and always pestered Ji Tunan to go out with him to play. He only remembered now that Ji Tunan should have used the money he earned from part-time jobs to play with him!
He suddenly didn't want to look for Ji Tunan. He felt that he might not have the courage to face Ji Tunan who had gone through so much.
"Let's go." Xue Zhining suddenly said to Yang Luo.
Yang Luo originally wanted to ask Xue Zhining why he didn't look for Ji Tunan anymore, but when he saw Xue Zhining's face, he understood why.
"Thank you sir, let's go." Yang Luo said goodbye to the elders, turned around and followed Xue Zhining who had walked to the front.
When he got home, Xue Zhining went back to the room, and he didn't even hear Song Lan calling him, let alone he didn't notice that Song Lan had returned to his previous appearance.
"This child, what's the matter." Song Lan was in a good mood, humming a song while washing the dishes. The matter of the previous day was settled. She is very relaxed today and wants to cook a meal by herself.
In the evening, Xue Zhining ate a few bites hastily, and then went back to the room.
Both Song Lan and Xue Junshan advised him to eat more and he went upstairs as if he didn't hear them.
After eating, Xue Junshan went back to the study on the second floor to deal with the company's affairs. After a while, Song Lan also came in.
"Junshan, I want to tell you something." Song Lan sat down in front of Xue Junshan, and got straight to the point.
Xue Junshan closed the company's documents and looked at Song Lan seriously. He felt that his wife must have something important to say.
"What's the matter? Seeing that you've gotten better recently, is it about this?" The heart between husband and wife, a look is enough, Xue Junshan said it right.
"Yes..." Song Lan hesitated, seeing Xue Zhining's state today, he was a little worried, she vaguely felt that Xue Zhining's depression was because of what she did. "I, I'm going to find that boy."
Xue Junshan frowned, and didn't realize Song Lan's words for a while: "Which boy?"
"Just, didn't I tell you before that the students in my class said that Ning Ning was gay? I followed Ning Ning a few times..." Song Lan spoke slowly, as if hesitant, she felt I did a little too much.
"Nonsense! You're crazy! Can you trust the child at least?" Xue Junshan interrupted his wife, a little annoyed.
"Jun Shan, listen to me, I followed up a few times, and found that there is indeed something wrong with that boy, look." After finishing speaking, Song Lan took out a few photos that she secretly took.
Xue Junshan took Song Lan's mobile phone and looked through it. In the photo, Xue Zhining and that boy were very close, even intimate.
Even if he didn't believe it anymore, Xue Junshan was a little shaken at this moment.
"I went to find that boy a few days ago and asked him to stay away from Ningning, so as not to spoil Ningning. He promised me that he would not play with our son again. That boy's house is really broken, Junshan, what do you say , His family is definitely not a good family, am I right to do this?" Song Lan asked her husband eagerly, she was a little flustered and wanted to seek some comfort.
"What did you do!" Xue Junshan knew that his wife was doing it for Xue Zhining's good, but what she did was indeed wrong, but he had done everything, so he couldn't say anything.
"Bang~"
The sound of the cup breaking came from outside the study door. Song Lan was a little panicked, and her heart was shocked. Today, the aunt at home was taken off by her, and there were only three people left in the family. The person outside the door must be Xue Zhining.
Song Lan hurriedly ran to the door and opened it. Outside the door was Xue Zhining who had just broken a cup, standing in the doorway in a daze.
Xue Junshan also walked behind Song Lan.
"Son, what's wrong with you? Are you going to pour water?" Song Lan's eyes were already red, she had already noticed that what she did was wrong, so she didn't want Xue Zhining to know, she was afraid that her son would hate her This mother thought she was a vicious woman.
Xue Zhining's eyes were dull, and he looked forward, but he didn't know what he was looking at, and he didn't answer.
"Ning Ning? Mom asked you something?" Xue Junshan also tentatively asked.
Xue Zhining still didn't answer, he turned around stiffly like a wooden man and went back to his room.
Seeing Xue Zhining returning to the room, Song Lan finally burst into tears: "Jun Shan, Jun Shan, what should I do, Ning Ning was unhappy after returning home in the afternoon, did he already know something? And, just now Ning Ning was sure You heard what we said. Tell me, tell me, will Ning Ning hate me as a mother?" She was a little emotional, and asked urgently while hugging Xue Junshan.
Xue Junshan sighed, hugged his wife and didn't know what to say, so he could only sigh deeply.
In the next two months, Xue Zhining didn't go on a trip after the senior high school entrance examination like his classmates, and Ji Tunan didn't contact him, and he didn't dare to send Ji Tunan a message.He doesn't like to go out of his room door, and he doesn't like to communicate with his parents.
Xue Junshan invited a psychiatrist to counsel Xue Zhining at home, but was told by the psychiatrist that Xue Zhining was suffering from severe depression.
Xue Zhining did not cooperate with the treatment and did not take medicine, and the situation became more and more serious.
Song Lan was anxious, high school was about to start, and she couldn't just watch her proud son turn into a ghost.After discussing with Xue Junshan and the psychiatrist, she decided to give Xue Zhining electric shock therapy.
This is the fastest and most effective treatment.
Xue Junshan asked all the psychiatrists he could get in touch with. "This electric shock treatment has not too many side effects, and it can be implemented for severe depression." With the approval of the psychologist of a friend of a friend, Xue Junshan agreed to his wife's decision.
Three times a week, nearly [-] days of treatment, Xue Zhining's condition gradually improved, but Song Lan and Xue Junshan also discovered something good or bad, that is, Xue Zhining had forgotten Ji Tunan.
Xue Junshan was puzzled, didn't he say that the electric shock treatment would have no sequelae? Why did Ningning forget Ji Tunan, the boy his wife persuaded him to quit.
"This phenomenon may be the same as traumatic stress disorder. People will take the initiative to forget the things they don't want to face after receiving shocks and some stimuli. As for how long they will forget, it's hard to say." The attending doctor said to Xue Junshan and Song Lan .
The husband and wife sighed, not knowing whether this situation was good or bad.
After the doctor left, Song Lan sat in front of the hospital bed and stared at Xue Zhining on the bed. He had just received the last electric shock and hadn't woken up yet.
The author has something to say: Ahhhh, I wrote another episode of depression, why does it feel so bloody!woo woo woo