Chapter 48 Chapter 48
Chapter 48 Chapter 48
The sky was getting brighter, and through the curtains, his gaze entered Xue Zhining's room and shone on Xue Zhining's face.
He woke up, what happened last night, yes, he heard Song Lan and Xue Junshan say Ji Tunan's name.
Wait a minute, Xue Zhining felt that the vacant place in his heart seemed to have disappeared, and there were many things in his mind, which were the memories of himself and Ji Tunan.
The memory of going to Tonggang City to play on the beach, the memory of eating at Ji Tunan’s house, the memory of Ji Tunan taking him to the hospital when he fell down in the gym, the memory of Ji Tunan taking him to the military training, he is like a tall mountain The memory of the flower standing aside.
Also, I just met Ji Tunan when I was 13 years old, and he took Ji Tunan to take the first photo of the two of them.After that, he had memories of going out with Ji Tunan again and again.
What makes him most uncomfortable now is that what Ji Tunan said in the apartment before about the broken time of his childhood, and what he heard from the uncle downstairs in Ji Tunan's house slowly overlapped.
"So... so I fell in love with you a long time ago." Xue Zhining sat up and leaned against the head of the bed, muttering.
A tear ran across his face, smashed onto the quilt, and rubbed it in again.
He took out his mobile phone and saw a series of WeChat messages, all sent to him by Ji Tunan. He fell asleep without saying good night to Ji Tunan last night.
However, he doesn't know how to reply to Ji Tunan now, his thoughts have not been sorted out yet.
Moreover, there is one very important thing that he hasn't figured out yet.
Before her treatment, what did her mother tell Ji Tunan?
After calming down for a while, Xue Zhining got up and went to the bathroom to wash his face, and then he regained consciousness.
He clicked on Jitunan's profile picture, and saw Jitunan's nickname, Provence.Xue Zhining remembered another thing, the first photo taken together by Ji Tunan, the other person in it was himself!
"It should be said that he was still a child at that time, breaking into my life like a ray of light. We were very young, and our relationship was very pure. We often ran and laughed in a field of lavender." The two went to Boshan for the first time. Suddenly, Ji Tunan's words broke into Xue Zhining's mind.
He raised his head, his eyes were full of surprise and surprise, so he was the boy Ji Tunan regarded as light!
"Can I be your light instead of him?" Xue Zhining recalled that he mustered up the courage to ask this question at that time.
It turned out that he was already Ji Tunan's light!
His heart was full, and a kind of indescribable joy and lost and found surrounded his heart!
"Ding dong~" Yang Luo's message came, lighting up Xue Zhining's cell phone with a black screen.
[Successful Boss Yang]: Master Xue, Lao Zhou and the others had dinner together today, and asked if you would go?
Xue Zhining looked at Yang Luo's message, and a flash of electricity flashed in his mind, Yang Luo's profile picture!Once before when he was staying at Ji Tunan's house overnight, he accidentally saw Ji Tunan's cell phone. At that time, there was a message about a person. He felt that the person's profile picture looked familiar, and he thought he bumped into it.
Now, it's all clear, it's not that he bumped into his profile picture, the message on Ji Tunan's phone was sent by Yang Luo!
Thinking of this, Xue Zhining decided to ask Yang Luo to ask him about what happened after the electric shock treatment.
[The first handsome man in Dingning]: No, you will come to my house later...
Xue Zhining was typing, but the news hadn't been sent yet, so it might not be right to let Yang Luo come to his home. Song Lan is also on vacation now, and he is at home almost every day. He is afraid that Song Lan will hear the conversation between himself and Yang Luo. Instinctively, he still He didn't want Song Lan to know that he had recovered his memory.
After deleting that line, Xue Zhining edited it again.
[The first handsome man in Dingning]: No, the two of us will go to the old local park later, and I have something to ask you.
Yang Luo replied quickly, even though he felt something was wrong with Xue Zhining, he still agreed to his words, it doesn't matter if he goes to that old Zhou's dinner or not.
Xue Zhining tidied up, went out, and had a few words with Song Lan.
Xue Zhining and Yang Luo's homes are very close to the park. He chose the park for two reasons. One is that this is the old place where Xue Zhining and Yang Luo gather every time; on the other hand, he wants to ask about Yang Luo later. , didn't it start here, you have to figure it out here.
"Master Xue! Why did you come so fast?" Yang Luo trotted over, and was a little surprised to see that Xue Zhining had arrived.
Xue Zhining glanced at Yang Luo: "Let's go, find a place to sit inside." After speaking, he walked into the park.
"Hey, wait for me!" Yang Luo looked really tired, Xue Zhining wondered when did Yang Luo become so weak.
He looked back at Yang Luo, stopped and waited for him to catch up.
"How did you become so weak? You don't look so puffy either." Xue Zhining watched Yang Luo follow up panting, and asked with arms crossed.
Yang Luo bent down to rest for a while, and then straightened up: "You forgot, I'm an idiot, the military training at the end of the school term, I just returned home from the military training yesterday! It's been two weeks! Guxi City is so cold, I'm so pitiful Standing in a military posture in the cold wind! Tired and cold!"
He finished his complaint in one breath, no, it's not over yet. "The most outrageous thing is that the instructor said that in order to warm us up, we have to train for five kilometers every day! Fuck, it's really amazing! My leg runs like it's strained."
Xue Zhining looked at Yang Luo who was so angry that he suddenly wanted to laugh. He thought it would be miserable for him to be "exclusively taken care of" by Sunshine during military training, but he didn't expect Yang Luo to be even worse.
"Well, it's so miserable, I can understand you." Xue Zhining held the corner of his mouth, replied, and turned to the rest area of the park.
There were some seats in the rest area. Although it was a little cold in winter, the two of them sat on them. By the way, they ordered two cups of hot milk tea from the milk tea stall next to them.
"Come on, what's the matter?" Yang Luo took a sip of milk tea with a straw and looked at Xue Zhining.
Xue Zhining didn't drink the milk tea, and kept stirring the milk tea with a straw.
He suddenly raised his head very seriously, and looked at Yang Luo: "Yang Luo, I remember everything."
Yang Luo's action of sucking milk tea stopped instantly, what does Xue Zhining mean?Did he know what he lost his memory?And remember it all now?real or fake.
He was a little hesitant and didn't know how to answer the conversation. Song Lan found him back then and asked him to follow Xue Junshan and Xue Zhining to hide those things from Xue Zhining.
So, now what should he do now.
Yang Luo continued the action just now, biting the mouth of the straw and smiling, pretending to be puzzled: "Master Xue, what do you remember?" He peeked at Xue Zhining, feeling a little guilty.
Coincidentally, Xue Zhining has been staring at Yang Luo, and Yang Luo's eyes just meet Xue Zhining's!
"Okay, stop pretending, I remember it all. Three years ago, I was severely depressed and received electric shock therapy. During the last treatment, the traumatic stress completely forgot all the memories about Ji Tunan." Xue Zhining looked Looking at Yang Luo's slumped face, he confirmed word by word that he really remembered everything.
Yang Luo sat up slowly while drinking milk tea with his upper body lowered. He looked down at the table and did not look at Xue Zhining.
After a while, Xue Zhining's eyes were under too much pressure, Yang Luo shrugged and laughed twice: "You really remembered."
Xue Zhining ignored this sentence, and asked himself a question directly: "I want to know what happened after that. Later we went to high school, and I want to know what Ji Tunan did."
He looked at Yang Luo firmly, he knew that Yang Luo must know, if Yang Luo denied it, Xue Zhining planned to grab Yang Luo's phone and check his WeChat contacts, to see if Ji Tunan was there.
"I..." Yang Luo said "I" and didn't continue.
Xue Zhining raised his eyebrows. Could it be that Yang Luo still doesn't believe in himself? Song Lan probably blamed him for being so conservative about these things.
"I know that you have been in contact with Ji Tunan all these years. I saw you sent him a message that day. Although there is only a flashing profile picture, few people use your profile profile picture." Zhining Xue Looking at Yang Luo with a smile, Yang Luo's avatar has a personality, a great God of Wealth.
Yang Luo knew that his last straw was gone, so he had to confess.
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Three years ago, at the end of May.
Ji Tunan had two weeks to go before the college entrance examination, so he had to quit his part-time job. Apart from attending classes, he just went home to do the questions and concentrate on preparing for the exam.
Just after school ended at six o'clock that afternoon, Ji Tunan had just come home when someone knocked on the door.
He thought it was because Liu Weidong didn't bring the key, because at this point Liu Limei couldn't go home from get off work.After opening the door, Ji Tunan found a woman standing outside, which seemed familiar to him.
"You are?" Ji Tunan looked at this woman. The woman was well dressed and her makeup was simple and elegant, but her complexion was not very good.
"I'm Xue Zhining's mother." Song Lan said.
Ji Tunan remembered something, no wonder he looked familiar, the first time he saw Xue Zhining, it was the woman in front of him who led Xue Zhining home.But what puzzled him was why Song Lan came to his house and what was the matter.
"Hello, auntie, come in." Ji Tunan bowed slightly, motioning for Song Lan to enter.
Song Lan entered the door, and Ji Tunan greeted her to sit on the sofa.
He looked at the only few cups at home, took out one, brushed it several times, and got a glass of water for Song Lan. He put the water in front of Song Lan, and sat opposite Song Lan.
"Auntie, what do you need from me today?" Ji Tunan spoke crisply and with a clear voice.
He looked at Song Lan's face. Song Lan looked a little tired, with dark circles under her eyes. Even though the makeup had covered most of it, it was still very obvious.
Similarly, Song Lan was also looking at Ji Tunan and the family.
She looked at Ji Tunan's boyish face. She knew that this boy was only 19 years old, but his face was always calm and calm, which didn't match the atmosphere of this dilapidated home.The decoration of this home is very simple, the furniture is also very worn out, and there are bottles of beer on the balcony.
Song Lan unconsciously put her legs together. She felt that the house hadn't been cleaned for a long time, and she didn't know if the place where she was sitting was vacuumed.
Ji Tunan also saw the uncomfortable expression on Song Lan's face and the movement of his legs, and felt a slight pain in his heart, but he didn't care, this is the current situation of his family.
Song Lan finally said, "Don't get close to my son again."
The author has something to say: Nan Nan is a bit miserable.It's really sad that the original sound family is not good!
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