NABC Chapter 32 Chapter 32
Chapter 32 Chapter 32
While handling the fruit, Ji Tunan was talking about his past. His voice was clear and clear, drifting along the window to the outside, as if drifting towards those broken times.
His parents have had a bad relationship since childhood. Ji Tunan's mother is Liu Limei, a woman with a pungent personality, and his father, Ji Wei, is a weak man.
In such a family combination, women are often strong and men are weak, and conflicts naturally increase.I don't know why the two got married.
Later, when Ji Tunan grew up, he heard that his mother was working as a wine hostess in a dance hall. Ji Wei accompanied the boss to the dance hall for consumption. Bongzi married.
After marriage, the two found that the other party was not the kind of person they could fancy. Divorce was rare at that time, especially in a small county town like theirs, so Ji Tunan's parents have been living a life full of contradictions every day like this. with.
Ji Tunan also felt that he was a mistake. Without him, his parents would not have gotten married, let alone quarrel like this every day.
Coincidentally, Liu Limei thought the same way. She should have killed the child cruelly at the beginning, otherwise she would not have married Ji Wei, a worthless man. Maybe she could marry a rich man, so she would have spent such a poor life .
One afternoon when junior high school was over, Ji Tunan heard Liu Limei and Ji Wei arguing again before he got home.Ji Tunan didn't go in immediately, but hid in the corridor and listened to the quarrel inside the door.
"You are useless, what can you do if you signed that signature? If it is found out, you will not be found out!" Liu Limei's voice was loud, and Ji Tunan heard it softly outside the door. He even suspected the neighbors can also be heard.
"What do you know, it's against the law!" Ji Wei's voice was restrained, and he hated Liu Limei.
Ji Tunan outside the door just listened to it. From time to time, neighbors who went upstairs in the corridor looked at him with strange eyes.
Ji Wei is a small supervisor of the company's finance department. Someone made fake accounts in the company to get kickbacks. Ji Wei found out and did not sign.
Knowing this, Liu Limei wanted Ji Wei to turn a blind eye and sign many times, and those people below who made false accounts could give Ji Wei some rebates, so that Ji Wei could get more, but Ji Wei Wei is too timid to do such things.Liu Limei, a wine hostess, doesn't know so much.
"That's all right, all right, I'm a useless one, I've been miserable for eight lifetimes after following you, and your son who can't beat a fart! I shouldn't have him in the first place, or I wouldn't follow him now. For you, to live such a poor life!" Liu Limei seemed to have thrown something, accompanied by her clear voice.
"That's enough for you! It's fine to say me, you can't say that about Nannan!" Ji Wei's voice also became louder, as if he was furious.
The sound just now might have been caused by Ji Wei's fall, Ji Tunan thought.
He was already used to such noises and quarrels. Ji Tunan, who was only 13 years old, saw everything in his eyes and listened to him in his heart. He had no one to talk to, not even at home.
Hearing the voice inside the door gradually subside, Ji Tunan took out the key to open the door and enter the house.
Liu Limei was lying on the sofa, smoking an unknown cigarette, and the ground next to her was full of broken glass.
She smoked a cigarette as if she hadn't seen it.Seeing Ji Tunan coming home, he snorted and took a cold look, "Hey, are the losers out of school?"
Ji Wei squatted on the ground and picked up the broken cup. Hearing Liu Limei's ugly words, his expression was very bad, "Enough!"
Liu Limei ignored Ji Wei's stop, she sat up with a cigarette between her fingers with bright red nails, and chuckled lightly: "What is enough? Am I wrong? If it wasn't for him, I would marry you? If it wasn't for him Can you spend so much money at school?"
After speaking, he took a puff of the cigarette, leaving some red lipstick marks on the cigarette holder, and lay back on the sofa again.
Ji Tunan just stood behind Ji Wei expressionlessly, like a wooden man.
Ji Wei put away the cups, got up and patted Ji Tunan to signal him to go back to the room.
Ji Tunan hurried back to the room, a little staggering, the shoes were a bit big, and his homeroom teacher bought them for him, because he was afraid that his feet would grow too fast, so he specially bought bigger ones.
Back in the room, Ji Tunan locked them, and then slowly squatted down against the door, the setting sun shining in through the window just reflected on his face, a glistening liquid streaked across, reflecting a ray of light .
Day after day, Ji Tunan became more and more reticent. People in the class thought he was a monster, and no one wanted to get along with him.
I thought this kind of life was the hardest, but I didn't expect that Ji Wei lost his job when Ji Tunan was just in the third year of junior high school, and all his sources of income depended on the little money Liu Limei earned from drinking with him.
Ji Wei tried hard to find a job, but at this age, no company would want a middle-aged man who was almost forty.
He can only stay at home every day, and his mood is getting worse and worse. Ji Wei is an honest person, and he doesn't know how to drink, let alone drink too much to relieve stress.
At one o'clock in the night, Liu Limei went home drunk again. When she got home, she saw Ji Wei's weak and wimpy look and got angry: "Oh, the wimpy guy hasn't slept yet? Wait for me? That's right, why don't you have a job? Can you sleep?" Liu Limei sneered, mocking Ji Wei who had just come out of the bedroom.
Ji Wei was a little worried about Liu Limei at first. After all, she came back so late, and the family relied on her to earn money, although the money was not clean.
However, Liu Limei said such a sentence as soon as she entered the door. Although Ji Wei felt uncomfortable hearing it, he didn't dare to say anything.But the clenched hands revealed Ji Wei's mood.
Leaving Liu Limei alone in the living room, Ji Wei went back to the bedroom.
From this day on, Ji Wei found that Ji Tunan was going home very late. He thought that Ji Tunan had stayed in school to review.
In the back kitchen of a restaurant near Ji Tunan's home, Ji Tunan was washing dishes.
"Xiao Ji, this batch of dishes should be finished before get off work. There is a banquet tomorrow!" Ji Tunan raised his head and nodded.The manager finished speaking to Ji Tunan at the door and sighed.
He thinks that Ji Tunan does a good job, but he doesn't like to talk.I also have some doubts in my heart, is this child 18?No matter how you look at it, it doesn't look like it.
But fortunately, the work is solid, and it is a part-time job, and the salary is not high, so I will keep it if I keep it.After giving instructions, the manager left.
Ji Tunan wiped the sweat from his forehead and continued to wash the dishes in his hands.I didn't go home until nine o'clock in the evening.
When he got home, Ji Tunan found that his mother Liu Limei hadn't come home yet, and Ji Wei was guarding the dining table with a bowl of noodles in clear soup in front of him.Hearing Ji Tunan enter the door, he didn't respond either.
Recently, this kind of situation is very common. Ji Tunan has long been keenly aware that his father Ji Wei has been under a lot of pressure recently. In addition to not having a job, he is also oppressed by Liu Limei's language every day. Laughed.
"Dad..." Ji Tunan yelled, and Ji Weicai was startled for a moment, and his eyes fixed on the noodles turned to Ji Tunan.
"Ao, Nan Nan is back, have you eaten yet?" Although Ji Wei's eyes were on Ji Tunan, if you looked closely, you would find that his eyes were not focused at all.
"Eat, I'm going back to my room first." Jitunan felt that his father was a little scary now, like a robot, lifeless.
Back in the room, Ji Tunan finished his homework again. At the end of the day, he felt that his body was about to fall apart.
Children living in normal families would never have imagined such a gloomy day. No one knew that Ji Tunan was born like this.
The third year of junior high school was going to take the senior high school entrance examination. The school was afraid that the candidates would be under a lot of pressure, so they gave everyone a psychological counseling class two months before the exam.
"...Depression mostly shows that people become nervous, depressed, and not interested in doing things. If students find that they have these symptoms, they must report to the teacher in time. Although the study pressure is great, students must adjust Take care of yourself and prepare for the exam..."
The psychology teacher was still giving a speech, but Ji Tunan couldn't listen anymore. His father has been in this situation for more than half a year, so his father is suffering from depression!
No one noticed the change in Ji Tunan in the corner of the classroom.
"...If you don't adjust it in time, the consequences will be very serious, and if it is serious, you will commit suicide! Students must pay attention to it..." The words of the psychology teacher exploded in Ji Tunan's heart like a bomb.
He didn't want Ji Wei to commit suicide. He knew that his father loved him, but he was usually pressured by Liu Limei.
Another growing fear weighed on Tunan's heart. He didn't know how to make his father better, so he could only work harder to earn money and study harder.
When I got home at night, like last night, Liu Limei hadn't come home yet, and Ji Wei didn't even cook a meal today, just sat at the dining table with blank eyes, motionless.
Ji Tunan didn't go back to the bedroom directly this time, but sat opposite Ji Wei: "Dad, have you eaten yet?"
Hearing Ji Tunan's voice, Ji Weicai noticed someone on the opposite side, and it was his son who had returned.
"Ao, Ao, Ning Ning is home, have you eaten yet?" Ji Wei came back to his senses and asked Ji Tunan expressionlessly.
"I ate it, did I ask you if you ate it?" Ji Tunan realized that Ji Wei hadn't heard what he said just now.
"I...I ate." Ji Wei was vague.
Ji Tunan knew that Ji Wei must not have eaten, so he put down his schoolbag and went to the kitchen to cook for Ji Wei.
While cooking, the door of the living room opened, and the sound of rough high-heeled shoes stepping on the floor came one after another. There were light and heavy sounds. You don't need to look to know that Liu Limei came back drunk again, but I don't know why she came back so early today.
Liu Limei came in, but Ji Wei didn't respond, and was still sitting at the dining table.Liu Limei felt that Ji Wei ignored her on purpose.
"Hey, now there are two losers in the family, and they have to be supported by their mothers. They are useless." Now Ji Wei doesn't respond to Liu Limei's scolding. Liu Limei didn't notice the difference, after all, Ji Wei has always been like this.
"Why don't you talk, are you dumb or dead?" Liu Limei took out a cigarette from her bag, lit it, and in an instant, the smell of smoke and alcohol mixed in the living room.
Listening to Liu Limei's words, Ji Tunan in the kitchen had the idea of resisting her for the first time. He was afraid that if Liu Limei said that again, Ji Wei would really die.
After turning off the fire, Ji Tunan walked out of the kitchen, stood at the dining table and watched Liu Limei, the nominal mother who gave birth to him.
Seeing Ji Tunan coming out, Liu Limei sneered: "You little money-loser, you know how to cook? Go, cook some for me too. I don't need to rely on your father to cook in the future. The worthless don't even cook now, die Forget it."
Ji Tunan's clenched hands were terribly protruding.
"Shut up!" Ji Tunan almost yelled at Liu Limei, this sound seemed to vent all his resentment.
Liu Limei on the sofa didn't seem to expect Ji Tunan's reaction like this. She had never said a few words to Ji Tunan, and she had never cared about this son, and she had never seen Ji Tunan like this.I was stunned for a moment, and forgot to smoke the cigarettes brought to my mouth.
However, she had done too much drinking and hadn't seen any kind of person before. Liu Limei quickly came to her senses: "Why are you crazy? If you don't do it, don't do it. Lose money."
After Ji Tunan yelled, he continued to stand where he was, and suddenly remembered that the kitchen was still cooking for Ji Wei, then turned around and returned to the kitchen dully.
Ji Wei was startled by Ji Tunan's roar just now, but he didn't say anything.After calming down, the whole family fell into silence.
The author has something to say: I feel sorry for Anan.