Withered Broken Ice Blue

Chapter 484: False Guilt

Song Jinan stared at Chi Feiwan motionlessly. His eyes were like a deep lake, calm and gentle, but with tiny bits of broken starlight twinkling in them.

These stars are like the bright stars in the night sky, shining faintly in the darkness.

At this moment, they were projected directly onto Chi Feiwan through Song Jinan's eyes, as if trying to convey some unspeakable emotion.

Song Jinan forced a wry smile: "I haven't changed, but I'm leaving."

"Why?" Chi Feiwan widened his eyes, his face full of disbelief.

Song Jinan turned his head away, unable to bear to look at Chi Feiwan's face again. He was afraid that he would not be able to control himself and would become soft-hearted.

"The company has arranged for me to be stationed abroad permanently, and I will leave tomorrow." Song Jinan's voice was cold, without a trace of emotion.

"Will you come back?" Chi Feiwan's tears were welling up in her eyes, but she tried hard not to let them fall.

Song Jinan didn't answer.

Song Jinan lied because he didn't dare to look his lover in the eyes.

Chi Feiwan frowned: "You lied, Song Jinan."

How could Chi Feiwan tell that she was lying after losing his memory?

Song Jinan was stunned for a moment: "Wanwan you..."

Chi Feiwan curled his lips: "Song Jinan, why don't you call me Xiaoman?"

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Soon it was the day when Chi Feiwan was discharged from the hospital. The way she looked at Jiang Huaixu these days was a little different, different from before, and a little more distant.

Jiang Huaixu opened the door for her and was gentle and considerate these days, which made the Chi family think that he was going to turn over a new leaf.

Chi Jinshu, who was watching from behind, said, "This is not regret, this is gratitude. After all, my little sister has lost her memory, and everything and the pain before are in the past and no longer count."

Chi Yizi sneered: "People only know how to cherish after they lose something."

Ever since Chi Feiwan woke up, those who once had ill intentions towards her have become as excited as if they had been injected with chicken blood. They all scramble to please her, as if she was the most precious treasure in the world.

As for her, she was looking at the strange yet familiar faces around her in confusion. Her mind was blank and she had no recollection of what earth-shattering event had happened before.

They had clearly hurt her deeply, but now they seemed to have changed their faces, racking their brains to think of ways to cover up the shameful past.

During the days when Chi Feiwan was lingering at the gates of hell, Shen Linxi's mood was as gloomy as if shrouded by dark clouds.

The harm that had been inflicted on Chi Feiwan was like a sharp knife, cutting through her mind over and over again, causing her unbearable pain every time she recalled it.

However, her regret only lasted for a moment. When she learned that Chi Feiwan had lost his memory, she seemed to have found an opportunity to start over. So she changed her previous image without hesitation, trying to make up for the mistakes she had made with a new attitude.

She began to approach Chi Feiwan cautiously, fearing that he would touch the pain deep in her heart again. The love hidden in her heart was also growing quietly without her noticing.

Chi Feiwan had been in a coma for a month, and the doctors thought there was little hope. However, Chi Feiwan woke up and lost his memory.

People only remember their mistakes when they are depressed.

Shen Linxi went to Chi Feiwan's bedside every day to take care of her and told her about the past. Although Chi Feiwan looked confused most of the time, Shen Linxi was not discouraged.

In her opinion, Chi Feiwan was slowly accepting her, but it seemed that she still didn't understand Chi Feiwan and still couldn't look into Chi Feiwan's eyes.

Over the years, Chi Feiwan has been very good at hiding her emotions. She has lost her memory, not become stupid.

If she doesn't have any judgement at all, then she really needs to check her brain.

Chi Yizi quickly scanned every corner around him with his sharp eyes, trying to find the familiar figure in the bustling crowd and complicated environment.

No matter how hard he tried, he could not find any trace of his elder brother Chi Shiyun.

He frowned, turned his head to look at Chi Jinshu beside him with a little confusion, and asked, "Didn't big brother say that he would come over when Wanwan was discharged from the hospital? How come I didn't even see a single person?"

Hearing Chi Yizi's question, Chi Jinshu sighed softly, with a trace of worry on his face. He shook his head slightly and said softly: "Alas, my brother's health is not very good. He did intend to come, but in the end his health did not allow it."

As he spoke, Chi Jinshu couldn't help but think of Chi Shiyun's current poor physical condition, and felt a pang of sadness in his heart.

You know, Chi Shiyun's health is now extremely poor, and she can't even do such a simple thing as leaving Haicheng to visit her sister Wanwan after she is discharged from the hospital.

He could only be trapped in this city, fighting the illness day after day, enduring both physical and mental torture.

This is God's punishment for Chi Shiyun.

Chi Feiwan sat in the driver's seat lightly. She skillfully pulled the seat belt over her body and buckled it with a click.

At the same time, Jiang Huaixu, who was sitting in the passenger seat, quickly fastened his seat belt.

He turned to look at Chi Feiwan, his eyes full of concern: "Just rest at home these days. You can only go out after you make sure there is no major problem with your body."

Chi Feiwan nodded slightly, she raised her head and met Jiang Huaixu's gaze, only to see endless tenderness in his deep and bright eyes, like the warmest breeze in spring.

Jiang Huaixu is best at disguise.

Chi Feiwan's eyes were motionless, and the emotions flowing in his blue eyes were very complicated.

She smiled and said, “Are you always like this?”

The car started, and Jiang Huaixu was stunned for a moment: "Why do you ask that?"

Chi Feiwan explained with a smile: "I heard from Xiaolizi that you are not usually like this."

Children will not lie, so Chi Feiwan naturally believes children more.

Amnesia and dementia are two different things.

"I'm just more attentive to people I care about." Jiang Huaixu curled the corners of his mouth. He looked at Chi Feiwan, the affection in his eyes almost overflowing.

Chi Feiwan smiled and said nothing more.

She turned her head and looked at the scenery outside the window intently.

At this moment Jiang Huaixu felt that Chi Feiwan had recovered his memory, because Chi Feiwan liked to look at the scenery outside the window, but then he thought again, how could looking at the scenery outside the window become a person's habit?

Along the way, the two did not talk to each other again.

There was an indescribable atmosphere in the carriage, as if an invisible tacit understanding flowed between them.

The scenery outside the car window kept receding, but Chi Feiwan's thoughts gradually drifted away.

The scenery outside the car window was like a frame of pictures constantly switching and changing in front of her eyes.

It was unclear what emotions were in Chi Feiwan's blue eyes. She put the bracelet on her wrist again, which was connected to the amulet.