Chapter 11
Chapter 11
Kiss him that? "The second child asked curiously.
"I don't know, that photo only captured him, and the other man only had the back of his head, so we couldn't tell who it was. But this Gu Nan was affectionate enough, he didn't say who that person was in the end, and then he just let it go .”
The boss sighed after hearing this: "Who do you think this Gu Nan offended? Was he retaliated like this?"
"Who knows? I heard that a certain girl fell in love with her but she couldn't get her. Love turned into hate." The third child shrugged.
"Eh? Wait! How do you know so clearly? You were still in junior high school, right?" The boss suddenly realized something was wrong, and asked the third child with a stare.
"My sister's school, she was in the same class as that Gu Nan at the time, how do you think I know so clearly?" The third child gave the eldest a sideways glance.
"No wonder!" The boss patted his thigh like "I understand".Turning around, I saw me still standing by the door, so I asked, "Eh? Si'er, you haven't left yet?"
I came back to my senses, with a puzzled look on my face, I replied reflexively: "Ah? Oh, let's go." Then I opened the door and walked out, closing the door.
The series of actions were just as programmed, without going through my brain at all.
"What's wrong with him? He looks out of his mind?" Standing at the door, the voice of the boss can still be heard.
I walked forward in a daze, until I reached the door of the music classroom and heard the melodious piano sound coming from inside, and I came back to my senses.
I suddenly felt a little cold in my hands and feet, and my heart beat a little faster.But I don't know why.
28,
I've never really listened to his piano.All I know about him is that he is good at playing the piano, even better than Robin.
But at this moment, I am standing at the door like a wooden man listening to him playing.It's a very familiar song, but I can't name it - many times I can remember the melody but I don't know whose song it is?What is your name?
I don't remember how I felt when I heard this song before, but at this moment I can clearly feel the sadness from his playing.
For a moment, I really wanted to rush in and interrupt him, asking him, why are you sad?
When the piano sound stopped, I was still standing at the door in a daze.
"Xiao An? Why don't you come in?" Gu Nan's voice suddenly sounded, and I suddenly woke up.Some looked at him in bewilderment.
"What's wrong with you? Has something happened?"
"Ah? No...it's nothing. You played so well just now, so I accidentally listened to it." I smiled reluctantly at him.
Gu Nan's gentleness lies in that even if he knows that you are lying, he will not expose you, and still smiles and pretends to be indifferent.
"Hehe...thank you. Then let's continue practicing, time is running out."
"it is good."
He didn't ask me why I was late?Didn't ask me why I lied?He just started teaching me piano practice as always.
I can actually play the piece "Shimmer" fluently.Maybe it's enough for Friday's screening.
But Gu Nan said: "Xiao An, the piano is not finished when you play it, but you have to play it with your heart. Why do you play it? What do you want to express with it? Or what does this piece want everyone to understand? A note of meaning that has a life of its own."
It has a life of its own.And I can't give it life yet.
When I played more and more proficiently, the whole dormitory was relieved.Because this means that this punishment can finally be avoided.
As everyone expected, I passed the screening on Friday very smoothly and was praised by the head teacher.The classmates looked at me with incredible eyes. They never thought that I could really play the piano.
But in fact, I know that it is just a trick like a clown to fool this group of people who don't understand music.
Gu Nan disappeared after that.I searched many places, but I couldn't find him.I think he may be going back to school to study, after all, he has wasted too much time on me.
Only then did I realize belatedly that I had never asked him what school he was from.
What a misstep.
But, see you again.
At three o'clock in the afternoon on Sunday, the text message came on time.
This time the whole dormitory acted very relaxed, because I passed the test, so the punishment must be gone.
But I don't know why, but my heart is uneasy and apprehensive like never before.
"Congratulations on clearing the level! I am very happy that you have finally completed the task this time. If you have not passed this level, then I will be very distressed about how to proceed to the next level. Fortunately, you passed. The content of the next level is, I I want you to bring "Shimmer" to life at the school festival, not mechanically play those notes. I think you'll see what I mean. Well, when you do, I'll be there for you at the finish line. Whatever it turns out .”
"I don't seem to understand this passage." The second child looked at me blankly.Others are also confused.
The boss nodded: "Yes, I asked you to do it, and finally said no matter what the result is? What does this mean?"
But at this time, my focus is not here.
29,
"Stupid! Do you know if you want to call brother?"
"I don't want to call you brother! My mother only has me as a son, so I don't have any brothers! Hmph!"
The first time Gu Nan met Zuo An was when his mother decided to marry Zuo's father.
Gu Nan's impression of Zuo An is probably that he is a small person with a bit of baby fat on his face. He looks easy to bully, but he is also undeniably cute.
At that time, Gu Nan thought, it would be nice to have such a younger brother.
But Zuo An obviously didn't think so.For Gu Nan's arrival, Zuo An was like a little beast guarding his territory suddenly smelling a threat from the outside world, and instantly erected his sharp claws.
For a long time at the beginning, Zuo An didn't give Gu Nan a good look.Zuo An's mother died in a car accident when he was young. Zuo's father was considered a good father. Although he didn't pay enough attention to Zuo An, he never remarried because he cared about Zuo An's feelings.
It wasn't until after Zuo'an's junior high school that he decided to marry Gu's mother who also had a son.He doesn't care about raising another child, he doesn't need money.He was only worried that the other party was not good enough for Zuo An, Zuo An was his only son.
Later on, Zuo's father may have always regretted bringing such a brother to Zuo An.Without Gu Nan, many things would not have happened.
Gu Nan is a good brother.Maybe it was out of flattery at first, or something else, in short, he was more considerate to Zuo An than Papa Zuo, a father.
Children are always prone to have a good impression of people who are good to them.Zuo An is no exception.Gradually, the relationship between Zuo An and Gu Nan became better and better.Zuo's father and Gu's mother were very pleased, and Gu's mother became more concerned about Zuo An.
When Zuo An started to call Gu Nan his elder brother, it seemed that they really became a family, a family connected by blood.
It just didn't last long.
When Zuo An was in the second year of junior high school, he found that he had a different abnormal feeling for this brother who appeared out of nowhere.For an emotionally ignorant child, this is undoubtedly a huge blow.Uneasiness and fear filled his body and mind. At that time, he didn't even dare to go home, dared not face Gu Nan, dared not look into the eyes of his father and mother Gu.
But sometimes, the more you avoid something, the less you dare to face it, the more turbulent it will be.
Gu Nan didn't know what Zuo An thought about him, and thought that Zuo An was under too much pressure from studying and was feeling uncomfortable, so he became more and more concerned about Zuo An.
When love comes, it's like the gas in a cola.Once in turmoil, the more depressed you are, the more you want to release, and finally break through the shackles and burst out.
And the consequences are immeasurable.
Zuo An has been suppressing his feelings like this, has been suppressing, suppressing...
Until Zuo An went to the first year of high school, he was still in the same school as Gu Nan, who was already in the third year of high school at that time.Gu Nan's grades are excellent, and he is excellent in all aspects. The teachers in the school are very optimistic about him.If nothing happened later, as the third child said, he would have a bright future.
And Zuo An always thought that he could bury that unethical relationship in his heart forever, and just like it silently by himself.
But emotion is something that can't be controlled at all sometimes. It is like a wild beast, seemingly docile, but it is just an illusion that confuses the world.It slanders your heart little by little until you are finally controlled by it and lose your mind.
thirty,
Gu Nan is very talented in music. He has learned various musical instruments since he was a child. The piano he plays best is the piano.
But Zuo An is a real music idiot - a music idiot.In his ears there is only the difference between good and bad.
Zuo An will learn piano from Gu Nan not because he likes it so much, but because he can spend more time with Gu Nan in this way.
So after studying with Gu Nan for so long, he still hasn't learned a single piece of music.The only thing he knows is the song "Shimmer" which he plays randomly.
It wasn't called "Shimmer" in the first place, and it wasn't even a complete song.It was Gu Nan who gave it a complete life.
"Where's my birthday present?" On that year's birthday, Zuo Anli confidently asked Gu Nan for a birthday present.He is used to being pampered by Gu Nan.
"Come with me." Gu Nan didn't talk nonsense, but just led Zuo An to his piano room with a mysterious face.
Zuo An didn't quite understand what he wanted to do?So he looked at Gu Nan suspiciously.
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