Chapter 103 Thoughts
Chapter 103 Thoughts
The WeChat and text messages that Yu Zhaozhao sent on Shen Xingzhi's phone all clearly stated, "Shen Xingzhi, let's break up. We're just having fun, you should be able to afford it. It's really disappointing. I wanted to play for two more years, but your dad is willing to spend money to be a sucker, so let's just leave it at that."
The spicy hot pot in Yu Zhaozhao's mouth suddenly lost its flavor. She hurriedly wanted to explain, but when the boss brought Shen Xingzhi's spicy hot pot to her, she didn't care that there were outsiders present and was about to say something like "I don't have it, I lost my phone."
"Your spicy hot pot is almost cold." Shen Xingzhi interrupted Yu Zhaozhao indifferently, but couldn't stop her tears from falling.
At that moment, she seemed to really think she was going to lose him...
"If I believed it would I come now? Huh?"
Shen Xingzhi's question made Yu Zhaozhao regain some clarity in her mind. Was it trust? She burst into laughter and said awkwardly, "Haha, the boss's chili is so delicious, I accidentally added too much just now."
Is it trust? If it were a few years ago, he would have ended this relationship without hesitation, regardless of the other party's excuses. Is it true love? He didn't know. His intuition told him that this was all fake, and he was more convinced when the phone was turned off and the busy tone came.
Shen Fu really understood him. Even if he loved someone again, he would have left without looking back in the past. But he underestimated that people can grow.
His Zhao Zhao is like a tea with a different flavor to him. He understands, tastes, and believes it. Even if Yu Zhao Zhao really says that, he will still listen to her in person.
But he knew Yu Zhaozhao wouldn't.
She will not allow misunderstandings to happen, she will not blindly deceive her own heart for a reason, and she likes to hesitate with every step.
There are very few people in her world, and she cherishes those who can enter her world.
Shen Xingzhi accompanied Yu Zhaozhao to download the software and retrieve their accounts one by one to change their phone numbers.
When the car arrived in front of the villa, Yu Zhaozhao watched Shen Xingzhi's car go away. She was so tired that she just wanted to take a bath to end the day.
When she got home, she went to the fitness area and did some simple exercises for half an hour. After stretching, she went to the table and opened the book she had read in the morning. Another half an hour later, she went to the bathroom, filled the bathtub with water, and put in the wormwood bag for bathing.
She turned on the stereo, playing the song "Thousands of Songs", and immersed herself in the bathtub.
Even if thousands of songs float on my road in the distance in the future
Even if thousands of stars in the future are brighter than the moon tonight
Nothing can compare to the beauty of this night, and nothing can make me appreciate it more
Ah, because you sang with me tonight
Her body gradually calmed down under the soothing of the comfortable water temperature, and her head felt dizzy as if she was about to fall asleep. About twenty minutes later, Yu Zhaozhao got up, dried herself, and changed into her nightgown.
She came to the bed and picked up Yu Le's high school textbook to study. Maybe she hadn't rested well recently. She knew all the words in the book, but she couldn't concentrate on reading them together.
She picked up her phone, opened WeChat and shared with Xixi what had happened recently. It was so magical.
Xixi: You didn’t notice it at all before?
Zhao Zhao: I didn’t think so much at that time…
Xixi: Okay, okay, I just thought you were slow to react, but I didn’t expect you didn’t take it seriously at all.
Zhao Zhao: No, I never thought I would get to this point. It still feels like a dream.
Xixi: Well, it was a dream. I probably won’t be able to wake up. Let’s get together some other day and get to know each other.
Zhao Zhao: Okay, I love you.
Xixi: Love the one in your family, I have Lao Qin.
After sending the message, Yu Zhaozhao went to a novel software and looked at Xixi's serialized novel "The Devil's Little Wife". The update was half a month ago. After she rewarded a flower, she looked at the time and it was still very early. She closed her eyes due to sleepiness.
The smell on the bed was mostly the men's perfume that Shen Xingzhi often used, which made Yu Zhaozhao feel extremely uneasy.
She rubbed the bubble-filled bath ball onto every inch of Shen Xingzhi's skin. Her hands caressed Shen Xingzhi's body with the silky feel of the shower gel, from his chest, where the strawberry was printed, to his mermaid line.
Hot water poured down, and Yu Zhaozhao's abs became shallower and shallower due to her intense breathing. Shen Xingzhi lifted her up and put her in the bathtub. The water drops that had not been wiped dry hung on her skin, adding to the ambiguous atmosphere. Afterwards, it was hard to tell whether the water drops on her body were from hot sweat.
Yu Zhaozhao opened her eyes suddenly. Her mind was filled with the scene in the bathroom yesterday. A warm current seemed to flow through her abdomen. She quickly took out her cell phone and opened a video. It was true.
Relatives visiting.
She held her forehead, put on her night pants, and fell into a deep sleep.
The timing of this love affair is just right. If it was too early, Yu Zhaozhao's possessiveness might make Shen Xingzhi annoyed, and Shen Xingzhi's busyness might make Yu Zhaozhao feel resentful.
People who lack love want to demand more care to satisfy their sense of security, which to some extent will make them overly dependent on each other and push each other further and further away.
As Yu Le had a heavy academic workload in his senior year of high school, he spent more time studying every day. Meng Nan would go to tutor him from time to time. That year, Meng Nan fell in love with a campus belle.
"Yu Le, I'm in love."
"I really envy you. You eat, drink and have fun every day, and your grades are always among the best."
"Do you still think about her?"
"Of course, although we can't meet, I believe in her, and we will meet again at the right time." Yu Le answered without thinking, looking at the endless questions in his hand and continued impatiently: "Okay, my college bully, I don't have your brain, you should go to your appointment."
"Okay, Yu Le, if we get into the same school, do you want to continue to be brothers?"
"You've always been my good buddy."
Meng Nan left with a wry smile. He was in love, and the girl was the school belle.
But he was still very clear in his heart why the school beauty was dating him now. He had good grades and could be a free tutor. Such a calculating school beauty would not give up her pride for a body. If there was really any love, it would have started long ago.
He and the school beauty are in a relationship just for their own benefit.
When a school beauty is famous, when a goddess in the eyes of all boys, when such a goddess who no one can pursue confesses her love to you, who would refuse this opportunity?
He could, but he won't.
Because "he" has someone in his heart, and the him in his heart has a her.
He needed this hypocritical emotion to dilute his complicated thoughts.
The sunlight poured in through the window, and when he just opened his sleepy eyes, Yu Le was already sitting at the desk reciting the text.
It was during that physical education class that he met the strong-willed Yu Le, and he realized that it was not by luck that this boy became the vice president of the student union.
When Sui Rou was still alive, he saw Yu Le taking time out to spend with Sui Rou and making up for his studies by sacrificing his sleep time. He was very unhappy at that time and thought it was just resentment between brothers.
For three days, the girl asked for leave and stayed in the high school classroom area. He didn't understand why the teacher allowed it. During those three days, he often saw the two of them together. He gave in and stopped asking about their relationship.
After the winter vacation, he heard the news that the girl was going abroad in the new semester. A hint of joy flashed through his heart. He thought that the two had broken up, and prepared to buy some delicious food to comfort Yu Le. In the first few days, Yu Le would occasionally look at his phone in a daze, and later he became slightly depressed.
Meng Nan took Yu Le with him to distract his attention every day. The two of them sneaked out to drink. When he heard that Yu Le was worried about not getting any news from the girl, he was a little excited. That feeling was unusual.
It is not easy to tell what kind of feelings one has towards a person, as he jumps back and forth between recognition and denial.
However, Yu Le was worthy of being the boy he had his eyes on. Although he sighed from time to time, he still used all the time he could to study, and even worked harder than before.
[Yu Le, if we can be admitted to the same university, we can still be brothers, just ordinary brothers. I will bury this special feeling in my heart and figure it out later. I just hope that there will be more footprints of you on my journey of growth.]
Yu Le now occasionally receives messages from Sui Rou, maybe only one message every few days, but this already makes him very satisfied.
Is she doing well abroad? Is she adapting to the study environment there? Is she studying as hard as I am? Is she thinking about me as much as I am?
All these personal emotions were temporarily put aside in the last month before the college entrance examination. He put down his book and went hiking with Meng Nan the day before the exam. He went to bed early at night to empty his mind.
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