Chapter 76 "Casual People"
Chapter 76 "Casual People"
I took a deep breath and kept repeating silently in my heart, Feng Jiuyue, don't be angry, don't be angry, don't be angry, you must never be angry again, don't be as knowledgeable as Xie Yan, this bad dog, endure the calm for a while, retreat One step at a time.
Besides, telling Xie Yan to go to someone else is indeed my wrong word in a fit of anger. If he really went to someone else, I'm afraid he will die of anger. In short, the current plan is to coax Xie Yan to this dog Bad dog, you can't continue to quarrel with him.
When I thought of this, I looked at Xie Yan with misty eyes. He should have rushed towards me after he came back from the outside. The alcohol is not off.
Tonight, he was wearing a fine moon-white robe with dark patterns and tufted flowers. The wide sleeves and cinched waist made his shoulders broad and his waist was wide. Under the moonlight, the dust looks like a banished fairy more and more.
Xie Yan knows that he has some good looks on his body, but he rarely wears such gaudy robes on weekdays. It is often either black or plain white. When has he ever had such a coquettish and smug dress? In my heart The alarm bell rang loudly, and he remembered the message from the attendant, saying thank you to go to the banquet of Wengcheng Chengfu, so he dressed up like this to attract bees and butterflies for the banquet?
Wouldn't it be good to just wear the same sackcloth and filial piety as before?Why do you have to dress up so deliberately, so you are not afraid of incurring some romantic debts, and you will not be able to pay it off by then?
I feel a little unhappy in my heart, I don't know what's wrong with me, many thoughts are very strange, Xie Yan said that he is good-looking, and he should be well-dressed for the banquet, and he can no longer wear hemp and filial piety, but I still feel very uncomfortable Happy, depressed.
Xie Yan dresses up like this, few people can resist it, if he is really unruly, he has already married me and consummated with me, yet he dares to go out to seduce people, it is really abominable , Why should I care so much, I was the one who asked him to go out to find someone else, and I am also the one who is dying of chest tightness now.
Abominable.
"Dumb?"
Xie Yan saw me staring blankly at the complicated dark lines on his robe in a daze, then lowered his head and said nothing, he couldn't help grabbing my jaw in doubt.
His fingertips were slightly cool, and his movements were not as rough and violent as when he was angry last time. It was more like teasing a cat and a dog. He used two fingers to gently scratch the piece of soft flesh where my jaw connects to my chin. It seemed genuine. Treat me like a cat or dog.
"Repent?"
"Don't let me find someone else?"
He grabbed my face and flicked it from side to side as if curious, and from time to time he came up to lick the tear mole under my right eye, and the warm breath he exhaled, with a strong smell of alcohol, hit my face hot.Xie Yan asked how much he had drunk, I frowned in distaste, and when I looked up, I met his slightly raised phoenix eyes.
Xie Yan's eyes are very beautiful, not only because of the different and rare pupil colors, but also because of the beautiful eye shape, the folds of the eyelids from wide to narrow, slowly tightened at the end of the eyes, like sharp eye knives, It is also like a crescent moon that seduces people. When he smiles, it seems to be surrounded by trickling spring water, but when he looks at people coldly, he can make people feel a bone-chilling chill and sharp hostility.
It's a completely different look from me.
My eyes will not be as sharp as Xie Yan, they always have a misty watery light, and the corners of my eyes will be stained with red unconsciously when I am forced to rush, so in the past when those bad guys bullied me, they always made fun of me Said, "Look, the little lady is going to cry again."
In fact, I didn't cry, it's just that my eyelids are too thin, and when I get emotional, I will show timidity, and I don't want to, alas, if I can look as good-looking as Xie Yan, maybe I don't have to worry about others bullying me, and I don't have to worry about Xie Yan Go find someone else about it.
Thinking of this, I hesitated and nodded. Xie Yan is the treasure I have guarded for almost four years, and I can't let others take it away just because of my angry words. I don't count myself as a loser if I show my favor.
After all, when the two of us are together, I have always been the only one who bows my head, and I am used to it.Who made Xie Yan look good and smart and saved my life, who made me look so ordinary and stupid and broke both of Xie Yan's legs.
Alas, in such a situation, I may not be able to stand up and call the shots in this life, and I will always do things that lose power and humiliate the country.
"Heh." Xie Yan, seeing my sluggish reaction to admitting my mistake, snorted instantly, and immediately revealed the pride of a winner. He leaned lazily on the back of the wheelchair, stroking me back and forth with one hand. With a skinny waist, he rested his chin in one hand, raised the corners of his lips, smiled slightly with pride, and spoke in an arrogant tone, "If you say don't look for someone else, I won't look for it, why should I listen to you?" If so, huh?"
"If I want to find someone else, what can you do to me?"
I knew he was trying to get mad at me on purpose, but his chest still heaved uncontrollably, his eyes were covered with mist, he curled up and lowered his fingers hanging by his side, and retorted in a low voice.
"Then I just said casually to the attendant that I want to see you, and I didn't say that I must see you tonight. What are you doing in such a hurry, you didn't even have time to take a shower, and you didn't even have time to change your clothes when you went out? What do you mean by running over to me in such a hurry?"
"If you don't mind, you don't have to come, or you can come later, but you are just anxious to see me, aren't you?"
"You just like me."
"Thank you, you just like me, don't deny it."
"You tried everything possible to catch me back, and you even took down Yuanzhou, which didn't need to be fought at all, just to catch the people of the Qiu family and threaten me with it, just to make me stay by your side obediently, isn't it? ?"
"You said you just wanted to sleep with me, then why are you so kind to me? Give me medicine and see a doctor. All the food on the table is my favorite. You just want a ban. Why do you care about him? Do you want to eat or not, or drink medicine?"
I said a lot incoherently, these words were just my arrogant conjectures, held in my heart for many days, and finally vented out at this time.
I feel ashamed, and I know that I will be ridiculed by Xie Yan, but I have already risked it. Anyway, I have always been as stupid as a pig. Every game likes to show my hole cards at the beginning, and I lose in the end.
But what is this?At least I face my heart honestly, when I like it, I give it my best, and when I don't like it, I leave. If I work hard, I will have no regrets.
"Nonsense." Xie Yan said suddenly. He stood up and stared at me fiercely, like a wolf whose mind had been seen through by a farmer, thinking of where to eat the delicious skin and meat. In order to taste the most delicious heart.
As soon as he stretched out his long arms, he grabbed the back of my head and sent my whole body in front of him. His thin lips bit my red ear tips as soon as they opened and closed. In an instant, it occupied my cochlea, imitating a certain primitive rhythm nakedly, which made my cheeks flush unnaturally.
"Feng Jiuyue, your ability to talk nonsense has improved compared to before. You used to lie to me that you like me, even if your like is cheap and superficial, it is enough to be cherished. Seduce me with the trick of a three-legged cat , always blinking his watery eyes and pretending to be innocent and ignorant, whenever he wants to touch you, he says he is afraid."
"Obviously you provoked me first, but in the end I wanted to give you another chance, but I refused to believe me."
"Later, you told me that you liked Xie Xing and didn't like me at all, and that you co-operated with my good brother to frame me, ruining my years of painstaking efforts and completely turning me into a useless person."
"But now that I hold you tightly in my hands, you are acting like this again. Did you discuss with Xie Xing and have a new plan? Or do you suddenly think I'm good again? You want to use your cheap and superficial liking again Come to impress me?"
"Feng Jiuyue, I told you a long time ago." He opened his mouth and bit the tip of my ear fiercely, and his cool fingertips lowered down to my red and swollen part.
I endured the pain and trembled all over. I firmly grasped his thin arm with both hands, trying to prevent him from continuing to penetrate, but suddenly I heard his almost cruel words.
"In the future, you don't need to act in front of me, and you don't need to show your sincerity. If you are really good at acting and want to act, then use you to make up for me."
"The military doctor said you can't," I cried so hard that my fingertips stuck tightly into the cold white skin and flesh of Xie Yan's arm, leaving several crescent-shaped buckle marks, "Xie Yan, I haven't arrived yet." Half a month."
"Oh." Without stopping, he leaned down and kissed my earlobe, blowing into my ear, and said coolly, "It's just fingers."
This is a one-sided humiliation. Xie Yan said that he is well-groomed and uncluttered, like a Jade Buddha free from vulgar desires, while I am like an uncontrollable young lady in the Nanfeng Pavilion, so ashamed. Even those slender and cold fingers can make me lose my eyesight, like a broken marionette.
I don't know how long it took, my whole body was covered with hot sweat, and the feeling of hard and astringent pain crawled all over my body. I cried and begged Xie Yan for mercy, and kissed the corner of Xie Yan's lips with the discomfort in my body.He looked at me fixedly, his beautiful eyes seemed to be judging whether I really couldn't bear it.
He withdrew his hand, and slowly took out the handkerchief and wiped it lightly, the sound was a bit colder than the cool September wind.
"Feng Jiuyue, don't talk nonsense about whether you like it or not. I really like your body, but that's all. I advise you not to have other delusions."
"Otherwise," his fingertips gently brushed the tears at the corners of my eyes, and patted my cheek with humiliation, "next time it won't be as simple as today."
I was gasping for breath, like a fish surviving after a storm, spitting bubbles frantically when losing the deep sea, physiological tears falling down, dripping on my thin cloud clothes , to smudge away traces of moisture.
Xie Yan said that he no longer needs my liking, and even mentioning the past has become a sin. He blocked my approach with thunderous means, and erected a high wall in his heart. No one can cross it. Don't even think about getting close, because only in this way can you not get hurt again, he completely protected himself.
Just guessing Xie Yan's thoughts like this makes me feel very sad, my heart is sour, and I can't help crying. He also gave me his sincerity, but there was no result, and even made him lose everything. He has become a useless person, so he is right that he doesn't want to touch these emptiness and absurd emotions anymore.
As the initiator of all kinds of evil things, what qualifications do I have to persuade him to believe in me again?Doing so is tantamount to asking Mr. Dong Guo to reclaim a wolf that killed him, so what's the point?
Xie Yan's hands pinched the back of my neck, like grabbing a naughty cat, I buried my head in his hard chest, crying ugly, my face was covered with snot and tears, and I even rubbed some On his expensive brocade robe.
Oops, I got into trouble again, I looked at the messy clothes I made with a bitter face, and panicked when I smelled the smell from Xie Yan, what should I do, Xie Yan cleaned up his body more fragrantly than a woman today. spoiled by me!
Wait a minute, why is it so fragrant?
At the beginning, I was sleepy and stared at him and didn't carefully identify the smell on his body. Later, during the fierce verbal battle, I didn't even bother to pay attention to it. But now I realize that Xie Yan has more than just his usual scent. The cold rosin, and a strong and pungent fragrance of powder.
Doesn't that belong to Xie Yan's scent, how tightly do the two of them have to hug each other to catch this scent?
I stopped crying instantly, moved away from Xie Yan, and looked coldly at Xie Yan's indifferent face and his ostentatious attire.
Well, no wonder, I told him to go find someone else, but he really did, and he was dressed so nicely.Dare to be kind, every time you face me, you either wear hemp and filial piety or black-faced Yan Luo, and when you face other girls, you pretend to be an exiled fairy.
Thank you, you can do it.
I suddenly remembered the matter of him and Jiang Qingling swimming in the lake again, hehe, Xie Yan, he should have liked women in the first place, but it was only because of my shameless pestering that he reluctantly had a love affair with me that he didn’t care about , only I got stuck in it like an idiot.
"Why don't you cry again?" Xie Yan saw that I was staring at him suddenly, and he stretched out his hand to scratch my chin in a funny way, as if dealing with a misbehaving cat, but with a snap, his hand was caught I opened it, and under his slightly stunned and sullen eyes, I slowly said, "What's the matter with the powdery fragrance on your body?"
"What's with you?"
He immediately stretched out his hand to pinch my face, grabbed my waist with an iron-like arm, grabbed me back into his arms, held me tightly, and said in a vicious voice, "Didn't you tell me to find someone else? Now If you didn't follow your wish, why are you making trouble?"
"Trouble?" I lowered my eyes, didn't look at him, but stared fiercely at the large group of hibiscus embroidery on his chest, I just felt that all the twists and turns and pity in my heart just now were a joke, Pulling his lips and smiling coldly, "You say I'm making trouble?"
With a "snap", I raised my hand and slapped Xie Yan's right cheek vigorously. He didn't expect that I would strike suddenly, so he just looked at me with a fierce look on his face, and his back molars were cracking. Like the fangs of a wild beast, the beautiful right face was covered with five bright red nail marks in an instant, which is nothing less than wonderful.
With the tip of his tongue pressed against his cheeks that were numb from the beating, he called me word by word, "Feng, Jiu, Yue."
"I'm here."
I withdrew my hand with a cold face, and the old god was looking at him, as if he was looking at a stranger who had never masked his face. He was so calm that he was not like myself, and every word he spit out was full of criticism.
"Xie Yan, you are a stud who can't control your body. I only fell in love with you when I was blind."
"Go away, don't get in my eyes here." After I finished speaking, Shi Shiran stood up under Xie Yan's astonished gaze, completely resolute like Feng Jiuyue.Yes, after all, Feng Jiuyue has always been humble in front of Xie Yan, like a dust in the soil, but sharing a relationship with others, sorry, I can't do it.
"You." Xie Yan, who hadn't seen me so ruthless for a long time, was flustered for a moment, his fisted fingers loosened, and he wanted to grab my clothes, hesitantly said, "You Listen to me first."
"Get out, don't show up in front of me again." I pointed in the direction of the door, almost showing no decency to the thank you words.
"Can't you listen to me?" Xie Yan was also angry, and he stretched out his arms to grab me. I couldn't resist his strength, and I was dragged onto him, his arms tightly wrapped around my waist , fixed me firmly on him, and his voice subconsciously softened, "It's not what you think."
"What's that like?" I yelled and struggled desperately, my nails scratched several bloodstains on Xie Yan's face and neck, and the growler asked, "Tell me, how long does it take to sit on your lap to leave the scent on you?" body."
"Seal September!"
"There is also a limit to self-will. What are you doing? Don't take yourself too seriously just because I have a little patience with you. You are now my prisoner, and I will do whatever I want to you What, my business, you have no right to ask."
As he said this, he didn't know what to think of, the violent look on his face didn't decrease but increased, and the hand that grabbed me was so hard that I could see my hand break, "Alright, since you want to ask, then I Today I want to ask you, you and Xie Xing have kissed so many times before, did I say anything?"
"You should explain it to me clearly!"
"Xie Yan, don't think that everyone is as nasty/obscene/basic as you. What you saw twice was just Xie Xing approaching me. In fact, nothing happened at all!" I am not afraid of the oblique shadow, what am I afraid of!
But Xie Yan was not satisfied, he closed every step, and bit my right cheek, like a child whose toy was taken away, he asked paranoidly and stubbornly, "Not at all these two times."
"Feng Jiuyue, I just want to ask you why he kissed you on the right cheek on Xie Xing's birthday, what is your relationship with him, who is not good for him to kiss, and why he must kiss you."
"If I hadn't rebelled in time, wouldn't you have already rolled into bed?"
"Talk, why don't you talk, are you guilty?"
This incident did happen. At that time, Xie Xing and Yu Qiu had a quarrel, and the two of them were angry for several days. On my birthday, Xie Xing suddenly kissed me on the face out of anger.
I didn't have time to react, and I couldn't remember whether it was the left cheek or the right cheek, but why did Xie Yan know, I was horrified in my heart, and my eyes widened, "You sent someone to watch me."
"So what?" Xie Yan didn't think there was anything wrong with his behavior at all, his face was gloomy like a storm was about to come, and he continued to ask the teacher, "Then how do you explain it?"
It's so funny, obviously he let someone else sit on his lap, and he didn't give me a reasonable explanation, but now he turned up the old score with me.Sure enough, he was able to climb all the way from the cold palace to the position of prince, even if he can turn himself over in the mud, he is very good at making sophistry. I can't say no to him, but I can choose to fight against the general.
"It's just what you think, just like you can let a woman sit on your lap casually, I'm just as casual, Xie Xing can kiss me casually, are you satisfied?"
As soon as I finished speaking, Xie Yan pushed me off his leg with such force that my tailbone hurt from the fall.
After he finished such heartless actions, he looked at me domineeringly, his pale pupils were full of disdain and disgust.
"Sorry, my legs are not something a casual person like you can sit on in the future."
When he left this time, he didn't slam the door loudly like the previous few times. He left quietly, just like he came quietly.
Even if we fell out, my food was still not deducted, but I couldn't eat anymore, I couldn't even eat half a bowl of rice, even if the attendant said he would be punished, I couldn't help it.
I seem to have suddenly suffered from some serious illness, and I have no interest in anything. I stare at the trees outside the window for a long time, often in a daze for a long time.
Xie Yan did not come again, this is already the third day, everything is fine, the flowers and trees are very good, but I am not good, I smashed all the porcelain in the room to pieces, and hid a piece before the servant came in to clean it A tile that can be used as a dagger.
Now that Xie Yan has someone else, I have no reason to stay any longer. I have to go. The first step in leaving is to deal with the soldiers at the door.I hid the tiles in my sleeves, put my back against the door, and was about to go out to deal with the soldiers, but suddenly I heard what they were talking about.
"Do you know about Chengsuke's daughter being exiled by the prince?"
"Oh, this matter has been such a commotion these past few days, I'm afraid no one except the one inside doesn't know about it."
"His Royal Highness is really ruthless. He obviously wants to cooperate with Chengfu, but he can force Chengfu to exile his daughter."
"Who made Chengfu's daughter dare to think about His Royal Highness the Crown Prince? At the banquet that day, she sat on his lap in front of so many people without caring about it. It's too unruly. This should be placed on our In the village, this is for soaking the pig cage."
"What was His Royal Highness's expression at that time?"
"That's it. Didn't the angel inside ask me to send a message to His Royal Highness to come back to see him? Then after I told His Royal Highness, he couldn't sit still. He was always absent-minded when socializing, probably I want to come back to see the beauty."
"The Chengfu's daughter was dancing, and when she suddenly danced in front of the prince, everyone had no doubts, and they all held the mentality of watching a play, but at that time, His Royal Highness was not looking at her at all, and was in a daze. Waiting for him to react, When he wanted to control the wheelchair to retreat, he had already sat on his lap."
"Looking at this situation, I thought His Highness the Crown Prince would take pity on her. After all, this is also the daughter of Wengcheng Chengfu. The two will cooperate for a long time in the future. I didn't expect His Highness the Crown Prince to be pushed down to the ground mercilessly. Yes, I refused to give any face, which made the scene that night very embarrassing, and then His Royal Highness came back directly."
"Sure enough, a hero is saddened by a beauty."
"What kind of beauty is the daughter of Chengfu? Compared with this one, her eyes have met pearls. His Royal Highness hides such a fairy, can she still fall in love with others? She is not blind, don't you think? "
"But the beauty inside is beautiful, and his personality is still too delicate. In the past few days, His Royal Highness, with his face full of scratches, has been discussing defense with the military adviser and them. Just thinking about it, I think it's very exciting."
The sharp tiles fell to the ground, and my heartbeat, which had been silent for many days, started beating wildly again as if it had revived.
The author has something to say:
Xiaoqiu seems to be the bad gong in the ancient dog-blood text, always saying "dress up like this showy bag, are you going out to seduce someone?"
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