The judge has a bad temper

Chapter 102 Out of Control

"The sky in the pot? Of course I can lend it to you." Yuko Ichihara smiled casually, "Do you think Qingquan is in that world?"

Sanri Yue Zongjin narrowed his eyes slightly, "I can't find it anywhere else, so I have to go there and try."

Ichihara Yuko didn't speak any more, and asked Jun Xun to move out the sky in the pot on April [-]st.

Today's moon is very round, but I don't have the heart to appreciate it on April [-]st.Qingquan disappeared for several days, and he couldn't find anyone. He was so worried that he couldn't sleep. Even Baimu Guijing had been looking for him, let alone Qingquan's person, there was no clue at all.

It's so dangerous outside now, even though Qingquan's strength is good, but he is outside alone, it's still worrying.

He glanced at Sanri Yuezong near him, hesitated for a long time before approaching him, and asked in a low voice, "Well, did something happen to Qingquan?"

Sanri Yuezong smiled perfunctorily and did not speak.He was waiting for Xiaoduo Xiaoquan to fetch water, so that he could go over there to see if the clear spring was there.

April [-]st doesn't care about his rudeness, the neighbors upstairs have been in this state recently, Qingquan's departure has dealt them a big blow, Xiaoyingwan looks very pitiful.

"Qingquan must be under a lot of pressure. Although he never said it, he must be very tired to take care of so many brothers and younger brothers." He started nagging, "Qingquan didn't tell me this, but he's only 15 years old. Every time I look at him, I can't hide the tiredness in his eyes. I feel thinner and thinner recently, and he looks like he's about to fall when the wind blows. Oh, what are you guys doing?"

At the end, April [-]st's tone unconsciously complained. He regarded Qingquan as his younger brother. He needed care, either because he was young or because he wanted to.

Sanri Yuezong stared at him blankly, he thought that he had already cared about Qingquan very much, before that, no matter what Qingquan did, he would not object.Qingquan is unhappy, and he is willing to do anything to make him happy.

But in the eyes of others, he still didn't do enough?

On April [-]st, he looked at him with horror, and quickly waved his hands and said, "I'm sorry, I'm not blaming you, I really didn't!" ? !

"Why do you think we are not good enough for Qingquan?"

"Ah? No, no, no, that's not what I mean!" Si Yue Yi looked uncertain, and slowly organized his words, "It's not that you are not good enough for Qingquan, but...how should I put it, It should be too good but more silent. Qingquan seems to be afraid of your worries, and he has endured a lot. Recently, I often see him in a daze, with worried eyes."

Qingquan's elder brothers and younger brothers are of course kind to Qingquan, especially the one in front of him, who spoils his teeth so much.In fact, Qingquan was fine when he first arrived, his eyes were clean and clear, and he didn't look too troubled.

But recently, Qingquan was obviously not quite right. When talking to him, his mind was very distracted, his eyes were fixed on the void, and he didn't know what he was thinking. Didn't his family members notice these abnormalities?

Sanri Yuezong didn't know how to reply to April [-]st's words. He understood that Qingquan was under a lot of pressure recently. He blamed himself for being taken away from Yaoyan, and the sequelae were also tormenting him.

He tried his best to get closer, wanting Qingquan to rely on him, but Qingquan was very repulsive.Although he still acts like a spoiled child and looks the same, but he almost no longer shares the weight on his shoulders, making important decisions alone.

He doesn't care whether Qingquan is willing to listen to their opinions, as long as Qingquan wants to do it, he will do it.But he was afraid that the double pressure of mind and body would defeat him.

Maybe it's time for him to go one step further.

Sanri Yue Zongjin suddenly smiled, like spring water melting ice.

He bent down and sincerely thanked April Yi, "I know what to do, maybe I was really negligent. Please rest assured, I will bring him back safely."

"Huh?" April [-]st was a little silly, he didn't seem to have said anything special other than complaining about the boss, right?

Sanri Yuezong didn't say much to him anymore, he couldn't wait to go directly through the sky in the pot and travel to the other side of the world.

Soon, he saw the shadowy figure in front of him.

Qingquan curled up in the water like a baby, quietly closing his eyes.

Sanri Yue Zongjin slowly approached him, hugged him the moment Qingquan opened his eyes, and patted his back gently, comforting him silently.

Qingquan put his arms around his waist, carefully leaned against his chest, and closed his eyes again.

Sanri Yuezong couldn't hold his breath in the water for a long time, and after a while, he came out of the water holding Qingquan's hand. The two were lying on the bank, dripping wet. Qingquan's legs were still soaked in the water, but he didn't care, and said in large characters. Limp on the ground.

Sanri Yue Zongjin wrung his hair dry, "Here all this time?"

"Ah."

"I should have thought of it a long time ago, only here, we can't come in easily."

"Sorry for worrying you." Qingquan covered his eyes.

Sanriyue Zongjin took his hand away and forced him to look at him, "Why do you have to apologize? You didn't do anything wrong."

Qingquan turned his eyes away and didn't speak.He didn't know how to explain what had happened to him, or whether to speak up.

Anyway, it's a dead end, why bother to harm them.

"The cost is not limited to blood and brain damage, right? You can't control your emotions anymore?" Sanri Yuezong said surprisingly.

Qingquan was stunned, "How do you know?"

Sanri Yuezong leaned down, his eyes were as gentle as water, "Qingquan would rather hurt himself than shoot at his companions. The only explanation is that you can't control yourself."

He should have noticed it earlier, Qingquan didn't show signs. When the sword was raised a few times ago, everyone didn't realize that Qingquan often lost his temper.

He thought that the drug research had put too much pressure on him, and he needed to be released.But the drawing of the sword that day made him realize that Qingquan might have a bigger secret.The words on April [-]st made him more convinced that Qingquan was running away for something.

"I'm the one who should apologize," Sanri Yuezongjin sighed, "I'm sorry for making you suffer so much alone."

Qingquan's eyes were a little flustered, he was not ready to tell Daojian that he was already mentally disturbed.Although he has always been supercilious and can deal with many things calmly, he still can't bear to accept the fact that he is going crazy.

Such a secret was suddenly exposed by Sanriyue Zongjin, he couldn't help his nose sore, big tears fell down his cheeks and fell on Sanriyue Zongjin's hands, it was icy cold.

"I really have no choice, I don't want to draw my sword against you, but I can't control it at all!"

At that moment, the anxiety in his heart eagerly wanted to find an outlet to vent. Although his rationality told him to calm down and not continue, the violent impulse was like a runaway train, rampaging uncontrollably.If Hotaru hadn't suddenly appeared to interrupt him and let his sanity return, he might have really pierced Mikazuki Munechi's body with a sword!

"I tried all kinds of methods, but none of them worked. I even went to find Yuko Ichihara, and she told me that this is the price, and it is the price that cannot be escaped no matter what!"

Sanri Yuezong wiped away Qingquan's steady stream of tears, his heart convulsed and ached.He knows that Qingquan is not someone who will give up easily, but he will work hard whenever there is a glimmer of hope.If he can't do anything, it means that this is really a dead end.

"Sankai Yuezong is close, I am very scared, if one day I really can't control it completely, what crazy things will I do!"

On the third day, Yue Zongjin helped Qingquan up and hugged him tightly, "Don't be afraid, I will always be by your side."

"Do you understand that I can't stay by your side! Maybe one day, I will accidentally kill you!"

Of course Sanri Yuezong knew, so what?

"It's very good. To die in the hands of Qingquan is much luckier than to die in the hands of the enemy, or to live alone."

"Shut up, I tried my best to save you, and this is how you repay me?"

On the third day, Yue Zong rested his chin on Qingquan's shoulder, his brows and eyes were like a spring breeze, three parts soft and seven parts affectionate.

"If there is no clear spring, the existence of Sanri Yuezong is meaningless."

Qingquan paused, the anxiety in his heart inexplicably calmed down a lot, and he slowly calmed down.

These days he was at a loss and desperate. He wanted to persevere, at least to send the sword to a safe place, but he was also afraid that his loss of control would cause more harm to them.

It's not easy for them to walk along the way. They both regard each other as close relatives. Anyone who gets hurt will make people feel heartbroken.

But now, step by step, he fell into the quagmire of madness.Will one day he become like Li Yin, pointing his sword at his partner?If there was such a day, why would he continue to stay by their side?Leaving quietly is the last kindness, right?

Sanri Yuezong could feel the despair of the young man in his arms, and knew what he was thinking without asking.He hugged Qingquan even harder, "I understand how you feel, but can't you think about it for us?"

Qingquan was very tired, "Do you still have a conscience, I haven't thought about you enough?" He really didn't think about them, he has already left now.No, he wouldn't be reduced to the current dilemma.

"Then how do you know that leaving is for our own good?"

Qingquan was very speechless, "It will be too late when I really lose control. Mikayue Zongjin, Yuzhong is really not romantic, nor is it a warrior spirit, sword honor, I hope you live well. Besides, someday I accidentally kill you, I will only go crazy faster!"

Sanri Yuezong pressed Qingquan's face affectionately, "Isn't that all right? At least ask for our opinion. You also said that we are swords, and swords are different from human beings. Things you don't care about. Speaking, is more important than life."

Qingquan stopped talking, he didn't think he was wrong, and he didn't regret it.Whether it is him or the sword, there must be one who can be free.

Sanri Yuezong didn't care about his silence, and continued, "To me, life and death are really not important, you are my everything."

"Why are you so kind to me?" Qingquan choked up a little, he didn't think he was worthy of being so cherished by others, and he would stay by his side even if he died.

Sanri Yue Zongjin finally let go of his embrace, and wrapped Qingquan in his arms.

"Fool."

Qingquan looked up at him, Sanri Yuezong's eyes had always been beautiful, the brilliant stars, the sun and the moon were shining, they were the unique masterpieces of heaven.

Here, the wind blows flowers and falls, the water sparkles, and the breath of Sanri Yue Zongjin surrounds him.

Then, a butterfly kiss landed on his lips.

Qingquan saw that the blue sky was full of his figures.

"I love you."

The author has something to say:

let me calm down...

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