Shifting Moon

Chapter 222 - 222: Two Heartbeats



Chapter 222 - 222: Two Heartbeats

(Thomas POV)The medical room did not smell like Bella's blood anymore.

That should have helped.

It didn't.

My brain kept trying to overlay the memory anyway. Bella on the table. Edward's hands moving too fast. Me pinning my sister to the bed. Rosalie going still. Ren's first cry. The floor slick with blood and panic.

I carried Leah through the doorway and told myself this was not that.

This was not Bella.

This was not death trying to disguise itself as birth.

This was Leah.

My Leah.

Warm, breathing, furious, alive.

Carlisle was already moving. The room had been ready for days; with Leah this close, none of us had been foolish enough to think we wouldn't need it.

"Easy," he said.

"I am easy," Leah snapped, then immediately sucked in a breath and gripped my shirt hard enough to stretch the fabric.

"If I wasn't easy, I wouldn't be in this position. Damn you and your pretty blue eyes." Leah growled at me.

Edythe was at her side before I could answer. One hand went to Leah's shoulder, the other to her face, brushing hair back from damp skin.

"Breathe," Edythe said.

"I am breathing."

"Not well. Remember your Pilates."

Leah glared at her.

Edythe smiled.

Not wide. Not amused exactly. But warm enough that some of the panic in my chest loosened.

"There she is," Edythe murmured.

Leah huffed, then another contraction hit, and her face changed.

My hand found hers.

She took it.

Then squeezed.

I had been bitten, clawed, slammed into mountainsides, and hit by things that should have killed me.

Leah Clearwater in labor made a serious attempt to top that list.

"Sorry," she breathed when the contraction eased.

"Don't be," I said immediately as I quickly drew in more fire for strength.

Her eyes narrowed. "Don't do that."

"Do what?"

"That martyr husband thing."

Edythe's mouth twitched. "She knows you too well."

I looked at Edythe. "You're not supposed to take her side automatically."

"I'm always on her side."

Leah gave a weak little laugh, then winced.

Carlisle's expression stayed calm, but his hands moved quickly. Blood pressure. Pulse. Temperature. A monitor against Leah's belly that still didn't work. Another check, gentle and professional.

"This is progressing quickly," he said.

Leah's eyes snapped to him. "How quickly?"

"Quickly enough that I'm glad you were already in the house."

That was not comforting.

Edythe's eyes sharpened. "Carlisle."

He glanced at her, understood the warning, and softened his tone. "But everything I'm seeing is within a safe range so far. Fast does not mean wrong."

Leah let out a shaky breath.

I repeated the words in my head.

Fast does not mean wrong.

Fast does not mean wrong.

Edythe leaned close to Leah's ear. "Hear that? Normal enough to be annoying."

Leah shut her eyes. "I hate you."

"No, you don't."

"No," Leah admitted after a second. "But I'm going to say it a lot today."

"I know."

The door opened, and Esme appeared with a phone pressed to her ear. "Sue is on her way. She said to tell Leah not to do anything dramatic before she gets here."

Leah opened one eye. "Tell her I make no promises, her grandkid is running the show now."

Esme's smile was soft. "I did."

Behind her, the hallway was packed with people trying not to be in the way.

Bella stood near Edward, red eyes wide, one hand pressed over her mouth. She looked horrified still, but calmer than she had been after hitting Seth. Seth was beside Jacob, rubbing his chest and pretending he was fine. Ren was in Rosalie's arms, quiet and watching with those too-aware brown eyes.

Jacob stood closest to Ren without standing too close to Rosalie, somehow.

Edythe noticed my attention shift and followed it.

Her expression changed by almost nothing.

Almost.

Then she looked at Edward. "Out."

Edward blinked.

Bella did too.

Edythe's voice stayed smooth. "This room is not becoming an audience chamber."

Bella looked like she wanted to argue, then looked at Leah and stopped herself.

"I'm sorry," Bella said quietly.

Leah opened her eyes. For a second, the pain and fear cleared enough for something familiar to return.

"Later," she said. "You can be sorry later. Right now, go be undead somewhere else."

Bella made a choked sound that might have been a laugh.

Edward took her hand and guided her back.

Rosalie did not move.

Edythe's gaze slid to her.

Rosalie held Ren a little closer. "I'm not in the room."

"You are in the doorway."

"I'm outside the room."

"You are blocking the doorway."

Rosalie's jaw tightened.

Ren patted Rosalie's cheek.

Rosalie looked down, and whatever she saw there made her mouth soften despite herself.

"Fine," Rosalie muttered and stepped back.

Edythe looked at Jacob.

Jacob took one step back before she said anything.

"Good boy," Leah muttered.

Jacob's face twisted. "Really? I am an Alpha now."

Leah managed a thin smile. "If I'm suffering, I get to be mean. Besides, you're not my Alpha."

"That's fair," Seth said from the hall.

Leah's eyes sharpened. "Are you okay?"

Seth straightened too fast and immediately regretted it. "Yep. Great. The table broke my fall."

"That's not how falling works."

"I'm inventing new methods."

Leah tried to laugh and got caught by another contraction instead.

Her hand clamped down on mine. Yup... A little more fire.

Edythe's attention snapped fully back to her.

"There," she said, voice low and steady. "With me. In. Hold. Out."

Leah's breathing hitched.

Edythe repeated it, not louder, not softer. Exactly the same.

"In. Hold. Out."

Leah followed.

I watched Edythe more than I meant to.

She was not calm.

Anyone else might have thought she was. Her face was controlled. Her posture perfect. Her voice steady enough to cut glass.

But I knew her.

Her thumb moved over Leah's shoulder in the same three-count pattern every time. Her eyes tracked every shift in Leah's expression before Carlisle could ask a question. Her body stayed angled between Leah and the door, even after everyone backed away.

Edythe was terrified.

She had simply turned terror into usefulness.

Leah knew it too.

When the contraction passed, Leah reached up and caught Edythe's wrist.

"I'm going to be okay," she said.

Edythe looked down at her.

For half a second, all the sharpness went out of her face.

"I know," she said.

Leah squeezed her wrist. "Liar."

Edythe bent and kissed her forehead. "Only about that."

Carlisle cleared his throat very gently. "Leah, I need to check your progress."

Leah's face tightened with instant embarrassment and irritation.

Edythe's expression went flat. "Anyone who does not need to be here leaves now."

"I need to be here," I said.

Leah gave me a look. "You're the reason I'm here."

"That sounds like yes."

"It's not a compliment."

"I'll take it anyway."

Carlisle waited until Leah nodded before proceeding. Professional. Careful. Quick.

His brows rose slightly.

I hated that.

Edythe saw it too. "Carlisle."

"She is progressing very fast," he said. "But the baby's position is good."

"The baby?" Leah asked.

Carlisle paused.

So did Edythe.

So did I.

He rested his hands lightly against Leah's abdomen, concentrating for a moment longer than before.

"I can feel the baby is positioned well," he said carefully.

Something in his tone made my chest tighten.

But he did not say more.

Edythe noticed. Of course she noticed. Her eyes cut to him, cold and questioning.

Carlisle gave the smallest shake of his head.

Not now.

That was what it meant.

Not now.

Leah was too focused on the next contraction to catch it.

I caught it.

I did not understand it.

I also did not have time to ask.

Sue arrived eleven minutes later.

She came through the door with her hair pulled back, a medical bag in one hand, and the expression of a woman prepared to personally fight fate if it got too close to her daughter.

"I told you," she said.

Leah groaned. "Don't start."

"I told you," Sue repeated, crossing the room.

Edythe stepped back half a pace.

Not away.

Just enough to give Sue room.

That mattered. I saw Sue notice it.

Sue looked at Leah first. Not the monitors. Not Carlisle. Leah.

"How bad?"

Leah swallowed. "Fast."

Sue set her bag down. "That's not an answer."

"It hurts."

"That's closer."

"And I want to bite people."

Sue nodded. "That sounds like my daughter."

Leah's laugh broke into a sharp inhale.

Sue's hand went to her forehead. Then her pulse. Then her belly.

Her eyes flicked to Carlisle. "Status."

Carlisle gave it quickly. Heartbeat. Contractions. Dilation. Blood pressure. No distress. Fast progression. Good position.

Sue listened without interrupting.

Then she looked at me.

"You holding up?"

I blinked. "Me?"

"No, the wall."

Leah made a sound that was almost a laugh.

I nodded. "I'm fine."

Sue looked at my hand, still trapped in Leah's grip. "You sure?"

"No."

"Better answer."

Edythe moved to Leah's other side again. Sue did not move her away.

For a while, the room became rhythm.

Contraction.

Breathe.

Rest.

Water.

Check.

Repeat.

At one point, Sue felt the baby's position and then turned to Carlisle with a raised eyebrow. Carlisle gave a little shrug and nodded.

It was not peaceful. Not remotely. But it was not Bella's birth.

There was no tearing metal. No broken bones. No panic thick enough to choke on.

Leah was in pain, but she was awake. Angry. Present.

Every time fear tried to claw up my throat, she would snap at someone and drag me back.

"Stop staring at me like that," she told me after one contraction.

"Like what?"

"Like I'm dying."

I flinched.

Edythe looked at me.

Not accusing.

Understanding.

That was worse.

Leah's grip softened around my hand. "I'm not Bella."

The room went very still.

She looked up at me, sweat dampening her hairline, face pale but eyes clear.

"I'm not Bella," she repeated. "Don't think that way."

My throat closed.

"I know."

"No, you don't. Not yet." Her thumb moved weakly against my hand. "So learn fast."

Edythe's eyes shone, dry but too bright.

I bent and pressed my forehead against Leah's hand.

"Okay," I said. "I'll learn."

"Good," Leah muttered. "Because if you panic, I'm naming the baby something stupid."

Sue snorted.

Edythe's mouth twitched. "Define stupid."

"After Jacob."

From the hall, Jacob said, "I heard that."

"You were supposed to," Leah called back.

Carlisle looked toward the doorway. "I thought we cleared the hall."

Emmett's voice answered, "You cleared the doorway. Very different."

Sue looked at the ceiling. "This family is exhausting."

"You get used to it," I said.

"No, you don't," Edythe and Leah said at the same time.

Another contraction hit before I could respond.

This one was different.

I felt it in Leah's hand before I saw it on her face.

Carlisle moved immediately.

Sue did too.

Edythe's hand went to Leah's cheek. "Look at me."

Leah did.

Her breathing was ragged now.

"Thomas," Carlisle said.

I looked at him.

His voice was calm, but firmer than before. "She's ready."

The room narrowed.

Ready.

The word hit harder than I expected.

Leah's eyes went wide. "Already?"

Sue nodded. "Already."

"No," Leah said, then grimaced. "I mean…yes. I mean, I know. But no."

"That is also normal," Sue said.

"Great. I hate normal. Normal never works for me."

Edythe bent close, her forehead nearly touching Leah's. "You can do this."

Leah's eyes flashed. "Don't you dare make that sound inspirational."

"It was a threat."

Leah stared at her.

Then laughed.

Then cursed because laughing hurt.

I loved them both so much in that moment that I almost couldn't stand it.

Carlisle adjusted his position. Sue stayed beside him, one hand on Leah's knee, the other ready.

"On the next contraction," Carlisle said. "Push when I tell you."

Leah looked at me.

I had no words.

Nothing useful.

Nothing big enough.

So I gave her the only thing I had.

"I'm here."

She nodded once.

The contraction came.

Leah pushed.

Her hand crushed mine.

Edythe counted, voice steady and low. Sue corrected Leah's breathing. Carlisle watched with absolute focus.

It was work.

That was what struck me.

Not horror.

Not magic.

Work.

Leah's body knew what to do, even if it was doing it too fast. The room moved around her, but she was the center. Not fragile. Not passive. Not a patient being saved.

A mother giving birth.

The cry came sooner than I was ready for.

Sharp.

Angry.

Alive.

Carlisle's face changed. "It's a boy."

For a second, I stopped understanding language.

A boy.

My son.

Sue made a sound that was not quite a sob. Edythe's hand tightened on Leah's shoulder.

Leah went utterly still.

Then Carlisle lifted him enough for us to see.

He was small, but not frighteningly small. White hair plastered to his head. My hair. There was no mistaking it.

But his skin was Leah's.

Warm. Brown. Alive with color.

Something broke open in my chest.

Leah stared at him.

Her face crumpled.

"Oh," she whispered.

Edythe looked at him like she had been struck.

Not physically. Deeper.

For once, she did not have a clever word ready.

Sue wiped at her face angrily with the back of her wrist. "Don't just stare. Is he breathing?"

Carlisle smiled. "Very loudly."

My son proved him right by crying harder.

Leah laughed through tears.

Then her laugh cut off.

Her face changed as another contraction hit her.

Carlisle's smile vanished.

Sue's head snapped toward him.

Carlisle's expression shifted almost imperceptibly as he pressed gently against Leah's abdomen, feeling for a moment longer before glancing at Sue. He moved his hands slightly, listening with intense focus. Sue followed his gaze, then looked back at Leah.

Leah stared at Carlisle.

"What," she said slowly, "was that?"

Carlisle looked from the newborn boy to Leah's stomach.

Then to Sue.

Sue closed her eyes for one second.

"I knew it," she muttered.

Leah's voice rose. "You knew what?"

Edythe went very still beside her.

I looked at Carlisle. "What is happening?"

Carlisle's answer came with careful calm.

"There is another baby."

For one second, the world forgot how to move.

Then Leah said, very clearly, "Excuse me?"

Sue took her hand. "Honey..."

"No." Leah stared at her mother. "No, don't honey me. Another baby?"

Edythe blinked once.

Then, incredibly, her mouth curved.

Leah saw it.

"Do not smile."

"I'm not."

"You are absolutely smiling."

Edythe's smile vanished. Badly. And then came back stronger.

I looked between them, still holding Leah's hand, while my brain tried to make room for the words another baby.

A son.

And another.

Not one heartbeat.

Two.

Ren had shown me two heartbeats.

Leah's and the baby's, I had thought.

I was an idiot.

Leah turned her head slowly toward me.

The look on my face must have said enough.

"You knew?"

"No," I said quickly. "Ren showed me two heartbeats. I thought one was yours."

Leah stared.

Then she started laughing.

Not because it was funny.

Because there was nothing else to do.

The laugh became a groan as the next contraction started.

Sue immediately shifted back into nurse mode. "Second babies can come faster. Focus."

"Faster?" Leah snapped. "Then surprise?"

Edythe caught Leah's face gently between her hands. "Look at me."

Leah looked.

"I love you," Edythe said.

Leah's breathing hitched.

"And if you want to yell at all of us after this, I will provide an alphabetized list of targets."

Leah stared at her.

Then nodded sharply. "Start with Carlisle."

Carlisle, to his credit, did not argue.

The second birth was faster.

That did not mean easier.

Leah was tired now. Shocked. Angry. Crying despite herself. My son cried nearby, held by Sue, before Esme appeared at the door and took him with a tenderness that made even Sue allow it.

Esme kept him in the room and went about washing him up.

I wanted to hold him.

I wanted to never let go of Leah.

I could not do both, and Leah needed me.

Leah pushed again.

And again.

Her grip weakened, then tightened. Her teeth clenched. Sweat ran down her temple. Edythe wiped it away with careful fingers and never once looked away from her.

Sue counted.

Carlisle guided.

I held on.

Then the second cry came.

Smaller than the first.

Higher.

Just as angry.

Carlisle's breath left him in a rush.

"It's a girl."

A daughter.

My daughter.

Edythe's hand went suddenly still against Leah's face.

Leah sagged back against the pillows, exhausted, eyes half-open. "Girl?"

"Yes," Carlisle said, voice warm. "A girl."

He lifted her into view.

She had my hair too. White, damp, and wild already.

And her skin...

My skin.

Paler than her brother's. Lighter than Leah's. Still flushed with newborn life, but unmistakably closer to mine.

The contrast between them hit like a physical thing.

A boy with my hair and Leah's color.

A girl with my hair and my paler skin.

Both screaming.

Both alive.

Both ours.

Leah stared at them, too tired to hide anything.

Edythe looked from one baby to the other, and the expression on her face was something I had never seen before.

Wonder, yes.

Fear, yes.

Possession, absolutely.

But also surrender.

Like some part of her had been waiting to see if the world would allow her this, and now that it had, she had no idea what to do with the size of it.

Esme handed our son to Leah first.

Carlisle placed our daughter carefully in her other arm after she was cleaned up.

Two babies against Leah's chest.

Two.

Leah looked down at them.

Her mouth trembled.

"I was right," she whispered.

I blinked. "About what?"

She looked up at me, exhausted and smug through tears.

"I told you I was not just fat."

Edythe laughed.

This time it broke fully out of her, bright and shocked and a little wild.

I leaned down, one arm around Leah, one hand hovering uselessly over both babies because I was afraid to touch them wrong.

My son's tiny fist waved in the air.

My daughter's face scrunched like she already disapproved of the room.

Leah looked at me.

"Well?" she asked.

I swallowed.

"I don't know what to do."

"Good," she whispered. "Me neither."

Edythe moved closer until her shoulder touched mine and her hand rested lightly over Leah's hair.

"We learn," she said.

Her voice was quiet.

No performance. No edge. No cleverness.

Just truth.

I looked down at our children.

Two heartbeats.

Two lives.

The boy quieted first, pressing against Leah's skin.

The girl followed a few seconds later, smaller hand opening against her brother's arm.

For the first time since the water hit the floor, the room went still.

Not with fear.

With awe.

Then from the hallway, Emmett whispered loudly, "So… do we still call it a baby database, or is Carlisle making a spreadsheet expansion?"

Sue snapped, "Out."

The hallway emptied very quickly.

Leah closed her eyes and laughed softly, exhausted.

Edythe looked at me over her head, eyes bright and dangerous and happy.

I kissed Leah's forehead.

Then Edythe's.

Then, finally, I touched one careful finger to each tiny hand.

My son gripped first.

My daughter followed.

Not as strong as Ren.

Not vampire strong.

But strong enough to tell me they were both more than human.


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