School grass roommate he is not right

Chapter 59

"No..." Facing his son's blatant hatred, Jiang Mingyue defended weakly, "I didn't hide your mother's gift on purpose..."

At what point did things start to become irreversible?

That year, Jiang Mingyue and Bai Shuran were newlyweds, and the newlyweds were pregnant with their baby during the honeymoon period.

For this unborn child, Jiang Mingyue was full of joy and anticipation, guarding his wife almost every step of the way.

However, the bad news came like a bolt from the blue, and Bai Shuran was found to have terminal cancer.

The doctor suggested that the pregnancy be terminated immediately, and that the fetus be induced to undergo surgery.However, the baby in the womb has already formed, and even the eyebrows and eyelashes are clearly visible. As a mother, there is no way to kill this little life.

What's more, Bai Shuran knew very well that even in the most optimistic situation, she could live a few more years at most after the operation.

That being the case, it is better to leave the hope of life to the children.

In the end, Jiang Ming couldn't hold back his wife's decision, and could only watch her become thinner and haggard under the torment of illness, until she left him completely.

Bai Shuran died in the second year of their wedding, and also in the year Jiang Mingyue loved her the most.

After his wife left, Jiang Mingyue seemed to have his soul sucked out of him, and he used alcohol to numb himself all day long.

He hated himself for being powerless, and also hated the child who deprived his lover of his life. For a whole year, he never hugged the child once.

In the second year after his wife left, he began to paralyze himself with countless jobs, working crazily day and night, so tired that he had to lie in the hospital bed to handle official duties, as if he had no other expectations in life except work.

The third year, the fourth year, the fifth year...

The longer the child grew, the more he looked like his mother. Every time Jiang Mingyue saw him, he couldn't help but think of his wife who had left, so he could only lock his son in the upstairs room and minimize the number of times they saw each other.

Later, Jiang Mingyue finally came out of the long pain of losing his beloved, and the relationship between father and son had dropped to freezing point.

Jiang Yubai has grown up, and he no longer needs this father's love, which was more than ten years late.

Jiang Ming braced himself stronger, still trying to explain: "In the past few years, every year when you celebrate your birthday, I want to tell you about the gift, but—"

Every time, the birthday topic ends with a quarrel.

Jiang Mingyue asked himself that although he hadn't been able to care for his family for so many years, he gave his son the best material life.

He also thought about repairing the relationship between father and son, but his son has grown into a cold hedgehog, and he can't get close to him at all. Instead, he is frequently irritated to the point where he can't speak freely, which makes the relationship between father and son even worse. It's getting worse.

Jiang Yubai raised his hand to wipe away his tears, fell from Lu Jinyan's arms, and walked back to the gift room again: "I want to take these gifts away. From now on, we will sever relations."

Jiang Mingyue wanted to say something more, but was interrupted by a cold voice.

"Mr. Jiang, you are blaming your wife's death on the baby in the swaddle just to ease your sense of guilt." Lu Jinyan's eyes were as cold as a knife, and his words were stern, "It was you who made your wife pregnant, and you didn't get it." You were the one who discovered that she was sick in time, you were the one who couldn't save his wife's life, and you were the one who didn't have the courage to live and die with her. If you really loved her so much, why didn't you leave with her?"

Why not die together?

Jiang Mingyue staggered a few steps forward, and fell to the ground as if overwhelmed.

"If your wife knows how you have treated the child she gave birth to all these years, she will never forgive you." Lu Jinyan lowered his voice and gave the final blow, "Even in another world, she probably won't Goodbye."

At the last moment of her life, Bai Shuran personally selected [-] birthday gifts for the baby, and wanted to tell him on his every birthday that mother has always been by your side in another way.

Although these gifts were 19 years late, when Jiang Yubai received them, he still clearly felt the silent and majestic maternal love.

Lu Jinyan helped him carry all the presents that he could take away back to the car. For large items such as pianos, he had to find another professional master to carry them.

The two returned to the apartment in Huxin Garden together. The birthday present Jiang Yubai opened was a video tape and a bank card.

When this video was recorded, Bai Shuran's hair had already fallen out due to chemotherapy, but she put on a beautiful wig, put on beautiful makeup, and recorded birthday wishes for her son.

Jiang Yubai sat on the carpet with her knees hugged, staring intently at her mother on the big screen, trying to engrave her voice and smile into her mind.

At the end of the video, Bai Shuran’s eyes were filled with tears. She said that she forgave her mother for bringing you into this world but not being able to accompany you to grow up. She said that a baby is the best gift God gave to her mother. She said that her mother really I love you very much, she said that my mother will always watch you on the moon...

When Lu Jinyan pushed open the door, the big screen froze on the last scene, and Jiang Yubai curled up on the carpet, falling asleep at some point.

He walked in quietly, knelt down on one knee, picked him up carefully and walked out of the audio-visual room.

When Jiang Yubai woke up, it was already dusk outside the window.

He fell into a dizzy sleep and was a little dazed for a while, but it took him a while to realize that this was Lu Jinyan's apartment.

Just sitting up, there was a "squeak" from the door, and then a crack opened.

"Lu Jinyan?" Jiang Yubai called out, but was startled when he found his voice was hoarse and hoarse.

"Xiaobai, you're awake." Lu Jinyan let go of his movements, walked to the bed and leaned over to kiss his forehead, "Are you okay?"

"Hmm..." Jiang Yubai closed his eyes, "It's okay."

Lu Jinyan parted his slightly messy forehead hair, kissed again, and said softly, "Are you hungry? Dinner is ready."

Maybe it was because he was really hungry, or maybe he had untied a knot that had been buried in his heart for more than ten years, Jiang Yubai ate this meal very deliciously.

After eating a bowl, he unconsciously licked his lips, looked at Lu Jinyan eagerly, and asked in a low voice, "Is there any food left?"

It's rare to see him have such a good appetite, Lu Jinyan smiled with satisfaction: "Yes, I'll serve it for you."

Jiang Yubai ate another bowl of rice, and drank half a bowl of soup. After putting down the spoon, he realized belatedly that he seemed to have eaten too much tonight.

But it was still raining outside, and it was not convenient to go for a walk, so he could only walk from one side of the living room to the other in slippers.

After tidying up the kitchen, Lu Jinyan saw him shaking back and forth in the living room, and asked, "Xiaobai, what are you looking for?"

Jiang Yubai was a little embarrassed: "I eat too much, my stomach is a little full."

Lu Jinyan raised his eyebrows slightly, sat on the sofa, and waved to him: "Come here, I'll rub it for you."

Jiang Yubai walked over obediently, and nestled into the familiar embrace.

Lu Jinyan hugged him with one hand, gently rubbed his stomach through the sweater with his warm and dry palm, and said with a low laugh, "I should have told you to eat less just now."

"It's all because your cooking is so delicious." Jiang Yubai put his arms around his broad shoulders, muttering to himself to make excuses.

"Yes, yes, it's all my fault..." Lu Jinyan lowered his head and kissed his eyelids, "From now on, I will make it for you every day, so don't get bored if you eat too much."

Jiang Yubai raised her face in his arms, her eyes focused: "Lu Jinyan, thank you for always being with me."

When he grew up, he didn't like to cry anymore. The few times he cried uncontrollably, it was in front of Lu Jinyan, and each time, a pair of hands wiped away his tears.

"I want to thank you for letting me stay with you." Lu Jinyan held his face in his hands, his eyes filled with love and affection, "I will never make you cry again, unless..."

Jiang Yubai didn't hear the second half of the sentence: "What?"

A smile appeared on the corner of Lu Jinyan's lips: "Unless I cry, or..."

Or what, he didn't finish.

Jiang Yubai's ears felt hot, and she buried her face in his arms like an ostrich: "Don't talk nonsense, I have never been kissed before..."

"Okay, okay, I'm the one who was kissed and cried." Lu Jinyan laughed out loud, running his slender fingers back and forth between the soft hair, quietly enjoying the moment of embracing each other.

After a while, he asked in a low voice, "I'm exhausted today, do you want to take a bath before going to bed?"

"Okay." Jiang Yubai responded and fell from his arms.

Lu Jinyan's bathtub was big enough for two people to lie down in. The whole body was soaked in hot water, as if his muscles and bones had been dredged.

After sleeping for so long in the afternoon, Jiang Yubai thought he would not be able to sleep at night, but when Lu Jinyan went to bed and hugged him into his arms, he closed his eyes not long after.

"Good night." Lu Jinyan kissed the top of his hair, "When the sun rises tomorrow, everything will be a new beginning."

In the early morning of the next day, it really rained and the sky cleared.

After a dreamless night, Jiang Yubai slowly opened his eyes and found himself lying on a warm and solid chest.

He raised his face, and what he saw was a familiar sleeping handsome face.

The bangs were scattered, covering the high browbones, and the pair of dark eyes were also closed, and the sleeping face rarely looked harmless to humans and animals.

Jiang Yubai propped up his upper body, and couldn't help stretching out a hand, his fingertips brushed over the protruding Adam's apple like a dragonfly, and came to the well-shaped jaw.

Although the two had confirmed their relationship, when Lu Jinyan was awake, he still didn't dare to stare at people so blatantly.

As long as they stare at each other for more than three seconds, Lu Jinyan can't help but rush over to kiss him.

A moment later, Jiang Yubai moved closer to his chin, and kissed him lightly.

"Just a kiss on the chin?" A deep and hoarse voice suddenly sounded, Lu Jinyan opened his eyes, held his fingertips and touched his lips, "Kiss here if you want to kiss."

Jiang Yubai was slightly taken aback, struggling to withdraw his hand, but was pulled back instead.

Without giving him another chance to resist, Lu Jinyan turned over and pressed him under him, bowed his head and sealed his lips with a kiss.

After rubbing the lips a few times, the tip of the tongue had to penetrate into the mouth and sweep the sensitive palate heavily.

"Hmm..." Jiang Yubai trembled all over, reflexively trying to push away the person pressing on him.

The next moment, big hands like iron pincers easily grasped his wrist, and pressed him firmly against the head of the bed.

The slightly bulging chest subconsciously stood up, and it was inseparable from the hot chest. Lu Jinyan kissed deeper and deeper, and the kiss became more fierce, until the hungry and thirsty lips were no longer satisfied with simple kissing.

The hot lips turned down, leaving a series of wet red and beautiful hickey marks on the fair and delicate skin, and the big hands also got in from the rolled up hem...

"Lu Jinyan..." Jiang Yubai was dizzy from the kiss, and couldn't help gasping, "I can't..."

Lu Jinyan held the tips of Gao Fever's ears, and his pleasant voice was unbelievably hoarse: "Don't be afraid, Xiaobai...I will make you comfortable..."

Letting go of the bleeding earlobe, he slowly bent down and made a movement that he had never thought of before.

Soon, the normally light fragrance became rich and thick, and the bedroom was filled with fragrance, and the sunlight that sneaked into the bedroom through the corner of the curtain also hid in shame...

After a long time, Lu Jinyan raised his head again, and fed his scorching tongue into it again.

"Hmm..." Jiang Yubai was still in a daze, tasted a strange taste in his mouth, and instinctively wanted to push away the intruding tongue with the tip of his tongue.

"Dislike?" Lu Jinyan narrowed his eyes slightly, raised his hand to pinch his wet chin, and kissed more fiercely.

He didn't withdraw temporarily until the soft lips and tongue were completely stained with their common taste.

The usual clear and bright eyes had completely faded away. Jiang Yubai lay flushed on the dark sheets panting for breath, her slender and thick eyelashes were wet in clusters, and the slightly upturned eye ends were even more wet red.

Lu Jinyan licked off the tears on his face little by little, and completed the second half of last night's sentence in a hoarse voice: "Unless I was crying, or in my bed..."