NABC Chapter 30 The person he risked his life to love finally fell in love with him years later.
Chapter 30 The person he risked his life to love finally fell in love with him years later.
Ever since he returned to City X, Jiang Qi felt that something was wrong with him.
But there is no specific reason for this strangeness.
He's just been cranky lately.
I don't feel it at home, but when I go to the company, I feel that everything is not pleasing to the eye, and it is annoying to look at everyone.
Because of Jiang Qi's emotional change, the whole company has been walking on eggshells recently, and everyone walked into the president's office with documents in their hands, with an expression of death.
In fact, Jiang Qi's temper is hidden.
Even if he was irritable, he didn't show it on his face.He neither swears nor gets angry, just keeps a cold face and doesn't look up when anyone comes.
During the meeting, everyone in the entire conference room felt like they were sitting on pins and needles.
In the past, at most, Jiang Qi only proposed a general strategic direction for special projects, or made some decisions that only he could make, and let the person in charge of the project rectify any problems in the details.
But lately he couldn't listen to anyone who made a mistake.
If he doesn't plan carefully, or if he speaks too much nonsense, Jiang Qi's eyelids will narrow slightly, his eyes are like knives, and the skin will fall off whoever is scratched.
"For a whole week, your change plan is to add two more photos to the PPT? If your ability is only here, then there is no need to do the work report next month."
"It seems that I'm really idle. I have to spend an hour every day to come here to listen to your meaningless nonsense."
Jiang Qi has been especially fond of asking rhetorical questions recently, with a specious sneer that makes everyone break out in a cold sweat.
"Is it because your salary is so high that you feel that there is no need for profit?"
"I remember that this matter was discussed twice last month. Is it true that your marketing department has nothing to do recently?"
"The opening is a budget of 600 million. Do you think it's appropriate to grant you this kind of advertising idea that was eliminated 50 years ago?"
"I don't ask too much of you, can you speak with your brain?"
Jiang Qi's words were not considered finding fault, he was indeed making suggestions for the employees' problems.
But everyone knows that Jiang Qi in the past would not be like this.
In the past, it was the chief assistant who blamed them every time they caught a problem. On the contrary, Jiang Qi was the most casual boss they had ever met.
But the recent low pressure has lasted for a long time.
It broke out completely this morning.
The President's Office welcomed two guests——Tang Chuo and Zhou Que.
These two people are no strangers in the company. Tang Chuo is Jiang Qi's partner, and the executives and most of the employees know it.And Zhou is indeed an investor in an important project, which is also something that many people know.
I originally thought that the arrival of the two distinguished guests would ease the depressive atmosphere in the company a little.
Unexpectedly, Jiang Qi's deterrent pheromone came out of the office, almost drowning the entire floor.
Everyone was both curious and shocked.
What's curious is why Jiang Qiyin broke out with such a big emotion, are they arguing inside, will they fight?
To my surprise, the door was never opened the whole morning, and no one came out of it.
While everyone was speculating, the three people sitting in the office were actually quite calm.
They have been facing each other in silence for a long time.
In the end, Tang Chuo couldn't stand it first, and said: "Jiang Qi, let's discuss something carefully, and you collect your pheromone."
Jiang Qi didn't change his face, and said coldly: "I can't accept it."
In fact, it wasn't his intention.
Jiang Qi's recent emotional instability is indeed out of his control, and his pheromones also start to become agitated, and it is difficult to restrain himself every time he erupts.
The only thing that can make him feel peaceful is that Jiang Qi will become stable from this ups and downs only when he sees Yan Yeran when he comes home every day and smells the not strong but very comfortable smell of Yan Yeran.
But Tang Chuo didn't know, he just thought Jiang Qi was still angry with them.
"I apologize in advance for this matter, it is my problem."
He wiped his sweat, looked at each other with Zhou Que while talking, and then said, "I really hope that Wen Rusheng will come back this time, you can get in touch with each other more, I see you still wear that ring on your hand, I thought you I didn't let go..."
The next moment, intense coercion was on his head, and he immediately lost his voice.
Zhou Que clutched his neck and shouted: "Ah! Enough is enough, are you going to kill us! Well, I also admit that this matter was done by me and Old Tang. It was not entirely for the sake of You! No one knows what happened between you and Wen Rusheng before. I only accept money. Wen Rusheng’s new project this time has a bright future, so what if I voted for it?! You can’t break up because of the two of you. Don't let me make money!"
Jiang Qiyou raised his head and said in a word: "I have never been with him before."
"I believe you are a ghost!" Once Zhou Que got angry, he didn't care about Tang Chuo pulling his sleeve beside him, and said provocatively, "You have nothing to do with him, why do you make a bad face every time you mention him? Yes, This time I did it on purpose, I just beg you two to get back together quickly, don't f*ck up, the boss is not young, can you find someone better than him?!"
"Okay, you shut up." Tang Chuo wanted to put a seal on his mouth, turned his head to appease Jiang Qi, "Jiang Qi, this is my personal problem, Zhou really only wants the project, I... ...I wanted you to get out of that beta thing, so I was impulsive."
Zhou Ke heard the point and asked, "What beta?"
"Tsk..." Tang Chuo bit his tongue, realizing that he had said something wrong, and wanted to fool around.
But Zhou is really a good person, and he guessed what he said immediately: "Good guy, Jiang Qi, you gave up Wen Rusheng for a beta? Do you know how popular Wen Rusheng is, and he is very popular at home and abroad now. It's not a problem to catch him tightly, what kind of beta is he playing, does he look better than Wen Rusheng, or is he better at his hands and feet—oh!!"
Before Zhou Que finished speaking, Jiang Qi came forward from the desk at some point, raised his arm, strangled Zhou Que's throat, bent his knuckles slightly, and abruptly cut off his voice.
Tang Chuo was taken aback by the side, but just as he was about to stand up, he was stopped by another wave of coercion.
Jiang Qi still didn't burst into a particularly big anger, but his face was gloomy and terrifying, he stared at Zhou Que sternly, and said, "Take back your words."
Zhou Que's mouth was stiff, and he asked back, "Uh... close, what the hell are you saying?"
"He doesn't need to compare with Wen Rusheng, nor with anyone else. There has always been only him and no one else."
Jiang Qi squinted his eyes, pressed his finger bones against Zhou Que's throat, forcing him to open his mouth to breathe, and said coldly, "About Wen Rusheng... If you really like it, go after it yourself, don't make trouble all day long."
After speaking, he let go.
As soon as Zhou Que caught the air, he choked so badly that he bowed his body and coughed violently. He still didn't forget to quarrel with Jiang Qi: "I don't want to chase after me? Damn, every time I fall in love with someone, he ends up quarreling." Mom turned around you. I treat you as a brother and don’t fight with you. It’s my fucking fault?! I’m really speechless, why did you let go, you kill me, fuck—”
"Stop it!" Tang Chuo raised his hand with difficulty and said, "It's all wrong, it's my fault, it's because I thought too simple at first. I didn't know that he was your first love— — Hey Jiang Qi, Jiang Qi, where are you going?!"
They failed to stop Jiang Qi.
The two guests were still in the office, but Jiang Qi left straight away.
At that time, the three of them had their own concerns, but no one discovered that Jiang Qi's loss of control was actually due to the arrival of the susceptible period.
Jiang Qi himself didn't know.
When he left the two of them behind and went home without looking back, he only thought about Yan Yeran.
He hates hearing comments about Yan Yeran from other people. Those words made him realize that he and Yan Yeran have had too little ties in these years, so little that no one would believe that he was serious about Yan Yeran.
Jiang Qi wants to see Yan, but he firmly believes that this is his best first aid.Otherwise he would be plunged into extreme rage.
But Yan is also not at home.
Obviously Jiang Qi knew about it, Yan Yeran would not come back until evening.
But at that moment, he still felt unprecedented fear.It seems that Yan Yeran didn't go out to find a job, but left him and ran away.
A familiar sense of panic welled up in my heart.
The only time Jiang Qi was tempted when he was a teenager was a case without a head, which ended with his short youth.
His understanding of all the intimacy that may occur between people is still at that time.No one looked at him with Yan Yeran's pure and warm eyes anymore, and no one could let him stay for a whole ten years.
Jiang Qi once thought that this lack would be made up for over time.
The high mountains he regards as insurmountable will eventually be crossed, and all the memories he thought he would never forget will become innocuous episodes in his long life.
He believed in all the truths, the only assumption that saved him from the dire straits, that people would grow up, from the boy who couldn't let go of everything, to the final unshakable appearance.
He assumes that he and Yan are the same.
But the fact is exactly the opposite of what Jiang Qi thought.
In the day after day of wasting, this lack was not made up, but was infinitely deepened.
He and Yan Yeran also failed to grow up as assumed.
They are two of the same kind who think they are extremely smart, but are in fact hopelessly stupid. They both think that they have grown up flawlessly enough, but they stumble and hug each other, only to find out that everything that is as it seems is false.
Fortunately, Yan Yeran's disguise was so clumsy and full of flaws.
Every one of his unbearable smiles is full of reluctance to Jiang Qi.
Jiang Qi may not be rational, but he is paranoid enough.
So every time Yan Yeran took a step back, he took a step closer unwillingly.
After peeling off the cocoon, he got the gift of fate and found the real Yan Yeran behind the pretending to be strong.
But that didn't end there either.
Because Jiang Qi also has his disguise.
His calmness and indifference are very external, and he has acted flawlessly for so many years. While deceiving everyone, he also deceived himself.
But now Jiang Qi couldn't continue acting.
He felt that if he could not see Yan again, he would be torn apart and die in this painful loneliness.
Just when Jiang Qi took out his mobile phone to contact Yan Yeran, he suddenly received a long-lost call.
From Wen Rusheng.
He frowned, his originally eager mood became indifferent at this moment.
Maybe Tang Chuo or Zhou Que had contacted Wen Rusheng after he left, or maybe it was just because Wen Rusheng had returned to the country and had to find an opportunity to get in touch with Jiang Qi.
When the phone was connected, Wen Rusheng's voice sounded.
After several years of frivolousness, he asked immediately: "Jiang Qi, is your sexual dysfunction cured? Can you sleep with me this year?"
Jiang Qi supported his forehead, Tang Chuo and Zhou Que's arbitrariness this time made Jiang Qi realize that there were some things he needed to end.
So I endured the feeling of wanting to cut off the phone, and replied: "I have no obstacles, and I will never sleep with you at any time."
"Haha, boring man." Wen Rusheng seemed to be accustomed to this answer, and said, "I'm back in China, and I'm asking you—"
"No."
Wen Rusheng paused there for a while, then changed the subject and said, "I invite you to visit my brother's grave."
This time Jiang Qi was silent for a long time.
Wen Rusheng caught the loophole and stepped forward, accusing: "You can't refuse, you are not such an irresponsible person."
Jiang Qi's breathing was stagnant, and he had a headache: "It's not time yet."
"I'll be there when I say it."
"go by yourself."
"Jiang Qi, you have changed. How can you refuse me such a small request. No, you can refuse me, but how can you refuse my brother? That is your comrade-in-arms, he died beside you, You actually refused to visit his grave."
Wen Rusheng said, "You are so ruthless, my brother will definitely give you dreams tonight."
These excuses have been used up by Wen Rusheng, and Jiang Qi is unwavering.
This has always been the case between him and Wen Rusheng.
One exaggeratedly shows how passionately he loves, and the other waits and watches the other party act.
It's not as vivid as what outsiders say, on the contrary, it's been boring from beginning to end after so many years.
As Wen Rusheng said, his brother once died by Jiang Qi's side.
Jiang Qi came back with his brother's remains, handed over the last preserved ashes to Wen Rusheng, and carried Wen Rusheng, who cried until he passed out, to the hospital.
From then on, they seemed to have had so many ambiguous relationships.
Wen Rusheng once said that they were the same kind.
Because they all lost the most important thing in this world, there was a big gap in their hearts.
His brother's death brought him many things.
The compensation given to him by the alliance government is the wealth, status, and power that ordinary people may not be able to enjoy in eight lifetimes.
These things that Jiang Qi exchanged his life for, his brother also exchanged his life for him.
So he redoubled his indulgence.
Wen Rusheng was cynical in nature, while Meng Lang was frivolous.
The way he solves the pain is to constantly circle among different Alphas.Wen Rusheng slept with many people in the past two years, and enjoyed the feeling of forgetting himself when he was held in the palm of his hand.
While showing his love to Jiang Qi violently, he used his brother's affairs as an excuse to force Jiang Qi to respond to him.
But at the same time, after being rejected by Jiang Qi, he can turn his head to find someone else to indulge in his sensuality.
With such an excellent omega like Wen Rusheng, almost no one can refuse him.Except Jiang Qi.
This consumption is extremely dangerous.
Jiang Qi stood in his elder brother's perspective and tried to persuade him.
Remind him: "Take responsibility for your own decisions."
But Wen Rusheng just said: "What's the responsibility? Does Alpha also need someone else to be responsible?"
At that time, Wen Rusheng stubbornly believed that he and Jiang Qi were two tall buildings suddenly rising from the ground, with the bottom floating and empty.
They have to complement each other, they have to be together.
Wen Rusheng thought that Jiang Qi was as afraid of this feeling of loneliness as he was.He waited for Jiang Qi to let go.
When he was talking nonsense to the media, Jiang Qi never refuted, but just looked at him with a look between sympathy and indifference, telling him to stop.
He lied to Jiang Qi to visit his brother's grave, but when Jiang Qi held an engagement dinner without telling Jiang Qi, Jiang Qi didn't get angry when he was there.
When everyone asked: "When will Mr. Wen and Mr. Jiang decide?"
Jiang Qi said with a cold face, "There is no such thing."
And Wen Rusheng was always creating gossip in an ambiguous way, saying, "Let's see when President Jiang wants to make it public."
Wen Rusheng thought that as long as Jiang Qi didn't kill him with a single shot, there was a chance.
Before leaving the country, Wen Rusheng casually teased Jiang Qi: "If you are 30 years old and haven't waited for your disappearing lover, why don't we just make do with it?"
But Jiang Qi just pushed him away expressionlessly.
Wen Rusheng wore a ring similar to Jiang Qi's, and everyone felt that it was a token of love between Wen Rusheng and Jiang Qi.
Only he and Jiang Qi knew that there was a tattoo similar to Jiang Qi hidden underneath.
Wen Rusheng thought it was their common symbol - the biggest connection between them was Wen Rusheng's elder brother.Wen Rusheng seemed to use this symbol to tie up Jiang Qi as well.
He felt that as long as Jiang Qi didn't chop off his fingers, he would be acquiescing to all of this.
It took Wen Rusheng a long time to realize that in fact, he never acquiesced or indulged.
Jiang Qi never believed in his so-called love at all.
Wen Rusheng thought that he was entangled with Jiang Qi in the name of his brother, but in fact, it was just the opposite. He was trying to get rid of the ashes in his memory through the entanglement with Jiang Qi.
And Jiang Qi saw it very clearly.
Before leaving the country, Wen Rusheng sent a message.During the love period, he used pheromones that almost no one could refuse to seduce Jiang Qi, but he was pushed away. He asked Jiang Qi very puzzled: "Why?"
Jiang Qi frowned, seemed to be very resistant to the strong fragrance on his body, and looked irritable and indifferent.
"Wen Rusheng, don't act too much and deceive yourself."
Wen Ru laughed angrily, cried, and insisted on expressing his love to Jiang Qi: "I've been pestering you for nothing, why do you think that I must not love you? I want to marry you and marry you Have a baby and live with you forever, why do you say I don't love you?"
Jiang Qi let him go crazy, grabbed Wen Rusheng's hands and feet, and injected him with inhibitors.
Wen Rusheng who calmed down did not leave sadly, he had to ask clearly: "Why?"
Jiang Qi just looked at him lukewarmly, indifferently, but firmly.
"I know what love is like, I've seen it."
Yan Yeran may not have had time to teach Jiang Qi how to grow old with his lover.
But Yan Yeran's eyes made Jiang Qi feel loved early on.
No one has such devotion and bravery.
Jiang Qi's starting point is too high. From the very beginning, he has been loved by the best person with all his strength. He will never be deceived by any clumsy illusions in his life after that.
He knows what true love is like.
After that nonsense, Wen Rusheng seemed to calm down.
In the eyes of the outside world, the two people either broke up, or concealed the marriage from the public.But in fact, all these years, all the messages Wen Rusheng sent to Jiang Qi never came back, and every call was hung up within half a minute.
Their connection was broken at the moment Wen Rusheng's trick was exposed.
So technically, for the first time in years, their dialogue lasted longer than 2 minutes.
It may be that Jiang Qi's silence has been too long, so long that Wen Rusheng yawned.
"Why don't you talk? Tomb-sweeping--oh, this is tacit consent, right? Okay, you wait, I'm going to buy a set now, and after the tomb-sweeping, we--"
"Wen Rusheng."
Jiang Qi thought of many rhetoric, euphemistic, blunt, soft, and serious.
He imagined all kinds of reasons that might be blocked by Wen Rusheng's strange brain circuit.
He knew that Wen Rusheng was the kind of person who must be crazy for everyone to see, the more he refused, the more trouble he could make.
So Jiang Qi didn't choose those high-sounding words in the end, he just said briefly:
"I'm waiting for him."
A moment later, there was a brief laugh from the other end of the phone.
Then there was the sound of a lighter, and it snapped.
For several minutes, neither of them spoke.
After an almost dead silence, Wen Rusheng slowly exhaled a puff of smoke, put off his frivolous teasing, and said coldly:
"Damn, you're lucky."
Jiang Qi no longer knows when he hung up the phone, and how he smuggled all Yan Yeran's things in the house to the study, let alone when he fell asleep.
Anyway, right now, his mind is in a mess.
Jiang Qi always felt that he heard Yan Yeran's voice dimly, but his eyelids were so thick that he couldn't open them at all.
The faint fragrance left after being washed by washing powder is the only smell of Yan Yeran that he can catch.All the desires that have been hidden by him these days, restrained to the bone, are on the verge of breaking out.
For a moment, Yan Yeran's voice rang in his ears.
Said, Jiang Qi, you are so clingy.
Jiang Qi suddenly felt nervous, even a little ashamed.
Does he not like this?Does he think I'm immature?Why am I so out of control?What kind of appearance does Yan Yeran like? Is he not doing well enough?
These problems, like a curse, have been lingering for the past few days.
But now Jiang Qi suddenly felt unwilling.
Aren't they in love?Can't he pester him like this?
Jiang Qi's nerve that was always tense snapped, and the toughness that was thought to be impenetrable to bullets suddenly softened. He had never suffered such a big grievance in 28 years.
Jiang Qi hugged his clothes and began to moan, full of resentment and nowhere to vent, he opened his mouth and bit——
But after biting down, I found that it was soft, not the texture that clothes should have.
As he was familiar with, Yan Yeran's warm skin.
He sniffed again, feeling greedy, and groped along the smell, when suddenly his chin was pressed, and it seemed that someone was speaking in his ear.
But subconsciously, Jiang Qi felt that he was dreaming.
Yan Yeran has been very busy recently, busy looking for a job, busy catching up with him, busy trying to find a way to balance their unequal relationship.
So Yan will certainly not appear.
It was he who thought he had come up with the hallucination.
"Do you love me half as much as I love you?"
Ok?
These words woke Jiang Qiqi up.
How he should express it is enough for Yan Yeran to understand that he loves him the most.
"I love you the most!"
With a puff, Jiang Qi heard the other party laugh.
He was furious.
In order to punish this guy who didn't take his promise seriously, Jiang Qi could only treat him roughly——
Grab Yan Yeran's leg, imprison all his movements, indulge in the interweaving of pheromones.
Suddenly, they both seemed to see each other through each other's eyes.
Those ten years seemed like a dream.
At this moment, they seem to have returned to the time, and the impulsive and fiery hearts they had when they were young are rekindled now.
If time is a fire that fills the sky, they are now the sacrificers who actively participate in it.
Ten years late, Jiang Qi finally truly grasped the person in front of him, the person he desperately wanted to love, ten years late, finally fell in love.
He has a complete Yan that is no longer broken.
And Yan Yeran in his arms is like the moth that threw himself into the flame when he was determined to love him, releasing his dazzling light for ten years, trembling and swaying, illuminating Jiang Qi.
At this second when they both deeply believed that each other was loving each other, they finally completed the mark that they could not complete.