My girlfriend has a girlfriend [GL]

Chapter 11

The two were walking on the playground that day, and when Xia Lan said that she had decided to break up with An Rou, Ye Jinxuan couldn't describe how she felt in her heart. Xia Lan finally knew what she wanted.

"Xia Lan, you and I are serious, right?" Xia Lan opened her mouth to speak, but Ye Jinxuan stopped her, "We may have different ways of thinking about problems, you may feel that you have met countless people in your life, Personally accompany you through a period of life, but I just want to have someone who can go to the end with me, so I hope you can make sure whether I am the one who can accompany you to the end, whether you are the only one. You Think about it, my seriousness is different from your seriousness. What I’m talking about is a lifetime, not yours... whoever walks with whom a journey of life. I know that few people can go to the end together, but I hope, at least in the beginning At that time, we all had the determination to go to the end."

Ye Jinxuan's expression was extremely serious. She had never talked about the relationship between two people so directly. Has she finally made up her mind?Xia Lan was a little excited and didn't know what to say for a moment.

"You can also choose to quit, I don't care." Ye Jinxuan turned her head, she was very afraid of Xia Lan's hesitation.It's better than sticking to the last one, so you don't have to be too sad.

"Of course I'm serious. I can definitely accompany you to the end. Why don't you believe me?" Xia Lan was so happy that she was blocked by Ye Jinxuan's words "It doesn't matter" and said in her heart that you are so heartless and indifferent. "If I hesitate, you can give up on me without hesitation. You don't feel bad at all. Anyway, you don't care about me that much. I know you too well. You can live a good life without feelings. No one cares. Anyone can enter. It can’t be in your heart, because your heart is a desert.”

Ye Jinxuan was puzzled: "Where am I a desert?"

"I'm with An Rou and you have no intention of keeping me at all. You only have your face. Others, including me, are not important."

"I, you, you gave up waiting for me back then, what right do you have to say about me?" Ye Jinxuan's voice became louder when he got excited.

Xia Lan reassured her, knowing that no one was to blame for this matter, such mutual accusations could not solve the problem, and she waited for Ye Jinxuan to calm down a little before saying: "Our values ​​are different, I know you have always disliked my ideas, because I am very It’s hard to imagine that a person like me will have a stable future. I also hope that there will be a period of time to accompany me for a lifetime, but many people come and go. Who knows what the future will be like? So I can only guarantee that each period will be Take it seriously, cherish it, I don’t dare to expect too much. But for you, I must be serious, I am willing to walk with you for a period of time that is limited to a lifetime of life, no matter what happens in the future, I will be there.”

"What does it mean that a person like you has no stable future? Who is a person like you? So what if you like girls, I like you too, I am the same as you, Xia Lan. If you are here, I will be here." Ye Jinxuan sighed , Xia Lan, why do you ask such a stupid question, "I'm just thinking about our future, we want to be together, we will encounter many problems, family, society, work, may destroy us at any time? Have you considered these questions Are you sure you can still accompany me to the end?"

"Thought about it, it's just..." Xia Lan has a headache when she thinks about these things, especially coming out. Her family is very traditional. When she goes home, she will occasionally ask if she has a boyfriend. In a few years, she will probably be forced to go on a blind date. .

"Xia Lan." Ye Jinxuan looked serious, "I've been thinking about our future for a long time, I don't know what your family thinks, it's hard for my family to accept the fact that I like girls."

What's the meaning?Xia Lan was in a hurry, a little unsure of what Ye Jinxuan meant.

"We don't have to go home to find a job. If we don't go home, they won't be able to control us. If we don't go home, okay? Jinxuan, the foreign company I just signed pays a lot. I just need to work more overtime. It won't take five years. We can pay the down payment and we will have our own house."

"But where did we live before buying a house? The monthly rent here is two-fifths of your salary."

Xia Lan was anxious: "I can do more part-time jobs, I can borrow from my sister, she is very kind to me, she will help me, I will not let you suffer."

Ye Jinxuan wanted to laugh, what do you mean don't let me suffer, I don't let you suffer.Seeing Xia Lan's anxious expression, Ye Jinxuan couldn't bear to push her any longer, and gently took her restless hand.

"Xia Lan, I still want to go abroad. Are you willing to come with me? You have also passed the IELTS test. Although your score is not high, applying to foreign universities is not a problem."

At first, Xia Lan just wanted to find a reason to accompany Ye Jinxuan, so she signed up for the class with her. She never thought about taking the test, but Ye Jinxuan later paid for her to sign up for her. Unexpectedly, it passed.

"But the time for applying to foreign universities has passed, and I can only wait for the next time."

"...Not necessarily." Ye Jinxuan suddenly smiled mysteriously, "Do you still remember the time I asked for your ID and transcript? Go back to the dormitory and have a look. If you remember correctly, they should be placed under your pillow."

"Under the pillow?" Xia Lan thought of a time when Ye Jinxuan asked her, if she wanted to go abroad, which university she would like to go to and which professor she would like to do research with. At that time, she thought that Ye Jinxuan wanted to leave her to go abroad alone. Turn around and run to the dormitory, turning back while running, "Jinxuan, don't be joking. You go back first, I'll go and have a look."

"Run slowly, don't forget that there is a phone interview next week, prepare well." Xia Lan ran away, not sure if she heard Ye Jinxuan's instructions.

Two people need to work together.If you let the other party pay unilaterally, it will be difficult for a long time. Although Ye Jinxuan is very moved that Xia Lan is willing to do so much for her, how can he bear Xia Lan's suffering.If you go abroad, whether you stay abroad or go back to Beijing, Shanghai and Guangzhou to find a job, it is much more convenient. Moreover, when you are abroad, it is convenient...to apply for a certificate and the like.

Ye Jinxuan smiled all the way back to the dormitory, you are with An Rou, what can An Rou give you?The so-called understanding and comfort?Thumbs up?good morning, good night?I don't even have the courage to give up and admit defeat, so why should I bless you, and why should I care about how you are doing?

Ye Jinxuan recalled the scene when he first met An Rou: At that time, An Rou saw Ye Jinxuan reading a book, and said angrily, "Who is showing such hard work?"

Ye Jinxuan dismissed it: I am like this, if you don't want to watch it, don't watch it.I don't want to work so hard, I just want to buy something I want to buy without even looking at the price when I meet it, and give her happiness when I meet someone I like.Instead of relying on acting like a baby, relying on scheming, relying on good looks, and begging for others!

The bridge between the two was thus forged.

As soon as Ye Jinxuan returned to the dormitory, he saw Xiaoliang vomiting dryly in the bathroom. Others in the dormitory were either looking for a job or going for an internship. Usually only Ye Jinxuan and Xiaoliang were there.Ye Jinxuan asked Xiaoliang if he ate something wrong and didn't say anything, just retched, Ye Jinxuan felt more and more wrong, and kept asking for a long time without saying anything, finally found a...pregnancy test stick in the toilet.

Ye Jinxuan couldn't believe it at all: "Is this true?"

"Ah."

"Pan Jincheng?"

"I like him, and I am willing." Xiaoliang was a little shy, but he did not intend to hide it from Ye Jinxuan, "He said that he would get married after I graduated and go abroad to wait for delivery."

"Yes...is that so? Then I wish you happiness!" Besides blessings, what else can I say.

Xia Lan called and yelled excitedly. Ye Jinxuan was afraid of disturbing Xiaoliang, so he pressed the receiver of the mobile phone and said to Xiaoliang, "You have a good rest. I'll go outside to answer the phone."

outside the hallway.

"Jinxuan, you are so powerful, I don't think I can apply for it, isn't this a dream?"

"Of course not. Maybe it's because I wrote my self-recommendation letter well?" Ye Jinxuan excitedly accompanied Xia Lan for a while, "Xia Lan, don't be so busy getting excited. Let me tell you, Xiao Liang is pregnant. She plans to have a relationship with Xia Lan after graduation." Pan Jincheng got married."

"Pan Jincheng? How is it possible? Xiaoliang is joking, Pan Jincheng is gay!"

"What?" Ye Jinxuan was shocked. Xia Lan refused to let her and Pan Jincheng be together because of this?

"Why didn't you say it earlier?" Ye Jinxuan shouted, and her voice echoed throughout the corridor.

"I wasn't sure if he was. I met a fellow graduate student at a gay gathering in school. He had a photo of him and Pan Jincheng on his phone. I told you not to be with him because I suspected he was gay. His father, Professor Pan, is dying, and he wants to find a humanoid marriage and give birth to a child to explain to the family."

"Then you don't know he's with Xiaoliang?"

"I... I forgot. The graduate student didn't give me a definite answer when I was persuading you. When you got the answer later, you had already agreed to be with me. I... I forgot."

It's too late to say anything now, Ye Jinxuan has never been so broken. When Pan Jincheng was with her, he once advised her not to be so confrontational with An Rou, saying that it was An Rou who introduced them together, so if he hadn't rejected Pan Jincheng himself, Then it is very likely that in the not-too-distant future, it will be me who encounters this situation.

Ye Jinxuan walked back to the dormitory slowly, seeing that Xiaoliang was still smiling when he was asleep, Ye Jinxuan really didn't know what to say.