Chapter 14
Chapter 14
will you die
At that time, Ji Changning felt that they would break up soon. Shen Yichen spent so much money on him but couldn't sleep a few times. He was a shrewd businessman and would not make money-losing deals.
He guessed that he was tired of playing with himself, Shen Yichen was originally a big carrot, and Ji Changning could occasionally smell other people's scent from him.
Their relationship was as smooth as water, but then it got better again. Ji Changning can't remember the specific reason, it was a long time ago, probably because he was too lonely and wanted someone to accompany him, he has never been as independent as he imagined strong.
In all fairness, Shen Yichen treated him really well, even if he was a rock, it would have been a long time since ten years had passed.
Shen Yichen always said that he would not be allowed to do this or that, but Ji Changning may not be very angry if he really did it, if he is willing to bow his head and admit his mistake, nothing will happen.
Shen Yichen likes others to follow his wishes, as long as your posture is low enough, he can turn a blind eye to it. This is the conclusion Ji Changning came to with experience in the days to come.
In private, Shen Yichen doesn't like to talk very much, mostly "give you a look to experience it yourself", he has a good mouth to cope with the entertainment at work, but he wants to rest after returning home, he will let Ji Changning accompany him, Occasionally, the two of them would sleep in together, or pester him for love in the morning, which is quite different from the previous elite image.When they first lived together, as long as he and Shen Yichen were at home, the servants would disappear without a trace.
Ji Changning didn't always listen to Shen Yichen's words, probably because he found that Shen Yichen might really love him, sometimes he felt that he had hit Shen Yichen's bottom line and was about to die, but Shen Yichen didn't do anything to him.
From then on, he learned to be kind to himself, and even tried his best to annoy Shen Yichen from time to time, wanting to see when he would lose his temper completely, but he was quite cowardly, even though Shen Yichen usually looks like a nice gentleman, he actually has a bad temper. It's the fire that scares people.
This is what Ji Changning realized after he lived with Shen Yichen after graduation. He remembered that there was a newly recruited maid in the family who was not careful and accidentally broke Shen Yichen's cup. That cup was a pair with Ji Changning's. It was made by Ji Changning himself during pottery class. Shen Yichen glanced at the fragments on the ground and said to the girl, "Pack it up, don't get hurt."
Then the housekeeper fired her that day, and Ji Changning never saw that girl at home again.
Ji Changning thought it was a trivial matter, and asked him, "Are you so mean? That cup is so old."
Shen Yichen glanced at him, "You think everyone is like you, I will be pissed off sooner or later."
Only Ji Changning can let him reason with you face to face. He is not interested in other people, and he does not want to tolerate making mistakes again and again.
In fact, he doesn't want to indulge Ji Changning either. This person is becoming more and more disobedient, and more and more likes to follow him against him, but he is reluctant to get angry at him. Ji Changning is a coward who is strong on the outside but does nothing on the inside. He was afraid again, and looked at him with that wronged look of "what are you doing, I just said casually why are you so angry".
"You're used to it!" Shen Yichen went outside to calm down his anger, he was afraid that one day he couldn't help but beat Ji Changning up.
They have been together for so many years, friction is inevitable, and the reasons are various. Almost every time, Shen Yichen slams the door and asks Ji Changning to stay at home. Shen Yichen will not go home for a while, until his anger subsides Or Ji Changning admits his mistake, most of them invite the other party to have a meal, if they are willing to go, then it is a reconciliation.
This time too, Ji Changning got angry outside, and when he saw Shen Yichen when he came home, he got angry and made people angry, causing Shen Yichen to go out to light fire again.
Ji Changning slowly slid down from behind the door and squatted on the ground. He knew he was venting his anger, but he couldn't control it.
This has nothing to do with Shen Yichen. If he really wanted to say it, he would have to thank Shen Yichen. Thanks to his money, his uncle's transplant operation was very successful, but no one could have predicted what would happen in the future. When the autumn and winter seasons changed, my uncle caught a cold. When I arrived at the hospital, it was diagnosed as pneumonia. After that, my uncle collapsed and stayed in the ICU for a month.
It was Ji Changning who decided to sign the waiver of treatment in the end, and he was responsible for the medical expenses. The family meant that he could live as long as he could, but the doctor said that there was no hope of recovery, and his uncle was so thin that he was out of shape. Ji Changning looked at his body full of implants Guan Zi's tears fell immediately, and he couldn't bear to continue to suffer. They took him back to his hometown, and within 5 minutes after unplugging the ventilator, he passed away.
The family complained about him. If he had been treated earlier, would he not be able to reach this point? If he paid more attention to his uncle’s physical condition, would he be able to avoid it? If he was transferred to a better hospital, would he not die? ?
But I'm at school, what can I do?
All Ji Changning can do is transfer money to them, Shen Yichen gives money to him, and he gives money to the family.
He wants to save this precarious family relationship. Apart from them, Ji Changning, he has no other family members, but people will always have a feeling of boredom. Even people like Shen Yichen will come to coax him when he is unhappy. Serving this big family with a straight face, why should they step on his head and be arrogant and domineering.
After being suppressed for a long time, the uncle's last straw came up, and finally broke out.
As a result, it fell apart.
Ji Changning is alone and has no family.
He doesn't like to mention the past, what happened to Ji Mingsheng really stimulated him, it will remind him of the ridiculous things he did back then.
He sold himself to Shen Yichen.
Ji Changning reflected on himself in the master bedroom. He was hungry in the middle of the night, so he went out of the room to find something to eat downstairs. The only sound in the room was his own footsteps. When he went to the kitchen, he saw a note pasted on the refrigerator. , It was left to him by Aunt Wang: "I have stewed chicken soup, and I can eat it when I am hungry."
Oh, supper is ready.
Ji Changning opened the lid of the pot. This is chicken soup stewed in water. It was still warm when he opened the lid of the stew pot. He directly skipped the step of heating and took it out to eat.
It was still raining outside, and the pattering sound seemed to be amplified in the silent room. After eating, Ji Changning leaned back in his chair, closed his eyes, and listened to the sound of rain in a daze. After an unknown period of time, he yawned, and then Slowly go upstairs, brush your teeth, wash your face and go to bed.
He was obviously sleepy, but he couldn't sleep in bed, he wondered where Shen Yichen would be, probably in Shangjing's gentle town, Ji Changning laughed at himself, in a way he still knew Shen Yichen very well.
After tossing and turning, he finally fell asleep in a daze, but his sleep was restless. Ji Changning got up violently, his eyes half-opened, and found a suit jacket that Shen Yichen had replaced in the room, then climbed into bed, hugged the clothes in his arms and fell asleep up.
He had always felt that Shen Yichen smelled good, whether he admitted it or not, he was already used to Shen Yichen's existence.
The next day, Ji Changning overslept and didn't hear the alarm clock. In the past, the housekeeper would knock on the door before he woke up at eight o'clock, but today the housekeeper didn't come. When he went downstairs, he found that the housekeeper was not at home at all. He followed Shen Yichen last night. After going out, I never came back.
Ji Changning didn't feel relieved, he rushed to the company in a hurry, Xu Lin had been waiting for him for a while, and said angrily, "Master, so you still remember that today is a working day."
"Sorry, sorry, let's deal with it now." Ji Changning actively admitted his mistake, "I will work overtime at night, and I will definitely finish it."
Unexpectedly, he really had to work overtime. He held three meetings during the day, but he couldn't finish his work, and he didn't want to delay it until tomorrow, so he stayed in the office and worked overtime. It's ten o'clock.
He has already told the driver in advance that he doesn’t need to wait for him today, and he doesn’t have a car parked at the company, so it’s very troublesome to take a taxi at this point. After thinking about it, he might as well just sleep in the company. His office also has a lounge, which is usually used for lunch breaks , in rare cases it will be used overnight.
Ji Changning slept for one day, and wanted to sleep the next day. He kind of understood why Shen Yichen didn't go home after the quarrel, and he didn't want to go back either.
He has lived in the company for almost a week, and he no longer has to worry about being late for work. After get off work, he will go out for a stroll, eat junk food and so on.
Some time ago, Liang Yuwen, who was entrusted by his friend to take care of him, was well-known in the bar. He had a refreshing appearance and a good voice. Ji Changning had met him several times in Shangjing, looked at him from a distance, and finally felt relieved.
It was still early when he went, and the bar was not yet at its busiest time. Liang Yuwen played and sang with his guitar in his arms.
Ji Changning thought that maybe he was really suitable to be a singer, but what about his studies, the family didn't seem to want him to take this path.
At the end of the song, Liang Yuwen stood up facing the audience and bowed slightly. He glanced at the hall, met Ji Changning's eyes in the corner, and then grinned a bit silly.
Ji Changning nodded and smiled.
is a good boy.
He felt that it was time to have a good talk with Liang Xu.He has always believed that people with dreams are great, and people who are willing to chase their dreams are even more awesome.
so young.
Really energetic.
He was in awe of Liang Yuwen.
Chen An knew from the front desk that Ji Changning came to Shangjing, so he went to the bar to find someone, "Why do you come here so frequently recently?" He glanced at the young people on the stage, frowned, and had something bad in his heart Guess, "Could it be that you fell in love with him, told me to take care of him, and even arranged for him to sing in the bar, everyone knows Sima Zhao's heart."
"What nonsense, he is my friend's younger brother, and I also treat him as a younger brother. Don't you think he sings well? Maybe he is a good seed." Ji Changning looked at Liang Yuwen with approval, he wanted to ask Ask Chen An for his opinion.
Chen An has no interest in Liang Yuwen, and he doesn't like listening to music. He came to Ji Changning for other things, and he wanted to express his concern to the big boss, "Since you have time to come and play today, Shen An Is the general health well, have you been discharged from the hospital?"
Ji Changning was stunned, "What discharge?"
Chen An was more surprised than him, "You don't know?"
"He came to Shangjing a few days ago. When Wang Jie was drinking with him, he found that he had a fever, so he rushed to the hospital. I heard that he was still hospitalized."
Why do you have to be hospitalized for a fever?
Ji Changning's face paled a little. He remembered that his uncle had just a common cold at first, and no one took it seriously. No one knew that it would become so serious later.
He didn't know about Shen Yichen being hospitalized, he didn't know anything, no one told him, he didn't live at home these days, and the housekeeper didn't tell him.
Ji Changning left Shangjing in a hurry. He was sitting in the car and was about to drive to the hospital. He suddenly remembered that he didn't even know which hospital he was in, so he called the housekeeper with a trembling voice, "Butler Liu, where is Shen Yichen now? Hospital?"
Liu Qi was silent for a few seconds, "Don't come here so late, there's nothing wrong here."
The housekeeper's attitude towards him is much colder than before, Ji Changning has no time to take this into consideration, "I want to go and see, is he okay now, what does the doctor say?"
"It's not a big problem. You don't have to worry. My husband is about to rest. You will disturb him even if you come over."
"I won't go in, I'll just take a look outside, I promise I won't disturb him, please tell me which hospital I'm in."
Ji Changning was very persistent, and the housekeeper had no choice but to send him a location.
Shen Yichen first went to the provincial doctor, and when his condition was relieved, he was transferred to the best private hospital in the local area, where it was supposed to be cleaner.
He has been busy for a while, so he was already a little uncomfortable. He was overwhelmed by Ji Changning's anger, and he was exposed to the rain and cold, which led to acute pneumonia. Fortunately, he was sent to the doctor in time, and it was not very serious.
When Ji Changning rushed to the hospital, the elevator happened to be going up. He waited for a few seconds and saw that the floor was getting higher and higher, so he turned his head and left, climbing the stairs.
In fact, waiting for the elevator is not much different from his climbing the stairs. Shen Yichen lives on the 12th floor of the highest floor. The housekeeper has been waiting for him at the elevator entrance since he received the news that Ji Changning had arrived at the hospital, but he saw Ji Changning panting from the corridor next to him. Coming up from the ground, "Is this elevator broken?" He subconsciously looked at the elevator, and the number showing the floor was still beating normally.
Ji Changning waved his hand, "No, I, I'm in a bit of a hurry." He pinched his waist and panted heavily. He hadn't exercised much recently, and he didn't feel comfortable running up to the 12th floor all at once.
His attitude eased the housekeeper's expression slightly. The housekeeper is a poor child in a remote mountain. He was sponsored by the kind old Mr. Shen and Mrs. Shen. He studied all the way to university, and later devoted himself to serving the Shen family. He came to take care of his family business, and later, Shen Yichen found a companion, brought him to live with him in this private villa, and asked him to take care of Ji Changning himself.
He knew from that time that Shen Yichen was serious about Ji Changning, Shen Yichen had never cared so much about others, not to mention that Shen Yichen had proposed to Ji Changning and put on the ring willingly.
The authorities are confused by the onlookers, the housekeeper knows that they have feelings, but Ji Changning is dissatisfied with Shen Yichen's playfulness, and Shen Yichen also feels that Ji Changning is not generous enough, and always quarrels with him over trivial matters.
From the standpoint of the housekeeper, he must be on Shen Yichen's side. A man of this status and status would not like to have fun, and entertainment is also indispensable. He must have someone by his side.Shen Yichen usually coaxed him like this, and sometimes he would call him to ask Ji Changning's situation when he went out to live after a quarrel, and asked if Ji Changning had calmed down, and if not, quickly get him something delicious to divert his attention.
The housekeeper also knew that Ji Changning felt wronged, who would let Shen Yichen avoid it, and he didn't have the ability to coax people into obedience, but no matter how willful Ji Changning is, he must have a degree, usually he will be the first to feel uncomfortable Ask a doctor to come and see, even if you accidentally cut your finger.Shen Yichen was hospitalized for several days, he didn't even make a phone call, he didn't even go home, he didn't know where to go to play around.
The butler was heartbroken.
"What's the matter with him? Is it serious? Is the doctor here? I want to ask about the situation." Ji Changning said anxiously, "Where is the doctor's office? Is he still on duty at night?"
"Don't worry, Mr. has acute pneumonia, and his condition has stabilized. You see, it's almost twelve o'clock in the evening. The attending doctor has already left work. The doctor has already told me about Mr.'s condition in detail, so don't worry about it." Show him the watch on his wrist, if possible, he hopes Ji Changning will come back tomorrow.
pneumonia?
When Ji Changning heard this word, his face became less bloody. He was no stranger to this. His uncle suffered from severe pneumonia, and his health was getting worse day by day in the intensive care unit. In the last half month, he almost stayed in the hospital.
"On the day I quarreled with you, it rained heavily." The housekeeper added, saying in his heart that it was you who made him run away in anger.
"I'm sorry, I don't know..." Ji Changning was at a loss for words, regretful in his heart, he didn't expect such a consequence.
"I'll go and see him..." He forced himself to be calm, walked unsteadily into the ward, his mind was in a mess, how could this happen, will Shen Yichen die?This was something he had never thought of before. He had never defeated Shen Yichen. Shen Yichen's skills were specially trained. He could subdue him in two or three strokes. He was as healthy as a cow. He thought that this person would never be able to fight. will get sick.
How could he be sick?
The housekeeper looked at him hesitantly, and wanted to say that you are not going in, so he took a look at the door after he agreed, but he couldn't bear to stop him seeing his distraught appearance.
The butler said in a low voice, "You should move lightly, sir, he has gone to bed early recently."
Ji Changning nodded and took a deep breath.
The lights in the ward were not turned on, only the faint light from the corridor, Ji Changning actually couldn't see Shen Yichen's appearance clearly, only saw a figure lying on the bed, motionless.
Why is he not moving? ? ?
He stood still and didn't dare to move. The housekeeper winked at him at the door, which meant that you should come out, and you couldn't see clearly anyway.
Ji Changning lowered his eyes, and took a step back. At this time, the person on the bed moved. Ji Changning was startled and dared not move. Shen Yichen slightly raised his head and looked in their direction. After watching for a few seconds, he felt that the figure was very familiar. .
"Changning?" He called out, his voice was very low and hoarse.
Seeing this, the butler walked in, bent down beside Shen Yichen and said, "Sir, Mr. Ji is here to see you, is he disturbing you, let's leave first so as not to disturb your rest."
Ji Changning stood there at a loss, did he wake up Shen Yichen?He didn't say anything.
Shen Yichen cleared his throat, "No, turn on the light, it's pitch black and you can't see anything, what time is it?" This time his voice sounded much more normal, only slightly weaker than usual.
The housekeeper paused, "It's twelve o'clock in the morning." He straightened up to turn on the light, and when passing by Ji Changning looked at him with condemning eyes, Ji Changning lowered his head in shame, and whispered: "I'd better go , go to sleep and have a good rest."
"Sleeping for a whole day." Shen Yichen supported the mattress with his elbows, and sat up by himself. When the light was turned on, it was a bit harsh, and he covered his eyes with the back of his hand to adjust to the light, "What are you doing here in the middle of the night?"
The butler poured a glass of warm water and handed it to Shen Yichen.
Shen Yichen took a sip to moisten his throat, "You go out first." He said to the housekeeper.
The housekeeper looked at him, then at Ji Changning, and sighed in his heart, "Okay, you should pay attention to rest." After speaking, he went out, and helped them close the door slightly, leaving a gap.
"What are you doing standing there, sit down." Shen Yichen saw him standing there like a log, without saying a word, just stared at him, "How long have you been here?"
"Just came." Ji Changning pulled a stool and sat down beside the bed. On the way, he saw a vase on the table with a bouquet of carnations stuck in it. He realized that he didn't bring anything with him. After all, he was visiting a patient. He has no manners or etiquette at all.
Look at Shen Yichen again, he is not wearing a hospital gown, but the pajamas he usually wears, his complexion is not as good as before, but it can't be said to be particularly bad.
"What's wrong?" Shen Yichen asked him seeing his blank look.
"Sorry, I came here without bringing anything." Ji Changning felt a little regretful, at least buy some fruit.
Shen Yichen didn't meet his magical brain circuit, he smiled, "Finally I know I came to see me, did you think you were sulking at home, and will you still lose your temper in the future?"
"I... I'm sorry... I don't know." Ji Changning lowered his head in frustration, "No one told me about your hospitalization."
Seeing that his complexion was not good, Shen Yichen also restrained himself, "I was just joking with you, I told them not to tell you, how do you know I'm here?"
Ji Changning shook his head, but did not answer his question, "Why didn't you tell me?"
"Don't you really hate coming to the hospital?" Shen Yichen asked him back. He was always awake during the hospitalization, and his condition was not serious, but he hadn't been sick for a long time, so he chose to be hospitalized just in case, and planned to have a detailed body. Check, there is no need for Ji Changning to come over for such a trivial matter.
He knew that Ji Changning had been a little bit sick about the hospital since his family passed away, and every time he went to the hospital, he was 1 reluctant.
"Are you really okay?" Ji Changning stepped forward and grabbed his arm and asked.
"It's okay, I'll be discharged from the hospital if you come two days later."
"Oh..." Ji Changning was skeptical, he saw that Shen Yichen was indeed in good spirits, but felt that he was thinner.
He let go of his hand, and looked at Shen Yichen's arm, which had a few pinholes and was a little blue. Ji Changning touched it lightly with his fingertips, and asked him, "Do you want to get an injection tomorrow?"
Shen Yichen looked at him seriously looking at his arm. Ji Changning's eyelashes were very long, and when he focused on something, his eyelashes would tremble slightly. Shen Yichen was fascinated, so he stretched out his hand to touch his eyes.
Ji Changning was startled, and looked up at him puzzled.
There were some bloodshot eyes in Ji Changning's eyes, and Shen Yichen frowned instantly, "Just now I asked you why you came here in the middle of the night and you didn't answer, if you really want to visit a doctor, you can come during the day."
Ji Changning looked elsewhere and said in a low voice, "I just ran over to see you when I found out you were hospitalized."
"Then if you're okay, I'll go back first, and you can go to sleep."
"Who will take you back?" Shen Yichen asked him.
"I drove by myself."
"Then you stay here, sleep here, and go back tomorrow." Shen Yichen pointed to the location of the bathroom, "There are still my clothes in it, just make do with it for one night."
"No, you're still a patient." Ji Changning refused, what if something happened.
"I didn't have an operation, the doctor said that I can be discharged tomorrow." Shen Yichen looked at him calmly, "We haven't slept in the same bed for a long time."
How did he say such embarrassing words openly? Ji Changning looked at him depressedly, thought about it, and agreed.
Shen Yichen's single ward is very similar to a hotel suite. It has a private bathroom and a balcony. It is equipped with refrigerators, microwave ovens and other electrical appliances. The beds are also spacious enough for two adult men to lie on.
In fact, the housekeeper had been listening outside, so he had to knock on the door at this time: "If Mr. Ji wants to stay, he can sleep outside alone like me. The hospital provides escort beds. If you really want to stay in the same room, you can also use the bed Move in."
"Don't worry about it in the middle of the night, you go to rest too, that's all, close the door." Shen Yichen sent the housekeeper away, and urged Ji Changning to take a shower quickly, "Are you still sleeping?"
Ji Changning snorted, found Shen Yichen's pajamas from the closet, took a quick warm shower, and then climbed onto Shen Yichen's bed in the large pajamas.
When he bent down, his collar drooped, and he could see everything from Shen Yichen's angle. He also hooked Ji Changning's collar and pulled it down, revealing a large piece of fair skin.
Ji Changning kept this weird posture without moving, with a straight face, "What are you doing, wake up, you are still a patient."
He has no trust in Shen Yichen's integrity, but this is a hospital, he doesn't want to be the talking point of the medical staff tomorrow.
Shen Yichen let go of his hand, fell back and lay quietly on the bed.
Ji Changning turned off the light, and lay down next to Shen Yichen, who hugged him from behind.
Ji Changning changed positions in his arms, feeling uncomfortable, so he turned over and slept face to face with Shen Yichen, and buried his face in his chest, he could hear Shen Yichen's powerful heartbeat, thump, thump, thump...
He touched the main artery on Shen Yichen's neck, he could feel the obvious pulsation, Shen Yichen's embrace was also very warm, and he could hear his shallow breathing, everything meant that Shen Yichen was still alive.
Ji Changning swallowed, and asked softly, "Are you really okay?"
"I'll leave the hospital tomorrow."
"You're not going to die, are you?"
"will not."
"Don't die, I don't want you to die."
Shen Yichen touched his face in the dark, and said helplessly, "What are you thinking?"
Ji Changning remained silent.
His parents raised him for eight years, his uncle's family raised him for ten years, and he followed Shen Yichen for 11 years.
If Shen Yichen died, he would also be very sad.
Knowing that the moment Shen Yichen was hospitalized, his heart almost stopped in shock, and he almost instantly remembered his uncle's appearance when he was dying.
Why didn't they always tell him when they were sick?
Shen Yichen held him in his arms, pressed his head against himself, and rubbed his hair, "Don't think about it, go to sleep." He felt Ji Changning hugging his waist.
After a while, he heard the choking sound of the person in his arms, and the clothes on his chest were wet with warm liquid. Ji Changning said intermittently, "Uncle died of pneumonia."
Even though it was out of date, Shen Yichen was very happy in his heart. He knew the existence of Uncle Ji Changning. Ji Changning took more than a month's leave in his sophomore year, and when he came back, he held him and cried for a long time, crying like a child. He said I no longer have any relatives.
What did he say then?
He said that I will be your family in the future.
After so many years, his idea has never changed.
Since Ji Changning's uncle passed away, their relationship has become closer. Ji Changning has become clingy to him and likes to rely on him. In the past, he would go back to his hometown to visit during holidays, but later he didn't go anywhere and concentrated on waiting for him at home.
Now Ji Changning is crying for him, he is afraid to leave by himself.
Shen Yichen wiped away Ji Changning's tears with his fingertips, and said seriously: "Don't worry, I will definitely live longer than you, and I will never leave you alone."
Ji Changning sniffed, "But you are six years older than me."
"Shut up."
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