Mr Wayward

Chapter 11 I'm Useless

Shen Yichen is not always free, sometimes he will not see anyone for two or three days when he is busy, Ji Changning can come and go from his room at will, he is much more comfortable than the dormitory, there is an LCD TV occupying half of the wall in the room, and the refrigerator is always ready There are snacks and fruits, the air conditioner is on 24 hours a day, and when you are hungry, you can make a phone call and someone will deliver the food. There is cleaning and cleaning every day, and he is responsible for opening the door and supervising the work. He is still Shen Yichen's life assistant in name, but there is nothing that requires him to do. , when Shen Yichen didn't come back, he felt like a dove occupying a magpie's nest.

Brother Xu paid him three times the previous salary, and asked him how he was getting used to it. He said it was good, but it was a pity that he would no longer receive tips.

Brother Xu laughed, "Mr. Shen has always been generous, he will not treat you badly."

In fact, Ji Changning is not referring to the amount of money, but the pleasure that the extra income obtained after being recognized as a job will bring him pleasure, although in essence, it seems that they are all selling their appearance.

Being good-looking will really be treated preferentially.

Ji Changning silently missed his parents in his heart, and thanked them for giving him a good skin.

He didn't feel that Shen Yichen treated him badly, Shen Yichen spent a lot of money on him, and he was not stupid, he could see that those things were valuable.

Ji Changning put his salary in the middle of his schoolbag. He sat on the wooden bed in the dormitory and read his admission notice. Although he had already memorized the words on it by heart, he still carefully checked the school's address to make sure there were no mistakes.

He had already checked the bus route on the Internet in advance, copied it down on paper, and then went to school with a nervous mood.

He is very free now, and when Shen Yichen doesn't come back, he wants to go back to work in the bar, but Brother Xu still disagrees, saying that the salary is still counted, and it is considered a paid vacation, so he wants to go to the school to see, when the school starts Familiarize yourself with the line.

I used to work night shifts in bars, from [-]:[-] pm to [-]:[-] am. When I returned to the dormitory, I had to take a shower and wash my clothes. It was almost [-]:[-] when I went to bed. The biological clock was so chaotic that I basically fell asleep during the day. In fact, he is not a full-time employee and has no rest days, so how can he even think about going out for fun? Suyou also works in Shangjing. Although Shangjing is open all day, it is deserted during the day and lively at night, so most of them have to work night shifts.

During those days, Ji Changning couldn't bear it physically. He was dizzy when he slept too little. After following Shen Yichen, his energy was much better. Shen Yichen's life was unexpected. Ji Changning originally thought that he would be the kind of person who hangs out at bars , As a result, he almost went to bed before twelve o'clock. Sometimes he didn't need to warm the bed himself after drinking too much, and he could leave after taking a bath and changing clothes.

It's rare that he has free time, he wants to go out for a walk, Shen Yichen also said that he wants to go out to bask in the sun, he is bored in the room every day, his skin is white and glowing, he looks a little sick.

The bus stop signs in big cities are extraordinarily long, with bus routes written all over the back, and there are too many cars on the road. Ji Changning originally counted how many stops he could get there, but when he turned around, he found that the bus had already arrived.

The whole journey took four to ten minutes. Ji Changning hugged his schoolbag to his chest and stared out the window, as if he never got tired of watching.

His schoolbag has been used for four years. The nylon material is very strong, and it is pure black and the outline cannot be seen clearly. Others only think that he likes black and always buys a colored bag. In fact, there is a hole in the bottom of the schoolbag. Cotton thread is sewn on.

He thought he had to ask someone for directions after getting off the bus, but the school was right in front of him, and the school gate was very impressive. Ji Changning looked up for a while, feeling a little excited.

The sun was shining brightly, and Ji Changning's back was soaking wet. He didn't go in, but leaned against a wall and watched from a distance. It's still summer vacation time. He saw many young men and women walking together, chatting and laughing , and then entered the school gate, he guessed that those were his brothers and sisters, besides that, there were many people coming in and out, men and women, old and young.

Ji Changning exhaled, walked forward slowly, and looked around at the school gate. The security guard noticed him and asked him what he was doing here. After knowing that he was a freshman, he was very enthusiastic: "You can come in, don't block anyone, come and see Bar."

Ji Changning thanked him, but never stepped into the campus, "I will go in when the school officially starts."

The security guard looked at him strangely, but he smiled at him and left without further explanation.

In his heart, college life is still very good, but now he is very bad, he doesn't want to go in with his current status.

He will cut it clean, although he hasn't figured out how to do it yet.

The boat is naturally straight when it reaches the bridge, and there is always a way. When Ji Changning returned, he was like a puppy drowning in the water, with his head downcast.

When I saw Shen Yichen at night, he had been doing psychological construction, and he would glance at him from time to time, trying to muster up the courage to say that I will never sleep with you in the future, let's break up.

Shen Yichen was also surprised by his abnormality today. In the past, Ji Changning would watch TV or read novels in the living room. There was a huge bookcase in the study room, among which there were many popular novels. Ji Changning could finish one book almost in a day. My favorite It's a martial arts novel.

Shen Yichen: "Stop watching TV today?"

How could he be in the mood, Ji Changning was restless, whispering that he was tired of watching.

Shen Yichen guessed that he might be too bored, "Then do you want to play games? Do you like playing games?" He took out his laptop, remembering that he was very interested in these at Ji Changning's age.

He pushed Ji Changning on the boss chair, stood by himself, bent down to work on the computer, they were very close, Ji Changning seemed to be in his arms. "The notebook may not be able to carry large-scale online games. I will get you a new one tomorrow."

Ji Changning was a little surprised, "You still play games."

He couldn't see it at all, he thought that Shen Yichen's usual pastime would be going to concerts, operas and the like, which were very elegant and high-end.

"I played it when I was studying abroad two years ago, but I rarely play it now."

Ji Changning was even more surprised, "Are you still studying?"

Shen Yichen paused, could it be that I am illiterate?

Ji Changning realized that he had said something wrong, and quickly corrected it, "No, I mean, you are very mature, yes, mature, a mature adult, I thought you had already finished school."

Shen Yichen smiled, and said slowly: "I look very old?"

"No, he's very young." Ji Changning said without confidence. He knew that Shen Yichen was the boss of the company, so he took it for granted that he started at thirty. Wrinkles are not long, I didn't expect him to be really young.

The young talent had heard too much, and it was the first time that Shen Yichen was thought to be a middle-aged uncle. He was really pissed off, and rolled up his sleeves as if to spank his ass, but Ji Changning hid, and the two wrestled together. Will roll on the bed.

When Shen Yichen hugged him tenderly, he briefly talked about his schooling experience. Ji Changning was in awe. He graduated from a famous foreign school with a master's degree. Even a bumpkin like him had heard of the school's name, so he became curious. , asked Shen Yichen about college life, and Shen Yichen was in a good mood after finishing the work, so he picked a few interesting things and told him.

So Ji Changning forgot about business again.

Ji Changning has never played online games before. He only plays police and thief chasing typing games in computer class. There is a computer at home, but it is in Ji Chaosheng's room. The two of them don't get along well. Ji Changning's grades The good aunt wanted him to help Ji Chaosheng with tutoring. Ji Chaosheng hated this cousin at first, but after coming here, he hated him even more, thinking that he despised his grades.

Ji Changning never provoked him, and naturally he would not enter his room. If he needed to use the computer, he would go to the nearby black Internet cafe. Two yuan an hour is enough.

Ji Chaosheng was obsessed with Fantasy Westward Journey when he was in high school, but he didn’t know how to play games on his home computer. If his aunt knew he would scold him to death, Ji Changning knew that he would sometimes even skip class and go to an Internet cafe to play games. Whenever his aunt asked where Ji Chaosheng went He always opened his eyes and closed his eyes, saying he didn't see it.

Ji Changning couldn't understand his behavior at all at that time. Are games more important than studying?

But now he understands, the game is really fun!

In just a few days, Ji Changning became addicted to online games.

Shen Yichen thought it was okay at first, it's normal to be playful, but he was not happy when he heard Ji Changning said in a cheerful tone that he wanted to move the computer back to the dormitory.

Although he taught him to play the game, and even though he bought the computer, he thinks that as a man, he can't be so uncontrollable.

Sometimes he had to wait for Ji Changning, and Ji Changning said, "Wait for me to finish this game."

Obviously he was such an obedient person before, Shen Yichen felt that Ji Changning would be taken care of by him if he continued like this, although he could afford to support even ten Ji Changnings, but he felt that he was still so young and shouldn't be so lazy.

After a while, Ji Changning ran back to the bedroom with a blushing face. He blushed from the excitement of playing games just now. He climbed onto the bed, knelt and sat next to Shen Yichen, looked at him docilely, and said, "I'm done."

Shen Yichen's expression was rare and serious, without any smile, Ji Changning's heart skipped a beat, "What, what's wrong."

"Is the game fun?" Shen Yichen asked him.

fun.Ji Changning wouldn't be honest, he knew that Shen Yichen was upset, so he just wasted a little time. As for being so stingy, he used to wait for him for a long time every time.

"It's okay." Ji Changning softened, "I won't play next time."

Shen Yichen's expression loosened a little, and he pulled Ji Changning into his arms for a kiss. Ji Changning had finally improved and learned to respond, until the tip of his tongue was slightly numb, and he let go of Ji Changning.

Ji Changning raised his head to look at him, his eyes were a little blurred, why did he stop suddenly.

Shen Yichen touched his face with some reluctance, "I have a friend who is going to make a movie recently, and there is a role that suits you very well, can I take you to an audition?"

It was said to be an audition, but in fact it was a certainty that he would open his mouth. He was the biggest investor in that movie.

Ji Changning was confused, what's going on, "Huh?"

"Do you want to be a star, I promise you will be famous." Shen Yichen's tone seemed to be saying what you want to eat tomorrow morning, which is an easy thing to do.

Ji Changning became sober, and said inexplicably, "I don't want to be a star."

"Then what do you want to do?" Shen Yichen asked him patiently. After thinking about it, he felt that this road is quite suitable for Ji Changning. He is good-looking and can get twice the result with half the effort. To be honest, he is not willing to let his own people show their faces, but It's better than Ji Changning playing games at home every day.

"I want to study." Ji Changning said without thinking.

Shen Yichen's heart was shocked, he didn't expect to hear such righteous words from Ji Changning's mouth, he said slowly: "Study is good, very good."

Ji Changning already felt something was wrong, but he just hummed, and he also felt that reading was good.

Shen Yichen was very pleased with Ji Changning's awareness, "Then I'll find a teacher to give you tuition, and then I'll find a high school to accept your file. Have you thought about studying liberal arts or science?"

Ji Changning was taken aback, "What are you going to do, don't act recklessly, I didn't go to high school, I just finished the college entrance examination with great difficulty." Who wants to go to high school again, is life too long?

He was very dissatisfied when he heard that Ji Changning rejected Shen Yichen, why he couldn't endure hardship so much, after hearing that later, he interrupted Ji Changning, "College entrance examination?"

"I start school next month!" Ji Changning yelled loudly.

Shen Yichen's expression instantly became very complicated, "Which school did you get admitted to?"

"Z is big."

Both of them were silent for a while, the sound of breathing could be heard in the quiet room, Z University is very famous in their province, and the Shen family's company goes to Z University every year to give presentations.

Ji Changning looked at him with a very strange look, "Speak, what do you mean, do you think I can't pass the exam." He was a little angry after speaking.

Shen Yichen was very cautious: "It can only be said that it was a surprise."

He didn't specifically investigate Ji Changning's life experience, thinking that he dropped out of school early to work in Shangjing, and Ji Changning usually didn't show much cleverness, but was a little dull instead.

"Hey!" Ji Changning was anxious, "Do you think I lied to you? What I said is true."

This is a rare highlight in his 18 years of life, and no one is allowed to question him!

"Okay, okay, I believe, don't get excited."

It sounded more like he was perfunctory, Ji Changning was very aggrieved: "I really passed the exam, and I still have the admission letter."

Shen Yichen asked him if he could show it to him, and Ji Changning said it was in the dormitory.

"Then go to your dormitory." Speaking of it, Shen Yichen has never seen what the place where Ji Changning was reluctant to move his nest looked like.

The staff dormitory is actually very close to Shangjing. Walk out from the staff passage, and then pass through an alley more than ten meters away, but it seems to be a world away. Shangjing is brightly lit, but the alley makes people feel gloomy, and the street lights are not very bright. .

Ji Changning walked in front, Shen Yichen saw that his steps were brisk, he looked in a good mood, and was not affected by the environment at all.

The dormitory building didn't even have an elevator, so the two of them climbed the stairs to the fifth floor and stopped at No. 509. Ji Changning took out the key with ease. After opening the door, it was pitch black inside, with a sultry air rushing towards him.

"Crack", Ji Changning patted the wall, and the light turned on, "It's a little stuffy, I need to open the window to let the wind in."

Shen Yichen stood at the door watching him running around, and frowned instantly. The inside was a cement floor, with bunk beds and bunk beds, and the aisle was so narrow that it was difficult for two people to walk side by side.

Ji Changning thinks that the dormitory is in good condition. Naturally, compared with the dormitory he had when he was in the electronics factory, that one is really scary. There is no private bathroom or toilet, and it’s just a place where you can sleep.

He is very satisfied with this dormitory now, and there is a small balcony where he can dry his clothes.

But the old friends don't seem to like living here. Even Chen An seldom comes back recently. It is said that he has made a new boyfriend and lived together outside. This is a good thing for Ji Changning, and no old friend will disturb him.

Ji Changning pointed to the one on the right, "No, this is my bed." He is a lower berth, so it is very convenient not to climb up and down.

The bed didn't even have a mattress, but a bamboo mat was laid on top of the wooden plank. There was a pillow on the bed, a thin quilt, a black schoolbag in the corner, and a fan clamped on the guardrail.

Ji Changning knelt on the bed, with his feet hanging outside, reached into his schoolbag to fumble, and took out the admission notice at a familiar place.

"Hey! Show you." His tone was showing off.

Shen Yichen's heart sank, it was hard for him to imagine that Ji Changning would live here for such a long time, such a delicate person would scream at the slightest pain.

He took the admission notice and saw the eye-catching school badge at a glance. He sat down on Ji Changning's bed. There was no stool for him to sit on in the dormitory. After flipping through it, he noticed that the corner of the admission notice had been rolled up. , Ji Changning must have taken it out frequently.

"I really didn't lie to you." Ji Changning sat in a row with him, leaned over and looked down at his baby notice.

Shen Yichen looked at Ji Changning's plain side face, the corners of his lips were slightly raised, like an innocent boy who doesn't know what troubles are.

Shen Yichen's heart softened, he rubbed Ji Changning's head, "You fool."

As long as you tell him many things, he can give him.

At this time, Shen Yichen was filled with... um... tenderness, like a kind elder.

Ji Changning felt that this was a good time, everything was so logical, he stroked the familiar coated paper with his fingers, and said softly: "If school starts, I will go to class."

"Otherwise?" If you don't go to class, you will have to skip class.

Ji Changning grabbed the plastic fiber at the corner of the bamboo mat, a little nervous, "I won't come to Shangjing then."

"Okay." Shen Yichen said simply.

Ji Changning was surprised that Shen Yichen agreed so easily, he nodded indiscriminately, his eyes looked elsewhere, he didn't know what to say next, it was late at night, and it was dark outside the window.

Ji Changning said: "It's very late, you can go back if you have nothing to do, I'll rest here."

Can this rest well?Shen Yichen pressed the hard board of the bed, feeling uncomfortable just sitting on it, "Can you sleep on such a small bed?"

"Sure, the two-meter bed is longer than mine." Ji Changning made a gesture. He measured the mat when he bought it. It is said that it is exactly the same size as the university dormitory.

Shen Yichen looked at his bed, measuring its length and width in his mind.

Ji Changning looked at him and hesitated, "Do you want to do it?"

Shen Yichen didn't expect this aspect, he wondered what Ji Changning's head was pretending, was there anything else besides yellow when he was with him, but what he said was: "Okay, do it."

In fact, Ji Changning is used to it, the sound insulation of the dormitory is not good, almost every day he can hear the movement of love in other dormitories, and it is rare for a roommate to bring a partner back, and he is so affectionate as if no one else is there. At first, he was embarrassed and wanted to scratch The wall, and later it was used as sleep aid music.

Because everyone was indifferent, he suspected that it was his own problem, and gradually accepted the setting that the dormitory was just for sleeping, sleeping by himself or with others.

Ji Changning sat without moving, a little unhappy, and muttered in a low voice: "But kneeling on this bed will hurt..."

He just knelt and flipped through his schoolbag for a while, his knees were numb.

Shen Yichen looked at him steadfastly, and said that it was you who wanted to do it, and it was you who said not to do it, "then change your posture." "

"My bed is also very small." Ji Changning added, at this time he admitted that the bed is very simple.

Shen Yichen raised his eyebrows, and he patted his thigh after letting you finish talking, "Come here."

Ji Changning's face was a little red, he slowly moved over, and when he was kissing Shen Yichen, he was still thinking that he had agreed to leave at the beginning of school, so it doesn't matter to be crazy now, anyway, he has done it so many times.

The door of the dormitory was opened from the outside, and the three of them were stunned. Chen An's sarcasm was brewing in his throat. Wow, I didn't expect you to be hungry and go straight to the dormitory. When he saw Ji Changning's mistress, his face changed, and he quickly backed away. Go out, "Sorry to bother you."

There were only the two of them left in the dormitory.

Ji Changning was stunned, and then his face flushed, even his neck was red, "I, he, I, I thought he wouldn't come back."

Shen Yichen was much calmer than him, why panic, he didn't take off his clothes yet.

He pulled Ji Changning's shirt up to his chest, and he quickly pulled it down, and then hurriedly broke free from Shen Yichen's arms. His action was so fast that he hit the wooden board of the bed above, and his tears of pain were about to burst out.

"Don't move, I'll take a look." Shen Yichen was very helpless, and pulled his hair to check the situation. Fortunately, his scalp was only red, and there was no bleeding.

Ji Changning really wanted to dig a hole and get in. Is it too late to escape from the earth now?

Shen Yichen looked at him and smiled, "What should I do, I was bumped into by someone, how will I live in the future, I don't see you when I look down."

Ji Changning squatted down with his head in his arms, stop talking, he can already imagine the bad things Chen An said with that broken mouth.

"Move to live with me." Shen Yichen said, he looked around, "Do you have anything to bring? Forget it, you can just go and live there, everything is complete there."

"You're such a waste."

"Then pack it up."

"I didn't agree again."

"Aren't you playing games there every day? You don't feel tired running around."

"Not tired!"

Shen Yichen kicked his shoes, Ji Changning finally raised his head from his knees, with an uncomfortable expression on his face, he looked at Shen Yichen's outstretched hand, and slowly grasped it, Shen Yichen pulled him up from the ground.

"I don't live here often, why are you so awkward?"

"It's okay..."

Perhaps because he explained the start of school to Shen Yichen, Ji Changning was no longer so uneasy. He ran back to the dormitory to remind himself that this is the life he should have. Shen Yichen and him are not in the same world, and he shouldn't indulge in it.

He used to be a good student, he didn't fight, didn't fall in love early, didn't smoke or play games, he was a wonderful flower in that environment, he was untouched by the mud, everyone praised him as sensible, but he was actually just an ordinary person, he would be tempted just the same, will shake.

When he was studying, he was very envious of those couples. He also wanted to talk about holding hands and kissing when no one was around. He also envied Ji Chaosheng for being able to skip class at will, and when he had conflicts with others, he immediately broke out and made an appointment to fight after school. .

He also secretly went to a small shop to buy a pack of cigarettes. Whenever he was in a bad mood, he would learn to smoke on the roof of an empty building. He didn't dare to let others see him.He still remembered that the pack of cigarettes was choking and tasted bad. After all, the cheap ones were only worth five yuan, but he finished them, and he learned to smoke from then on.

He knows what to do and what not to do, but he has no confidence in himself. If he wants to avoid doing bad things, he should cut them off from the source and don't even touch them.

Facts have proved that he is really useless. If he started playing games in high school, he would probably become an Internet addicted teenager, and it would be a fool's dream to be admitted to Z University.

He didn't want to accept Shen Yichen's kindness to him, but he was not willing to refuse, so he deceived himself by fleeing back to the dormitory.

"I will start school next month." He said it again, not knowing whether to tell Shen Yichen or himself.

Shen Yichen said I got it, you are amazing, and I will give you a gift for the beginning of school.

Ji Changning grinned, very silly.

Shen Yichen asked again: "Have you considered it?"

"Okay." Ji Changning heard himself say.

He thought there might be a wild beast living in his heart, very willful, wanting to run around.

It doesn't matter, anyway, it will be over after the start of school, so it shouldn't matter if he is self-willed for another month.

Ji Changning wanted to pack his things, he walked around the dormitory like a headless chicken, looking at this and that, Shen Yichen waited for him for a while, seeing that he was too dawdly, he asked, "Do you want me to help?"

Ji Changning was also polite, "Then help me put away my clothes, the balcony is all mine."

Speaking of balconies, the area is only about two square meters. The distance between buildings is very narrow, and the sun is basically not exposed to the sun. Fortunately, the weather is hot and it can dry naturally without wind.

Shen Yichen helped him put away the clothes, they were all bought by him before, they were wrinkled and looked like street stalls.Ji Changning has to pull it flat before wearing it. He usually washes his clothes very casually. When he returns to the dormitory, he takes off his clothes first, puts them in a basin, adds water and washing powder, and soaks them for half an hour. Rub it, rinse it with water twice, wring it dry, and hang it up to dry.

Even the socks were fluffed, Shen Yichen felt pitiful and funny, he asked Ji Changning: "Where did your money go?"

"Ah?" Ji Changning responded to him inside, "I'm saving tuition fees."

In fact, Ji Changning didn't have anything to bring, they were just daily necessities. After packing, he carried a schoolbag on his back and a red bucket in one hand, and it was gone.

Shen Yichen started to have a headache, "Don't take these things away, I'll buy you new ones."

Ji Changning's schoolbag was bulging because he stuffed all his clothes in it.There are clothes hangers, pillows, and rolled bamboo mats in the red bucket. He looks like he is going to a construction site to move bricks.

"I also plan to use it in school when school starts."

Shen Yichen remained expressionless, "Oh, then you can take it with you."

Ji Changning realized that he seemed a bit ashamed and regretted it after leaving the house. Shen Yichen said it was okay. When they returned, they detoured to the parking lot. There was a special elevator directly to the room, and no one could see him like this.

After returning home, he was sweating and sticky. Ji Changning cheered and said that he would always like the air conditioner, and then ran to the bathroom to take a shower.

Shen Yichen felt that something was out of his control, he probably misunderstood something, Ji Changning was sent by someone else, so he thought it was from Shang Jing.

Before he could figure it out, Ji Changning had already come out of the shower, wearing a very large shirt that covered his hips, and his lower body was naked. He quickly ran back to the bedroom, urging him to wash it quickly.

Shen Yichen never bothers others, the matter has come to this point, there is no need to entangle the ins and outs.