Mr. Tan's Mr. Tan

Chapter 105

It didn't rain again that afternoon, but Tan Jiping's heart was filled with frost that was colder than the rain.

Quietly, the sky was covered with snow, which froze the whole heart.

Tan Xiao was sitting in the coffee shop early, lazily outstanding. A tall foreign man was sitting opposite him.

They were sitting by the window, Tan Jiping grinned, went straight over, just stopped in front of the window, just in time to hear the man say:

"Well, have you considered it? My dear 'boyfriend'."

Tan Jiping trembled all over, stopped, tilted his ears, and subconsciously waited for the heavenly male voice to sound.

"Of course." Tan Xiao gently stirred the coffee, put the long spoon on the delicate milky white tray, leaned forward slightly, and smiled playfully, "I'm so happy."

There was a bang, a thunderbolt from the blue.

There are people coming and going on the street, as usual.

Tan Jiping's eyes and ears are empty, the world seems to be flickering, dark for a moment, and the happiness he yearns for, forever and ever, is hopeless.

He looked at the smiling Tan Xiao, Tan Xiao opened and closed his mouth up and down, and was still saying something to James, his beautiful peach blossom eyes were extremely twinkling and moving, but he couldn't hear a word.

can not hear.

The heart is cold, the world is also cold, even the air is so cold that it hurts at that moment.

The pain-sensing nerves seem to wake up completely at this moment, the pain, the pain is devastating.

Tan Xiao didn't wait for him.

Those vows, love and hatred, were suddenly shattered and turned into powder, leaving no scum left.

Tan Jiping's lips parted tremblingly, he didn't know what he wanted to say, he just spit out a mouthful of white mist that would dissipate in a blow.

Xu Er slid his fingers weakly, and touched the phone with the camera mode turned on.

Click.

He took pictures of the scene that awakened his dream come true.

Tan Jiping turned around and walked the way he had come, with heavy and hollow steps.

The wind is whispering, and those who are lonely and deeply trapped walk in the opposite direction, and they never see each other.

When the lanterns first came on, Tan Xiao’s light smile gently passed through the glass and was reflected in the colorful lanterns in the wind.

"Thank you for helping me settle Barr's matter." Tan Xiao tapped the rim of the cup lightly with a long spoon, and made a clear and pleasant voice, "But the matter of your male companion at the reception is only this time, and it cannot be mentioned again in the future." .”

James frowned.

Tan Xiao propped his left hand on the table, held the ear of the cup with his right hand and held up the coffee, and said with a smile, "Deal?"

Feeling guilty, James just sighed and picked up the cup like him. The two clinked glasses and took a sip each. Tan smiled and smacked his lips and closed his eyes comfortably.

When a liar chooses to remain silent, the truth drops into the sea, and it is purely coincidental to find it.

……

"Ah Ping."

Tan Xiao was half lying down, his face was extremely pale against the white sheets of the hospital bed.

Tan Jiping was by his side and responded softly.

Tan Xiao looked at him pityingly for a while, then turned sideways, raised his right hand which was not on the drip with difficulty, and patted Tan Jiping's head.

"I don't have a boyfriend," Tan Xiao said seriously, "Do you believe me?"

Tan Xiao said that he does not have a boyfriend, and he has no memory of the two years after he was in the United States. This reasoning is completely intuitive.

He blinked, Tan Jiping put his palm on his forehead, combed his forehead hair, and kissed his forehead.

"Trust." Tan Jiping lowered his head and looked at him in front of his eyes. In the depths of his gaze was Tan Xiao's "long goodbye" nostalgia.

Tan Xiao smiled, "What if there is? What if my intuition is wrong, what if... there is really someone waiting for me in the United States?"

"It doesn't matter, it doesn't matter anymore." Tan Jiping shook his head, "It is enough for you to be by my side now. I just hope that you will remember in the future, if there is... you can also forget me, and don't... Walk away without a word."

"I can't stand it, smile."

"Ah Ping..." Tan Xiao's heart was sour, and his tone was slightly choked, "...my heart hurts."

"I'm not worth it...Although I'm not worth it, I still want to ask with the cheek," Tan Jiping took his hand and kissed it on his lips, "Can I save my heart for now? There's no need to feel bad now Me. After you came back, I did a lot... things that made you sad. Smile, when you think about it later, I'm afraid this bit of distress is not enough to take the blame. "

"If there are any in the future, let's save them together," Tan Jiping said solemnly, holding Tan Xiao's hand, "Try to get a gold medal to avoid death before your memory is fully restored."

"It sounds like he has done a lot of excessive things." Tan Xiao wanted to be serious and scare him, but he didn't collapse, burst into tears and smiled, his eyes sparkled, "Okay, I'll save it for you, you Come on."

"Hmm." Tan Jiping saw him smiling, his heart melted into a puddle of water, he touched the faint hard mark on his wrist, and said in a low voice, "...does it hurt?"

"It doesn't hurt anymore." Tan Xiao's hand was infused with fluid, and his fingers had no strength, and he grasped Tan Jiping's hand limply, "I didn't feel anything at the time."

At that time, Tan Xiao was lying in the bathtub, only hated that the speed of blood flow could not keep up with the speed of heartache spreading, whether the wound hurts or not, he didn't feel it for a long time.Just thinking of you, thinking of wanting to die.

Tan Xiao didn't hold out any hope that he could get through the phone call. He didn't expect to be able to communicate with Tan Jiping in some way before he died. He was already very happy.

"Don't do this again." Tan Jiping couldn't understand Tan Xiao's ease, his throat was as uncomfortable as if it had been burned by a fire, and the choked voice was not easy to squeeze out, and it became an angry voice, "Shut me, if you don't like it, don't you?" Happy or not like to think... want to die, if you have such a thought, greet me all the time, smile... don't do stupid things, I almost, never see you again."

If it wasn't for that phone call, if he hadn't pulled Tan Xiao out of the blacklist that day, Tan Xiao would have disappeared, forever and ever, in a place he couldn't touch.

Almost.

Tan Jiping closed his eyes, unprepared to shed a tear.

Tan Xiao squinted his eyes and smiled, lying on his back, beckoning to him, "Come here."

"Here we come." Tan Jiping wiped his eyes roughly, and bent over to support Tan Xiao, "What's wrong?"

Tan Xiao blinked and opened his arms, "Let me hug you."

Tan Jiping put down the legs that supported his body, embraced Tan Xiao as he said, buried his head in Tan Xiao's neck, and took a deep breath. The reassuring smell and the real body temperature in his arms made him satisfied and comforted.He closed his eyes and said, "Hug."

Tan Xiaohui hugged him, rubbing the thorny stubble on the back of his head, his arms trembling slightly, he whispered: "Well, hold on for a little longer."

Hold on longer, don't let go.

"Okay." Tan Jiping reached behind his back and hugged him tighter.

Tan Xiao's eyes were wet and the pillow was wet.

On the second day, Tan Jiping took Tan Xiao and Luo Feng to the cemetery to visit Tan's father and mother.

Luo Feng posted a miserable Weibo post at night, saying that he couldn't update tomorrow and wanted to see the smart and dignified Aunt Tan. Tan Xiao's fans immediately expressed their support and went without updating, and circled Mr. Tan. Mr. Tan told him They have to take good care of Tan Xiaoda, who is recovering from a serious illness and can't stand a little storm.

Mo Yang also came to join in the fun, Meng Jinwen was free on vacation, so he followed, Yu Nian's parents were not in the country, so after thinking about it, he followed.

A group of people bustled and bustled, dispelling the coldness of the cemetery.

"The ground is wet, be careful slipping."

Tan Jiping supported Tan Xiao, and said to the humanity behind him expressionlessly.

Luo Feng jumped up and down, not paying attention to the mud, especially when Yu Nian was still standing behind him.

"What are these little white flowers? There are piles of them, and they look pretty."

Luo Feng picked one quickly, and played with the root.

"I don't know!" Mo Yang said loudly, "This is a cemetery, don't pick it randomly, maybe it was raised by someone here with ashes!"

Luo Feng was frightened, looking at the photos on the tombstone, he felt very guilty, feeling that everyone was staring at him, he clung to Yu Nian and shivered.

Meng Jinwen and Mo Yang were wearing the same camel-colored woolen jacket, holding hands, and followed the large army at a leisurely pace.He hit Mo Yang and said in a low voice, "Don't talk nonsense, it's scary."

Mo Yang laughed strangely, "How do you know I'm talking nonsense? You can ask Tan Xiao if what I said is possible."

Luo Feng closed his eyes and was saying "I'm sorry" a series of times. Hearing this, he ran to Tan Xiao, squeezed Tan Jiping away, and made a face at Mo Yang, "Jin Wen Jin Wen, look after your family, I don't care. I'm going with you!"

He rubbed Tan Xiao's arm, and Tan Xiao stroked his hair comfortingly, "He's teasing you, listen to his nonsense."

Mo Yang laughed loudly, and Meng Jinwen blushed and hit him again, telling him not to be so loud.

Yu Nian kept laughing, embraced Tan Jiping who wanted to rush back to Tan Xiao, and hummed a song.

Luo Feng chattered and kept talking, but he didn't dare to pick things randomly anymore.

A group of people talked and laughed, walking on the narrow path with yellow mud beside the floor tiles, frightened birds flew past the trees, and spread their wings to the blue sky.

The author has something to say:

Last night, I fell asleep while typing and forgot to post my apologies... _(:_」∠)_, this chapter is so warm and sweet, I feel a bit sad that it is almost over... I love you guys~~Thank you for your comments Favorite~~