Miss, reach out

Chapter 29

No.20 Nine beats: single-plank bridge

"No, I didn't mean that..." Sui Yi retorted.She raised her eyes to see that Xia Yanran's face was not very good-looking, and her heart suddenly rose to her throat.

In such a tense environment, Sui Yi could still find time to think that she was more afraid of seeing Xia Yanran get angry than Zhang Zhijie's bloody remarks.

Wait, are you angry?

Sui Yi was in a daze for a moment, and suddenly remembered Xia Yanran whom she just met.At that time Xia Yanran had always been autistic, afraid of crowds, introverted and easily shy; she never said what happened, and sometimes she didn't even know that Xia Yanran was in a bad mood.

When did she expose her emotions so bluntly in front of her?

During the time she was in a daze, Xia Yanran just stared at her so straightly, with the appearance that she would not let Sui Yi go unless Sui Yi said something.

"Of course..." Sui Yi sighed helplessly. She would still feel a little embarrassed when she saw Xia Yanran. Nothing happened.

If Xia Yanran were to let her focus on making her happy at this time, she probably wouldn't be able to do it.

Xia Yanran snorted, crossed her arms across her chest, and frowned, very unhappy, but the point of her unhappiness didn't seem to be the little love between herself and Sui Yi.

"Did I tell you that I'm optimistic about it, and then go to date when I think it's suitable. Did you really not feel anything wrong with him before the date?"

Sui Yi pursed her lips, and her shoulders slumped: "I was talking on the Internet at the time, how could I see so much, and he was quite normal when he was talking to me."

Xia Yanran moved her toes, feeling an urge to kick Sui Yi.

"Aren't you in the same class? Why don't you know anything about the situation?"

Sui Yi looked at her distressedly, and said cautiously: "I really can't help it. I'm usually busy with clubs, and the rest of my time is spent working and looking for you. I really don't have the time to learn about these things."

Xia Yanran clicked her tongue, kicked Sui Yi very selfishly, her white and tender feet didn't use much force, but it made Sui Yi's heart flutter.

Ranran's feet are so white, small and cute, what size are these feet? 35? 34?

"You mean to blame me? Blame me for staying with you for too long, and you don't have time to deal with interpersonal relationships?"

Sui Yi, who had a strong desire to survive, quickly turned her eyes away from Xia Yanran's feet, and answered her with righteous words.

"No, no, I will never spend too much time with Ranran, it's my own problem..."

Sui Yi suddenly shut up.

Ever since she realized that Xia Yanran might like her, she often thought of what Wen Biyu said to herself before, and every time she came out of her mouth, she would silently condemn herself.

Why can't I control my mouth in front of Ranran?What nonsense are you talking about!Let others misunderstand what to do!

Naturally, Xia Yanran didn't know about Sui Yi's careful thoughts, and Sui Yi's straightforward words obviously pleased her.Her lips curled up slightly, and she kicked Sui Yi's thigh with her toe.

"So talkative? Really?"

Sui Yi's heart is itching, Xia Yanran's cute little gesture at this time, in her opinion, is simply teasing!She really wanted to grab the man's ankle and press him down on the bed...

No no no! !Sui Yi, calm down! !What outrageous things are you thinking! ! !

Sui Yi wanted to cry without tears and covered her face with her whole palm, she was afraid that Xia Yanran would see her wretched expression and cause bad influence.

Xia Yanran frowned, seeing that Sui Yi didn't speak for a long time, she continued to kick, asking impatiently while kicking.

"I asked you something, why didn't you speak... ah!"

This unexpected scream made both of them stunned for a moment, Sui Yi looked at her hand grabbing Xia Yanran's ankle, and was stunned for a moment.It sucks to feel like you can't control your instincts.

She carefully adjusted her breathing, let go of her hand quickly, and looked up at Xia Yanran, only to see Xia Yanran's slightly flushed cheeks and slightly parted red lips.

Sui Yi's heart thumped, and his eyes quickly recorded the scene.

Also, when she lifted Ranran's foot just now, she clearly saw...something pure white.

The observation angle is tricky and exquisite.Sui Yi gave herself a compliment in her heart.

"I thought it would be too sad for you to break up and break up in front of my eyes. That's why I stayed with you. After a long time, you were very energetic, and you still wanted to tease your senior sister, huh?" Xia Yanran hugged her knees, with the heat still on her face, she glared at Sui Yi.

Sui Yi scratched her face in embarrassment, although she was indeed angry and wronged at first, but after such a fuss, she couldn't remember what her emotions were like just now.

But I still have to put on a show, "Well, although I am very angry and sad, but I can't get rid of my ignorance. Maybe I haven't been in a relationship before, so I'm a little flustered."

Xia Yanran pursed her lips.Fluttering, it's quite normal.But she didn't want to see Sui Yi feel elated because of being confessed by a boy.

But she still pretended to be very calm, lightly patted Sui Yi's shoulder, and comforted: "It's okay, who hasn't met a few scumbags in one's life. Let's make it a long memory and learn from it." Experience and don’t make the same mistakes in the future.”

"En." Sui Yi nodded, "I should be glad that I saw it clearly early and was able to get rid of him earlier."

"It's the best if you can figure it out." Xia Yanran sighed sincerely.

Sui Yi smiled softly, what she didn't tell Xia Yanran was that after this bad experience, she was already somewhat repulsed by boys.

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All along, Sui Yi has been insensitive to things like love.

Since she was a child, her interpersonal relationship in the class was quite good. Someone would come to tell her what happened in any small corner of the class. She listened curiously and couldn't help but marvel.

She thought, it turns out that there are so many colorful stories happening to so many people at the same age and in the same environment.

Of course, there are gossip news about who has a puppy love with whom, who has a crush on someone secretly, who has broken up with someone, and so on.

Sui Yi grew up relatively quickly. When everyone was still little Luo Boding, she was already taller than the boys in the class.This situation continued until high school and then gradually improved.

In other words, Sui Yi's huge body actually discouraged many boys.And she herself has been looking at it from the perspective of a passer-by, and she has watched it countless times in love and love. She is fully aware of the complexity and change.

So when someone started to confess to her in high school, she didn't dare to touch her casually, let alone agree.

She has been innocent and ignorant all the way to university, so she has no relationship experience yet.

When Zhang Zhijie confessed to her, she still thought about who this person was for a long time.To be honest, she didn't want to agree to him, but with complicated and delicate expectations, she ran to ask Xia Yanran what she thought, but she didn't expect Xia Yanran to encourage her to try in such a flat manner.

There is nothing more difficult than riding a tiger, and a dilemma.

She hated Xia Yanran for pushing her out so calmly, and couldn't help but get angry with Xia Yanran.During the week with Zhang Zhijie, she tried not to go to see Xia Yanran once, but she still remembered to remind Xie Miaomiao to accompany Xia Yanran to have breakfast.

She knew that Xia Yanran was lazy too, no one reminded her, she would never remember to eat breakfast.

She has never been in contact with other boys, and she doesn't know what the relationship status of boys and girls is like. When she feels wronged and sad, when many girls in the class come to discuss with her in the name of gossip, they are accustomed to her wronged, even Tell her to learn to understand boys, boys are like this.

Because they are all like this, I must be wronged, and I must do things according to their regulations?Even if she doesn't want to comply with these demands at all?

Sui Yi couldn't understand. Her mother left early, and no one told her about the relationship between men and women. Her father was already exhausted from earning money to support the family, so naturally he wouldn't tell her about it.

But Papa Sui has always been the ideal type of man in her heart.She thought that there would be many such men in the world, until she heard the complaints and descriptions of her boyfriend from the classmates in the class.

She couldn't understand why the girls around her could still be considerate when the boys had attacked them personally.What's more, the boyfriend pointed at the girl's family members and scolded her. The girl still felt sorry for her boyfriend and chose to forgive him.

Sui Yi is a little confused. For such a person who doesn't know whether he will enter the marriage hall with you or stay with you for the rest of his life, is it really worth letting his parents be trampled and humiliated?

She didn't know whether it was her narrow-mindedness that was too strange, or these girls were pitiful.

So she tried to follow what the girl said, to follow what Zhang Zhijie said, try not to overstep the rules, meet Zhang Zhijie's request, and understand Zhang Zhijie, although she didn't like Zhang Zhijie's behavior at all in her heart, and in the end it made her disgusted and irritable .

But she was still called a bitch.She found it funny, and couldn't understand why such a man had girls come to persuade him to make peace.

It seems that people are used to it, for the gentleness of a man's little charity, they can spend all their wealth.

Sui Yi really wanted to ask these girls, is it worth it?

You have been loved and protected by your parents for half of your life at home. Your parents regard you as the apple of their eye and cannot bear the slightest grievance for you, but you ruin yourself and allow yourself to be hurt by scum.

It's an incomprehensible operation.

Sui Yi looked at the news on the screen that the monitor's girlfriend had come to persuade him to make peace, and wanted to laugh but couldn't.

Why do some people ask you to do something with self-righteous concern when they clearly don't know the truth and don't understand cause and effect?

Hearing what she said, Xie Miaomiao looked at the sky quietly and said in a low voice.

"What if they are well aware of certain situations, but still choose to come over to persuade them to make peace?"

Sui Yi was startled and turned to look at her.

Xie Miaomiao turned her face, the setting sun cast a shadow on her face, it was not clear.Her icy voice came out of her mouth with a coolness.

"What if they dragged you into the water not because of you, but because they want to have one more companion and one more chance to feel sorry for themselves?"

Sui Yi's heart fell into an ice cellar for an instant, and the biting coldness made her a little breathless.She had never had such a guess, but now that she had such an explanation, she felt that many things made sense.

"Although what I said may be a bit exaggerated, life is indeed full of such dross everywhere. Life is like a single-plank bridge. There will be many people and things that affect your progress. What we can do is to repeat it over and over again. Ask yourself what you really want to do, and try not to be interfered with by these external factors.”

"After all, life is our own. How we should go depends on our own decisions. No one will be responsible for their own influence on your life."

"So, don't leave any regrets, and see what you really want."

The author has something to say: Sui Yi's desires in certain aspects are actually quite strong...a beast!