Love Letters

Chapter 383 It’s a boy

How could she have such a memory? She had never experienced it before...

She didn't even have the memory of being alive, but suddenly many fragments of things she had never experienced flashed through her mind.

Before I had time to think about why I was thinking of these things, more fragments of memories suddenly flooded into my mind.

In an instant, I was pulled back to my past memories, which I will never forget for the rest of my life.

On a rainy autumn night, a baby cried, and then a woman cried.

She started to laugh after crying for a while. Looking at the baby in the nurse's arms, she whispered, "I'm sorry, mommy wants to use you to buy her freedom..."

Then, she closed her eyes as if she was relieved.

In contrast, the man outside the door had a gloomy face.

Even hearing the baby cry didn't help much.

"Mr. Xu, it's a boy."

The nurse came out excitedly to announce the good news, but the man didn't even look at her and just walked away.

His parents don't love each other, nor do they love him.

The little boy came into this world without any blessings and grew up day by day.

Although he was not loved or expected by his parents, he inherited all the advantages of his parents.

His nose and mouth are like his father's, straight and three-dimensional.

Her skin is like her mother’s, fair and delicate, cold white skin, and her eyes have her mother’s expression.

"Uncle housekeeper, where are my parents?"

"Ah! They are busy with work, so they don't have time to come."

"Hey! Mr. Xu didn't come again."

"Since his wife left, Mr. Xu has never come here again. He only calls once or twice occasionally, asks how people are doing, and then hangs up."

At first he believed their white lies, but later he gradually stopped expecting them.

He Miao's understanding of Xu Mobai's childhood came simply from what Song Wenqing had said to her over the phone before, and she didn't clearly understand what she meant by treating him badly.

Now that she had a clearer understanding, she suddenly wanted to hug Xu Mobai at that time.

Tell him not to be afraid, that he will find him and love him in the future.

It was the summer when they were seven years old, with the cicadas chirping, and it was also the day they first met.

She finally remembered the little boy Xiaobai who had always been in her vague memory.

That summer, a lost little boy met a little girl who was alone.

The girl said she could be his first friend.

In fact, she had a conflict with her friends at that time and had no friends to play with.

She invited him to live in her home, and the two spent an unforgettable and happy time together.

Unfortunately, he was taken away by his family not long after.

She was very sad at first, but then she felt better because her friends came to see her again.

He Miao really couldn't remember anything that happened so long ago before.

He said he liked her at that time?

Then in high school, the two met at Tamagawa Seventh Middle School.

He really likes looking at her, it's as if his eyes are attached to her body.

At that time, Xu Mobai was not as introverted and calm as he is now, and he did not look like a good student at all.

Although I can’t say I was sunny and cheerful, my temperament was more frivolous and naive than it is now.

She almost thought that these memories were just figments of her imagination.

He liked to tease her and call her stupid.

But she was really stupid at that time, especially from her perspective now.

Now that she thinks about it, she liked Xu Mobai at that time because she was attracted by the way he smiled. He was really handsome!

He always talked to her and his behavior was obvious, so she guessed that he was interested in her.

But he didn't confess...

She immediately thought of the scumbag Aquaman, and looking at his face and the various signs of how he treated her, she became even more convinced.

But she really couldn't stand this ambiguous atmosphere, so one day after school, she plucked up the courage to keep the man.

If you are rejected, you must give up. Never give the scumbag a chance to take advantage of you, and don't hang yourself on a tree.

He was still smiling when the two of them were at the back wall of the school.

But she felt a little sad.

What I've been thinking about is what to say so that it won't be too embarrassing if he rejects me.

"Xu Mobai, I like you."

As soon as the words came out of my mouth, my brain started to loop, "I'm sorry, I was just playing around."

"Then let's date!"

"what?"

She was stunned, thinking she had heard it wrongly, "Are you kidding me?"

"No."

He had a faint smile on his face, "I'm serious about you."

"Then why do you......"

She didn't finish the rest, she wanted to see if he was really the same as she guessed.

Ignore the awkward confirmation, they really are together.

Xu Mobai was different from what she had guessed. He was more serious about her than she thought.

So much so that when she later asked him why he liked her but didn't confess to her, he said that he was afraid she would be scared away by him, so he wanted to wait for her.

I didn’t expect that they were so brave in the past that they dared to fall in love early.

They would secretly hold hands and exchange glances in class, go home together after school, hug, kiss, and even...

Like all lovers, they will acknowledge and promise each other: no matter what happens, they will come back to you in the end!

At the beginning, she was not He Miao, who was obsessed with making a comeback in the college entrance examination, and he was not the abstinent and taciturn Xu Mobai.

They studied together, fell in love, and fell in love...

Like all young people, their youth is colorful.

They were so happy at that time.

At that time, their youth was truly shining!

That’s right, I haven’t studied well, how can I not hide?

Later, just as she worried, they were caught in a premature relationship.

At the same time, He Miao also discovered another side of Xu Mobai.

He was sinister and cruel... he was no longer just the frivolous and bad guy he appeared to be.

She saw his panic, his bewilderment, his embarrassment.

He was calm and at ease in front of her...

This would happen to anyone, their ugly side being exposed in front of the person they love.

But she ran away at that time...