Chapter 258 Sleepless
Chapter 258 Sleepless
Although it wasn't long until dawn, after a simple meal, Su Jingsi took a shower and decided to lie down on the bed.
However, Su Jingsi, lying on the bed, could not fall asleep as easily as he had imagined. In his familiar bed, he tossed and turned like a pancake.
Ouyang Mengmian's appearance broke Su Jingsi's single status of more than 20 years. In fact, the two of them only lived together for a very short period of time. But this short period of time, like a spell, changed Su Jingsi's sleeping habits of more than 20 years.
At this moment, Su Jingsi has developed the habit of hugging Ouyang Mengmian to sleep every night. For him, Ouyang Mengmian's soft body is a natural sleep aid - although Su Jingsi does not have symptoms of insomnia, since living with Ouyang Mengmian, he has also learned the taste of falling asleep with the person he loves.
The infinite sweetness carries with it an indescribable peace of mind and happiness. It is a feeling that even hugging the other person intimately is not intimate enough. It is a feeling that is easily addictive.
Normally, Su Jingsi didn't feel anything when he lived with Ouyang Mengmian; but now that Ouyang Mengmian suddenly left, Su Jingsi was suddenly faced with the situation of Ouyang Mengmian's absence, and he felt severe withdrawal reactions both physically and mentally.
Su Jingsi tossed and turned in bed for a long time, his mind still in a mess. Every sleepless night was engraved with Ouyang Mengmian's gentle and sweet breath and soft and warm body. The indescribable lovesickness madly invaded his limbs and bones, and he frantically shouted Ouyang Mengmian's name.
Although Ouyang Mengmian did not explain her specific whereabouts in the note, he also gave a very important hint. If it weren't for this hint, Su Jingsi didn't know how anxious he would be.
But even though he and Ouyang Mengmian were extremely close boyfriend and girlfriend, Su Jingsi knew very little about Ouyang Mengmian's situation. It was not that Su Jingsi did not want to know, in fact, he was looking forward to this day coming as soon as possible in his heart all the time!
The reason why Su Jingsi did not ask Ouyang Mengmian was that he was trying his best to respect Ouyang Mengmian's idea - he hoped that Ouyang Mengmian would take the initiative to tell him about her family situation one day in the future. In that case, it would mean that their relationship would be further developed and move in a new direction!
Now Su Jingsi was lying quietly, but he regretted that he was too tame at that time - was it respectful not to ask? Well, he admitted that he was just trying to save face! Isn't this retribution in this life! Now, he deserved it for being clueless!
After complaining about himself for a long time, he couldn't help but complain about Ouyang Mengmian's "stinginess" - why didn't she tell him her specific whereabouts, so that if he missed her, he could go to see her...
Now he only knew that she was safe, and he knew nothing else! She wrote that she would contact him when she was ready - he didn't know when she would be ready? What if she was never ready, would he just sit there and wait in vain? !
The full confidence that Su Jingsi had felt when he looked at the note before, now could not withstand careful thinking, and was filled with uncertainty and the resulting uneasiness.
But this made Su Jingsi even more unable to sleep. He opened his eyes wide, staring at the endless void in confusion, as if he wanted to see something clearly through the dark night.
At this moment, although Su Jingsi did not believe in ghosts and gods, he prayed to all the gods and Buddhas in his heart.
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