Know Yourself in the Dragon World

Chapter 108 The Omniscient

"Are you sure?" Mr. Han asked, "If you don't take the initiative to cause trouble, you can still have a happy time at Kassel College. You can drink with Lu Mingfei and Finkel, be the director of the management department of the freshman fraternity, and have girls chasing you."

"It's really happy enough." Han Qiu smiled foolishly twice, but then became lonely again, "But it's always the calm before the storm. The happier the days are, the more I can't accept watching them walk towards the inevitable tragedy one by one. Even if I can save them, they still have to go through it again. It's too cruel."

"You always think about them, what about you?" Mr. Han asked.

Han Qiu was speechless for a moment. It sounded like a philosophical question, but not entirely.

Just like a news report I saw before, in a family, the parents died unexpectedly, leaving only the eldest daughter and two younger brothers to depend on each other.

For the sake of her two younger brothers, the eldest daughter dropped out of school and worked, and finally her younger brothers had a good life.

how about you?

Same problem.

Some questions have no solution no matter how you ask them.

The world itself is contradictory, and so is human nature. There are very few extremely pure people.

Han Qiu is neither eight years old nor eighteen years old. His real age is already over twenty.

As the old saying goes, he is over the age of twenty.

If you ask him whether it's worth it, he really can't answer you.

Whether it is worth it or not, it is only a corner of one's heart, the tip of the iceberg.

He could not describe his own true nature because he himself had never fully seen it.

Just like before, he felt that he did not have mental mysophobia, he just did not have the qualities of a scumbag.

Theoretically speaking, he doesn't need to consider responsibility in this world and can be a scumbag.

But when the opportunity came, he refused it.

It was then that he realized that he was suffering from a disease called "feeling".

He just couldn't bring himself to do anything to someone who had no feelings.

If you have feelings, you shouldn't use lousy words like "take action" to describe them.

"I can't answer that," Han Qiu said, "but I can be sure that I won't regret doing this."

The most difficult thing in life is to have no regrets.

For most people, under the tide of the times, no matter whether you choose to be selfish or selfless, you will inevitably regret it because it is not your own decision.

"Besides, you need a change in cause and effect. If I go this way, I can improve myself faster, right?"

"Yes." Mr. Han was a little surprised, "You actually figured it out."

"It's not like I don't do anything every day. According to my current understanding, you are more like a medium. I feel that one day, I won't need you to act as this medium. I can rely on those causes and effects to improve myself."

Mr. Han smiled but said nothing.

"But don't worry, I'm going back, and this place will be yours sooner or later."

Mr. Han asked: "Why do you still want to go back? Was your life there good? Or is it not exciting enough here?"

"It's wonderful, very wonderful, but the more wonderful it is, the more I can't let go of the idea of ​​going back." Han Qiu recalled the past, "In the original world, I achieved nothing, and my efforts were useless. I was just an ordinary person, maybe not even an ordinary person. But it is precisely because of these established pasts that I want to try to live a better life. Maybe it's because I'm still young. Young people shouldn't be depressed, right?"

"Maybe." Mr. Han replied.

Nothing is certain, maybe that's the norm.

Han Qiu turned the car key. "As you said, maybe. Maybe if I follow my current thinking, I can figure it out more and answer the question you mentioned, 'What about you?'"

“They’ll call you stupid.”

"Are you stupid? It doesn't matter. Before you figure it out, just follow your own ideas. As long as you don't do anything bad, it's not wrong." Han Qiu smiled indifferently.

People who do not consider their own interests are called stupid, and those who do not put themselves within the scope of benefits are called stupid.

Han Qiu understood this idea.

But please, this is a book, Han Qiu just wants a win-win situation and doesn't want to take all the benefits by himself.

I don't have any other ideals in this life. I just want to experience a win-win situation and feel the joy of being a savior.

"I want to challenge the darkness here." Han Qiu said: "I have always been accepting darkness and I am used to it."

"Do you mean?"

"Myself, those cowardices, those selfishness, those complaints. Mad, who doesn't have a great and glorious dream when they are young!" Han Qiu stepped on the accelerator, "I'm going to pick up my senior brother and Xia Mi now."

"You win. I will give you the ten Word Spirits from that bet as soon as possible." Mr. Han readily admitted defeat.

He could hardly see the young man clearly.

Whether it is the brain circuit, what is insisted, or the thought.

"That bet? Last time you asked me if I had forgotten something, is this it?" Han Qiu looked straight ahead with a calm tone.

"Yeah. Seeing that you didn't remember it, I thought you had forgotten it and sunk into this world." Mr. Han shook his head. "Now it seems that I have lost."

"I didn't forget it at the time, but I didn't want to embarrass you. I could sense that you couldn't come up with ten Word Spirits at that time, so I didn't answer you. In fact, after more than two years of getting along, I have some guesses about your identity, but I'm not sure."

"There will be an answer, take your time."

"know."

"The original story has no ending. I will tell you everything I know. There are some secrets in this world that I don't know either. You need to explore them yourself."

"The road... is blocked? Which eunuch did this?"

"The Green-faced Beast."

"It's a good name. Tell me as much as you know, and remind me of the risks if necessary."

"I understand." Mr. Han said, "I can cancel the so-called mission. I will let you clearly feel how much cause and effect you have changed and how much power you have accumulated with me."

"No, I'm used to this task system. It feels weird to remove it suddenly. Besides, I'll leave you something to do. You can't accomplish great things by yourself. I have to build a team and have my own power. Otherwise, I'll probably end up like Old Tang and Xia Mi."

"Are you planning to recruit Shami to join us?"

"Yes, she is very powerful, but the difficulty now is to help her get rid of the surveillance of the secret party." Han Qiu raised the corner of his mouth, "As for me, it's not that bad. As long as Norma can't lock me, I can escape anyway. Besides, with Xia Mi's help, I may be able to bring my brother over in the future."

"Didn't you think of getting Lu Mingfei to join you?"

"It's too difficult. He hasn't even figured out who he is or what he wants to do. Although being controlled by others is a sad thing, it's better for him than flying around like a fly. Maybe one day, when he figures it out, I'll consider taking him to do something that will get him killed."

"You are better than I thought. I have put the rest of the story in your mind. Think about it yourself and decide how to proceed."

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