irrepressible

Chapter 17 Love is a Problem

The next day, Lu Rui got up very late, and there were several missed calls on his mobile phone, all of which were from An Yu.He casually combed his hair that fell asleep like a chicken coop, and called back the phone, but accidentally called Han Lang, but the moment he realized it, he hung up immediately, and his sleepiness dissipated a bit .He collected himself and called An Yu again.

"Lu Rui! Why didn't you answer the phone yesterday? Do you know that I've been looking for you all day?!"

"What's the matter?" Lu Rui replied nonchalantly, "Why are you looking for me, I didn't go to school yesterday because of something."

"Are you coming out today?" An Yu smiled, "I want you to meet my friends."

There was no anger in An Yu's voice at all, but a hint of excitement.

"What..." Lu Rui was still half asleep, "Where are you?"

"My classmates are outside, can you have lunch with us later?"

"I'll take a shower first." Lu Rui rubbed his temples and replied, "Don't wait for me, eat first, I don't have much appetite."

"KTV night cat tonight, come here."

"Let's talk about it at night." Lu Rui threw away the phone and fell back into the quilt.

"Hey, don't pretend to be dead." Xu Qian jumped on the bed and stepped on him, his foot hurt so badly that Lu Rui's ribs were about to break, "Get up, you have something to do in the afternoon, come play with me."

"Oh... I don't want to go..." Lu Rui retracted himself into the quilt, but was kicked down by Xu Qian.

"I'm stupid!" Lu Rui rubbed his sore buttocks, and slowly got up from the ground. Anyway, he couldn't sleep anymore.

He really didn't want to get up, he even wanted to just sleep to death, or hit his head to death.Lu Rui stared at the snow-white wall in front of him, his eyes were straight, and it was the same when he was washing his face, the face in the mirror was lifeless.

Lu Rui and An Yu were walking aimlessly on the street, and now there are still two hours left to sing.Suddenly, Lu Rui saw a familiar figure. He was wearing a black windbreaker, making his already tall figure even more slender, and the gold-rimmed glasses added a touch of extravagance.He was about to say hello without even thinking about it, but An Yu who was beside him called out the other person's name first, "Brother Zhong?"

"An Yu?" Chen Lianzhong, who was still wearing a windbreaker, spoke first, "Lu Rui? You're here too. It just so happens that I have something to talk to you about. Can I take a moment to talk?"

An Yu frowned slightly and looked at Lu Rui.

Chen Lianzhong just smiled lightly, and his eyes fell on Lu Rui, "It won't take up too much of your time."

Lu Rui nodded and followed Chen Lianzhong to the other side.

"Have you met Han Lang?" Chen Lianzhong asked.

"What?! Not every day..." Lu Rui was confused when asked.

"I'm talking about Han Lang's attitude towards you. Has he not explained it to you? Also, if you can accept An Yu, why can't you accept Han Lang?" , but now, I'm afraid I can only think that you are playing dumb."

"What the hell do you understand?" Lu Rui turned his head annoyed.

"Don't run away..." Chen Lianzhong sighed, "What are you doing and why, you know better than me."

"So what?" Lu Rui raised his head, but his voice was low and bitter, "What the hell do you want from me? That's right, I'm sorry for Han Lang, and I know he means that to me, but I Now I have no face to be with him!"

Lu Rui, who had been silent all this time, finally broke out, yes, he understood, he had understood it a long time ago.

He has understood since the day Han Lang came to talk to him.

Although he thought that Han Lang treated him too well, he never thought about it. He always thought that both parties were straight men.

If it's just friends, if it's just like before, Han Lang won't be angry with him for a month, and he won't make the two sides so stiff.He just wronged Han Lang and wanted to defend Han Lang, that's why he was so accommodating to An Yu... With a character like Han Lang, if he picks things up again, he will definitely be beaten by An Yu again.At that time, he was also worried about Han Lang's attitude towards him, so he stayed away from Han Lang like a god of plague. Who knew, An Yu also had the same thoughts towards him...

He was even soft-hearted for a moment, or because of a long-term love, anyway, he agreed to An Yu by accident, and it was too late to regret it.In order to escape a relationship he didn't want to face, he pushed himself into another trap, which now seems to be hell.

Probably, this is the doom in his life, he is doomed.

As for Han Lang being beaten by An Yu, after Han Lang talked to him, Lu Rui went to the security room to ask for a video. Although it was on the playground and the distant view was not clear, he probably knew about it.But what can he do?

At that time, he was already with An Yu, and a big mistake had been made.

At that time, he knew that he had to be honest.But being honest means losing, and he will lose Han Lang.

Once this layer of window paper is exposed, they will not even be friends.It was An Yu who ruined everything between him and Han Lang, but now he is with An Yu, and from outsiders' perspective, they are a sweet couple.

Lu Rui could only smile wryly, he couldn't bear it anymore, but he could only exile himself.

"Just be yourself." Chen Lianzhong said, he passed by Lu Rui and disappeared into the vast crowd, as if he had never been there.

Lu Rui felt that his time and space were misplaced, and it was night all of a sudden.

The voice in the KTV was loud, Lu Rui was drunk by An Yu with two glasses of wine, and collapsed on the sofa.In fact, he didn't eat much all day today, the alcohol was slightly high, and he was drowsy.However, the song I clicked is still playing continuously, and the original singer is also on. I can hear every line clearly. It is my brother's famous song.

"I really want to break the past and let tomorrow continue, so don't ask me for news..."

Lu Rui suddenly felt a headache. He wanted to change the song, but An Yu held him down. The next moment was a hot and moist kiss.He was very annoying, and there was an indescribable irritability. Today, An Yu pulled his hand and his waist, but he ignored him and let the other party play tricks.He only knew in his heart that he didn't feel it after all, maybe he was asexual, he suddenly wanted to laugh.

"Love is a difficult problem, it makes people dizzy, it may be possible to forget the pain, but it is not easy to forget you..."

Lu Rui didn't drink much, but he was already drunk.

He struggled to push An Yu with one hand. In a daze, it seemed that someone was pushing him. It seemed that a long time ago, someone was joking with him in KTV, because he lost the truth or dare and had a cup of wine.who's that person?He couldn't remember that someone was very close to him. He was really not used to being pressed against like this, so he moved his body a little annoyed, and said, "Old Han, stop making trouble..."

The man's movements seemed to have stopped.

The next moment, Lu Rui felt a burning pain coming from his cheek.Someone seemed to be talking loudly, his neck was pressed, and he was a little out of breath.Lu Rui can't distinguish anything now, he can only hear the melodious melody, stimulating his nerves one after another.

"Don't ask me if we meet again, don't care if I'm insincere..."

His stomach convulsed and he retched a few times, but nothing came out.He didn't know when he fell to the ground, he opened his eyes, only those dazzling spotlights flickered in front of him, he closed his eyes, but was dragged to the sofa again.The sofa is made of leather, it feels cold to the touch, and it is tightly attached to his skin... Lu Rui seemed to realize something, he stood up suddenly, and uttered words indistinctly, "You! Give me... give me a drink What..." Then his body lost strength and fell on his back.

"You never really left, you are always in my heart, I still love you and I can't do anything to myself..."

An unprecedented feeling came from the root of his spine, Lu Rui was like a fish out of water, the tendons on his temples were jumping, he suddenly shouted loudly as if he remembered something, " Han Lang!"

The melody in the KTV was still so beautiful, but the lights dimmed.

"If you forget me, there will be no pain. Leave the past in the wind..."

Han Lang and Du Yuan have already had lunch, and now they are watching a movie together. Han Lang is slumped on the seat, like a boneless squid, and Du Yuan is helping him hold the popcorn bucket beside him.Han Lang turned his body to get the popcorn, and hung himself on Du Yuan's shoulder by the way, but Du Yuan didn't move, his shoulders were very broad, and Han Lang felt very warm and solid.

However, an inappropriate phone ring suddenly rang.

Han Lang glanced at it, and complained to Du Yuan annoyedly, "There are sales every day, it's super annoying."

At this time, he noticed that he had a missed call from Lu Rui, which was at noon today.Han Lang hesitated for a full minute, and finally put the phone back in his pocket and continued watching the movie.

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