Inhabit you as a forest

Chapter 86

He slept heavily in the afternoon, dreaming scatteredly.

In the dream, Yu Jiang was warm and Wen Lian was cold, only the outline of the lower half of his face could be seen, and he opened his lips and said, "I don't like girls."

Sheng Qi asked desperately, "Then what am I?"

"I want to study hard and don't come to me in the future."

"I made you fail the exam, didn't I?"

Fly away like a bird...like a flower in the mud...how stupid am I to believe...

Sheng Qi opened his eyes coldly, the furnishings in front of him were strange yet familiar, and as his consciousness gradually came to his senses, he recognized that she was in Wen Lian's room.

Before returning to Yujiang, everything about Yujiang frequently appeared in her dreams.

She thought that if she hid far away, she would not be troubled by dreams after a long time.It was only later that it was found to be ineffective, and she was pushed back to Yujiang. Instead, it was as if she had found a panacea, and the frequency of her dreams plummeted.

Haven't had a dream in a while.

But in a leisurely afternoon, I dreamed about the sad fragments of the past again.

Dreams are reversed.

In the real world, it is Yu Jiang who is cold, and Wen Lian who sleeps soundly is warm.

Wen Lian turned his back to her, unable to see his face, but his long hair crossed the line and rested on Sheng Qi's pillow.

Sheng Qi sniffed and kissed lightly.

Their new shampoo has an elegant floral fragrance.

She carefully left the warm blanket, put on her clothes and walked to the window, reaching out to open a gap in the wind.The bright cold light rushed into the room, and the sun was dim, far less bright than it was before lunch.

Looking at it makes people unhappy, the trees are bleak, and the grass is withered and people are tired.

I was stunned for a while, and only let go of my hands after the deep sadness in my heart dissipated, letting the heavy curtains swallow the light again.

Turning around, she saw that Wen Lian had woken up early and was looking at herself quietly.

She asked, "Why didn't you talk when you woke up?"

"I'm afraid to disturb your thinking."

"I didn't think about anything, I just woke up, and I was dumbfounded."

Sheng Qi didn't want to tell her that he dreamed about the past again, and make her feel guilty or worried.Sitting on the edge of the bed on her side, using his eyes to describe Wen Lian's laziness after a nap, he stretched out his finger and poked the flesh on her cheek.

Wen Lian didn't resist, and blinked lazily, like a good cat.

Sheng Qi has never raised a kitten, so Wen Lian's big cat made her very happy. It would be great if it was smaller, so she could hug it on her lap and bully her.

"Can I ask you something?"

"Yeah." Wen Lian answered her, cheering up.The problems after the foreshadowing are generally not simple.

Sheng Qi brushed her hair aside, and asked her: "Your mother said that you were sick at home to recuperate, and occasionally disappeared for a while, where did you go?"

Her voice was so soft that only Wen Lian, who was close to her, could hear her. She was reluctant to use too much force with her tongue, as if it hurt wherever she touched it.

She didn't want to touch Wen Lian's scars, and in their relationship, she hardly mentioned the experience of Wen Lian's illness.

But she wanted to know about Wen Lian, and wanted to see if those invisible scars had healed. If not, she would help.But she was also afraid that her abruptness would aggravate the injury, so she hesitated for a few days before asking, and finally said it this afternoon.

Wen Lian evaded subconsciously, avoiding her eyes, "Did mom tell you to keep an eye on me?"

Because she had disappeared before, before living together, her mother would tell Sheng Qi to watch her carefully, right?

She guessed like this, her heart was full of bad feelings, what would Sheng Qi think of her.Her illness has been cured a long time ago, even if she is not cured, she is just sick, not crazy.

"Of course not." Sheng Qi drove away the bad guesses in her mind, and stroked her head casually.

"During the chat, I mentioned by the way that what she meant was that she used to ask a lot from you and thought she was doing it for your own good. But every time you hide away quietly and she can't find you, she knows that foreign objects are You are imaginary, and you are the most precious, she only wants you to be safe."

Sheng Qi didn't want Wen Lian to misunderstand her mother, because Wen Lian would be sad.So she helped Han Ruohua explain clearly.

"So I want to ask, where do you go every time. Is it a dangerous place?"

She was afraid that every time she disappeared, Wen Lian would have the thought of never going home, how helpless a person who was plagued by illness and restrained by drugs would be.Will it go to the water's edge, or to the rooftop.

Her worries were too late for too many years. At that time, Sheng Qi didn't know that Wen Lian was living like this. She was still going to Wen Lian's school again and again, looking forward to a chance encounter.

How do you know that Wen Lian is not at school at all.

Now that Wen Lian can be by her side well, it shows that everything is safe and sound, so why should she be afraid.

But she was still afraid that if the impulse destroyed her reason at the beginning, she would never see Wen Lian again in a flash.

When will she learn that Wen Lian is away, and what will happen to her.

The thought made her choke up.

"No."

Wen Lian broke her worry in a low voice, "I said before that when I was seriously ill, I didn't dare to think about leaving completely. Jumping into the lake or jumping from a building will bother people, it's unseemly, and it will scare my mother. Don't worry, no matter what I won't even go."

Her tone was calm enough not to be fake.Sheng Qi was relieved immediately, and sighed that Wen Lian looked weak and cat-like, but he was actually a person with a strong enough heart.

She accidentally fell ill, but she was actively trying to survive from the beginning to the end, and was responsible for her and her mother.

Therefore, Sheng Qi felt sorry for Wen Lian even more. How could a person be so rational that he was sick and took medicine, still thinking about other people, and still asking himself to be sensible, strong, and decent.

She must be very tired.

"Where did you go, did you find a place to eat and drink?" Sheng Qi asked further.

"Almost." Unlike Sheng Qi's heaviness, Wen Lian even smiled, "I'm back in No. [-] Middle School."

Sheng Qi was slightly stunned.

"The milk tea shop you frequented was expensive, so the business was not good. The first time I went there, it was still open, but the second time I went, it was closed. I bought a glass of lemonade, and the price of its lemonade was lower than others. You used to love to buy it for me two to three times as much, you used to love to buy it for me." Wen Lian narrated briskly.

Sheng Qi remembered, and then said: "Because I thought it was opened near the school, the price was set outrageously, and I wondered how delicious it would be. So I bought a cup for you. You said it tasted good, and I bought it often afterwards."

She thought that expensive things must be good, and she wanted to give Wen Lian all the good things.

"I still go to the stationery store you often visit. You always like to buy a lot of useless pens and notebooks. You also like to buy magazines and counseling materials. I remember that you had more than 20 books at the most, but very few of them were written."

Sheng Qi was ashamed: "There's a lot of money."

She doesn't like to go into the classroom, and every time she has to dawdle at the school gate for a while, she just goes into the stationery store and wants to spend.

Those tutoring materials were left to Cheng Juan before he left.

Wen Lian smiled and grabbed her sleeve: "I also think it's not good to have too much money."

"Children can't have too much pocket money, otherwise they will spend it recklessly, and they won't feel hard earned. But for adults, it's good to have more money." Sheng Qi has a clear mind.

She used to think that it didn't matter if she earned more or less, since she wouldn't starve to death anyway.Recently, I feel that the deposit is still too little.In the future, she will have to buy a house and a car. Although Wen Lian will share the burden with her, she also feels pressured.

Fortunately, housing prices in Yujiang are low and consumption is not high, so saving money is relatively easy.

Hearing what she said, Wen Lian asked: "Do you have enough money to spend? If the pressure is high, we will save some."

They never asked about each other's specific salary, the rent was paid by Sheng Qi, and most of the usual living expenses were paid by her.But when going out to eat and shop, Sheng Qi spends more.

"Of course it's enough, but I want to save money to marry you, the more the better." She calmly acted like a layman.

Because people live in their hearts, the status of "things outside the body" is getting more and more important.

Wen Lian joked: "If it's too hard to save, I'll marry you instead."

"That's fine. But you marry yours, and I'll marry mine."

Sheng Qi talked and lay down again, there was no movement outside the door, so the two of them stayed in bed with peace of mind.

"Do you drink milk tea every time and go to the bookstore?"

"Go back to the place where we lived, walk from the first floor to the third floor, sit for a while, and then walk down."

After she finished speaking, she asked Sheng Qi: "You sound like I'm stupid, it seems extremely hypocritical. I don't plan to be with you, but commemorating the past alone, it's useless."

"Not stupid, not hypocritical." They are all the same.

She has gone back, strolled, walked, chatted for comfort.

"Every time I see a tall girl in a school uniform around there, my heart beats faster, and I always mistake it for you."

After all, she seemed to be asking herself: "But the feeling of rapid heartbeat is uncomfortable. I don't know whether it is joy or fear."

Is she longing to meet Sheng Qi on the street, or is she afraid of facing the person she has finally let go of?

The more she talked, the more silent she became, Sheng Qi didn't want to talk any more.

She knew that Wen Lian didn't commit suicide when he ran out at that time, but it was enough to remember her, so she didn't need to delve into it.

She didn't want Wen Lian to be troubled by her previous emotions and feel unnecessary self-blame.

So he opened his eyes wide and leaned in front of Wen Lian's face, breaking the atmosphere with a smile: "My heart is beating faster, do you like to see me in school uniform, I can borrow one and show you how to wear it."

Wen Lian didn't quite understand, and looked at her ignorantly.I don't understand why "like" is involved, but when Sheng Qi smiles like this, he always has to say something.

Sure enough, Sheng Qi touched her body dishonestly, "Suppress/subdue the temptation/temptation, Xiaoqing/interest, I can cooperate."

"I don't, I don't need your cooperation." Wen Lian did not forget to defend himself when pushing her.

During the entanglement, the door was knocked again, and Xiao Qi barked twice outside.Seeing that no one agreed, bumped again, barking again.

"I really want to go out and beat it." Sheng Qi clenched his fists.

Soon Han Ruohua's voice came from outside the door, "Xiaoqi, don't disturb the sisters sleeping, go play by yourself."

That's all, I can't stay in bed anymore.

Sheng Qi had no more time to spare, and stopped making troubles. He and Wen Lian got dressed, made the bed, and went out.

Han Ruohua is holding the car keys and planning to go out: "I'll go to my colleague's house, drink tea and chat for a while, you are at home. I'll make dinner when I come back, if I'm hungry, there's food in the refrigerator, warm it up and pad my stomach."

"Okay." Wen Lian sent her out.

After seeing off the adults, the three children were very happy.

Sheng Qi called Xiao Qi to talk to him, "Why did you knock on the door when he was taking a nap?"

Xiao Qi probably didn't understand anything, but seeing Sheng Qi playing with it and talking with it, he was very happy, his short legs were moving around, and his little butt was twisting.

"Oh, it's so coaxing, so easy to be happy." Sheng Qi smiled and stroked its head with his hand.

Wen Lian saw it from the side, thinking silently, the technique was exactly the same.

If she didn't stop her, Sheng Qi could hug the puppy and kiss him.Although she is willing to keep pets, Ye Gong likes dragons, and her mother usually takes care of them, and her elder sister only takes Xiaoqi to play occasionally.

She can't accept too much contact with pets, and she can't kiss them.She doesn't kiss, and neither can Sheng Qi.

"Don't touch it with your mouth." She knelt down and told Sheng Qi seriously.

Sheng Qi nodded to her, and complained to Xiaoqi on the spot: "Your sister dislikes you, bite her!"

Xiao Qi seemed to understand but half understood, looking at her and then at Wen Lian.

Sheng Qi hugged it into his arms, and raised his paw towards Wen Lian, "The vicious dog attacks!"

Speechlessly looking at the children in the top class of the kindergarten, and then looking at Xiao Qi who was being played by Sheng Qi, Wen Lian cooperatively reached out to Xiao Qi's mouth, "bite."

Xiao Qi shrinks back.

Sheng Qi put his mouth on Wen Lian's hand, Xiao Qi fumbled to no avail, looked at Wen Lian, hesitated for a while, and obediently stuck out his little tongue to lick his sister.

"So cowardly." Sheng Qi was still fighting the fire.

Wen Lian said to her seriously: "Look, dogs don't bite people casually."

After rubbing Xiao Qi's head twice, she went to the kitchen to wash her hands, leaving behind Sheng Qi who frowned even more at Yue Pin's words.

Who is the meaning?

Is a dog better than her if it doesn't bite?

She put down the dog and chased after her, thinking, "Would I lick the dog?"

Rinse off the hand sanitizer, looked at her in disbelief, Wen Lian thought for a while and answered rigorously: "No. Are you satisfied?"