Inhabit you as a forest

Chapter 80

A year goes to the end, the time in previous years is just a foil to events, and the beginning and end of the year are the same.

Life and work are still the same, but busier than usual, so I have no expectations.

But this year's time has its original meaning, not just repetition and passage.

Every day has a taste, every moment has a moment of joy.

She sent a message to ask Sheng Qi, there was a meaning of urging her to return, and she hadn't seen him for half a month, she missed Sheng Qi, and believed that Sheng Qi missed her.

But Sheng Qi didn't seem to understand at all, and didn't come back to chat.She couldn't say it clearly, so she talked about tonight's arrangements instead.

It would be a lie to say that you are not lost.

But there is no rush.

When she was off work, her mother waited outside at the parking lot and took her to her aunt's house along the way.

The two families have not had a formal meal together this month, and they just took advantage of the New Year's Eve to have a meal.

Wan Yuduo's girlfriend is also there. Aunt Wen Lian likes this daughter-in-law-to-be very much. She has a personality like Sheng Qi, and this kind of person will please the elders.

The young couple are like glue, ready to go out on a date after dinner.

The elders were chatting, and Wan Yuduo sat closer and asked Wen Lian, "Is Sheng Qi still not coming back?"

Wen Lian looked sluggish tonight and frequently lost his mind. He felt that it had something to do with Sheng Qi.

The matter of Wen Lian's illness made a big fuss that year, and my aunt couldn't hide it even if she wanted to.Wan Yuduo was worried, so he came back from school to visit her, and told her many words of encouragement.

But his mouth has never been smart. Wen Lian probably felt his ears callused after hearing these words, he was indifferent, and even responded perfunctorily.

Later, he mentioned Sheng Qi for some reason, as if a valve had been touched, the dead water in her eyes suddenly flowed, and her emotions visibly fluctuated.Joy and anger.

In the end, she frowned, her voice was cold: "Don't mention her, and don't mention her in the future."

Wan Yuduo was frightened, and to be cautious, he also told Han Ruohua not to mention Sheng Qi.Han Ruohua looked clear, "I know."

"Why, did they quarrel?" Wan Yuduo felt that Ning Ning didn't have a petty temper and rarely held grudges.

His aunt didn't tell him the reason at the time, and it was a year later when he found out.

Wan Yuduo went back to school to continue his classes, while Wen Lian stayed at home for a year. According to his mother, he looked fine, not serious.It's just that she will disappear occasionally, which scares her mother half to death.

In the summer vacation of his sophomore year, Wen Lian's condition was considered stable, and it seemed to be the same as before, but he didn't talk much.

One day she came to play at home and took the initiative to say to Wan Yuduo: "Let's go on a trip, I want to relax before school starts."

"where do you want to go?"

"Province y, any city will do."

When Wan Yuduo learned about the past while discussing with his aunt, the aunt would save face and would never disclose it.Telling him these things is because he knows that he is tight-lipped, and hopes that he will take good care of Wen Lian and explain her a thing or two.

After setting off, Wen Lian actively followed the strategy to travel in the past few days, and the two of them had a good time.But Wan Yuduo didn't know how to relieve her, he was afraid that mentioning Sheng Qi rashly would make her angry.

One night, the two of them were sitting on the balcony enjoying a breeze, and Wen Lian suddenly said, "I miss her very much."

She talked nonsense, but Wan Yuduo understood immediately. Fortunately, my aunt told her in advance.

"So do I," he said.

Wen Lian didn't ask him how he knew who she was talking about. He stared at him for a few seconds and concluded, "You liked her."

Wan Yuduo smiled shyly: "Who wouldn't like Sheng Qi."

"That's right." Wen Lian pondered.

He said: "Ningning, it's normal to miss her. We can think of a way and ask someone to check for her, and we should be able to find her. Auntie will not care about you now, you can do what you want."

"Because I'm a patient?"

Wen Lian asked him back calmly, seeing that he was speechless, she continued, "Then I can't bother Sheng Qi even more, I don't want to scare her, she must really hate me."

"I don't want to use my illness to force my mother to indulge me."

Wan Yuduo understood at that time that Wen Lian got sick because she was too considerate of other people's feelings.

Once people are a little selfish, they will be much better off.

Be a wayward child, whatever your elders think, you just want to come out of the closet, you just don't want to be obedient.

Will Guan Shengxi be frightened, find someone first, and then confess that he is sick, and he will cry and make trouble if he is not in a relationship.

How comfortable it is.

But because she is Wen Lian, she couldn't do it.

In September of this year, Wen Lian excitedly told him, "Sheng Qi is back."

He thought they would get back together right away, but Wen Lian said it might not be possible, but it didn't matter, he was happy to see people.

This time Sheng Qi had been away for so long, he felt that Wen Lian was falling in love.

It's not an exaggeration, his sister is inherently fragile.He wanted to call to tell someone to come back, but he was afraid of bad things.

Wen Lian said: "It's okay, let her play for a few more days, she will always come back, don't worry."

This is a lie.

He was on a business trip, separated from his girlfriend for a few days, and couldn't bear it anymore.Not to mention ten days.

On the way back with her mother, Wen Lian found that the street was extremely lively today.Young people like a sense of ritual, and they are all outside at this time.

This excitement made her very lonely.

No wonder Sheng Qi said that she wouldn't go there if there was an event, it was indeed better to lie at home.In this situation, if a person is outside, it will only be embarrassing.

When Han Ruohua saw that she had been silent, he felt a little nervous, wondering if her phone call would backfire and make Sheng Qi even more unhappy.

Why has it been a few days, and I haven't mentioned anything about it.

I don't know if Ning Ning knew that she called, but Ning Ning didn't mention it to her, did she not know or didn't care?

She dared not take the initiative to speak out, for fear of making her angry.

The mother and daughter, each with their own thoughts, walked silently all the way through the man-made bustle in the winter night, and arrived at the cold nest with only two people.

Wen Lian is not interested in an empty home, but prefers Shengqi's nest, "I'll go back later."

Han Ruohua knew that she was going to enter Sheng Qi's house again, so he didn't interfere with her, just said yes and went home.

As usual, Wen Lian opened the door expressionlessly, ready to sit down and read a book.

But the next second he froze, the light was on.

It was impossible for her to forget to turn off the lights when she left last night, glance at the dining table, and know that someone was at home.

He rushed to the room: "Sheng Qi!"

Sheng Qi was not in the room, so he came out from the workbench and called her, "Here it is."

She originally wanted to turn off the lights to surprise Wen Lian.But it's no fun to scare people if you're afraid of extreme joy.

He simply waited for her in the living room.

Wen Lian walked out of the room again and stood at the door, looking at Sheng Qi who just took off his earphones and was smiling at her.

She looked at Sheng Qi silently for a while, without moving a step.

Sheng Qi let her watch, and also looked at her.

Wen Lian asked her, "Why did you come back without saying a word?"

"I said it when I was leaving, and it caused you to miss work for half a day and rush back to see you off. You dare not say anything when you come back." Sheng Qi joked with her, half-truthfully.

"I asked for leave voluntarily, and it's okay, I'm not busy that day."

Wen Lian explained to her, and then asked concerned: "When did you get home, did you have dinner?"

"I came back after five o'clock and ordered takeaway."

Wen Lian cared about her most basic physical needs, and suddenly didn't know what to say.

She is nervous.

Sheng Qi came to this conclusion in his heart.

The two seemed to be speaking politely in a strange way, neither of them dared to get too close for fear of offending each other's territory.

On the way back today, Sheng Qi seriously thought about whether she loves Wen Lian or herself.

When she returned to Yujiang at the end of June, she asked herself the same question.Is she for Wen Lian or herself?

The answer she got that time was herself.

Human nature is good at deceiving, pretending to cover itself.She moved back to Yujiang, the simplest way to say it was naturally for Wen Lian, she couldn't let it go, she wanted to see her again, to make up for the shortcomings of the year.

But at a deeper level, could it be that she has nothing else, and the emptiness has reached a certain level, and she can't hold on anymore.There is only this obsession left, so I am eager to come back and drink poison to quench my thirst.

She is complicated.Everyone is, people who can move others often satisfy themselves first.

The word great has its own filter elements.

This time too.

Does she love Wen Lian?How much love, how much care?

When she left Yujiang, what would Wen Lian think, and did she really care about Wen Lian's thoughts?Or just care about your emotions.

This is also the embarrassment. People often find it difficult to take care of themselves and love others.

If she loves herself more, she will not return to Yujiang without hesitation, let go of the past easily, and change people is a matter of once and for all.

But if she loves Wen Lian more, she has to let go of her entanglement and stand in front of Wen Lian like she is now.

She wondered in bewilderment, what should she do if she gave Wen Lian more of her love.

But just now, before she had time to speak, Wen Lian rushed into the room to look for her back, and the first look she gave when she came out made Sheng Qi feel at ease.

Wen Lian cares about her, as long as Wen Lian loves her more, she will not lose money.

Even if Wen Lian chooses her mother between her and her mother, it doesn't mean that Wen Lian doesn't love her.

"I fell into the water with your mother, who do you save first", the inventor of this question is very embarrassing.

Let alone her mother who grew up with her, Sheng Guangming and Wen Lian fell into the water together, and asked Sheng Qi who to save, Sheng Qi still had to struggle for a while.

Where can someone be so freely put in the only position.

There is no comparison between blood relatives and love.

Mothers and lovers fell into the river, but most people saved their mothers.

But at the same time, people will only die for their lovers. They have never heard of parents dying and children looking for life.

While Sheng Qi was distracted, Wen Lian took a step, and she came back to her senses.But she found that Wen Lian still hadn't come over, so she asked eagerly, "Why don't you come over and give me a hug?"

Without waiting for Wen Lian to make a move, she walked over first. With her big strides, she could hug Wen Lian faster.

She gave her a solid hug.

Wen Lian hugged her waist.

Sheng Qi was wearing home clothes, which were warm and hot, and because Wen Lian had just returned not long ago, there was still some chill on his clothes, which caused Sheng Qi to shiver.

Wen Lian let go, not wanting to cling to her anymore.

Sheng Qi still hugged the person and asked, "How did you eat tonight?"

"Very good." It's a pity you're not here.

"Have you got any meat? Let me have a look at the scale later." Sheng Qi teased her.

Wen Lian felt guilty for a moment and remained silent.

Sheng Qi continued to tease, "After dinner, it is said that the water is already released!"

"Oh."

Wen Lian thought for a while, then changed the subject, "My cousin and her girlfriend went out to celebrate the New Year's Eve at night."

Sheng Qi thought that she was envious of others and wanted to satisfy her, "Do you want to go out to play too? We can go. I'll just change clothes."

Shaking his head, Wen Lian asked, "Didn't you say you want to stay in bed?"

She understood what that sentence meant now, just like doing reading comprehension, she suddenly became enlightened, and she couldn't bear to lose points.

She was so straightforward, but Sheng Qi was embarrassed, he hesitated for a long time, his ears turned red.

Wen Lian then stopped the topic, "Are you busy just now?"

"Not busy, just find something to do while waiting for you."

"Wait for me for a while, I'll go back and freshen up, and come to your house again?"

"sure."

Sheng Qi thought for a moment, then asked her softly: "Can you sleep at my place tonight? I want to celebrate the New Year with you."

Wen Lian didn't answer right away. She thought Wen Lian was afraid that she would be too presumptuous, and wanted to explain that she didn't mean that, so she backed down a step: "If it's not convenient, it's okay for you to go home and sleep after the new year. I'm just afraid it's too late , you go back, it’s freezing.”

"No, the two of us want to be together, and I also want to stay with you for a while." Wen Lian smiled at her.

Sheng Qi smiled happily.

When Wen Lian went home, Sheng Qi simply arranged the room in a cozy way, and then walked around, very satisfied.

That's right, come back and warm the bed with your girlfriend, tired of crooked, why spend time alone in a different place.

Even if you are not happy, you need two people to deal with it together. How can it be inexplicably better if you stay alone.

After finishing the arrangement, she flipped through a book of essays under the warm bedside lamp.

This behavior is very contrived, she can't finish a book in a month, let alone prose.But she hoped that when Wen Lian came to her, she was studying.

Because she found that Wen Lian seemed to be a bit fond of this. He is a top student, and he is serious, so he also likes to see people doing things seriously.

There are thousands of sex/addictions, she has to cooperate, pretend to be an intellectual, and give her girlfriend some excitement.

Reading has many benefits, besides making people knowledgeable and wise, it can also manage insomnia.

Immediate results, after only five pages, Sheng Qi was sleepy.

She remembered that time when Wen Lian borrowed her book, she couldn't read it at that time, when Wen Lian told her about her impressions after reading it, she seemed to say "sometimes I want to hide too".

She didn't understand at the time.

Thinking about it now, my heart hurts, and I feel sorry for Wen Lian.

Wen Lian also thought about telling it, but how could she open her mouth to share this kind of thing with others.

She, Wen Lian, and Han Ruohua didn't have a better solution to what happened a few years ago.

So now no one can feel better.

When Wen Lian entered the room, Sheng Qi was holding the book high.

Tuoshu's left hand was stretched with blue veins due to exertion, which was her favorite picture.

Their eyes met, Sheng Qi was in a trance, and he opened his mouth wide and yawned without the burden of being an idol.

Tears came out.

After the fight, I was suddenly embarrassed, and felt that I was out of tune with the romantic atmosphere.

So Wen Lian showed the happiest smile these days.

Sheng Qi, cute.