Inhabit you as a forest

Chapter 77

After attending grandpa's funeral, Xu Tongtong went back to school first, while Sheng Qi stayed for an extra day.

When Xu Tongtong was there, Sheng Qi felt that this was half her home, and she could live here with peace of mind.But as soon as Xu Tongtong left, she felt uncomfortable, so she might as well go out and stay in a hotel.

It's ridiculous to say that Xu Tongtong can give her the feeling of family, but Sheng Guangming, a father, can't.

When she first came to Province Y with him, Sheng Qi had high expectations. She had never lived with her parents before, so she thought that even if she wasn't close, she would still feel a trace of fatherly love.

But on the first day of her stay, she knew that she was abrupt, and the Xu family didn't like her, thinking that she came here to cause trouble.

So Sheng Guangming thought she was annoying.

At that time, she was very scared. When she woke up one day, Sheng Guangming asked her to pack her things and go back to Yujiang.

Not necessarily impossible, she was a trouble in the first place.

On the night of the car accident, when she wandered out late at night and couldn't go home, she had the idea of ​​going back to Yujiang ruthlessly.

Even if she went back, she didn't care if others pointed at her from behind, anyway, she had to go to university anyway.

But Wen Lian definitely didn't want her to go back.

She also doesn't want to have anything to do with the past.

Those people are all gone.

I want to make a brand new Shengqi.

She didn't want anyone in the past to know about her situation.

After the car accident, she became more determined in this idea.

At that time, she could feel Xu Tongtong's hostility, but she didn't like crying by nature, grandma said, things should be better.

On another level, this hostility made her feel more secure.It's good that someone is willing to tell the truth, so that she can understand more about how annoying she is, and restrain herself better, so that she can live more comfortably.

Moreover, whenever Xu Tongtong told the truth, Sheng Guangming and her mother, including the Xu family, would panic and be shocked.

The expression is very similar to the villain who was slapped in the face in the TV series.

The little Jiujiu in the hearts of some adults is extremely gloomy.

The Chinese people are greatly influenced by Confucianism, and they are gentlemen at every turn, benevolence, righteousness, propriety, wisdom and faith are too mysterious and too noble.To meet these daunting standards, hypocrites are multiplying.

Everyone wears a layer of whitewashed human skin, wrapped in dirty thoughts, and tacitly doesn't reveal anything to the party.But sanctimoniously use this to criticize others, shouting for courtesy and virtue, and get more paint from it to paint the human skin on their bodies.

Xu Tongtong is spoiled so much that she doesn't need a layer of skin, and there are many people who love her unconditionally.In addition, she doesn't like to put on a show by nature, she is good at exposing the truth, and she doesn't have the ability to empathize with embarrassment.

What she told Sheng Qi was the truth.

"You are superfluous, you will take away my emotions and property that originally belonged to me, you will make my parents quarrel over you, and you will make my uncle and them unhappy."

"You are so old, you don't need a guardian, and you can live well with money in Yujiang, why are you still an eyesore?"

"If you don't come, you won't have a car accident, and you won't repeat your studies."

When Sheng Qi heard these truths, the sadness in his heart was not worth mentioning, but he felt happy.

I am grateful for someone who can let her let go of her delusions and survive soberly.

She likes to see the guilty conscience of the hypocrite.

They will cover their mouths in annoyance: "The children are talking nonsense!"

Sheng Qi smiled politely, and said in a warm voice that it was all right.

Of course she's fine, it's those who are angry at her and Xu Tongtong.

Some people with bad mouths have no bad intentions, and Xu Tongtong is not stingy with kindness to those he likes.After Sheng Qi carefully avoided all the factors she was worried about, she finally felt that it was okay to have multiple sisters, and she didn't even need to call her sister.

So Xu Tongtong accompanied her and protected her. As long as he had what he had, he would help Sheng Qi get it.

If anyone said Sheng Qi, say in front of Sheng Qi that she won't meddle in her own business, that's what Sheng Qi should deal with.

If you talk behind your back and let her listen alone, she will definitely refute.

Over time, even her mother would not say a bad word about Sheng Qi in front of her.

So with her at home, Sheng Qi lives comfortably.

When eating, Xu Tongtong would take the initiative to help her get drinks, pick up vegetables and serve her meals.

Xu Tongtong is also arrogant and indulgent, likes to act like a baby and ask Sheng Qi to help her with small things, sleep with her, and send her to the station.

She is a few years younger than Sheng Qi, and Sheng Qi is willing to tolerate and never gets angry with her, because in Yujiang, her cousins ​​also dote on her.

Moreover, her forbearance is not a loss-making business. Xu Tongtong's "speaking rudely" to her and "ordering" her will allow Sheng Qi to get a corresponding return.

Dad would secretly give her more pocket money, and Xu Tongtong's mother would buy her clothes and be more polite to her.

Therefore, Sheng Qi knew that it would be more comfortable to be the disadvantaged party in Province y.

After sending off Xu Tongtong, Sheng Qi went home and dragged the drawing in the room for two days, no one bothered her anymore.

When the time comes, Xu Tongtong's mother will cook and ask her to eat together. Their topics are very shallow, and most of them surround Xu Tongtong.

Plainly like co-tenants under one roof.

But that's enough, Sheng Qi doesn't hate Xu Tongtong's mother, she is a qualified stepmother.She would not intentionally get close to Sheng Qi to make Sheng Guangming happy, but she would never target or treat her harshly. Any dissatisfaction would be directed to Sheng Guangming instead of spreading it on her children.

Early the next morning, Sheng Qi finished washing up and went out to catch the high-speed train.Sheng Guangming just had time and offered to send her off.

Not rubbing for nothing, Sheng Qi sat in the co-pilot graciously.

Sheng Guangming held the steering wheel and said, "You took the driver's license test early, and you've almost forgotten it by now."

"Don't tell me I didn't know I had a driver's license."

"..." Sheng Guangming was completely speechless.

"Have you considered buying a car?"

"No money." Sheng Qi glanced at him.

Sheng Guangming said warily, "Oh, I don't have money either."

"That's right, so I go out to squeeze the bus, and it's good to ride a shared bicycle." Sheng Qi can't go out a few times, but every time he goes to pick up Wen Lian, he does consider whether it would be better to have a car.

Sheng Guangming was silent for a while, and began to draw cakes, "When you talk about a stable partner and get engaged in a few years, I will discuss with your aunt to buy you a car... Hey, what attitude, talking to you, just sleep with your eyes closed gone?"

Sheng Qi yawned, "I'm sleepy, I drew until two o'clock in the morning last night."

"How much money can you make painting a month?"

He looked down on him anyway, Sheng Qi said nonsense: "Two or three thousand."

Sheng Guangming gave a "tsk", "Why don't you come back and look after the shop for me, you won't starve to death outside."

This statement has no credible value. If Sheng Qi really stayed here to help him look after the store, the Xu family would be furious, thinking that she wanted to divide the property.So go as far as you can.

Everyone is relaxed.

Before getting out of the car, Sheng Qi made it clear to him that he didn't want him to buy the car, and it didn't matter whether she got married or not in the future.

Sheng Guangming said impatiently, "You treat me like I really care about you."

Sheng Qi smiled: "That's great, Dad. I'm at my aunt's house during the Chinese New Year, so I won't be back. See you next year."

Three hours later, she arrived at the city where Wen Lian had been.

Province y is too big, what Wen Lian thought was "closer to her", is actually far away.And the city where she went to university was next to Wen Lian, but Wen Lian didn't know it.

They have missed a lot between each other, and they are using what they thought to be affectionate to miss each other, but they dare not really get close to each other.

She checked in, and it was the same homestay as Wen Lian at the beginning, but the room faced a different direction.

Lying on the hotel bed, she thought it would be great if Wen Lian was here.

They can say something, don't need long speeches, don't need tears, just talk nonsense.

For the next two days, she followed the strategy given by Wen Lian.Winter is the off-season here, there are not many tourists, and the homestays are cheap, so it is comfortable to eat and go shopping.

She was not in a hurry, so she slept until she woke up naturally every day, and then went out slowly.

Although she misses Wen Lian, after she went to university, she traveled mostly alone, so she didn't feel out of place.

During the trips to and from Wen Lian's school, her mood was even more lonely than now.Optimism is character, while pessimism is rationality. Knowing that there is little hope, it will not end well if you see it, so you go again and again.

This trip was much happier than before.

She knew that someone was waiting for her to go home in another place. She was not wandering, but relaxing.

When she sent Xu Tongtong off that day and returned home, when she greeted Xu Tongtong's mother politely, she was thinking that Yujiang's place was not too unbearable.

It's not easy for her not to see Han Ruohua, just close the door, and Wen Lian won't force her.

After thinking about it, she laughed, obviously she was uncomfortable everywhere, but she still had to choose a place where she could barely live to comfort herself.

So she didn't want to go back.

Xu Tongtong's home, Wen Lian's home, will have nothing to do with her sooner or later.Neither is her home.

Thinking like this might make people who care about her unhappy, so she just thought about it and didn't say it.

Received a picture from Wen Lian, she was eating hot pot in an online celebrity restaurant.

Eating hot pot alone is usually a bit strange, but because there are many solo tourists here, she is not conspicuous.

Xiaoqi was wearing the checkerboard warm cardigan she bought, looking at the camera with pure and innocent eyes, and seemed to be in good spirits.I was sick for a few days when I caught a cold, and everyone was very distressed.

Wen Lian took pictures of it from various angles. In the last picture, he put his hand gently on its head as a reward for taking pictures together.Xiaoqi was lying on the mat, obediently giving way to touch, with her ears pricked up and her little pink tongue showing.

Because Fadou is very small, Wen Lian's hands are slender and broad by contrast.

From this look, it is the hand of a scholar, who has only held a pen, with thin skin and tender flesh.There are no blue veins like hers on the back of the hand, which is more girly.Nails are neatly clipped.

Sheng Qi's thoughts went astray, and then he thought of the temperature of these hands, when they caressed her, when they grabbed the sheets, they looked so beautiful.

Warming and thinking about lust, she may have just had a full meal and is prone to wandering thoughts.

What's more important is that they haven't lived in bed for a long time, and they were so troubled by those things before that they were not in the mood, and it's fine if they don't quarrel.

Now I suddenly thought about it, and no one was there.

She can only suppress it.

Because of this, she was jealous of Xiaoqi, why is she so comfortable, wearing new clothes for a photo shoot.She also wanted to be patted and photographed by Wen Lian like this.

Jealousy of dogs is really petty.

She was jealous of a good-natured Fadou in the noisy hotpot restaurant, and then spurned herself.

The following picture has nothing to do with Xiaoqi, the second-hand bookstore they like, and the familiar dishes.

The person across the table only showed their sleeves.

Immediately came Wen Lian's straightforward love words, Wen Lian didn't engage in subtlety, just thought about it.

Sheng Qi likes this very much and needs to learn.

She asked: [Who is on the other side? ]

She was a little nervous. Wen Lian had no other friends, so it didn't matter to her family.But she thought of Wan Yunsi who often had dinner appointments and called Wen Lian by his nickname. If it was her, it would be very annoying.

Of course, people may be straight and don't have that kind of thought.But Sheng Qi's precautions were still because of Wen Xu, who always felt that she would make trouble.

Although Wen Xu is now the worst in the world.

[Liu Chengjuan.Met in the bookstore, just had dinner. ]

[That's great, she didn't speak ill of me, did she? ]

[Only good things to say about you. ]

[Really?that's great. ]

Wen Lian said abruptly: [Sheng Qi, you are such a good person. ]

Sheng Qi: "..."

No, don't send a good guy card!

Wen Lian said seriously: [I will also be a good person. ]

Sheng Qi breathed a sigh of relief, [Silly, you are good enough. ]

[Oh. ]

Sheng Qi sent her a 200 yuan red envelope, [Tell Cheng Juan, I have invited this meal.Thank her for having dinner with my girlfriend. ]

Wen Lian didn't order any red envelopes, [I have money myself. ]

Her salary is not high, but based on her consumption, there is no pressure to live in Yujiang.Usually board and lodging is her mother's, and she refuses to ask her for living expenses.So, she saved most of it.

[Knowing that you are rich, can't you let me buy a meal if you have money? ]

As soon as Wen Lian heard it, he accepted the red envelope.

Sheng Qi also sent her some pictures, food, drink and scenery.

It was summer when Wen Lian went, and he had never seen winter before, so it had a special flavor.

At night, before going to bed, Sheng Qi sent her a voice message: "Good night. I miss you too, I hope you can be happy without me."

Not long after, Wen Lian's circle of friends was updated.

"Leaving hatred is just like spring grass, you can survive even further."

It's so literary that it doesn't go straight. When Sheng Qi saw it, he remembered the pain of reciting classical Chinese in the past.

Xu Tongtong commented below: "Understood, help you urge her."

Wen Lian replied: "Okay."