Inhabit you as a forest

Chapter 44

The high school that Sheng Qi doesn't want to mention again is a rare and precious time for Yu Wenyi.

That kiss stirred up messy thoughts, thinking of Sheng Qi, her heart swelled, the hot temperature mixed with the faint pain.

She seems to have acquired new emotions and abilities, which spread throughout her body with the flow of blood.

She didn't know what it was then.

She was absent-minded and absent-minded more times every day. The teacher finally couldn't help it, called her to get up to answer questions, and secretly reminded her.

During the class meeting, the class teacher once again emphasized not to fall in love early.

"If there is no result, it will delay your study and prevent you from finding a better partner in the future."

The classmates are laughing.

Wen Lian was not in the mood, she kept thinking about Sheng Qi, whether they would have a result, whether Sheng Qi would become her distraction.At the end, she looked out the window in confusion, and asked herself, why did she associate "puppy love" with Sheng Qi?

She likes Shengqi, likes to have physical contact with her, likes her happy appearance every day.

Isn't that what a friend likes a friend?

She always thought that because she had no friends, Sheng Qi's existence was very important, and she would naturally think about Sheng Qi every day.

Sheng Qi is also a girl with a good personality, she will never refuse anyone to be her friend.Coupled with her good grades, Sheng Qi likes the halo on her body.

They are attracted to each other and close to each other, which is understandable.

The most important thing is Sheng Qi's unique shortcomings.

Wen Lian is afraid of her peers who have a good family background and live a happy life. They often don't know the sufferings of the world, and the joy factor they release will make children from single-parent families like her envious and at a loss.

At the same time, she didn't dare to get close to classmates who were more unfortunate than her, for she was afraid that she would also be frivolous and hypocritical.She was afraid that her recklessness would hurt others, and she didn't know how to dispel the sadness in their hearts.

Sheng Qi is just the most suitable person for her.

She is naive but does not make people uncomfortable, material and spiritual abundance make her look decent and kind, she can easily be liked by others.

Some people like her looks, her generosity, her good temper.And Wen Lian liked everything about her.

But Sheng Qi is not ignorant of the sufferings of the world, her parents are not around, she has not even met her mother.Her biggest wish is for her mother to come back. She doesn't need to tell others, just secretly take her to KFC for a meal.

She worked hard to get into No. [-] Middle School because she wanted to spend a summer vacation with her father, but her father said it casually, and didn't even think about fulfilling the promise.

The one who loves her the most is her grandma. The old man looks tough, but she has to take medicine every day.Her grandma said that she would not die for a while, and she had to wait until Shengqi graduated from university, otherwise her granddaughter would suffer.

Because although the two aunts had no daughters and loved Sheng Qi very much, the uncles treated Sheng Qi in a normal way, not to mention the aunt's mother-in-law was annoying.She always likes to talk about old things in front of Sheng Qi, and Grandma Sheng Qi is so angry.

Even so, Sheng Qi never complained, just like a star, emitting a warm and suitable light.

Standing under her light, Wen Lian knew that she could have been more dazzling, but she thought despicably that she was afraid of strong light, so this was just right.

She lost her father since she was a child, and her mother rejected suitors with good conditions for her not to be angry, and raised her alone.

She has an unpleasant personality, and she endured bad words from others. She doesn't think she is miserable, but she doesn't think she is very good either.

It wasn't until she gradually got to know Sheng Qi that she also had the qualification to love others.She wanted to treat Sheng Qi better, Sheng Qi liked her mother, so she wanted her mother to treat Sheng Qi better.

So she intentionally or unintentionally let her mother know how important Sheng Qi is to her, and her mother really treats Sheng Qi very well.

She wanted to be best friends with Sheng Qi for the rest of her life.

Does Sheng Qi think so?

That day, Sheng Qi held her in his arms and kissed her, with the intention of deepening it.She knew that her back was afraid of being touched, so she stuck her palms there.Wen Lian thought to herself, she can't think that Sheng Qi only wants to be friends with her.

Compared with Sheng Qi making friends with bad students, bullying others, smoking and surfing the Internet, what she fears most is that she will not be able to be friends with Sheng Qi again.

She couldn't pretend to be stupid anymore. She played it a few times, but it wasn't really stupid.

That's why she lost her composure in front of Sheng Qi and almost cried, because she didn't want to lose Sheng Qi.

She managed to calm down, and wanted to pretend that nothing happened, and continue to get along with Sheng Qi as before.Anyway, Sheng Qi didn't point it out, he was frightened by her, and he won't kiss her like that again in the future.

As if nothing happened that day.

But Sheng Qi was unwilling.

Sheng Qi refused to accompany her to walk home again, and refused to go to her home to do homework.When we meet, we will smile sweetly, call "Wen Lian", and sometimes borrow notes from her, but we will never talk to her at close range again.

If she doesn't accept that kiss, they can't go back, can they?

Thinking about this matter consumed her too many brain cells, and the heavy study pushed her forward, so she had to let go.

If you can't go back, you can't go back. She cherishes Sheng Qi as a friend, but she doesn't have the energy to maintain it.

They are no longer close to each other.My mother would occasionally call Sheng Qi to eat at home, but she would just stay in the living room and leave after eating.

Wen Lian didn't want to get entangled.

One night, she saw a boy beside Sheng Qi walking in front, and the two of them were chatting side by side.

The boy sent Sheng Qi home and followed him upstairs.Wen Lian didn't want to bump into anything, so she waited downstairs. A few minutes later, the boy came out, and she went upstairs.

Zheng Tianhao, the one chasing Sheng Qi.Someone had rumored that they were in love before, and Sheng Qi even complained about it.

Are you really in love now, or are you just friends?

She knew she shouldn't meddle in Sheng Qi's affairs, but she was very angry when she met him the second time.She herself didn't understand why she was angry.

This time she chose to follow directly upstairs and saw them stop talking on the second floor.

The smile on Sheng Qi's face stopped abruptly when he saw her, and he said goodbye to Zheng Tianhao.

Zheng Tianhao knew Wen Lian, so he smiled at her cautiously and went downstairs.

Sheng Qi raised his legs to go upstairs, but she stopped him, "It's easy to be bumped into here, your grandma and my mother will pass by."

"It's okay to run into each other, it's just a classmate."

"Why did the classmate send you home?"

"It's not safe for me to walk back alone."

This is of course a good reason, so my mother was relieved after picking her up for a while.

But Wen Lian didn't believe it. She was so excited that she couldn't choose what to say, "Your grandma accompanied you to study because she wanted you to study hard. I hope you don't let her down, waste time, and be irresponsible to yourself."

After talking about it, I feel boring.hypocritical.

"you're right."

Sheng Qi didn't refute, but just asked provocatively: "I'm irresponsible to myself, are you angry?"

Wen Lian realized that she had lost her composure. She was meddling in her own business, her face flushed instantly, and she turned and went upstairs.

Afterwards, she never met Zheng Tianhao again, but she refused to talk to Sheng Qi either.Sheng Qi came to her house to eat dumplings, and sat face to face with her, but she also turned a blind eye.

Mom saw that she was losing her temper and felt it was impolite, so she glanced at her secretly.

Only then did she hold back her emotions and asked Sheng Qi if he had practiced calligraphy recently, and if he had any troubles in his studies.

After eating, Sheng Qi and Wen Lian went into the study, she hadn't come in for a long time.

She moved a chair and sat next to Wen Lian, and said in a low voice, "I don't want to trouble you if I don't understand something in my studies, so I will ask Zheng Tianhao and Cheng Juan for advice."

"Didn't Zheng Tianhao love to think too much?" She told Sheng Qi, "I never said trouble."

Sheng Qi heard that Wen Lian was still willing to take her to study, so he grinned and said, "Don't worry, I don't have puppy love."

"It has nothing to do with me." Wen Lian held grudges.

"It does matter, I will listen to what you told me last time."

Wen Lian said softly, "Got it."

"Then can I come over and do my homework?"

Wen Lian nodded: "Of course."

Sheng Qi stood up, then stopped, and asked with a smile, "When will you be able to fall in love at the earliest?"

"After going to college." Wen Lian did not forget to add: "Without affecting your studies."

"Is it with a boy?"

Wen Lian lowered her eyes: "Yes."

Sheng Qi already knew the answer in his heart, so he wasn't surprised.

I brought my homework home and wrote it slowly beside her.

This should have ended here, this is the most appropriate way to deal with it, they just need to be each other's best friends.

But emotions are uncontrollable. The more you are under high pressure and in a tense environment, the more you want to go out of your way and do rebellious things.

Later, in physical education class, Wen Lian learned about the gossip about Class [-] from other students.

Sheng Qi scolded someone for her, and that boy targeted Sheng Qi, so he was bullied by Wang Zhengyin and his gang.Later, there were twists and turns, the boy seemed to have found someone else to beat Wang Zhengyin, all in all a mess.

Fortunately, Sheng Qi was not affected.

Violence is wrong, Wen Lian hates it, but Sheng Qi is really innocent.

Being accused by her like that, Sheng Qi didn't say the reason. Wen Lian knew that she didn't want to let herself know that someone would slander her later.

Then something happened again, and the kiss reward that disappeared for a while reappeared.

It was still the same at first, but one day, they kissed each other deeply, and no one pushed the other away.

Wen Lian was still overwhelmed with joy, panic, and intertwine.

But other than that, she didn't tell Sheng Qi at that time, she thought of a word called "forever" naively.

……

People who have finished working overtime enter the convenience store with a tired look, waiting for the relief of temporarily escaping from the sea of ​​suffering.

Sheng Qi looked at it quietly, sometimes she had to draw all kinds of people, and observation was an essential part.

Wen Lian finally spoke.

"I thought then, Wen Lian, you like her so much, can you kiss her forever?"

She knew that she would only get scolded if she said it, but she still said it, and Sheng Qi was going to be normal neighbors with her again, if she didn't say it, she would have no chance.

The Kanto cooking was not finished, Sheng Qi sat woodenly, not too excited.Putting his eyes on her face quietly, he said "thank you" gently, but he didn't know what to thank, and he didn't even ask "do you still like me".

"Let's go, it's time to go back." She stood up.

The fatigue of the overtime workers that I observed just now seemed to be distributed to her, she didn't even have the energy to laugh, and repeated Wen Lian's words in her ear.

After Wen Lian finished speaking, she seemed relieved. That was not only what she thought about when she was a sophomore in high school, but also what she thought about every time she kissed a while ago.

But she didn't want to step on Sheng Qi's bottom line anymore, Sheng Qi had been enduring tonight, probably reaching the limit.

Because they walked halfway, Sheng Qi didn't speak.

Wen Lian asked what was bothering her, "Why does my cousin add you?"

This question is much easier to talk about.

Sheng Qi opened his mouth willingly, and sighed helplessly: "Ask me if I'm single, and if I like men or women."

Wen Lian frowned, and asked tentatively, "Then do you understand what she means?"

"I don't understand." Sheng Qi felt puzzled.

"She likes girls." Wen Lian reminded.

Sheng Qi was shocked: "How do you know?"

The word "also" made Wen Lian have mixed feelings, did Sister Wen Xu tell Sheng Qi?Why is she saying this?

"She came out a few years ago, and there was a lot of trouble, and everyone in the family knew about it."

"Oh."

"Do you like my sister?"

Sheng Qi: "?"

"If you don't like it, it's better to avoid it, she may want to chase you."

Seeing that Sheng Qi was hesitating to speak, she pursed her lips, and added an explanation: "You want to be an ordinary neighbor with me, and I respect you. I didn't mean to disturb you. If you want, you don't have to avoid her."

"Can I kiss you for the rest of my life?" Back then, she made up her own answer without asking Sheng Qi, and closed the paper ahead of time, causing Sheng Qi to lose her reputation.

It's so easy to change the answer now, Sheng Qi didn't have the patience to go back to the examination room to answer the questions.

So, she doesn't force it.

But Sheng Qi couldn't calm down.

Wen Lian's brain hole is scary. I don't know how strong a person is, so he can get entangled with the two sisters at the same time.

"Wen Lian."

Sheng Qi had to tell her: "I'm very conservative, and I'm not that likable."

"..." Wen Lian remained silent.

It seems that I don't quite agree with the two sentences.