Inhabit you as a forest

Chapter 39

With soft ears, he easily agreed to Wen Lian, but Sheng Qi's mood was not very high, and he was indescribably awkward.

She lost the liveliness of driving in the morning, and was silent, the two lights on the street were rising, and the flow of people was coming and going.

The autumn wind blows in from the car window and blows on the person's face, which is not considered considerate.

Sheng Qi closed the window, and his ears were quiet.

It is actually a romantic thing to walk from the work unit to the community. In the past, she would have been willing to walk this way with Wen Lian.

At that time, she didn't ride her bicycle and walked with Wen Lian every day. She often regretted that the road from school to home was too short.

It was so short that I was reluctant to part every day, and had to stop before I had enough words with Wen Lian.

It was as short as one year. Since the third year of high school, grandma's health was not good, and she walked with Wen Lian less and less.

Now this distance is enough, Wen Lian wants to go, but she doesn't.

Cheng Juan's phone call came at this time, and before Sheng Qi answered, he saw Wen Lian's gaze on her screen, quietly and without waves.

Cheng Juan asked her to see the exhibition on the weekend, and Sheng Qi invited her to see the exhibition last month, but she didn't go, Sheng Qi didn't take it seriously, but she was always thinking about it.

"Okay." Sheng Qi couldn't help thinking of Wen Xu, intending to gossip, and teased, "Is it just the two of us?"

Cheng Juan paused, "The two of us are enough."

"Okay, see you on Saturday."

Sheng Qi hung up the phone, planned his work for the next few days, and made sure he had time to go out on Saturday.

Wen Lian stared out the window intently.

After getting out of the car and walking towards the unit building, Wen Lian remained silent on the way.Sheng Qi said a few words, but she didn't answer much.

Sheng Qi thought she was uncomfortable and didn't want to talk, so he stopped bothering her and walked a little slower.

Entering the elevator, Wen Lian held Sheng Qi by his hand.

Sheng Qi has already said that he will not go to her house for dinner, so we will part soon, let her hold on for a while.

She found two vague figures on the car wall, standing side by side, arm in arm, like close friends.

Wen Lian's heels were high today, and Sheng Qi wore flat shoes, which made up for the height difference.

If she can kiss Wen Lian, she doesn't need to bow her head, just lean in a little bit more.

Wen Lian's body proportions are good, she puts on simple clothes as if she has found a suitable hanger, and she can always wear her own taste.The fly in the ointment is that she is too thin, standing there straight and straight, her temperament looks cold.

This kind of temperament used to make her misunderstood by her classmates as aloof and arrogant, but now Xu Tongtong said that she was not easy to get close to.

But Sheng Qi knew that it wasn't cold before, and it wasn't cold now.

After getting out of the elevator, Sheng Qi let go of her at the same time, and said relaxedly, "Remember to take your medicine at night."

Wen Lian remained silent.

Sheng Qi finally realized that it wasn't a physical problem, but an emotional one, "What's wrong?"

Wen Lian lowered her eyes, she didn't want to pay attention at first, she wanted to say "it's okay".But Sheng Qi poked her, and the familiar little gesture made her dazed, so she said, "Chest tightness."

"?"

Sheng Qi's expression suddenly became tense, he supported her and asked, "Didn't you say it was just that one time, why did you have chest tightness again? No, I will accompany you to the hospital for a checkup."

Taking her worries into his eyes, Sheng Qi's concern was sincere, and Wen Lian was not willing to really torment her.

"It's okay, it's a bit boring to ride in the car, just rest for a while, I'll tell you if I don't feel well at night."

After a few sentences, seeing Wen Lian going to the hospital in fear, Sheng Qi had no choice but to compromise: "Okay, pay attention, it's unbearable. Did you hear me?"

"heard it."

Wen Lian answered questions like a good student.

Sheng Qi got home to get something to eat, and started to work after eating, but Wen Lian was still thinking about him.

I was afraid that she would catch a cold and have a fever, or that she would suffer from chest tightness.

"Ask for trouble." She scolded herself angrily.

After nine o'clock, she asked Wen Lian how he was feeling, and Wen Lian said that he was fine, and he was no longer uncomfortable.

She suspected that the words were too watery, so she couldn't rest assured, so she went to Wen Lian's house again.When he knocked on the door, Wen Lian was reading a book at the desk.

Unexpectedly, Sheng Qi would come over, Wen Lian turned his head and looked at her innocently.

It seems that nothing happened.

"It's okay, look, I'm going back."

Sheng Qi closed the door, she spent too much time with Wen Lian today, she needs to give her some space.

The space was closed again, Wen Lian still maintained the posture of looking out of the door, and it took a while to return to normal.

Taking away the books on the reading shelf, Sheng Qi's paintings fell into her eyes, and she had read them countless times.She bent her lips and smiled from the bottom of her heart.

Sheng Qi said hello to Han Ruohua and left, Han Ruohua looked very happy, "I'm busy these days, please take care of Ningning."

Sheng Qi smiled: "It should."

After speaking, I feel that I am hypocritical, what should I do?

do not know.

Wen Lian's cold passed quickly, and she didn't come to Sheng Qi's house these days because she was lacking energy.Sheng Qi spared time for Saturday, rushed to work every day, and had no time to provoke her.

On Saturday morning, I slept until I woke up naturally, and went out on time in the afternoon to go to the art exhibition with Cheng Juan.Cheng Juan is a designer, and needs aesthetics more or less, and usually goes to various exhibitions.

The rest day is not a good time to see the exhibition. It is overcrowded and the impression is mediocre.

This is a solo exhibition of a famous calligrapher and painter. Sheng Qi introduced it to Cheng Juan, and he saw that she was not very interested.

"You don't like the style?"

"I like it." She understood why Sheng Qi asked such a question, and said apologetically, "I'm not in the mood today."

"You can tell me if you have something on your mind. It's not good to keep it alone." Sheng Qi walked forward after finishing speaking, and didn't force her to reveal it.

Coming out of the restaurant, Cheng Juan made up his mind, "Eat and talk at night."

Sheng Qi showed his face: "Okay, I'm treating you."

Cheng Juan is usually busy with work and has no time to cook. He often gets tired of eating out, so he has a whim: "I bought some food to cook at your home. The kitchen utensils I gave you are not used yet."

Sheng Qi smiled sheepishly, "You gave it as a gift, you take it apart and use it."

The two bought some vegetables together and went back to Sheng Qi's house to cook.

Cheng Juan started to learn to cook in elementary school, and he was quick and capable in doing these things, and Sheng Qi was in charge of washing vegetables.

In the middle of the work, the doorbell rang, Sheng Qi went to open the door, Wen Lian stood outside the door, and invited her to walk the dog together.

Xiao Qi happily waited for Sheng Qi to set off.

Sheng Qi said, "I haven't eaten yet, have you eaten?"

Liu Chengjuan appeared from behind her wearing an apron, and smiled politely at Wen Lian, "It's okay, you go for a walk first, it's okay if we eat later."

"I've already eaten, you can eat, don't bother you." Wen Lian took Xiaoqi to wait for the elevator.

Sheng Qi thought that he could walk the dog with her again tomorrow, but he didn't care, and closed the door, "To be honest, I don't want her to see you, it would be bad if I guessed."

"Do you want to be so guilty?"

Sheng Qi heard some schadenfreude, smiled good-naturedly, and admitted: "Well, it's no good if she knows, and I'll look stupid."

After speaking, the smile on his face deepened, "So Wen Xu is your friend?"

"Hmm." Cheng Juan restrained his expression as it was his own business.

For two people to eat, two dishes and one soup are enough. Sheng Qi poured her some wine and chatted with her some gossip.

After she relaxed, she finally said something that was stuffy in her heart.

Sheng Qi sorted out the key information.

Cheng Juan has been entangled with Wen Xu for several years, but there is no definite relationship. Wen Xu is not a character that can be settled down, and Cheng Juan does not expect to have any results with her.

The reason why she couldn't bear to leave was because Wen Xu helped her and took good care of her in the past few years. Now that Wen Xu didn't want to leave, she couldn't leave.

Sheng Qi ate a big melon, she always thought that Cheng Juan was that kind of rigid person, stronger than Wen Lian's principles.

How could there be such a relationship.

"I think there is a contradiction."

Cheng Juan was puzzled: "What?"

"You said she was used to playing and couldn't settle down, but you have been there for many years. Is she messing with others at the same time?"

"I haven't found out. But I don't like to pay attention to her private affairs, so I don't know."

"If you are the only one by her side, it's been a long time for so many years."

Sheng Qi asked an important question: "You want to break off the relationship now, is it because you don't like her at all, or is it because you can't accept this kind of nameless relationship?"

"If she asked you to be her girlfriend, would you like it?"

If she didn't have Wen Xu in her heart and only regarded her as a benefactor and bed partner, then the money had already been paid, and she could leave as soon as she said she wanted to, so there would be so many entanglements.

Cheng Juan didn't answer, and Sheng Qi didn't pursue the answer either.

Let her think for herself.

After Cheng Juan left, Wen Lian didn't send a message that night, and Sheng Qi didn't bother her either.

The next Sunday, Han Ruohua had time and asked Sheng Qi to have dinner, but Sheng Qi was not polite.

Contrary to what she thought, Wen Lian's attitude at the table was cold, and he didn't speak or look at Sheng Qi, just like Sheng Qi did when he came in for dinner for the first time.

Sheng Qi saw it, pretended not to know, and was still talking with Han Ruohua with a smile.

After dinner, Han Ruohua went to wash the dishes, but Wen Lian ignored Sheng Qi and went straight into the room.

Sheng Qi knew that she shouldn't be bothered, so he just went home, Wen Lian would be fine, and it didn't matter if he didn't.

Her head was clear, but her legs and feet were out of control.

Following up in the room, Wen Lian was sitting in front of the bed, and she went to squat down and asked, "What's wrong?"

Wen Lian let out a long breath: "It's okay."

Seeing her like this, Sheng Qi wondered, "Chest tightness?"

Wen Lian wanted to nod to scare her, fearing that she would force him to go to the hospital again, so he shook his head.

Seeing her denial, Sheng Qi heaved a sigh of relief, and joked at ease: "If you have chest tightness, I'll rub it for you."

She said this on purpose to provoke Wen Lian. Wen Lian was in a bad mood, and he gave her a lot of embarrassment just now.If it wasn't for her mother, he would have bullied her long ago.

Wen Lian didn't say a word after hearing the hooligan's words. Instead, she pursed her lips even tighter and turned her eyes away from her.

She was so quiet like this, as if she was in another space, no one knew what she was thinking.

Even though they were so close, Sheng Qi looked at her far away, stretched out his hand uneasily, and touched her face.Feeling the warmth of her cheek, I felt a little better.

At least, now that Wen Lian is really by her side, within reach, she doesn't have to worry about waking up with only memories.

The close contact softened Wen Lian's expression, and she began to be willing to look at Sheng Qi, her eyes were no longer cold.

Sheng Qi's heart was moved, and he took advantage of the trend to touch down.

At first Wen Lian didn't move, but then she couldn't bear it and avoided it. Sheng Qi stood up, pressed her on the bed, and kissed her on the lips.

The words are straightforward: "Do it once?"

Wen Lian's face immediately burned to the color of a rose, and he shook his head in resistance, his whole body froze, "Go to your house."

Of course Sheng Qi knew that it would be more comfortable to be at her own home, but seeing Wen Lian was afraid, she became nasty: "I want to be here."

Wen Lian suddenly begged for mercy and hugged her, softly but firmly: "No."

With Wen Xiang in his arms, Sheng Qi was soft-hearted, there was nothing he could do about her.

"Forget it, I'm going back. You go to bed early, and you have to go to work tomorrow."

Wen Lian held her face and said again: "Go to your house."