Inhabit you as a forest

Chapter 102

Since then, new clothes have been like a new life, one by one filling the space in Liu Chengjuan's heart that was not spacious.

The lack of materials makes Cheng Juan extremely indifferent to him. If his family is just a little bit worse, he may still have a harmless vanity.

But when it takes a lot of effort to solve food and clothing, she doesn't even bother to think about unnecessary items.

After going to college, she earned money and was finally able to improve her life, but it was only to make herself not shabby.She never buys anything superfluous, doesn't wear makeup or dress up.

But Wen Xu gave her clothes and cosmetics, she couldn't refuse.

Because Wen Xu said that she would see her often in the future, she had to tidy up better.Cheng Juan heard the subtext, she could not care about her appearance, but she could not embarrass Wen Xu.

After all, with so much money from other people, you can't do it your own way, you have to follow other people's wishes.

So Wen Xu sent it, and she had no choice but to accept it.

She was afraid of receiving some luxury goods that did not match her temperament and status, which would be equivalent to writing the words "I was taken care of" on her face and attract criticism for her.

Although this is the case, it is normal for others to say it, but no one wants to be influenced by gossip.

When she didn't mention it, Wen Xu considered it thoughtfully, and the things that were sent one after another were unexpectedly suitable, that is, the student party could afford it.

Her roommates wear these brands, even if the shoes are a little more expensive, but she has been working part-time, and she is about to be a senior, so no one doubts that she has savings and dresses better.

Wen Xu never went to school to pick her up, but he always helped her take a taxi and let her go to the designated place.

This thoughtfulness reassured Cheng Juan, but at the same time she had to suspect that before her, there must have been girls who were still in school who had been "taken care of" by Wen Xu.

Or maybe, even "before" is a conservative estimate.For Wen Xu, even if he takes care of several "at the same time", it is more than enough financially.

But it doesn't matter, she doesn't care.

"What are you thinking?" Wen Xu, who was cutting the steak squarely across the square table, asked with his eyes bent.

Wen Xu looks good when she's not smiling, but people don't dare to look at her more.The pupils are not pure black, but a little lighter, the eye sockets are deep, and the face is sharp, it seems that it will get angry at any time.

But when she smiles, she is much more friendly, like a sister who can gossip.

It's just that since they got along with each other in this way, Wen Xu's smile was not pure, it was teasing and teasing both openly and secretly.

In the coffee shop, every time Wen Xu appeared, her attire and smooth conversation made her look mature and elegant.Occasionally say some wisecracks, not embarrassing.

But after getting in touch with her in private, Cheng Juan found that Wen Xu was quite childish.

This kind of childishness does not mean that she is noisy and fragile like a real child, but that she is full of heavy thoughts compared to her worrying about this side and that side.

Wen Xu is always happy and simple, heartless, daring to speak and act.Switch back and forth between mature women and coquettish playfulness.

How can Liu Chengjuan be able to resist this kind of morality.

So Cheng Juan didn't expect to parry or resist, he would accompany him when he should have dinner, and he would serve him when he should sleep.Whatever Wen Xu asks, she will do as she wants, and do her best.

Things with clear instructions are often simple and easy to operate, much easier than falling in love.

She has no time to be sad about spring and autumn, and she doesn't bother with it.She can't do things that are cheap and act like a good boy. Her biggest difficulty has been solved, and the catering in front of Wen Xu is already considered light compared to human life.

He owed Wen Xu favors and money, since he decided to betray himself, there was no need to turn back, so there was no need to waste his time thinking about it, looking miserable all day long at himself.

That would be of no use other than letting her torture herself.

Mom is still in the hospital, and her younger siblings are taking care of her, so she doesn't need to run there every day.Her top priority now is to complete her studies. She shoulders the hope of the whole family, and it is not easy to study until now.

She wants to grow up faster, pay off her debts earlier in the future, and live her own life.

She knows that the life she wants is still far away and untouchable.But she thought calmly, she was only in her early twenties, 20 or 30 years would be less than [-] years, she didn't believe that people would live in hardship for the rest of their lives.

So she can be neither humble nor overbearing, and she is sensible and cooperative enough in front of Wen Xu.

This suits Wen Xu very well.

A calm and unflattering canary made Wen Xu feel fresh and happy.

At first, Wen Xu was interested in seeing the sex, but Cheng Juan grew upright and graceful, which was in line with her aesthetics.Young and docile, he poked at her point with seriousness when answering.

I flicked the control for a while like a boss, young girls don't want to use too much force, it will scare people and bore them, and it will be boring to change jobs.

But the battle line was stretched, and seeing that the other party didn't take the bait, and was not interested in her face or money, she lost interest.

She is a good girl, as long as she can live a stable life with peace of mind, she still doesn't waste time.

But if she didn't eat it, she would always miss it. When she got a good opportunity by chance, it was delivered to her door, and of course she accepted it.

She was skeptical about the reason for asking for money, but there must be something serious, otherwise she wouldn't be so reluctant to answer.Of course, Wen Xu also suspected that it was a trick of playing hard to get.

But it doesn't matter, she can afford it, after all, people are still studying, so they can't just disappear with money.

After getting along a few times, I feel that this girl is more interesting.

Even if Cheng Juanguang said she couldn't do it, Wen Xu was very excited just because she promised with a straight face that she would pay back the money in the future.

Girls who completely lose their self-esteem for money are boring. This is good, and it gives their games a new flavor.

Most of the time, Cheng Juan's state was not surprised, which made Wen Xu admire, as if she was more mature than herself.

Occasional bewilderment and panic all appeared on the bed.

It was the first time that she was reluctant. After all, she was a few years older than her, and Wen Xu didn't want to bully the weak.It would be a disappointment to bully people to the point of being wronged, and to cry again.

She likes you and I would like to, at least on the surface.She doesn't care what she thinks.

So she didn't move, just lay down.It is also a pleasure to teach good students to do bad things.

"Are you inexperienced?"

"No."

"Have you ever been in love? Not even men?"

"No."

"Have you tried it yourself?"

"Don't ask." Cheng Juan couldn't listen anymore, her embarrassment at that moment was probably too ridiculous, which made Wen Xu extremely happy.

Cheng Juan is led forward by the guide, appreciating the beauty of his companions in the process.

Wen Xu's appearance was originally only in her eyes, but after the skin-to-skin contact, it seemed to be burned in her mind.

She couldn't describe how she was attracted and then gradually lost.

She likes working in a coffee shop because she can get rid of all troubles and stress for a few hours and concentrate on the work at hand.

And she tasted the joy of being with Wen Xu, nothing more than that.

Before going to bed, Wen Xu hugged her and asked her, "Aren't you nervous?"

She replied: "It's okay."

At that time, she accepted the favor and understood that Wen Xu was taking care of her emotions for the first time.And next time, it is estimated that she will not be allowed to "retire unscathed".

But she couldn't figure out what Wen Xu was thinking, and she was wrong again.This happened again and again, and she was a little uneasy at first, because in the traditional sense, she didn't seem to suffer, at most she was tired.

She has done a lot of work since she was a child, and what she fears the most is being tired.

It was only later that I realized that Wen Xu was lazy every day, and probably didn't like to make any effort, all he needed was to lie down and be served.

So she accepted it with peace of mind, diligently, Wen Xu was quite satisfied.

It doesn't matter if Wen Xu is not satisfied, some people make Wen Xu satisfied, she just needs to be her Liu Chengjuan.

Wen Xu's interest in her was precisely because she was Liu Chengjuan.

On this point, she understood early on.

When she said she would pay back the money at the beginning, Wen Xu's expression was subtle for a while, but she readily agreed afterwards.

She also thought about a bunch of bad things, but fortunately, Wen Xu was not interested in controlling her personal freedom, and except for regular dates, she basically didn't bother her.

She understood that Wen Xu was also very busy, busy in all aspects.

After her school classes were over, Wen Xu began to help her arrange work, first let her go to her own studio for an internship, and learned a lot about Cheng Juan.

During that time, Cheng Juan had a considerable salary, and Wen Xu shared more than half of his daily expenses, so it was easy to save money.Soon after, Wen Xu taught her how to invest and manage money.

Except for the 30 yuan, Wen Xu was very generous to her.Cheng Juan didn't want to owe too much favor, so he would choose expensive things as gifts, but Wen Xu gave her the exact amount every time.

Wen Xu said: "Save it up, I don't lack your things, if you really want to, cook me more meals."

Wen Xu's working hours are different from usual. This studio is her painstaking effort, and she is very caring.

But there is still sloppiness in her bones. Cheng Juan learned from her that even if she didn't have this job, her family could support her, and she had plenty of capital to play with.

Therefore, Wen Xu's studio generally does not work overtime. Cheng Juan wanted to submit a few times, but she took her to the office to "criticize" her.

Some of Wen Xu's hobbies are quite difficult to talk about.

The advantages of her being with Wen Xu outweighed the disadvantages.Even though I lost my dignity and freedom, I got an unprecedented feeling, that is, a sense of security.

Even though Wen Xu looked ruthless and their relationship was not stable, Cheng Juan still felt safe.

It seems that no matter what she encounters, she is not alone. Wen Xu can easily solve all her troubles.

She is not afraid of any changes, and has enough confidence to move forward and become stronger.

But she knew that she had beautified the symbol of "Wen Xu". After all, it was a worship of money. If you have money, everything is naturally safe.

Occasionally, she would be self-sufficient and thankful that she knew Wen Lian, her mother's operation was successful, and she had money for follow-up treatment.

Compared with the fat middle-aged man, Wen Xu, the patron, often gave her a feeling of taking advantage.

Wen Xu said she would get tired, and she had been waiting silently.She thinks that there is nothing special about her, and the freshness she can give people is only temporary. If Wen Xu takes the initiative to end this relationship, she will accept it calmly.She still pays the money back.

But until the day of graduation, Wen Xu still didn't mention the end, and got along with her as usual.

Not close, but not cold.

Her identity is far from that of a genuine girlfriend, Wen Xu never gives her the illusion, and she is also sober.

Two people are what they need.

Sometimes she thinks that Wen Xu gave her too many things, and when she reminds her that she doesn't need it, Wen Xu just smiles: "I think it's very fun, I've made you more and more beautiful and outstanding."

So it's a rich man's game.

Pick a girl who is poor and incompetent, and teach her to grow step by step, just like keeping a pet.

Before graduation, Cheng Juan traveled to several places and rented a house with his salary.

The location is not good, and it takes two hours to commute back and forth to work. Naturally, Wen Xu didn't like it, so he told her to help her arrange it.

She refused, this is her life, she has to bear it by herself.

Wen Xu snorted, and said indifferently, "Okay, just make the bed more comfortable."

Cheng Juan woke up.

So what about her life, as long as she didn't pay back the money for a day, Wen Xu must exist in her life.

On the day of the move, two couples in the class broke up.

Wen Xu said in the tone of someone who has been there: "It's normal to break up after graduation. Even if you don't have a score, you are probably trying to hold on. It will be almost the end of this year. There is no such thing as so much true love. The reality is the most important."

Cheng Juan doesn't know how much true love there is in the world, and it's not easy to impose judgments on things he hasn't understood.

She only knew that she and Wen Xu were realistic. Wen Xu liked to keep pets, and she needed a future.

But graduation is a dividing line, and she needs to make a certain plan, so she tentatively said: "Then I graduated, we..."

Wen Xu was still smiling, looking at her: "What are we?"

Cheng Juan was silent for a moment and didn't say anything further.

She wanted to ask because the planning she needed to make was very different from being kept by Wen Xu's side and being kicked away, and she had to be prepared.

But Wen Xu's expression made Cheng Juan realize that the relationship ended only when Wen Xu said it was over.Since the sponsor didn't mention it, it means that Canary is not qualified to ask before the time comes.

"It's nothing."

She prevaricated, thinking that this was the end of the matter, and Wen Xu would not care about it.

As a result, Wen Xu couldn't bear it anymore when he got on the bed, and uncharacteristically, he changed positions to hold her down.

"Have you saved enough money?" Her eyes were full of displeasure.

I can guess what will happen after the sentence just now, "I graduated, we should break up", this is what Liu Chengjuan wants to say to her today.

"No." It's still early.

"You haven't saved enough, and you want to end with me?"

Wen Xu asked in a cold voice, "Why? You fell in love with someone else, and you are in a hurry to be with him?"

"No." Cheng Juan flatly denied it. Judging from Wen Xu's tone, if she dared to admit it, she would be finished.

Wen Xu has always been considered good-tempered and easy-talking in front of her.

Most of the time I saw her angry was at work, but there was a three-point smile in the visible anger, which made people feel more uneasy.

But now, there was no smile on the corners of Wen Xu's lips and eyes, and he frowned with so much force.

"What isn't it?"

Cheng Juan accepted it and said it honestly: "I don't want it to end, and I don't have anyone I like."

How could she have someone she likes, she doesn't have the strength to like someone now.

After getting a satisfactory answer, Wen Xu relaxed his strength and emphasized to her: "Don't test me again, do you hear me?"

"heard it."

Cheng Juan worked hard to concentrate and answered seriously. She would abide by her duty and not challenge Wen Xu's bottom line.

The vague pain was quickly diluted, and she thought in the ups and downs that Wen Xu was better at it than her.

She didn't know if Wen Xu waited until she graduated, or if she made Wen Xu unhappy because of her careless words, she did this to her.

Probably the latter. Although the former sounds good, it is untenable.Because she is an adult, it doesn't matter whether she graduates or not. Wen Xu can have whatever she wants.

Later, her guess was confirmed. After that night, Wen Xu didn't pursue it any further, and returned to her former self.

But Cheng Juan was still quietly waiting for the day Wen Xu left.

Waiting for the cage that belongs to her to open, she flies out, even if she will suffer a little more, but freedom is priceless.