I heard you still love her

Chapter 1

In July, it was cloudy and rainy, and the moistened earth was shrouded in mist, bursting with vitality.

In the office, the warm orange light was a little gentle and delicate under the rendering of the rain. Xu You sat on the boss chair, raised his eyes, and looked at the person in front of him in surprise, "You want to take annual leave? Ruo Yan , did I hear correctly?"

The woman standing in front of her was wearing a straight western dress, her half-hanging head nodded lightly, and her long eyelashes fluttered, "Hmm."

Xu You stared at Xiao Ruoyan for a while, then asked hesitantly, "Is... did something happen?"

In the company, who doesn't know that Xiao Ruoyan is famous for his hard work, not to mention the annual leave, even if he has a fever and a cold and a minor injury, he can't get out of the fire line. Without a rest, sometimes Xu You couldn't stand it anymore, and she wouldn't even let her rest.

Sensing the boss's hesitation, Xiao Ruoyan slowly raised her head. She looked at Xu You's eyes that seemed calm, but there was a mist in the depths: "It's nothing, I won't go back for a long time Yes, my old classmate is getting married, go back and have a look."

Xu You stared into her eyes, no longer hesitated, holding the pen with his knuckle fingers, and signed the word "Agree" flamboyantly.

"It's fine to go back. You haven't been back for several years, right? Just take advantage of this time to have a good rest. Oh, by the way, what's there in your hometown? What specialties do you have besides roast duck? Reunited in your hometown, you... "

Xu You's noisy chatter rang in her ears, Xiao Ruoyan looked at the lingering light rain outside the window, every drop seemed to hit her heart.

Xiao Ruoyan looked out the window, her long eyelashes fluttered slightly, making them wet with moisture.

What is there in my hometown?

The name that would appear in dreams thousands of times floated in her heart.

Xiao Yan.

It's been ten years.

Ten years no see.

She wanted to go and ask her herself.

How have you been all these years?

***

Nothing in my hometown has changed, but it seems like everything has changed.

Although Xiao Ruoyan came back every New Year's Eve to sit and sit, the changes were still too great. The city was surrounded by feasting lights, and the neon lights were flashing like a dream.

This time, the person who picked up the station was Lan Lan, the third oldest in the dormitory. She had a very good relationship with Xiao Ruoyan when she was in college. There is no secret.

When Xiao Ruoyan pulled the suitcase and walked out of the station, she saw Lan Lan waving her hands from afar, and shouted at her excitedly: "Second brother, here, me, here!!!"

Lanlan looks very delicate, with a small nose, small mouth, delicate and narrow eyes, and has the unique aura of Jiangnan women.

Xiao Ruoyan smiled slightly, she walked over quickly with long legs, Lan Lan rushed forward and hugged her, and couldn't help complaining as soon as they met: "You have no conscience, it's been so long since you've seen each other. , and don’t contact us very much, you still know to come back?”

Xiao Ruoyan hugged Bao Lanlan with one empty hand, and said softly, "Okay, haven't I come back?"

Lanlan was so excited, she was still the same as in high school, with one arm around Xiao Ruoyan's arm, and she was about to rub against her.

It's been a long time, and Ruoyan has changed a lot.Casual trousers, a suit jacket that was taken off, she puts one hand in her pocket and the other hand drags her luggage. The two long silver pendants on her round earlobes flutter in the wind. many.

Lan Lan led her to the parking lot, and said on her mouth: "Well, you have never seen the boss's husband? Especially handsome, super positive, more than 1.8 meters of big, Yushu is in the wind of the wind , was very kind to her..."

There was a smile on Xiao Ruoyan's face. After traveling all day and taking planes and high-speed trains, her face was a little pale, and there was a trace of tiredness in her eyes.

Lanlan kept nagging, "The boss said, if you don't come this time, from now on, the people in our 417 dormitory will break up with you, hehe, it's been so many years, no matter how many times the class reunion calls you When you come back, the boss has to give you the beheading platform before you come back to sharpen your gun. Tomorrow, the boss will do things early in the morning. Hmph, you really know how to step on it. If you don’t know, you think you are hiding from someone!!!”

She turned around and closed the trunk door forcefully, pulling Xiao Ruoyan's face as if she was not relieved.

Xiao Ruoyan said helplessly and connivingly, "I will definitely come back when you get married."

"Hey, don't mention it. What about my unresolved matter, by the way, did you tell Auntie when you came back?"

Lanlan's casual mention made Xiao Ruoyan freeze for a moment, she looked out of the window, her tone was salty: "Not yet, wait until the boss finishes his work."

Lanlan didn't dare to say more, she took a peek at Xiao Ruoyan, all these years, except for Xiao Ruoyan going home for a while during the Chinese New Year, as if she had cut off all contact with her family, her hesitant words turned around in her stomach, Seeing Xiao Ruoyan's condensed face, Lan Lan didn't dare to say more, and picked up some gossip.

The two of them got into the car while chatting. Lanlan's car was a white Audi. The inside was spotless, but it was full of childish dolls.There was a row of Q-version dolls on the front of the car, Xiao Ruoyan looked familiar, and unconsciously counted one, two, three, four, her eyes dimmed.

These dolls were custom-made when the dormitory people went out together in high school.

The four dolls are all cute and naive.

The four dolls represent the four sisters in their dormitory.

The leader is Zhang Wei, a tall, tall girl who looks like a supermodel, the second one is wearing a windbreaker with her arms open, one leg is bent, she is holding a guitar and looking up chicly, the third is It's Lan Lan, a foodie with a cute face and a lollipop in her hand, and the last one is...

Xiao Ruoyan couldn't help stretching out her hand, and gently stroked Yan Zhilan who was playing the piano, even though she was made into a naive mascot-like doll, she was still out of the world.

"Hey, I found out that you have the same habits as the fourth child." Lanlan smiled. When old friends meet again, she can't finish talking: "We don't meet many times. Every time she gets in my car, she just stares at me like you." Looking at your doll in a daze, she doesn't think much of her own."

Fourth...

That's Xiaoyan.

It was the person she had put on top of her heart.

It was her who stayed away from the city, her relatives, and the source of all happiness for ten years.

Xiao Ruoyan's heart was stabbed, she tilted her head, and said in a low voice, "Is that so..."

"Yes."

Waiting for the green light.

Lanlan showed no mercy, and punched the Xiao Ruoyan doll representing the second child.

Xiao Ruoyan: ...

Lan Lan stared fiercely with round eyes: "Anyway, this time when you come back, you can't just stop and leave like the previous few times. Our dormitory needs to have a good gathering. It's been ten years. They haven't gathered together!"

Xiao Ruoyan drooped her eyelids, her long eyelashes fluttered slightly, and her lips were pursed into a line.

Lanlan babbled about her dissatisfaction for a while, as if she suddenly remembered something, "Oh, by the way, have you contacted the fourth child?"

Xiao Ruoyan's heart skipped a beat, and her heart seemed to be pulled by a nameless hand for an instant. She bit her lower lip and tried to calm herself down, "No, what's wrong?"

Lanlan squinted at her, and turned the steering wheel: "How many of us, now, except you have a music director, the best is the fourth child, she is now a university teacher, very famous , I have participated in many performances, alas, the students she teaches are all over the world, I have gone to her performances a few times, the momentum, the momentum, it is absolutely amazing, when the lights hit, I can see the people below It's all straight to the eye..."

Xiao Ruoyan looked out of the window, and covered his cold hands under his coat.

"Ai ai ai, second child, did you listen to me?"

Lan Lan was dissatisfied with Xiao Ruoyan's quietness, Xiao Ruoyan came back to her senses, she nodded lightly, and looked out the window with a layer of mist in her eyes.

she knows.

She has always known.

Just in place.

After Lanlan parked the car, she turned her head to look at Xiao Ruoyan, stared at her dark eyes for a moment, and sighed softly: "Second brother, you have changed a lot...it's not like before at all. ..."

Xiao Ruoyan in the past was quite rebellious, with personality and temper.

In Yide, who doesn't know her?

A guitar is popular in schools and has become the first love and crush of many boys.

But now... Time flies, ten years have passed, Xiao Ruoyan's appearance has not changed at all from before, and there is even more majesty and aura accumulated over time, but... she who is so taciturn is not Lan Lan's memory after all. The one in her.

high school days.

Xiao Ruoyan is indeed a goddess-level existence. Her talent in music emerged at that time. She played and sang her own arrangements, and the songs were bought by the record company at a young age. The price was beyond the reach of children of that era. Speechless.

At that time, as long as she made money, she would take everyone to the night market to eat and drink. After eating, everyone went to the KTV to howl when they were full. Xiao Ruoyan was the most partial to Xiaoyan at that time. Lan Lan's eyes were red when she bought some delicate gifts.

Xiao Ruoyan is cold-tempered and unruly. When he first met him, he was not an easy-to-contact kind of person. In Lan Lan's words, he was born with a little "arrogance" of a musician.

She also had a good relationship with a few people in the dormitory in private, especially Yan Zhilan, they were as good as Siamese twins at that time.Xiao Ruoyan has a bad temper, and sometimes her face turns cold, even the nervous Lanlan is afraid, but only Yan Zhilan can make Xiao Ruoyan's frozen eyes instantly turn into A pool of spring water loses its lethality.

Everyone always thought that she would take the path of an original singer in the future, but later, something happened by mistake, and for some unknown reason, she transferred to another school and left in the last semester of her third year of high school.

Later, they kept in touch with each other intermittently. The third year of high school was relatively heavy, and no matter how reluctant they were, they could only suppress the feelings in their hearts.

After that, perhaps influenced by Xiao Ruoyan, Yan Zhilan, who had always been the best with her, left suddenly two months before the college entrance examination. It is said that the family went abroad, and when she came back, she was already the oldest. A famous professor.

In the past few years, except for the year just after graduating from university, Xiao Ruoyan lived here at home. In the second year, she packed her backpack and left alone.

No one said, no one told, and when he left, there was a sense of determination, and he seldom came back.

Lanlan couldn't bear it, so she called her several times to ask her why, but she was silent, and her personality changed drastically, because of what, she had no way of knowing.

Now, taking advantage of the boss's wedding, all the people in a dormitory finally got together.

As soon as Lanlan arrived at the hotel, she opened the group chat in the 417 dormitory. She turned around and fell down on the big bed, and started a voice call with the boss Zhang Wei: "I connected with Ruoyan, this bastard was finally detained by me. Do you want to have a meal together?"

Xiao Ruoyan, who was washing his hands, froze and held his breath.

Zhang Wei returned very quickly, "Don't worry, at this moment, Hani and I still have a lot of things to prepare tonight. After the wedding the day after tomorrow is over, we must have a good trial this time with the second child. After so many years, Abandoning us, won't her conscience hurt???"

"Haney... At night, you two still need to prepare? Haven't you prepared hundreds of times?"

"You rascal!"

……

Lanlan gleefully flicked the phone, raised her eyebrows and looked at Xiao Ruoyan: "Wait to be cramped."

With the sound of "buzzing", Lanlan looked down, "Hey, where is the fourth child? Is he still busy?"

A dormitory, full of busy people, gave birth to such a lazy person like her.

Zhang Wei raised her head, looked at Yan Zhilan who was looking at her with a smile not far away, and paused, "Okay, I won't tell you anymore, let the second child wash it up, and wait for me to sharpen my knife and kill her tomorrow." .”

……

hang up the phone.

Zhang Wei raised her head, she looked at Yan Zhilan, and asked suspiciously: "Xiaoyan, why didn't you let me say we met? I haven't seen her for a long time, don't you want to see her right away?"

It's been ten years.

They hadn't seen each other face to face for ten years.

Yan Zhilan's facial features have not changed from when she was a teenager.

It's just that the once black straight hair has turned into coffee-colored wavy hair hitting her shoulders. The hastily passing years have taken away the childishness of a teenager, and enveloped her with calm gentleness forever.

She is still the same as when she was a high school student, she is so gentle to everyone, and she speaks in a soft voice. When talking to her, her gentle eyes seem to be full of light, which cannot be matched by the warmest candlelight in the world.

Zhang Wei saw that the photographer brother who had just come over to step on the spot just said a few words to Xiaoyan, his face turned red a little bit, and sweat came out of the tense back of scratching his ears and cheeks.

But at this moment, Zhang Wei actually saw a trace of red in her usually indifferent eyes, Yan Zhilan tilted her head, wrapped her body in the tulle-like shawl, her soft voice trembled imperceptibly ,"think."

Think, want to think very much, think about going crazy.

Zhang Wei tilted her head, "Then why didn't you see me?"

The eldest is the only person in high school who knows about their relationship.

Mist formed in Yan Zhilan's eyes, she habitually stroked the necklace around her neck with her hands, and slowly lowered her head: "I'll go for a walk."

Come out from the hotel.

I went around in a circle and went to Times Square, which I used to go to.

When I was young, it used to be very lively here. As soon as it got dark, the crowd would gather more and more.

This wave of dancing in the square, that group of roller skating, and some children standing next to the fountain playing in the water, laughing and playing, it is very lively.

But now, the hustle and bustle of the past is gone, only the fountain dancing with the music is left.

The colorful lights swayed with the fountain rhythmically, changing into various shapes, colorful and colorful, but no one appreciated her beauty, but only a few bow-headed people passing by in a hurry looked up.

A long time ago.

There is a person who used to be here when the musical fountain was first put into use.

Covering her eyes behind her, amidst the cheers of the crowd, Xiao Ruoyan hugged her with a smile, and whispered in her ear: "Do you like it?"

Yan Zhilan curled up in her arms, watching the changing fountains and lights, the corners of her lips curled up, she approached her arms docilely, and rubbed against her.

At that time, the song played by the musical fountain was "Simple Love" by Jay Chou, who had become popular in the streets and alleys. Both of them liked it very much.

Xiao Ruoyan hugged her, eyes full of love and affection, "Is it cold?" She hugged her tightly, Yan Zhilan sniffed her fragrance, and murmured: "No."

The smell of Xiao Ruoyan's body fascinated her, the girl's body fragrance mixed with the aroma of shampoo and body wash.

Looking at the girl in her arms, Xiao Ruoyan smiled happily. She looked around secretly, while the moonlight was getting darker and everyone's attention was on the fountain, she lowered her head and secretly pecked Yan Zhilan's cheeks. thin lips.

——I want to hold your hand like this and not let go

Can love be simple and not hurt?

……

The fountain bloomed instantly with the music, and under the blurred moonlight, Yan Zhilan's delicate cheeks were covered with a layer of light pink.

……

But now, the musical fountain is playing the hasty and difficult reading that made her cry when she heard it for the first time.

Maybe it was because they were too obsessed with the past, everything around them became a virtual background, ten years like a dream, now, their dreams should wake up.

Faintly, Yan Zhilan smelled a deeply familiar fragrance in the air, her beautiful eyebrows furrowed in doubt, and after a while, she curled the corners of her lips in a self-deprecating way, another illusion.

In the distance, a familiar voice came, "I said Ruoyan, why did you bring me here? My God, you are too old-fashioned, who still comes to the square at night now, everyone eats at home instead Chicken, you..."

For a moment, just for a moment, Yan Zhilan's heart felt as if she had been struck by electricity, her body was stiff and unable to move, and her soul was emptied in an instant.

Is it a dream?

The world seemed to be slowed down, Yan Zhilan's heart beat heavily and slowly in her chest.Amid the noise and music, the most familiar stranger slowly turned his head to look at her.

Four eyes facing each other.