[HP] How to be successful

Chapter 81

So close, but unable to embrace each other.

"Gellert, how did I believe that he would be fine, how could I believe that putting him to sleep in the last step would not hurt him? Do you know? He disappeared, Anlin, he disappeared, disappeared after I died It's gone..." An unspeakable sadness welled up in her heart, and the only thing Vivian could do was to express it with empty words, not even tears.

"Vivian..." He obviously felt that sadness is only the behavior of the weak, but at this moment, Gellert only felt a dull pain in his chest, which he couldn't get rid of.

"Gellert, when the teacher blocked the death curse for me, I tried my best to snatch the teacher back from the god of death at the end. This is not my tenderness, but my selfishness, because I know, stay The saddest person is the one who leaves, so I chose to be the one who left, but I didn't expect that An Lin was ready to pay the price from the beginning, that's why I'm here, and that's why I didn't disappear. "

"Gellert, do you know? At the beginning I died in front of the teacher. I knew how much the teacher valued me, but I still let him watch me disappear, because I don't want to be forgotten by the teacher. Even if I die, I will die." I think someone will always remember me."

"Gellert, I really miss the teacher and An Lin, but I don't know where to find them, and I don't know if I can last until I find them before disappearing, but I really want to see them again..."

"Gellert, I feel like I have forgotten a lot of things. I remember the teacher remembers Anlin and remembers every moment with them, but there are still many, many places in my mind that I can't see clearly. I think, I should I also forgot a lot of important people, just like I forgot my teacher and An Lin, I want to remember it, I really want to..."

Hearing Vivian's voice getting lower and lower, Gellert just quietly watched him being a qualified listener. Although he didn't like what he heard, it was something Vivian couldn't let go of. The memory of the past, the blue-haired boy slowly closed his golden eyes, under the sun, crystals slipped from the corners of the boy's eyes, Gellert reached out to catch it, but when it fell into the palm of his hand, it became a small gemstone, shining With a clear luster.

Looking at the gemstone in his palm for a moment, Gellert held it slowly, very tightly. The coldness of the gemstone was ironed by the body temperature and gradually warmed up, like a fire, burning Gellert restlessly. He thought that he was the only one in the young man's world, but he never thought that one day the young man would remember that there were too many nostalgia in his life.

Stretching out his hand, his fingertips touched the boy's face very lightly, drawing the boy's exquisite face inch by inch. Gellert found that he could remember every moment with the boy very clearly. He never forgot every word and every expression. When he closed his eyes, the boy's appearance emerged, as if he had already engraved it in his mind and couldn't forget it, and the fingers he outlined were accurate.

After finishing the last stroke, Gellert opened his eyes again, looked deeply at the sleeping Vivian, and then heaved a long sigh. Perhaps, there is no need to worry about whether Albus Will like himself this question, because he just discovered that he likes Vivien far more than he likes Albus.

Gellert didn't need to think too much about the question of changing his mind, because for Albus, just like Vivian asked at the beginning, because Albus was the only one who could understand him and keep up with his progress. People, so it is inevitable that he has a good impression of Albus, and this good feeling can be further developed into liking or even love, but this kind of development needs time to lay the foundation, and unfortunately, at that time, Vivian appeared Now, he appeared in front of his eyes with the magical knowledge that he had to admire, and he was so dependent and indulged in him, making him indulge in the time of discussing magic with Vivian.

Sometimes fate is so strange, it is obvious that I met Albus first, but I found that I spent much more time with Vivian than with Albus; Loved it, but after being cut off at the right time, the vacancy in Shangxin's heart was filled again by the right person.One year is too short, so short that he can't escape the sinking trap given to him by the young man, and one year is too long, so long that he has long been stuck in the mud and cannot extricate himself.

The author has something to say: Don’t say that GG’s relationship is too fast. I have searched for information, and the relationship between GG and Lao Deng is called fast. They have known each other for a year, fell in love for two months, and then they broke up! ! !

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Wiping his face in despair, Gellert was thankful that he didn't let Albus know that he had a crush on him, otherwise he would be more embarrassed now, and he might lose a friend. However, why would anyone he likes have a crush on him? So different?When he first had a crush on Albus, he still thought about why he had a crush on the same sex, but now it's even better, he fell in love with a ghost, a love affair that crossed races... Gellert had to admire his courage.

However, although it will be very difficult, he does not intend to give up. After all, he really likes it this time. Since he likes it, he will not let it go. Whether it is a soul or a ghost, he will let Vivian regain his body. Those memories... Gellert's eyes flashed sharply, even if Vivian's memories were all restored, he would not let go!

So, when Vivian woke up and wanted to tease Xiao Fenghuang to change his mood but found that Xiao Fenghuang had been given away, Gellert, whose mood had taken a 180-degree turn, felt guilty, and his smile became a little flattering , "I will look for one again, and I will definitely find it!"

People are so strange, they can harden their hearts before they understand their minds, but after they understand their minds, they can no longer harden their hearts. This is especially true for Gellert, because he believes that the people he cares about must have the best life The best enjoyment naturally cannot be wronged.

"No need." Shaking his head lightly and refusing, Vivian lowered his eyes, and his long eyelashes cast shadows on his face. The downcast expression made Gellert feel worried.

"How about I find another one for Albus to exchange for the previous one?" Although the gift given out is not easy to take back, since Vivian likes that one, no matter how bad it is, he must find a way to get it back. return.

"No need, that was originally a gift you planned to give to the person you like, how can you get it back after giving it?" Although he really likes that little phoenix, he doesn't want the one that isn't his.

Realizing that what he said before may have made Vivian always believe that the person he likes is Albus, Gellert explained eagerly, "No, Vivian, I..."

"Needless to mention Gellert, I'm self-willed." Interrupting Gellert, Vivian smiled at Gellert, "The teacher once taught me not to envy things that don't belong to me." Of course , Vivian still has the next sentence to say, that is, after saying this sentence, Merlin smiled more gently and said, "The teacher will find you the best everything in the world!".

Viviana's thoughtful teacher made Gellert feel sour, and his brain burned instantly, "I will definitely find a better pet for you than the previous one!"

"No need." Vivian, who had never understood the so-called love, poured cold water on Gellert's head again calmly, and refused his words again without hesitation, "The teacher has already found the world's love for me." The best, most special and powerful pet." Although that "pet" kept calling his mother.

As for men, they can't stand comparisons, especially men who are still in the stage of crush, so they can't stand their sweetheart comparing him with other people, so Gellert's whole body burned up, and his eyes lit up Staring at Vivian cautiously, as if swearing, "Vivian, I will definitely find you a pet that is better, more special and powerful than your previous pet!"

"..." Finally found out that something was wrong with Gellert, Vivian blinked twice in a daze, and then floated over to look at Gellert worriedly, "Gellert, are you okay? Did you The confession was rejected by that person? Don't be discouraged, you are so good, you will succeed a few times, persistence is victory!" Of course, these are just Vivian's words on paper, not actual experience.

Gellert, who originally wanted to explain clearly, was distracted by what Vivian said later, looking at Vivian who could almost bump into him by bending over, Gellert asked very seriously, "Do you really think Am I outstanding? Do you also think that if you like someone, if you fail once, you will succeed more than once, and if you persist, you will win?"

"Hmm." Although he thinks that insisting on some things is just a waste of time, but in order to cheer Gellert up, Vivian is still very firm, very serious and very cautious, nodding his head in affirmation. Of course, at this moment, Vivian is No one would have known, this sentence not only gave Gellert encouragement, but also the stalking that he encountered in the future.

After receiving Vivian's affirmative answer, Gellert was completely relieved. Since Vivian said so, he can practice the word-twisting formula openly. Cultivate feelings with Vivian!

"By the way, Vivian, do you know of any way to allow you to have a body?" Gellert the future devil said, although he felt that as long as it was Vivian, even if it was just a simple look at each other, he would be happy, but he still I don't want to live forever