How's your day

Chapter 66

Cheng Fei sat in the car all night, maintaining the posture Song Yu left, just waiting quietly.

He didn't expect anything, but simply lacked strength. He didn't even have any strength in his body. He couldn't even do actions like raising his hand to grab the steering wheel, raising his leg and stepping on the accelerator.

It's really cold tonight, it's so cold that his whole body is stiff, if he moves a little, the skin and bones all over his body hurt like needle pricks, even the blood vessels under the skin seem to be split, causing tearing. cracking pain.

He sat in the car expressionlessly, and even when he closed his eyes, he could recall Song Yu's expression when he said a sentence of hurtful words, so calm that he seemed invulnerable.

Are they breaking up like this?Did they really break up?

Cheng Fei thought about it seriously, how could it be possible, how could they break up so easily.Shouldn't a normal breakup be a big mess, life and death? Why did their breakup be so peaceful.

But they do seem to have broken up.

When he realized this, Cheng Fei felt as if his heart was being pinched hard and sucked hard, making him unable to breathe.

He lowered his head and panted heavily, trying to get rid of this feeling, but the oxygen seemed to be avoiding him, no matter how hard he inhaled, he couldn't inhale it.

When he was about to suffocate, he suddenly remembered his childhood.

When grandpa passed away, he was still very young, so young that adults thought he couldn't remember things, but in fact he did.

At that time, Cheng's parents and Cheng's mother had to rush to the hospital to take care of grandpa after work every day. They were worried about leaving Cheng Fei at home alone, so they simply took them to the hospital together and asked him to do homework on the small table in the ward.

Cheng Fei basically didn't know how to do homework by himself, and he would copy Lin Xuan's homework after he finished it, so he spent most of his time in the ward watching the people coming and going in the ward.

Maybe it was because they didn't want to scare him, or maybe they didn't want to mention it. In short, everyone never said anything about Grandpa's imminent death in front of Cheng Fei.

But somehow, Cheng Fei knew it.

He didn't know how he knew, but when he looked at his grandfather's wrinkled and pale face, he knew very well that his grandfather was going to die soon.

He thought indifferently, death is not a big deal. It is said in the book that everyone will die, whether it is old age or sickness, why are these adults so serious about it?

Maybe God wanted to punish him for his ignorance. No one happened to be in the ward when his grandfather died. He was the only one sitting on a chair with his face in his hands, looking boredly at his grandfather with the oxygen tank inserted in the hospital bed.

Grandpa opened his eyes at that time. You must know that he has been in a coma for the past few days, and even if he wakes up occasionally, he will be muddleheaded, unlike his eyes are clear now.

Grandpa looked at Cheng Fei, his mouth moved, Cheng Fei jumped off the chair, leaned his head closer, trying to hear what he was saying.

Grandpa said slowly and hoarsely, "Did you... eat...?"

Cheng Fei looked at him a little strangely, but answered honestly, "I've eaten."

Grandpa nodded so slightly that he couldn't even see it, and slowly closed his eyes.

Cheng Fei didn't realize anything at the time, until the instrument next to the bed made a screeching sound, a group of nurses and doctors rushed in and pushed him aside, then he saw Dad Cheng coming from the corridor, and the collapsed expression on his face tears.

Only then did he realize that Grandpa was gone.

The moment he understood, he suddenly felt a suffocation, as if someone was grabbing his throat to prevent him from breathing.

That kind of suffocation is hopeless, and it is only later that I realize what I have lost.

The young Cheng Fei at that time was the same as he is now, breathing hard, but it was useless, the suffocation still enveloped him, and he refused to let go.

When I got home the next day, Cheng Fei became ill. I wondered if he caught a cold after sitting in the car overnight. The illness lasted for more than half a month, and he couldn’t get better over and over again. In the end, Cheng Fei was so scared that Cheng’s mother had to go to the hospital. Please dance to the witch of the great god, and finally he is barely healed.

There was always a text message from Song Yu asking him to pack his things in his mobile phone, but he didn't reply, nor did he go to pack his things.

The ones left at Song Yu's house can actually be thrown away, otherwise, even if they were taken back, they would just be replaced by his hands and thrown away.

He hesitated for many days, but in the end he still didn't send the text message asking Song Yu to throw Xi away.

He had been sick for too long, and he went back to school to catch up with the final exams. After the exam week, the winter vacation was over, and the whole family went to London to see grandma.

They spent the Chinese New Year in London, Cheng Fei's grandmother was very upset about this, and only reluctantly read this article after Cheng Fei went to live with her for half a month after returning from the Chinese New Year.

By the way, there is also Lin Xuan.

Speaking of Lin Xuan, when Cheng Fei and Song Yu separated and saw Lin Xuan, he always had a strange feeling. The words Song Yu said appeared in his mind from time to time, making it impossible for him to face Lin Xuan normally , and occasionally even avoid him.

But this strange feeling didn't last long. He secretly observed Lin Xuan for several days, and found that Lin Xuan didn't show any abnormal behavior, and he didn't even notice his abnormal behavior at all, so he resumed his previous relationship. model.

After the beginning of spring, the weather gradually warmed up. This year's spring was exceptionally warm, and even the wind that blew was gentle.After the term started, Cheng Fei and Lin Xuan began to formally apply for the school, preparing various materials, one thing after another, very trivial and very busy.

When he was free, he suddenly realized that the weather was getting hot, and there was not much time before they went abroad.

Before leaving, Cheng Fei went to Oolong once, and Song Yu and the others were indeed there, and they don't know if the contract with DMD has been successfully resolved.

Cheng Fei looked at the people on the stage singing familiar songs in familiar attire, and heard the familiar shouts from the audience, and drank the wine in front of him in one gulp.

When he was leaving after the end, he saw Song Yu who came out after the performance, and Li Xiu'an who came to pick him up on the side of the road.

Song Yu wore a mask and a down jacket that could cover him up and got into Li Xiu'an's car. Li Xiu'an immediately got into the driver's seat, and then drove the car out of Cheng Fei's sight.

Cheng Fei stood on the side of the road and watched the car move away from him little by little, and heard a loud "bang" in his heart, everything was over.

In June of that year, Cheng Fei and Lin Xuan got on the plane to London together. When they were about to board the plane, they suddenly received a text message from Song Yu: "Bon voyage."

He held his phone and lowered his head for a long time. Before he could figure out how to reply, he was urged into the cabin by the people queuing up behind him, and put the phone back into his pocket hastily.When he got off the plane and remembered about it again, he couldn't reply anymore.

When they arrived in London, the school was far away from grandma's house, so it was inconvenient to travel, so after living in grandma's house for a while, Cheng Fei and Lin Xuan rented a house near the school.

Many Chinese students studying abroad live here. Every day when I go back to the apartment and take the elevator, I can meet a few.

Occasionally they would get together and cook Chinese food together, and the Chinese food made by several chefs was better than that made by Grandma Cheng Fei.

Cheng Fei always felt that life in London passed quickly. At the beginning, he wanted to minimize the length of stay in London as much as possible. He only attended a language school for three months, and entered in October of that year.

But two years after graduating, he was too scared to go back to China. When he was about to graduate, he sat in the room all night, and finally decided to continue his graduate studies.

The postgraduate course in the UK is only one year. I don't know if he will have the courage to return to China after one year.

Cheng Fei was admitted to graduate school relatively smoothly, and his graduate professor was the professor who taught Shen Ran before.Before going to sign up, Shen Ran persuaded him and warned him very seriously——Professor Smith is very perverted, and his best thing is to torture his students, so don't jump into this pit of fire.

But Cheng Fei didn't listen to her, and resolutely signed up, and successfully passed the exam.

As Shen Ran said, although Professor Smith is knowledgeable, he is also very strict. He treats students as much as he wants them to stay in the laboratory for 24 hours to study the subject.

If it wasn't for the fear of being complained to the school by the students and affecting his research, Cheng Fei believed that he would definitely do this.

Shen Ran was very gloating about this, and laughed at him from a distance of more than 1 kilometers, "I told you a long time ago, you must be stubborn, so be happy now."

Cheng Fei, who was revising the 20th draft paper, was very irritable at this time, and he showed no mercy to Shen Ran who laughed at him, and directly poked her pain point, "Has Xiaobao decided to return to China?"

"..." Shen Ran, who was stabbed, hung up the video call directly, and went back to the bed to lick his wound.

Cheng Fei nodded happily, very good, both sides will suffer, no one will feel better.

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...I always thought today was the 1st and yesterday was the 31st (*._.)