How's your day

Chapter 19

There was no one on the stage, and the drum set was carried down by the staff, and even the booing in the crowd gradually subsided. Everyone thought it was a lively scene, but it was not about the boyfriend or Cheng Fei. care.

It took Cheng Fei a long time to come back to his senses. He stood up suddenly, and the wine bottle on the table was almost knocked down by his movements.

Cheng Fei only wanted to see Song Yu now, and asked him what he meant by what he said on stage just now, was that what he meant?

When Cheng Fei walked towards the backstage, he turned around and was suddenly grabbed by the arm.

Cheng Fei turned his head, and it was Lin Xuan who grabbed him.

Lin Xuan opened his mouth, and he didn't know what he said. Cheng Fei didn't hear clearly. The table next to him was playing a game, and there were bursts of noise coming.

Cheng Fei didn't have the time to find out what Lin Xuan said. He said to Lin Xuan in a slightly anxious tone, "I'll talk about it later." Then he turned and left.

Lin Xuan didn't exert any force on his hand, and when Cheng Fei turned around, his hand was thrown off and hit the chair next to him.

"Cheng Fei!" Lin Xuan yelled again, ignoring his reddened hands.

It's a pity that Cheng Fei had already walked into the crowd at this time, and he couldn't hear the voice behind him at all.

Cheng Fei went backstage, and Yu Yao and the others were inside. Seeing him coming in, there was a burst of whistles and teasing.

At this moment, Cheng Fei's frantically beating heart slowly fell, and a feeling of embarrassment exploded in his chest and spread throughout his body, even his face turned red.

Yu Yao clapped his hands exaggeratedly at him, "Let's welcome Brother Song's boyfriend!"

Cheng Fei was a little shy, and glanced at Song Yu who was sitting on the chair.

Song Yu fiddled with the phone with her head down, without looking at him.

Cheng Fei's heart just started to fluctuate again. He really couldn't figure out Song Yu's mind. At this time, Song Yu didn't look at him or express his opinion, which made him feel uneasy again.

Sitting beside him, Jiang Yulei said with a smile, "It's rare that Song Yu is actually shy."

Cheng Fei plucked up his courage, suppressed the uneasiness in his heart, sat down next to Song Yu, looked sideways at Song Yu, and said nothing.

After a while, Song Yu couldn't hold on any longer, and couldn't help but raised his head and said to Cheng Fei, "What do you think I'm doing?"

Seeing Song Yu's face, Cheng Fei felt that the uneasiness in his heart gradually turned into sweet little bubbles. He smiled shyly, "Look at my boyfriend."

"Who? Who are you talking about?" Song Yu showed no expression, looked around and said, "Is it Yu Yao?"

Yu Yao screamed strangely from the side, "Don't bullshit me, I'm straight."

Cheng Fei grabbed Song Yu's hand and held it tightly, "Didn't you mean me what you just said on stage? There is another person named Cheng Fei here?"

Song Yu wanted to pull back his hand, but he couldn't pull it out twice.

"Don't move around." Cheng Fei leaned closer and stared into Song Yu's eyes, "Am I your boyfriend?"

Song Yu's eyes wandered, she didn't look at him, she pursed her mouth and didn't speak.

Cheng Fei didn't move, looked straight at Song Yu, and said softly, "I'll kiss you if you don't talk."

Song Yu glared at him with an expression of admitting defeat, "Yes, yes, are you deaf?"

Cheng Fei finally smiled reassuringly, with a smile overflowing from the corners of his eyes and mouth, "I just want to confirm with you again, what if I'm really deaf?"

Song Yu glanced at him fiercely, but said nothing in anger.

Cheng Fei was full of sweetness and was about to lean up to kiss him, but was suddenly interrupted by a series of cell phone ringtones. Song Yu took the opportunity to avoid him, kicked Cheng Fei, and said, "Pick up the phone."

Cheng Fei had no choice but to look at Song Yu who had already avoided, so he took out his phone regretfully,

It was Cheng Ma who called, Cheng Fei picked up the phone, Cheng Ma asked him angrily on the other end of the phone where he is now, do you know what time it is, and are you ready to go home?

Before Cheng Fei opened his mouth, he was blocked by Cheng Ma's series of attacks.

"Get the hell out of here!" Cheng Mama hung up the phone after saying the last harsh word.

Cheng Fei held the phone with a dull expression.

Sein Fei glanced at Cheng Fei's silly face, and asked him, "You came here alone?"

"Ah?" Cheng Fei said after several seconds, "No, I came with Lin Xuan."

"What about others?" Song Yu asked.

"..." Cheng Fei remembered that he had left Lin Xuan outside, and hurriedly said, "He's in the lobby, I'll call him and ask him to come over."

Cheng Fei dialed Lin Xuan's number, but he didn't get connected until the phone was automatically hung up.

Yu Yao came over to him and said, "Brother Song's boyfriend, do you want to have New Year's Eve dinner with us later?"

"I have to go find Lin Xuan first. He didn't answer the phone, maybe he didn't hear it." Cheng Fei stood up.

Song Yu watched him get up, and said to him: "If you find it, go home directly, it's getting late."

Cheng Fei hesitated for a moment, a bit reluctant to just go home.

He has just experienced ups and downs, and he has not said a word of the words he had prepared, and he has not yet vented his tenderness.

He just wants to be with Song Yuti now, to confirm with him again that he is not dreaming, and to confirm that they are really together.

There is no one who breaks up as soon as the relationship is established, why not talk sweetly.

Song Yu looked up at him, as if guessing his thoughts, "Is it your phone just now? Go back quickly."

Cheng Fei recalled the horror of his mother, and decided to let go of his children's love first, and go home to coax his mother well first.He said to Song Yu, "Then... I'll call you when I get back."

Song Yu nodded.

Yu Yao patted Cheng Fei on the shoulder, "Goodbye, it seems that you will not have the chance to eat the super invincible and delicious dumplings I made."

Cheng Fei smiled, "There is always a chance to eat it."

Song Yu waved his hand at him, "Okay, let's go quickly, you won't be able to get a taxi any later."

Cheng Fei wanted to kiss Song Yu before leaving, but Yu Yao and the others were staying nearby. He was embarrassed, so he waved his hand, opened the door reluctantly, and turned to Song Yu, "I'll call you when I get home. Phone."

"Understood." Song Yu said impatiently, pointed at Yu Yao, and said, "Go, close the door."

Cheng Fei opened the door and left before Yu Yao came over. Walking out of the long backstage corridor, the noise from the front hall rushed towards him from all directions, making him suddenly feel unreal.

When Cheng Fei walked to the bar, Lin Xuan was still sitting in his original seat, with a newly ordered bottle of dark beer in front of him.

The moment he saw Lin Xuan, his rationality finally returned to Cheng Fei's brain, and he only now realized that Lin Xuan had heard Song Yu's words on stage just now.

So now Lin Xuan should also understand his relationship with Song Yu and his sexuality.

Cheng Fei felt a little nervous, wondering if Lin Xuan would accept it.

He hoped that Lin Xuan would not be unable to accept this matter.

If Lin Xuan got angry because of his concealment, he could still apologize, but if Lin Xuan couldn't accept his sexuality at all, then his apology was useless.

After all, sexual orientation cannot be changed.

It was because of this that he had been afraid to confess his sexuality to Lin Xuan. He was afraid that Lin Xuan would not be able to accept it. He was afraid that if he said it, they would not be friends anymore.

Cheng Fei came to Lin Xuan's side and patted him on the shoulder, "Go backstage and say a few words, why didn't you answer the call just now?

Lin Xuan glanced at him with the wine bottle, and said after a few seconds, "I didn't hear that."

The bar was too noisy, and everyone was still in the excitement of the new year, except for the sound of explosion music and the shouts of drunkards.

Cheng Fei approached Lin Xuan, and said in a voice twice as loud as usual: "Let's go out first."

Lin Xuan nodded and followed him out of the oolong.

Cheng Fei glanced at Lin Xuan's face while walking out, but found nothing abnormal, when he got to the side of the road and waited for the bus, he coughed and said to Lin Xuan: "Do...do you want to ask me anything? "

Lin Xuan didn't look at him, but looked at the street lamp on the side of the road, his eyes were empty, "What?"

"Just..." Cheng Fei hesitated, but continued, "What Song Yu said on stage just now."

Lin Xuan finally turned his gaze back to look at Cheng Fei. He was standing under the street lamp, with yellow light haloing on his face, blurring his expression, unable to see through his emotions, and said calmly, "Are you together?"

"...Yes." Cheng Fei was a little surprised at Lin Xuan's calmness, as if he didn't mind it at all.

"Are you gay?" Lin Xuan asked again.

"En." Cheng Fei nodded.

"When did you find out?" Lin Xuan asked.

"I had a faint feeling when I was in elementary school," Cheng Fei said, "I confirmed it in junior high school."

Lin Xuan lowered his eyes and said after a long time, "Why didn't you tell me?"

"I don't know how to speak, and I don't know if you can accept this matter." Cheng Fei felt a little guilty, "I didn't deliberately hide it from you. I haven't had a boyfriend in these years, so I never thought about it." Get up and tell you about this."

Lin Xuan smiled and hummed lightly.

Cheng Fei breathed a sigh of relief, "You don't know how anxious I am, and I'm afraid that you won't be able to accept it, and I'm afraid that you will be angry and I will hide it from you. Are you not angry?"

Lin Xuan raised the corners of his lips and smiled, "I have no right to be angry."

His voice was too soft, Cheng Fei couldn't hear clearly, "What?"

Lin Xuan shook his head and said, "It's nothing."

Cheng Fei put his arms around his shoulders in peace, like two good brothers, "Don't leak your words when you get home, my mother will definitely go crazy if she finds out."

Lin Xuan could feel Cheng Fei's breath when he was speaking next to his ear, and it was a little itchy on his ear.

"Actually, I was planning to confess my love to Song Yu today." Cheng Fei finished talking happily, with a smile in his voice, "I didn't expect him to... well, you probably won't be able to accept it, right?"

"No." Lin Xuan said.

"Good brother." Cheng Fei hugged him and shook him, feeling completely relaxed, "The last time we met, we were not married yet, and we didn't introduce each other properly, next time we have a chance, let's have a meal together meal."

Lin Xuan didn't speak, and followed Cheng Fei to hug him.

"Hey, the car is here." Cheng Fei let go of Lin Xuan, stretched his arms and waved towards the taxi at the intersection.

When I got home, my father, mother, and uncle were sitting in the living room. The Spring Festival Gala was playing on the TV. I don’t know if it was not over or it was a replay. Aunt also sleeps with Xiao Xiaocheng in the room.

Cheng Fei tiptoed into the house, and as soon as one foot stepped in, a flattering smile appeared on his face, trying to ease his mother's anger.

Due to the sleeping person in the room, Cheng Ma couldn't vent her anger by scolding him, so she could only point her finger at him in warning, to make him feel better.

Cheng Fei grinned and put on a gesture of surrender, knowing that he had escaped a catastrophe, he glanced at the people sitting on the sofa, and asked in a low voice, "Where's Auntie?"

The uncle lowered his voice and replied, "Just like you, I also ran out, and I haven't seen him until now."

"Wow." Cheng Fei sat down, his gossip broke out, "She won't have a boyfriend, right?"

Fiction smiled, a few fine lines creased at the corners of his eyes, "It's hard to say."

Cheng's mother was already too sleepy. If Cheng Fei hadn't come back, she would have fallen asleep a long time ago. At this time, Cheng Fei and Lin Xuan had arrived home safely, and she couldn't hold on any longer. She stood up and waved her hands, "Okay, everyone is going to bed." Well, we have to get up early tomorrow to pay New Year's greetings."

Father Cheng turned off the TV with the remote control, and said, "Cheng Fei, you and Lin Xuan are sleeping in the small room. Your mother has already packed it up for you. Take a shower and go to bed early."

"Of order." Cheng Fei said.

The uncle yawned and got up, "Leave a light for Xiao Cheng, I don't know if she will come back today."

Dad Cheng walked back to the bedroom and said without looking back, "It's best to go see your boyfriend, it's fine if you don't come back tomorrow."

Everyone went back to their rooms, and Cheng Fei and Lin Xuan also entered their small room, leaving only one yellow light in the living room.

Cheng Fei entered the room and said to Lin Xuan: "Go take a shower first, I'll do it later."

Lin Xuan nodded, took out the change of clothes he brought, and went into the bathroom.

Cheng Fei collapsed on the bed without changing his clothes, took out his mobile phone, and made a call in less than a second.

The phone beeped, but no one answered.

After hanging up automatically, Cheng Fei dialed the phone again.

Still no answer.

Are you busy?

Cheng Fei called up the chat and sent a message, [I'm home, what are you doing? ]

Waited for a while, no reply.

He sent again, [Are you busy? ]

Still didn't return.

Cheng Fei happily waited for a reply with his mobile phone in his hand, clicked on Song Yu's profile picture, and looked at his circle of friends.

He even looks at Song Yu's circle of friends in a different mood now. Before looking at Song Yu's photos, he only thought they looked good.

It's different now.

Now I will sincerely sigh, my boyfriend is so good-looking.

He happily clicked on each photo, zoomed in, and looked at every small detail carefully, then quit, clicked on the next photo, and repeated.

Just like this infinite loop until Lin Xuan came out of the shower, Song Yu still didn't reply to his message.

"Go and wash." Lin Xuan changed into pajamas and wiped his hair with a towel.

Cheng Fei turned over from the bed, picked up his pajamas and walked to the bathroom, turned back halfway there, and took the mobile phone on the bed into the bathroom.

He turned up the ringer of his mobile phone to the maximum and put it on the sink, then took off his clothes and turned on the shower to take a bath.

While washing his hair, he heard a "ding" from his phone.

He quickly wiped off the foam on his face, dried his hands with the towel next to him, picked up his phone, and unlocked the screen.

Song Yu sent him a picture, it was a plate of chubby dumplings, it seems that it should be the super invincible and delicious big dumplings that Yu Yao said.

Cheng Fei typed with both hands, the foam from his hair was left on his face, [Are you eating dumplings? ]

[Um. ] Song Yu replied quickly this time.

[It looks delicious, eat more. ] After Cheng Fei replied, he clicked on the photo and took a closer look. He found nothing but dumplings.

After confirming that Song Yu didn't reply, he put the phone back on the sink, turned on the shower a few times to rinse off the foam on his head.