[Full-time Zhou Ye] Life and death

04

When Ye Qiu personally delivered the graduation certificate to Zhou Zekai, he was in a daze. It had been three years in a flash, and this kid was already in his early twenties, and he still looked so straight.

... With good looks, legs, and money, Ye Qiu complained.

What?Where is the money you ask?

Oh, I forgot to mention, each department of the institute area receives tens of thousands of comprehensive scholarships each year, plus his status as a lecturer in G area, Zhou Zekai runs around twice a week to give lectures and give lectures to others. There is also a lot of salary to get, and the most important thing is that the eighth hospital provides food, housing and internal consumption. In the past few years, as a student who has not left the college area, he basically does not spend much money.

So the current Zhou Zekai is simply the type of person who takes things without looking at the price. Ye Dashen, who was so rich that he went through an internship in a general ward during his teaching assistantship, and who always borrowed money but always forgot to press the bills, can only eat. Take a drink.

However, the person in front of him pulled the long hem of the doctor's robe embarrassingly at the moment, and Ye Qiu felt as if the past few years did not exist for this child with his shy look, so he stepped back halfway. Stepping forward, his body cleverly blocked the other students who were attending the graduation ceremony of the thirteenth grade, and took out a small book from his arms. Together with the graduation certificate, the whole district entry and exit qualification certificate, and the doctor qualification certificate, he handed it to him. into the child's hands.

"The Detailed Explanation and Possibility of Light Quantum in the Spiritual Field written by the former director of the institute, Jin Chengyi, was given to me by Director Feng when I was admitted to the hospital for evaluation,"

At this time, Ye Qiu, who has been appointed to be transferred to the central headquarters immediately, said this in a very low voice, "Uh, Xiao Zhou... Although this is a bit old, the circulation of materials is now using electronic equipment, but that will This is the first edition, and it was a sensation at home and abroad when it was published, okay, um... it can be considered a graduation gift."

"Thank you!" The person in front of him hugged the pile of things excitedly, with an unprecedented volume.

"I'm going to keep a low profile!" Ye Qiu hastily turned around and glanced.Fortunately, no one read it... So he lowered his volume and said, "Are you going to let me have a copy!? You don't think I have one either!!"

"Hehe..." He smirked.

"...Xiao Zhou, you." Sighing, Ye Qiu, who is actually only four or five years older than Zhou Zekai, has already gotten used to the way of speaking by relying on the old and selling the old, although there are always a bunch of bad friends who accuse Ye of being not a thing and Qiu always taking advantage of the great god Zhou, But Zhou Zekai himself didn't mind at all, and even seemed to enjoy it a bit.

After Ye Qiu delivered the things, he went to the next classmate. By the way, he took a piece of soft China in his mouth, leisurely and casually showing that this classmate was so angry that he jumped to his feet, which was not half of Zhou Zekai's helpless doting on children. Feel.

After the ceremony was over, everyone dispersed sparsely, and Zhou Zekai was slowly walking back to his residence in the Eighth Courtyard.Taking out the book that my senior gave me not long ago, I was stunned while walking.

Zhou Zekai secretly rubbed the gilded cover of the book, it feels good to the touch, um.

Zhou Zekai picked up the book and took a deep breath.

The pages of the book have an ink aroma that is rare in this era, and there is a little dusty smell. The paper is a little yellowed, and it looks like it has been around for some years. Character.Look again, the word Ye Qiu is written on the title page flamboyantly.

Zhou Zekai couldn't help but put his nose up and smell it.

It seems... There is a taste of the predecessors.

Thinking of this, the young man in his early twenties was a little excited, and he suddenly remembered something that his predecessor had said when chatting with a group of students in class.

"The human soul, er, that is, the spirit, can now realize quantum materialization, yes, you can see it in the experimental area, and there are pictures in your handouts... Ah, let me describe it?

Uh, you should see each other, although I am also a single dog now, but if I think about it, that kind of light is like some of you who are present here have already held hands and kissed small mouths, hey, don’t Looking at me with disgust on my face, I'm serious.

Just like when you guys were first tempted, the light in your heart was like this. This is the feeling of the so-called love sublimating people's longing to the perfect state. It's so beautiful that I almost forget myself.Hey, what do you mean talking about philosophy? !Everything involves philosophy, okay...

In short, if you have the feeling of loving or being loved, maybe you can feel the light of your spirit? "

Zhou Zekai still remembered that Ye Qiu, who was basically the same age as the students, was ruthlessly ridiculed for being single when he said that. The whole person is cool.

But at the moment, Zhou Zekai, who was looking at this slightly yellowed paper book that hadn't been in sight for a long time, felt that the senior at that time, really, had nothing wrong with it.

In my heart, the light continuously gushing out is so beautiful that it almost overwhelms the sky that is burning into flames at this moment.Dazzling and charming.

Difficult to extricate themselves.

Year after year, the little boy has already become a handsome young man at this moment. However, this secret that has been buried for three years, maybe even longer, as long as when we first met 12 years ago, has broken through the corner at this moment The cage inside, take root and sprout.

"Freud proposed that the human mind is divided into consciousness, preconsciousness, and subconsciousness. Of course, the successfully quantized mental light quantum cube has confirmed this point.

On the spiritual quantum cube we can clearly see a slightly faint 'dark film' between the center of the cube and the surface

——It makes sense for director Kim Sung-ui to translate it into "cage" when translating it into English

——This is our preconsciousness, in order to protect and block instinct, that is, subconsciousness.

Zhuang Zhou once put forward the theory that human nature is inherently evil. Of course, if you regard instinct or desire as a kind of evil, there is nothing wrong with it, but...

The center under that layer of 'dark film', the area where subconsciousness gathers, has a more beautiful light than the surface layer of consciousness after separation. "

"So, how can such a beautiful thing not be accepted?"

"It's just a more blank sheet of paper, more transparent, and a more pure self surrounded by sensibility. However, to become a qualified psychiatrist, you have to exercise your rational judgment and calmly analyze until these things are gone. Kind of sad to be part of the instinct, right? But that's the fascination, mastery, and control of this discipline."

A little drama started in Zhou Zekai's mind, and the content of the drama was every class, every word that senior had attended in the past three years...and every smile.

Rational analysis?To hell!

He finally understood what that sense of anticipation was.

I like senpai, I like it very much, I want...to be together all the time, is there a more beautiful and attractive existence than this!

When he came back to his senses, what greeted him was a flash of light in front of his eyes and the sound of the shutter.

"Xiao Zhou, why are you standing here giggling?"

The senior who had been in Zhou Zekai's mind over and over again just now is holding up a camera and looking at him with a smile.

"Yo, this one is not bad." The senior's arms naturally wrapped around his shoulders, and at the same time, this movement conveyed a sense of intimacy and unreserved trust.

However, in the eyes of the present Zhou Zekai, this little action that happened from time to time turned out to be a mess of ambiguity.

The ambiguity made Zhou Zekai's heart beat faster, but luckily he didn't show his face.However, he obviously had a high psychological stress rating in the comprehensive test.

"Hey! Xiao Zhou, have you watched it?"

The accelerated heartbeat had a buffer time because of this sentence, so Zhou Zekai glanced at the person who was hugging him and focused on the camera, and said slowly: "Well, just watch."

Then Zhou Zekai was stunned.

On this small LCD screen, the young man wearing a doctor's robe has very sharp but not abrupt eyebrows. There is a bright smile on his originally cold and handsome face, like a pool of scorching spring water that warms his eyebrows. The edges and corners of the corners of the eyes melted away, and the corners of the mouth were lifted up, showing a hint of shyness, but it was just right.

"How about it, doesn't it look good?" Zhou Zekai felt that his head seemed to be rubbed a bit badly when he heard this sentence, so he straightened his body and nodded, which was regarded as getting rid of this senior's clutches.

"Well. Send it to me."

Although the claws of the predecessors can definitely not be said to be devil's claws.

Zhou Zekai thought.

I knew I wouldn't have raised my head so early.

The place touched was warm, and he only felt that his scalp was a little fried.

——When can I tell my seniors?

Zhou Zekai regained his composure.

——In half a year, the role of empathy is not just for doctors and patients.

Thinking like this, Zhou Zekai happily walked away in the senior's greeting, "Let's go to eat, brother treats you."

He didn't see the wry smile that flashed past the corner of the mouth of the senior who was walking behind.

"No, Xiao Zhou." Such a soft murmur quickly disappeared from the air.