fallen leaves are also stars

Chapter 14 Depression

Xingchen specially made a lot of Yifeng's favorite dishes, and it's been a long time since the two of them ate at home together, and occasionally they still need a world of two.

As soon as the two of them sat down, Xingchen's cell phone rang. It was Zhou Nannan's call. Xingchen didn't need to think about why his mother was calling at this time, and he was a little angry and didn't want to answer the phone.

"Answer the phone, or your mother will worry."

"Don't worry about it, I must be going on a blind date again."

After Xingchen finished speaking, he looked at Yifeng, who knew that Yifeng was very calm,

"Go! It's just to have a meal with a stranger. If it can reassure your mother, there's nothing wrong with it. I believe you."

Yifeng grabbed Xingchen and asked him to answer the phone, but Xingchen was unwilling.

"Before you knew that I was going on a blind date, why weren't you so generous?"

"I couldn't be sure of your heart at that time, but now it's different, answer the phone quickly!"

Xingchen had no choice but to take the phone and ran to the room to answer it. Sure enough, as Xingchen expected, the person on the blind date this time was a kindergarten teacher. Zhou Nannan said that although it is good to like children, the kindergarten teacher is too busy with work. She was a little hesitant at first, but see I saw the photo and thought it was very cute, so I agreed...

Amidst Zhou Nannan's long-winded words, Xingchen's thoughts have drifted away. Yifeng's forbearance is actually because he is afraid that he will be pressured by his family, but what about Yifeng himself?Will it really not hurt?Although I didn't have the courage to let my parents know that I fell in love with a man, I was still extremely irritable.

The well-prepared meals became unappetizing. Although Yifeng still smiled, but he didn't open his mouth to speak, which shows that he is in a low mood at the moment. Xingchen is really about to be suppressed by this atmosphere to the point of collapse. He really still loves Yifeng. Wind, I really want to say it out loud.

The next day Xingchen was absent-minded, making mistakes all the time so that Xiaoyou found out that something was wrong, and forced Xingchen to tell this matter again and again.

"Master Legend is really manly enough, he is right to do so! Could it be that you really plan to tell Aunt Nannan about your current relationship status!"

Xingchen didn't speak, why didn't Xiaoyou realize that his uncle had such an awkward personality before?Walking up to Xingchen, he hugged Xingchen's shoulder very handsomely.

"Master Legend's decision is very correct. At least let Aunt Nan Nan not have any suspicions. Going on a blind date is just a formality, okay? It won't lose a piece of meat, at worst, treat the other party as someone who eats at the same table!"

"It's not the blind date, but Yifeng, he shouldn't have to bear this..."

Xiaoyou sighed after hearing what Xingchen was worried about. She couldn't experience it personally, but she would indeed bear a lot of pressure other than love when it comes to a love that does not receive blessings.

"But it's better than letting Aunt Nannan know. If it's just a blind date that allows you to let go of the pressure from your family, it's worth it for Mr. Legend to suffer a little bit of grievance. If Aunt Nannan knows that she will force you to break up with Senior Yifeng with death, you What should I do? Don't forget Aunt Nan Nan's character, she will never give up until she achieves her goal."

"Maybe mom will understand, she will agree?"

"Uncle? Can you stop being so naive? You are betting with a [-]% chance! The bet is Senior Ye Yifeng, can you really afford it?"

Xingchen stopped talking, what Xiaoyou said made sense, and he also knew that going on a blind date was indeed the best solution at present, but he felt very sad and unspeakably irritated.

Zhou Nannan is definitely an efficiency guy. He contacted the meeting the next day after the phone call. Xingchen had done enough mental construction, and the whole blind date was very dull, and this time the kindergarten teacher was obviously not as talkative as the previous Miss Lin. She was very shy, always blushing and lowering her head, which made Xing Chen heave a sigh of relief.

After dinner, I still didn't ask for my mobile phone number, and I didn't even exchange WeChat. Seeing the slightly embarrassed expression of the kindergarten teacher, Xingchen felt a little bit sorry, so I had to go to the side of the road to help her stop a taxi. This may be the only thing Xingchen can do. that's it.

Seeing the taxi go away, Xingchen breathed a sigh of relief, suddenly stopped the car beside him, Xingchen looked over, Yifeng had a slightly serious face, saw Yifeng came to pick him up specially, the little girl in Xingchen's heart was pressed The awkwardness seemed to disappear all of a sudden.

"How did you come?"

Even though his mood turned fine, Xingchen still pretended to be fine and asked Yifeng,

"Come and pick you up on the way."

"Then have you eaten?"

Yifeng shook his head, obviously not in the mood to eat, whoever said that he believed in the stars that day, who put on a nonchalant expression, was actually worried to death.

After returning home, Xingchen started to cook immediately. Xingchen made a big move to prepare a table of dishes, but Yifeng was nowhere to be found. Xingchen didn't eat well just now, and kept sitting at the table stealing food until Yifeng came out with a bath towel wrapped around him. She looks like she just got out of the shower, with obvious muscles and well-proportioned bones, really...really sexy!

"Hurry up and eat!"

Xingchen lowered his head in embarrassment, originally wanted to leave Yifeng alone, but was held back by Yifeng,

"Wipe my hair!"

Xingchen looked at Yifeng's dripping hair, but he had no choice but to pick up a towel and wipe Yifeng clean. Why don't you use a hair dryer? It's late autumn now, what if you catch a cold?But Xingchen didn't say these words, his heartbeat was so loud that he couldn't find where his voice was.

Xingchen wiped off the water, and planned to evacuate, but was held back by Yifeng again, but this time he sat in Yifeng's arms accurately, and could kiss Yifeng's lips as soon as he raised his head, it was too close, even The sound of heartbeat and breathing can be heard clearly.

"Hurry up and eat!"

Xingchen finally found his voice, and wanted to push Yifeng away, but Yifeng lowered his head and kissed Xingchen's lips, tasting it more deliciously than anything else,

"Can you give it to me?"

Yifeng's voice is so hoarse, Xingchen can clearly feel the changes in Yifeng beneath him, Yifeng wants to confirm the relationship between them, wants a real bond, how can Xingchen not understand?

"Let's eat first! I'm going to take a shower."

After Xingchen finished speaking, he kissed Yifeng on the corner of his mouth, and then ran back to the room. When taking a shower, even his fingers were trembling. The information he secretly checked on the Internet, about the intimacy between men, came to Xingchen's eyes little by little. , he was really not ready yet, and even felt a little scared.

But because it is Yifeng, he can always give himself some courage. He lay on Yifeng's bed and waited for Yifeng to come in. Opening the quilt and wanting to put on pajamas, Yifeng opened the door and came in.

"you……"

Seeing Xingchen's smooth skin, Yifeng could hardly control himself, rushed to the bed and threw himself on Xingchen, and the kiss that fell was a bit rough,

"The neck is not good, you will be seen, Yifeng, don't make trouble!"

Xingchen protects her neck, but refuses to be kissed by Yifeng,

"Can it be done elsewhere?"

"Ye Yifeng, don't talk!"

Xingchen was blushing all over, Yifeng grabbed him frantically, Wen moved down a little bit, Xingchen's mind began to flash those messages about intimacy in the forum, many bad thoughts came up, and he kept telling himself that he was fine It is Yifeng, it is Yifeng, if it is Yifeng, it will be fine.

The overly depressed Xingchen kept trembling, it was not trembling with excitement, but with fear of the unknown, Yifeng felt it, so he stopped, his Xingchen was afraid.

"Don't worry, baby, I won't make it to the end."

Yifeng whispered in Xingchen's ear, one by one gentle kisses fell on Xingchen's cheeks, kissing the tears that Xingchen fell without knowing when,

"It's not that I don't want to, Yifeng, I'm not ready yet, I..."

Yifeng kisses Xingchen's lips again, he knows that he and Xingchen are actually the same, they are not born to like boys, but they just happen to like boys.

Xingchen's scruples and Yifeng understand that he is too anxious, he should wait, but today he is really too scared, afraid what if Xingchen finds a good woman and leaves him?Yifeng really can't imagine how his world will continue if Xingchen leaves again.

Yifeng's gentle kisses made Xingchen feel uncomfortable. He couldn't make Yifeng feel at ease. Crying bitterly, this made Yifeng at a loss what to do.

"What's the matter? Xingchen, what's the matter?"

"Yifeng, what should I do? I really love you so much, I can't express how much I love you, but no one else can do it except you, but I keep making you uncomfortable, you have abandoned the previous world for me, But I have so many scruples, Yifeng, am I particularly bad?"

Yifeng smiled, hugged Xingchen in his arms, and gently patted Xingchen's back,

"My world itself has nothing to cherish, but you are different. Your world is so warm and colorful, so you should not abandon it. It is the source of your warmth. Do you understand? As long as you stay by my side, I already have the whole world."

After hearing Yifeng's words, Xingchen began to feel sorry for Yifeng again. With snot and tears, he kissed Yifeng, and Yifeng didn't dislike him, enjoying Xingchen's kiss.

Yifeng fell in love with the star like white paper at first, so protecting him has become his lifelong goal, where is there any other extravagant desire?

Xingchen's phone call suddenly remembered, breaking the original warm scene, it was Zhou Nannan, this time she couldn't wait for a minute, and called overnight to confirm the progress, but Xingchen was very perfunctory, and once again extinguished Zhou Nannan's enthusiasm, in the end she What kind of girl does your son like?

It seems that there is really going to be a wheel war. You can't just wait silently for someone who can achieve success. The more the better in the future. Only when there are more opportunities for blind dates can you let your precious son find the other half. He is alone at home. Now The national policy was relaxed, Xing Chen had to give birth to a boy for the Luo family, Zhou Nannan was silently calculating.