do you have a crush on me

Chapter 57

I don't know if it's because I didn't see Mu Qing and felt uneasy. Su Ran's sleep that night can be described as ups and downs. First, she dreamed of the scene where Mu Qing collapsed in the classroom, and then there was the sound of an ambulance coming in a hurry. .

She even dreamed that Mu Qing was lying on the hospital bed silently, unable to wake up no matter how much she shouted, she was terrified, she stretched out her hand to shake her, yelled like crazy, tears flowed out without money, But there was no response.

In the end, it was her violent movements that caused her to fall out of bed, and she woke up suddenly.

She sat there, propped her forehead and sighed, "It's not a good dream..." She scratched her messy hair, looked at the alarm clock on the bedside table, it was already past six o'clock, and she didn't stay in bed .

She got up and brushed her teeth first, opened the door and saw that her mother hadn't gotten up yet, "Ah, then I'll make breakfast by myself~"

The ingredients in the refrigerator are rich and varied. She looked at them for a long time and took out two eggs, "Let's eat poached eggs today."

Su Ran knows how to cook. When she was a child, she was raised by her mother in her hometown for a period of time. She knew a little bit of everything, but her family never let her do these things.

It's really been a long time since I touched these things, she thought, just as she was about to turn on the fire, the doorbell rang outside.

"It's so early in the morning, who is it?" Su Ran frowned, put down her things and went to open the door.

The door opened, and a middle-aged man of medium build stood outside, wearing glasses and looking very gentle. The two looked at each other in surprise, "Dad!"

Su Wen was also very surprised. He pushed his glasses, "Xiao Ran? You... woke up so early?" He hadn't spoken to his daughter for a long time, and he didn't know what tone to use for a while.

"Well, the high school courses are heavy, and I have to run to go to morning self-study every day, so I get up earlier." Su Ran nodded solemnly, her eyes were bright, but after all, she couldn't do it like a normal child. She even rubbed her fingers a little nervously, "Dad, you, why are you back?"

"Ah, I... I'm coming back to get something." Su Wen lowered his head for some reason, and he twitched the corners of his mouth in embarrassment.

"Dad, are you leaving again?" Su Ran was a little disappointed.

As I said before, because of her, Su Ran's parents resigned from their original job in Haishi and moved here, but in fact, the only one who really stayed with her was her mother, and Su's father had a special job, so he flew out all day Fly away and provide them with a comfortable living environment with high-paying jobs.

So Su Ran's mother and daughter didn't have much time to meet Su's father. She was very pleasantly surprised to see him come back this time, but she didn't expect it to be... just a flash in the pan?

"Well, the company... things are quite busy." Su Wen nodded indiscriminately. He walked in and saw that the kitchen was in use. He opened his mouth in surprise, "You haven't had breakfast yet?"

"Well, I'm about to make it, Dad, would you like to have one?" Su Ran opened the refrigerator and took out two more eggs, "I'm pretty good at cooking~"

"Ah, no, you should hurry up and eat by yourself and go to school." Su Wen smiled and shook his head and refused, and said with some relief, "Xiao Ran, you have changed a lot."

"Well, the school is very good, and my seniors and classmates take good care of me." Su Ran went to the kitchen to prepare breakfast, and said while breaking eggs, "Dad, I am no longer what I used to be, and I can also be normal spoke to you."

"..." Su Wen lowered his head, stretched out his hand to take out a piece of paper, raised his glasses and pressed the corners of his eyes, and said, "Xiao Ran, Dad is very happy, so that even if there is no Dad in the future, you can still have a good time with your mother of."

All of Su Ran's joyful emotions seemed to be poured with cold water. She held the pot in one hand and the spatula in the other, and turned her head in a daze. Distorted look.

She opened her mouth and called out in disbelief, "Dad? What do you mean by that?"

"I——Xiao Ran..." Su Wen sighed, he stood up, looked at the opposite daughter, and was silent for a while, "Your mother and I didn't dare to tell you before, for fear that you would be irritated, but now ...I have no choice, I came here today just to say goodbye to you, I...I have to go. "

"Let's go?" A thought came to Su Ran's mind, her pupils dilated slightly, she stood there, let out a breath, and blinked, "Dad, where are you going?"

"I, I'm going back to Haishi." Su Wen gritted his teeth, and decided to tell the truth that had been concealed for many years, "Your Aunt Chen is pregnant, and we are going back to Haishi to settle down. It has been five months, really. It can't be delayed."

"Your mother and I have divorced a long time ago. After so many years, I can't worry about you... I only met Aunt Chen a few years ago. Don't worry, my father didn't cheat and I didn't apologize to your mother... I will still cheat in the future." For child support, if you want, I will also come to see you... Actually, Aunt Chen and I haven't received the certificate yet. This time we went back to Haishi to get married and give birth to the child in her womb. Born to be an illegitimate child..."

"Xiao Ran, your father is really happy that your illness is getting better. It's not easy for your mother to take you with her. She is also stubborn. After so many years, she really doesn't need my money after divorce... But Xiao Ran , I...although I have a new family, but I am still your father, I can't take care of all of you, but at least let me do my duty." Su Wen said, looking at the silent daughter , and finally put the bank card in his hand on the tea table, "Your mother, I'm gone, your Aunt Chen is still waiting for me below, I'll go first."

As he spoke, he stood up, walked to the door, turned his head, looked at Su Ran with his head lowered, wondering what he was thinking, and felt the pain in his heart, he said slowly, "Xiao Ran, don't Think about it, Dad loves you, Dad really loves you."

He emphasized, but as soon as he turned around, he left without looking back.

The door was closed gently, the room was silent, Su Ran sat on the sofa, she opened her eyes wide, looking at her toes, for a long time, her mind was blank.

Just now, she wanted to stand up, pointing at her father's nose and scolding, "You don't love me at all! If you love me, why did you leave me? You are a hypocritical liar! Liar!" She even wanted to Unreasonably, he threw the bank card on his face.

She clenched her hands tightly, feeling a heavy sadness welling up, submerging her and covering her eyes with a layer of mist.

The "Kaden" bedroom was gently pushed away, and there were footsteps slowly walking to the window. Someone opened the curtains and looked down.

A black car was heard below the neighborhood. When Su Wen came out of the corridor, someone poked his head out of the car window immediately. It was a woman, ordinary and ordinary, but she looked like a very gentle person.

The two of them put their heads together and talked for a while. Su Wen shook his head, the woman opened her mouth, and then looked up to this side.

The door closed, and the roar of the engine came from below, and the car drove away.

Mother Su gathered her coat, leaned her head against the window, and silently watched the car leave slowly.

Su Ran stood up suddenly, she walked to the kitchen without saying a word, turned on the stove again, and turned the eggs in the pan with chopsticks, her voice was very low, "Mom, the eggs are overcooked."

Mother Su looked at her daughter's back, walked to the door of the kitchen, smiled and shook her head, "It's okay, Mom likes to eat."

"Haha, mom, don't lie to me. I'll eat this egg later. I cooked it myself, and I don't mind it." She turned the egg over nervously as she spoke. After turning over, she realized that something was wrong. Turning it back again, she smiled choked up, "Hahaha, with my memory, I don't even remember turning the egg inside out, and I don't know how much I can score in the college entrance examination."

"It doesn't matter what your score is. Mom just wants you to be happy." Mama Su stepped forward, held her hand gently, and took the pot over. She said in a low voice, "Let me do it."

"Well, I haven't used it for a long time, so I'm not proficient." Su Ran abdicated for Xian, and stood by to watch her mother's skilled movements.

The atmosphere is silent and sad.

"I'm sorry." Mother Su said suddenly.I'm sorry for leaving you alone to face this cruel truth because of my retreat.

"..." Su Ran shook her head, she opened her mouth suddenly, and hugged her mother, she buried her head in her grief, tears could no longer stop, wet her clothes, she opened her mouth, her words were choked and broken into words , "Mom, Mom... Mom, I don't have a father anymore... I don't have a father anymore, Mom..."

She was like a helpless child who didn't know what to do, she just kept repeating that sentence.

Listening to her daughter's choked-up cry, Mother Su's unbearable tears also fell hastily on the back of her hand. She patted the hand on the shoulder with trembling fingertips, and took a deep breath, "Ran Ran, Daddy loves you!" You, he loves you, there is no doubt about it."

"He acted in this play with me because he loves you. He didn't expose it until now when he had no choice. I am very grateful to him for giving me so much time and allowing me to accept all this calmly."

"Xiao Ran, thank you, mom." She said softly, "It's not that you don't have a father, it's just that your father is going to be someone else's father."

"Mom!...Mom..." Su Ran shook her head, knowing what her mother was going to say, she immediately stopped her cruel words, forced a smile on her face, and shrugged her sour nose, "Mom, I'm hungry."

"...Okay." Su's mother curled her lips and nodded.

"Then I'll wait for you at the restaurant." Seeing her mother's smile, Su Ran almost fled in despair. In fact, at this moment, she knew that her mother was more sad than her, so she decided to leave this space to her.

Su Ran tidied up the things on the coffee table in the living room, and when she bent down to get the bank card, she heard uncontrollable sobs coming from the kitchen, she paused, and picked up the bank card without saying a word. Put the bank card in the drawer.

Only the eyes were faintly red.

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You didn't lose Dad, I lost my husband; he loved you, he just didn't love me. ——Mama Su