dissatisfied [campus]

Chapter 69 Break Up

At the beginning of March, Jiang Yi finally returned to school, but not in S City, but in D City Experiment One.

Jiang Jianzhong formally greeted his relatives and left City S on the grounds that Jiang Yu was going back to his place of residence for the college entrance examination. got a good job.

Jiang Jianzhong lived the same nine-to-five life in City D as he did in City S, and Rong Xiaoying was still taking care of Jiang Yu as a housewife, and life seemed to have returned to peace.

The same is true for Jiang Yu, who goes to and from school normally, eats and sleeps, and holds the first place in the grade normally, as if he has returned to his good student and obedient child.

Seeing him like this, it turned out that his old classmate in the first year of high school laughed and said that he went to a big city, but he was still like a big Buddha as always, with no desires and desires, indifferent and detached.

Hearing this description, Jiang Yu sneered: "Aren't you exaggerating too much?"

Good friend Zhang Dongfei hugged his neck: "Don't you know what kind of bird you are? All day long, you look like 'I can do it' and 'I don't care', looking at nothing, but turning around again and again Do you know how many people want to beat you up for being the first in the grade?"

Jiang Yu said casually: "If you want to beat him up, beat him up."

"Look, look, it's coming again!" Zhang Dongfei smiled and squeezed his neck tightly, "Staying with you all day, I really want to become a fairy immediately."

Before Jiang Yu could speak, Zhang Dongfei continued: "But... I think you are still a little different from before."

"Look, although you are as pale as before, but this time, you feel a little colder, that kind of indifferent and deserted feeling, which makes your overall temperament look more pretentious..."

Hearing this, Jiang Yu was startled, and then he looked casual again: "You use adjectives so well, why did you only get 25 points in the Chinese composition test last time?"

Zhang Dongfei was immediately dissatisfied and said, "Hey! I've pierced my heart."

The two walked side by side on the way home from school, discussing how to stop by the stationery store outside the school gate to buy something.

Experimental No. [-] Middle School in D City is not a boarding school, and all the students are day-students. At this time, school is over at noon, and a large number of students come out of the school gate one after another.

Just as Jiang Yu and Zhang Dongfei walked out of the school gate, they saw a familiar figure from a long distance away.

Xu Bin also saw Jiang Yu, he crossed the crowd and walked up to Jiang Yu, and said politely with a smile on his face: "Long time no see, Jiang Yu, can I borrow half an hour of your time?"

It's been a long time.

In fact, Jiang Yi only met Xu Bin once.

"You go home first," Jiang Yu said to Zhang Dongfei beside him, "I still have something to do."

Xu Bin brought Jiang Yi to a high-end restaurant, and as soon as he entered the door, a waiter led him into a reserved private room.

After entering the room, looking at the dishes on the table, Jiang Yi knew that Xu Bin had come prepared.

Jiang Yu opened his mouth, and just as he was about to speak, Xu Bin said, "Don't worry, I've already greeted your parents, and I'll take you back to school after dinner."

After the two sat down, neither of them moved their chopsticks first, and the atmosphere froze for a while.

After 2 minutes, Jiang Yu asked: "Uncle, you are looking for me——"

Before the words finished, Xu Bin said at the same time: "Xu Ji committed suicide yesterday."

"Thorn-"

The chair and the floor rubbed against each other, and Jiang Yu stood up abruptly: "What?"

"He smashed the mirror in the bathroom and cut his neck with the fragments." Xu Bin's face was full of exhaustion, "Fortunately, the wound was not deep and he was rescued."

After finishing speaking, Xu Bin waved to him, "Don't worry, it's fine, just sit down."

Jiang Yu breathed a sigh of relief and sat back down again.

Xu Bin looked at Jiang Yu: "Jiang Yu, I just watched you walk out of school all the way, how is it going, can you still get used to it?"

Jiang Yu was silent for two seconds, and said, "Fortunately, it's the school I went to when I was in the freshman year of high school."

"It's a good adaptation. I just saw you smiling, and you were accompanied by good friends. I asked your parents about your recent situation. I heard that you have been taking the first place in the exam. You are better than Xu Ji in this regard." Strong..." Xu Bin paused, pointing out, "It's almost April, and he still can't go back to school, he just lies at home like a useless person all day, thinking he is defending his feelings , defending your own freedom, in fact he doesn't even know that you have come out completely now..."

Hearing Xu Bin's sarcasm and ridicule, Jiang Yu felt a little uncomfortable, and he asked bluntly: "Uncle, what do you want me to do this time?"

"As the saying goes, if a mandarin duck is beaten with a stick, you can't tear it apart. I know this too... We all come from your age. We know that adolescent children are prone to rebellion. We all think that we are great and can abandon all betrayals for the sake of feelings. The whole world, but in the eyes of parents, these are just children's play games..."

"Now you feel very sad, sad, and painful, and feel how much pressure you have endured... But when you look back in a few years, it is actually nothing more than that..." Xu Bin stared at Jiang Yi, "Is that right? ?”

Jiang Yu's eyes were calm and he didn't say a word.

"It is said that those who know current affairs are brilliant, you study so well, you should know better?" Xu Bin said with a smile, "I can give your family a sum of money, the amount is definitely very considerable, and I can also let your father work in D City to find a better job than in City S—"

Jiang Yu interrupted: "Uncle, what exactly do you want me to do, just tell me."

Xu Bin's expression became serious, and he said in a deep voice, "I want you to leave Xu Ji."

"You and I both know that my son is a normal person, he is different from you." Xu Bin bit the word 'normal' very hard, "If it weren't for you, he would never be what he is today. "

Jiang Yu suddenly discovered that Xu Bin and Jiang Jianzhong were really similar, they were both selfish to the extreme for their own benefit.

"Uncle, do you really understand Xu Ji?" Jiang Yu said seriously, "He is a human being, not a tool to carry on the family line."

Hearing this, Xu Bin frowned, and a trace of disgust crossed his face: "We don't need outsiders to point out our family's affairs."

"Ah..."

Jiang Yu smiled mockingly, but he didn't know whether he was laughing at Xu Bin or himself.

"Uncle, Xu Ji and I haven't seen each other for more than two months." A sour feeling welled up in his heart, and Jiang Yu resisted and said, "How do you want me to leave him?"

Xu Bin said indifferently: "Since you have been together before, I think you should also know his temper. He has a stubborn personality and never sees the coffin without crying. As long as you don't let go, he will continue to toss like this... .It does neither of us any favors."

Jiang Yu asked wearily: "Uncle, what do you want me to do?"

"I want you to take the initiative to break up with him," Xu Bin said word by word, "I want you to tell him clearly that you don't like him anymore and you want to leave him. There is no way between the two of you... .Only in this way can he completely give up."

After deciding to leave for S City, the first person Jiang Yi went to meet was not Xu Ji, but Gu Mingchuan.

After discussions between Xu Bin and the hospital, Xu Bin withdrew the prosecution because Gu Mingchuan had cured Xu Ji, and Gu Mingchuan also returned to his job as a doctor.

Jiang Yu and Gu Mingchuan talked about what happened during this period, and expressed their gratitude and formal farewell.

On the surface, Jiang Yu seemed to be back to normal, but Gu Mingchuan faintly sensed that something was wrong with Jiang Yu's emotions.

Looking at Jiang Yu's appearance, Gu Mingchuan said worriedly: "Jiang Yu, you should pay more attention to your body, don't bear too much pressure."

"Doctor Gu," Jiang Yu said with a forced smile, "I don't care, no matter what kind of pressure I can bear, but Xu Ji can't..."

The voice was trembling so badly that Jiang Yu had to pause for a moment: "I know him too well, Xu Ji is a person who always makes troubles, always makes trouble with himself, and is especially easy to be trapped by the past... Before It's his mother and his sister, now it's me... If this continues, he won't be able to get out..."

"He and I have come to a dead end now. Now Xu Ji's father has to solve this matter completely even if he pays the price of hurting him. He wants to fight Xu Ji to death, but I can't..." Jiang Yu Choked up, "I have to take care of him..."

Jiang Yu sat opposite Gu Mingchuan, he kept his head down, and Gu Mingchuan couldn't see his expression clearly.

After a long time, Gu Mingchuan didn't ask until Jiang Yu's side became completely quiet, "So, have you made a decision yet?"

Jiang Yu said softly: "Yes."

When Jiang Yu came to the hospital, Xu Ji was lying quietly on the hospital bed with his eyes closed.

This is the person who ran back to find him three days before the entrance exam, and wanted to take him away despite everyone's objections. He gave up the life path he had chosen again, and made it to this point step by step.

Jiang Yu sometimes thinks that it would be great if they were stronger.

The sound of Jiang Yu's footsteps startled Xu Ji, he gently opened his eyes on the hospital bed, and from the corner of his eye, he saw Jiang Yu standing at the door.

The moment he saw Jiang Yu, Xu Ji immediately 'bounced' off the bed, but the movement was too big, and he pulled the wound on his neck all at once.

"hiss--"

Xu Ji frowned, with a painful expression on his face.

Jiang Yu immediately rushed over to support him: "How is it? Is there anything wrong?"

Seeing this, Xu Ji didn't care about the wound anymore, and immediately reached out and hugged Jiang Yu, and said in a surprised tone: "Why are you here? You came out of the hospital? I'm not dreaming..."

Jiang Yu also hugged Xu Ji's back from behind, and after two seconds, he closed his eyes and pushed Xu Ji away with all his heart.

Xu Ji let go of Jiang Yu, and he was happy at this time, so he didn't notice Jiang Yu's resistance.

Seeing Jiang Yu staring at his neck for a moment, Xu Ji stretched out his hand to touch it, and said indifferently: "Don't worry, it's just that the gauze wrap is scary, it's actually nothing wrong—"

Before the words fell, Jiang Yu said with a cold face: "What do you mean?"

Xu Ji was stunned for a moment and didn't speak.

"What are you doing? What year is it? Are you playing martyrdom?" Jiang Yu sneered, "Or do you think I will be moved?"

Xu Ji quickly said: "I'm not—"

Jiang Yu closed his eyes and shouted, "Do you know that you make me very tired!"

Xu Ji was stunned for a moment.

"It's all because of you. My dad lost his job, my mom broke down, and even I was forced to come out in front of my family in advance. I stayed in a mental hospital for more than a month for no reason. I suffered so much... My planned life has been disrupted by you, do you know that?"

Jiang Yu spoke faster and faster, and he was afraid that if he stopped, he would not be able to speak again.

Seeing Jiang Yu's furious appearance, Xu Ji said in a daze, "I'm sorry..."

Jiang Yu's heart trembled, and he continued to say: "I don't want to be sorry, I want you to see the reality clearly!"

"I'm back in school now, I'm going to continue my studies, I'm going to take the college entrance examination! I don't want to be distracted by other things anymore!"

"Xu Ji, do you understand? I don't have time to play love games with you. I have my own dreams and my own way to go!"

"Everyone is moving forward, only you will always stay where you are! Stop in the past!"

"I'm not like you. I don't do anything all day and I can still be your pampered young master! Can you... stop dragging me?"

......

After Jiang Yu finished speaking, Xu Ji was completely stunned.

The aggravation of the disease made his thinking become extremely slow, and it took him a long time to slowly react: "Do you think... I am dragging you down?"

Jiang Yu asked back: "Otherwise?"

Seeing Jiang Yu's determined face, Xu Ji panicked completely.

He knew that Jiang Yu had always been firm, and once he decided on something, he would deal with it immediately without dragging his feet.

Xu Jiyu said incoherently: "Jiang Yu, you, you... have you been under too much pressure recently? I... I won't drag you down. Just do whatever you want, and I will... Just follow you behind..."

The last sentence was said carefully, without the slightest bit of self-confidence in the past.

Jiang Yu felt that he couldn't listen any longer, otherwise he really didn't know how long he could hold on.

Jiang Yu's heart thumped, and he suddenly stretched out his hand to wrap around Xu Ji's neck, leaning over to kiss his lips.

Xu Ji was at a loss for a moment, at the moment when Jiang Yu just pressed his lips, Xu Ji was about to reach out to embrace him, Jiang Yu with his eyes closed suddenly frowned, and pushed Xu Ji away.

In the next second, Jiang Yu quickly rushed into the bathroom in the ward, and then a strong vomiting sound came from the cubicle.

After an unknown amount of time, Jiang Yu came out and wiped his mouth in front of Xu Ji.

"It seems that those treatments are quite useful." Jiang Yu said in a leisurely tone, "Looking at your face so close, I won't respond to any intimate movements... The only thing I feel is It's just disgusting."

"What happened between the two of us was an accident. Although I brought you on this road..." Jiang Yu frowned deliberately, "But you won't really become gay, right? It's disgusting!"

Xu Ji was a little depressed, he said softly: "I'm not gay..."

"That's good," Jiang Yu said, "Since this is the case—"

"I just happened to like you."

As soon as the words fell, Jiang Yu's eyes turned red instantly.

Having said this, Jiang Yu calmed down instead, and he could finally say the words that he had rehearsed countless times in his heart——

"Brother Ji, let's break up."

This is the first time Jiang Yu called him 'Brother Ji', but it was to break up with him.

Xu Ji twitched the corners of his mouth, but did not speak.

"Xu Ji, people live for themselves, no one can live without anyone leaving. Don't be so self-willed anymore, you also have your own way to go, don't be caught by the past, think about yourself In the future... you can go to a good university in the future, you can persist in painting, maybe..."

Jiang Yu paused: "Perhaps you can find a beautiful girlfriend and start a happy family... In short, you can't continue to rot like this."