deliberation

Chapter 47

Just when Liu Yu was secretly sad, there was a knock on the door outside.

Liu Yu looked up at the door, a little puzzled, could it be that Gao Tian is back?Did he forget to take something?

Liu Yu stood up to open the door, and glanced at the sofa and table, as if there was nothing high in the sky.

Liu Yu opened the door, Gao Tian was a little embarrassed when he saw him.

"Well, you didn't mean to stew pig's trotters for me."

After being reminded by Gao Tian, ​​Liu Yu was startled: "Ah, I forgot, it's still on fire."

After finishing speaking, he didn't care about Gao Tian, ​​and hurriedly turned around and went to the kitchen. Fortunately, he added a lot of water, and it would be dry after a while.Thanks to Gao Tian still thinking about his trotters.

Liu Yu fished out the trotters and sighed softly.

"I didn't come back just for pig's trotters."

Gao Tian's voice suddenly sounded from behind, startling Liu Yu.With a shake of his hand, the spoon fell out of his hand, and a hot pig's trotter fell on his foot.

Liu Yu let out a cry. "ah!"

Gao Tian was also taken aback, and hurried forward to support him, bending down to check his feet.

"I didn't mean to scare you, you, how are you?"

Liu Yu retracted his feet in embarrassment. In fact, he was just taken aback. The slippers just blocked him, so he was fine.

"I, I'm fine. It's just..."

Gao Tian took a closer look at his feet. They were indeed fine, and they didn't seem to be red. When he looked up, Liu Yu was staring at the pig's trotter that fell on the ground with distressed expression.

Gao Tian was a little helpless: "No, what is your expression?"

Liu Yu was a little embarrassed: "Well, I want to pick up the pig's trotters and wash them with water, but don't worry, I will keep this for myself, and you will eat the ones in the pot."

Gao Tian was really completely defeated by the man in front of him.He stretched out his hand and pulled Liu Yu aside, took a large colander, put the pig's trotters on the ground into the colander, and rinsed it with water.

"Didn't it just fall to the ground? I won't waste the things you worked so hard to make."

Liu Yu pursed her lips, not knowing what to say.

"I know what I just said made you unhappy, but I didn't mean anything else, I just... hey, I don't know how to say it, I..."

"It's okay. Maybe I'm too sensitive. In fact, I'm very happy that you really treat me as a friend. It won't be like this in the future. You go out, I'll burn the pig's trotters, and you can eat them tomorrow."

Gao Tian put down what was in his hand, but didn't move.He looked at Liu Yu with a serious expression: "Well, do you like me?"

The last time Gao Tian was asked this question, he was drunk, but when he woke up, he forgot about it. Liu Yu was a little panicked. He was afraid that Gao Tian would think that he did so much just to be with him .

"Don't worry, I never thought you would be with me. I did this because you are my friend. I want to treat you well. If it makes you feel burdened, I'm sorry. I just... ..." I just want to be nice to you as much as I can.

Gao Tian hugged Liu Yu suddenly: "Okay, I get it, I don't think you are disgusting, and I don't hate you either."

Liu Yu suddenly wanted to cry. Gao Tian said what he wanted to say. Those naked insults had been engraved in his heart. He didn't dare to love someone blatantly. He was afraid that that person would hate him, and even Yu disgusted him, he was afraid.Even though he has grown up, he knows that it's not his fault that the disgusting and disgusting gaze is, but he still fears the disgusting and disgusting gaze.Afraid of their outspoken accusations and insults.

Gao Tian went to pick up Xu Mingzhe the next day, and Xu Mingzhe glanced at him after getting in the car: "You didn't go home yesterday?"

Gao Tian was taken aback, "How do you know?"

Xu Mingzhe rolled his eyes: "You are going home, why don't you even change your clothes, look at the dark circles on your eyes, where did you go last night?"

Gao Tian didn't explain much, it was acquiescence.

"You said, do two people develop feelings after being together for a long time?"

Xu Mingzhe frowned: "What do you mean? Who do you have feelings for? It can't be me?!" He was still impatient, and he stretched out the ring on his hand and shook it in front of Gao Tian's face, "I'm a famous grass O you who have a master!"

Gao Tian rolled his eyes: "Brother, we have been playing together since we were young, if we had feelings, we would have already had a relationship, and you have to wait until now, you take yourself too seriously."

Xu Mingzhe breathed a sigh of relief: "Then your question just now scared me, you have been with me recently, I thought..."

"You think so much, I'm not talking about you!"

Xu Mingzhe was a little curious: "Who is that? Apart from hanging out with me every day, who else do you hang out with? It seems that we don't have any girls who meet your standards."

Gao Tian wondered: "What standard do I have?"

"Just like my second sister. Didn't you like her since childhood? Isn't she your goddess?"

Speaking of Xu Mingyin, Gao Tian sighed softly: "I think I'm really thinking about something wrong in my relationship."

Xu Mingzhe sighed: "You finally found out. I didn't say you. You are really different from others. If you like someone, you just want to be with her? You are lucky. When you like my second sister, you can't even chase her." Don’t dare to chase after me, to be honest, I think you are actually a beautiful fantasy for my second sister, otherwise how could you bear it without taking any action for so many years.”

Gao Tian frowned: "Sister Ming Yin told me that too."

"She told you this!?"

Gao Tian explained: "Didn't we go together when she got married? The night before she got married, she asked me out specially."

Hearing this, Xu Mingzhe was surprised: "Oh, no, what about you two?"

Gao Tian interrupted: "Listen to me first, don't look at her being weird, in fact, she knows it very well in her heart, she told me what you just said that night, she said that I may It's more of a longing than love, and it's said that I don't really know her."

Xu Mingzhe nodded: "I think what my sister said is quite right."

"Your sister asked me a question."

"what?"

Gao Tian hesitated for a moment, but still said, "She asked me if I had the urge to hug her and kiss her when I saw her."

Xu Mingzhe said dumbly: "Fuck, my sister is really abroad every day, asking such explicit questions, what about you, do you have any?"

Gao Tian shook his head: "I don't seem to have it. I just think she is very different, very novel, and very chic. But I have never thought about doing anything to her."

Xu Mingzhe rolled his eyes: "Apart from you, I have only admired her from the bottom of my heart for so many years. She is really just your goddess. No wonder she thinks you don't like her. If you really like someone, you I want to get close to him, I want to stick to him every day, I want to kiss him, I want to get him, and if I like someone, I will have desire. This is the real love."

Xu Mingzhe's words touched a part of Gao Tian's heart. He refused to accept that he really never liked Xu Mingyin, but he also knew that that kind of liking seemed a little different from real love.The kind that Xu Mingzhe just said, wanting to get close, wanting to stick to him every day, he thought of a person, Liu Yu.

But doesn't he like women?How could he be so attached to Liu Yu? It shouldn't be.

"Hey, tell me, is it possible that I used to be a straight man, but later I fell in love with men."

Xu Mingzhe looked angrily: "What's wrong with liking a man? If you like a man, you can't be a straight man. Who made the rules. Besides, our Su Lin is so nice. It doesn't matter whether he is a man or a woman. I just like him."

Gao Tian was helpless: "I didn't mention you, why are you so anxious?"

"Then what do you mean by that? Oh, no, you won't?..." Xu Mingzhe was surprised: "No, Tian'er, what's wrong with you? You don't really like men, do you?"

"Didn't you just say that liking someone has nothing to do with men and women?"

"Yes, it's just that you like my second sister? Why are you?...Who can make you, the second generation ancestor, change your sex! I'm curious!"

Gao Tian's expression was rather tangled: "It doesn't have to be. I'm quite tangled now, but my heart is very conflicted. I don't know if I really like him. I just don't want to see him sad."

Xu Mingzhe patted his thigh: "That's not considered a liking, oh, if you want to make sure if you really mean that to him, you can try what I just said."

"what?"

"When you get along with him, you ask yourself if you want to kiss him, if you want to hug him. If you can't even talk about it, then you must like him, regardless of whether he is a man or a woman. Okay. Hey, but if you don't like men, don't force yourself, I'm still worried about my godmother, after all, this road is a bit narrow and difficult to walk. "

Gao Tian sighed: "Forget it, your godmother doesn't care about these things. Ever since she remarried to a foreigner, she has let go of her mind. When she knew you were going to be with a man, she blamed me for not keeping an eye on you. He also said that if he had known that you liked men, it would be better to let the two of us be together so that he would have two real sons."

Xu Mingzhe laughed dryly: "Hehe, my godmother dares to think about it." He told Gao Tian!Forget it, I get goosebumps just thinking about it.

A lot of things were discussed, and Gao Tian didn't feel as entangled as last night. He didn't tell Xu Mingzhe who that person was until the end, but he promised to tell Xu Mingzhe if he really liked that person after he tried. Who is Mingzhe?

They are now mainly dealing with some remaining contracts of Yaoyang Company, trying to minimize losses. Xu Mingyan is busy with that land recently, and Xiao Ran is also with her. They have a goal, and every step they take now can be regarded as meaningful. It worked.Things are also being resolved step by step.Although Yaoyang Group is still unable to recover, Xu Mingzhe feels that it is not a pity. He just wants to settle all the debts he owes and live a beautiful life with Su Lin.

The author has something to say: I was actually very uncomfortable when I wrote this chapter, especially Liu Yu’s memories of his student days. I hope everyone can be kind to others. Sometimes a look or a word of insult from you may Will become a shadow to accompany others for life.