deliberation

Chapter 14

It was already dawn when Lin Xi opened his eyes. He didn't know when he fell asleep. He thought he would sleepless all night. Looking at the pillow next to him, Xu Mingzhe was gone.

When he came out, he looked at the watch on the wall, it was almost seven o'clock.He usually wakes up much earlier than today.Just in a daze, the door opened.Xu Mingzhe walked in with two bags in his hand.

When he saw Su Lin, he was a little surprised, "Oh? Why did you get up so early. I was thinking of letting you sleep a little longer. Forget it, hurry up and wash up. After that, come over for breakfast. I bought soy milk and fried dough sticks, and small Steamed buns, the steamed stuffed buns in this restaurant are simply outstanding.”

Su Lin went to the bathroom to wash up, sat at the dining table, said thank you softly, and then began to eat breakfast.

Su Lin eats very slowly. A small bun takes several bites, but Xu Mingzhe can finish a bun in one bite.

Looking at the slow-moving Su Lin, he laughed unconsciously.

Su Lin frowned and asked. "What are you laughing at?"

Xu Mingzhe quickly explained, "It's nothing, I just think you look like a squirrel when you eat."

Su Lin was helpless, "You think everyone likes to gobble up food like you." After speaking, he chewed and ate slowly.Xu Mingzhe washed their clothes in the washing machine last night, and they were basically dry in the morning. After changing their clothes, they went out together.

Xu Mingzhe, who was unprecedented today, made an early trip.There are only two of them in the classroom.

Su Lin took out the book and began to read it seriously.Xu Mingzhe lay on the table to catch up on sleep...

Liu Yu left everyone's sight just like that. He was silent at first, and walked sadly, without causing any waves.

The world is cold and cold, and there is little affection.

It's winter, the weather is getting colder and colder, and there have been two heavy snowfalls. This semester is over, the final exams are over, and the winter vacation is coming.

Su Lin packed up his things and was about to go home. Xu Mingzhe who was next to him pushed him with his elbow: "Well, I've been wanting to ask you, what is your home phone number, if you have anything, you can contact me conveniently."

Xu Mingzhe was surprised when he first found out that Su Lin didn't have a mobile phone, but he didn't ask too much.He always wanted to know the phone number of Su Lin's house, but he didn't find a chance to ask. It's going to be a holiday soon, so he opened his mouth.

Su Lin was silently packing up his things, his hands paused, and he said in a deep voice, "No."

Xu Mingzhe was startled, feeling puzzled.Did Surin's family live in the nineteenth century?

Afraid that Su Lin didn't understand what he meant, he explained, "I said, where is your landline number?"

Su Lin looked at him seriously this time, "No."

After finishing speaking, he carried his schoolbag on his back and left with a pile of books in his hands... leaving behind Xu Mingzhe sadly.This semester, he felt that his relationship with Su Lin was already very strong. Did he have an illusion? !

Su Lin didn't want to say it, or really didn't!Xu Mingzhe was helpless.

Su Lin has to go home first, put down his books before going to work at the cash drawer...

He didn't lie to Xu Mingzhe. He doesn't have a mobile phone, and he doesn't have a landline at home. The only electronic device is his father's mobile phone for the elderly. Every time he works, if there is something to contact, he asks him to send a message to his father's mobile phone. , he won't see it until Dad comes home...

He has been working in the cash box for more than half a year, and the salary here can only support his tuition and daily living, not to mention that he has to plan for the future.Dad's monthly salary is not enough for him to be late and get into trouble, and he has to pay rent every month. It is almost impossible to buy extra things. He has lived this kind of life for six years.It's actually a little numb.

Su Lin stood there to see off the last batch of guests, it was already past one o'clock in the morning.The lights are feasting, the silence is silent, looking at those drunken figures, I can't help but think of my father. He may have been brilliant in the past, but now even his figure is a bit hunched.

Su Lin needs money. No matter how smart he is, he also understands that after the third year of high school, he will not be able to work part-time and must spend time on studies.After all, the college entrance examination is the only way to success. There is nothing wrong with this sentence. If he wants to stand out in the future, he must seize this opportunity, get admitted to a prestigious school, and win a scholarship.Enjoy your college life in peace.

The test results came out three days later, and Su Lin still maintained his undefeated status.And Xu Mingzhe may be because of Su Lin's help this semester. The so-called black who is close to ink, and red who is close to Zhu Zhe, his mathematics has improved by more than ten points. He is very happy for this. They all started to copy the homework assigned on the blackboard, and Su Lin finished copying it quickly. He had a strong memory, so he memorized it after a quick glance, and wrote down a few key words.

He put the book in his schoolbag and was ready to go home.

Xu Mingzhe next to him was a little restless, just when Mei Siqi came over and called him: "Old class let us go over."

Su Lin had no choice but to put down her backpack and went to the office with Mei Siqi.

It's nothing more than assigning some extra questions for them, teaching them not to slack off during the winter vacation, to study more, to read more and so on.

When I returned to the classroom, most of the students had already left.Su Lin looked at the empty space.I feel a little lonely.

When he looked up, he met Xu Mingzhe's face: "Are you looking for me?"

Su Lin was taken aback, because Xu Mingzhe stood in front of his desk at some point and leaned forward.The two were very close.

Su Lin felt Xu Mingzhe's hot breath slapping his face, and stepped back unconsciously.

Leave a sentence: "Let's go."

He picked up his schoolbag and carried it on his shoulder and left...

But Xu Mingzhe's melodious voice came from behind: "I will wish you a happy new year..."

Su Lin ignored him and walked out.

On the bus, it was the time after school, and there were a lot of people. After Su Lin got on the bus, he squeezed through the crowd, found a place to stand, and stared out the window lightly.

After about 2 minutes, a burst of loud music sounded.

"The boundless sky is my love, and the flowers are blooming at the foot of the green hills. What kind of rhythm is the most swaying, what kind of singing is the most joyful..."

After a long time, the sound of music still floated in the car. Although there were many people, this song really overwhelmed the noise of the whole car.

I don't know whose mobile phone it is. I haven't answered it for so long. I'm really drunk from this song. If I don't answer it, I just turn it off.It keeps ringing, quite immoral.Someone nearby was chattering.

Su Lin has been looking out of the window. This kind of thing often happens on the bus. He has long been familiar with it, as if it has nothing to do with him. What are you thinking.

The bell still rang sweetly.

At this time, a girl behind patted Su Lin.

"Student, classmate."

Su Lin turned his head and saw a female student who was about the same age as him. Seeing Su Lin's clean face, she smiled shyly at him, "That classmate, your phone has been ringing for a long time. Do you want to Pick it up." The girl complained in her heart, she looks so good-looking, how can she have such a unique taste?

Su Lin was taken aback, and instinctively wanted to refute, how could he have a mobile phone?But the moment he looked back, he heard that loud voice that seemed to be coming from his backpack, and he frowned...

He stretched out his hand to pull the schoolbag to the front, turned around, and found a mobile phone in the inner pocket of the schoolbag, which was still ringing.

The caller ID above is: "Dear deskmate."

Su Lin didn't feel a black line drifting across the sky...

He apologized to the person next to him in embarrassment before turning around and answering the phone.As soon as he pressed answer, Xu Mingzhe's bright voice came from the opposite side.

"Why don't you answer the phone? I've already called three times!"

Su Lin was speechless. If the person on the other side of the phone was by his side, he might throw the phone in that person's face.

Sometimes Su Lin really felt very helpless. This inexplicable mobile phone and this inexplicable call, especially Xu Mingzhe, made him helpless and hard to deal with.

In fact, he was not very indifferent before, but after experiencing some things, he closed himself unconsciously.

He can't accept everyone and get along with everyone as before. He can only live quietly in his own world, and he thinks it's good, but sometimes it always backfires.There are many things that you can't do without yourself at all.

Su Lin kept silent, and Xu Mingzhe on the other end didn't care about it. Anyway, he was used to Su Lin's silence. Even when they were face to face, Su Lin was often silent.

Xu Mingzhe continued, "This mobile phone was mine before, so you can use it first. It's a waste of resources to keep it at home anyway."

Xu Mingzhe said to himself, in fact, it was nothing to him to buy a new mobile phone for Su Lin, but for Su Lin, he felt that this was not good, and finally found the old mobile phone he had used after rummaging at home for a long time He said it was old, but it wasn't really old. He used it for half a year, and then a new model came out, so my eldest sister bought him a new one.The current mobile phone replacement is too fast.So this phone was eliminated.

Compared with the new mobile phone, he felt that the old Surin was easier to accept.

Listening to Xu Mingzhe talking to himself, Su Lin was still silent and helpless. He felt like buying and selling by force, although Xu Mingzhe didn't ask him for money.

Xu Mingzhe began to feel a little guilty: "It's also for my own selfishness. If there is anything wrong with the homework I left, I can still call you to ask you. I just think... the Chinese New Year is coming soon, give me The classmate sent a blessing text message or something, but I couldn't get in touch with anyone, blame that or something, besides..."

Xu Mingzhe thought hard about an excuse, his voice became lower and lower, and he became a person who couldn't make any sense.

"understood."

The three words of Su Lin stopped him from continuing to make up many reasons.After hanging up the phone, Su Lin stared at the phone for a while.Finally put the phone on silent...

The author has something to say: I won't wait too long, we Xu Shao is a relatively straightforward person, and we don't have so many entangled emotions in it.