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Chapter 21

Xiao Jin turned her face slightly to the side, and then came back, staring blankly at Muzhen Creek.

The slap was not heavy, even very light, Xiao Jin didn't feel any pain, she just couldn't react suddenly.

How is this going?

Obviously just fine.

"Wooden Sleeper Creek?" She lowered her posture and asked carefully, "Did I make you unhappy?"

At the age of 17, Miss Xiao would never be so low-key and small, Mu Zhenxi dared to slap her, unless she didn't want to live anymore.

But when she saw Muzhenxi's red eyes, she was immediately occupied with all her thoughts.

"Have you acted enough?" Muzhenxi said coldly with red eyes.

Xiao Jin panicked, but her eyes were full of incomprehension and innocence: "Why can't I understand what you are talking about?"

There were tears in Muzhenxi's eyes, but her tone was sharp: "Did I tell you not to be an example, once, twice, three times." She took a light breath, her tone became more serious, "Xiao Jin, don't you think Are you too much?"

Distress appeared on Xiao Jin's face, and he raised his hand to wipe her tears: "Don't cry, I..."

Muzhenxi avoided her hand violently, sniffed, looked up at the ceiling, and shouted: "Don't touch me!"

Xiao Jin withdrew her hand embarrassingly, she continued to use that cautious tone, and said sincerely: "I thought you were duplicity, even though you said that, but you still like it in your heart, you didn't reject me when you were in the movie theater, Isn't it?"

Wooden Sleeper Xi laughed out loud.

Xiao Jin felt uneasy, and her scalp exploded with her inaudible laughter, but at this moment she couldn't think of any other way, so she had to bite the bullet and continue, saying: "If you really don't like it, I will Never again."

She bowed and apologized: "I'm sorry."

Mu Zhenxi didn't look at her, but asked indifferently: "This is the first time you said sorry?"

Xiao Jin took a breath, and instinctively felt something was wrong.

Muzhenxi sneered: "If you knowingly committed a crime, you can apologize afterwards. Is this your usual routine?"

Xiao Jin bit her pale lips.

This is indeed her way of dealing with Wooden Sleeper Creek at this stage.Muzhenxi has a soft heart, so she shamelessly took advantage of the other party's soft heart and kindness, testing the other party's bottom line again and again.

I want to know if she still cares about me, I want to know if she still has a little liking, I want to know if I still have a chance.

She knew that what she did was despicable, but she had no other choice but this method.

Mu Zhenxi turned around suddenly, looked directly into hers with dark eyes, as if she had made a great determination, and said resolutely: "Xiao Jin, I have something to tell you."

Feeling a trace of fear, Xiao Jin subconsciously took a step back.

Her mind was in a mess, her eyes looked around, the light in her eyes lit up when she saw a certain direction, she bent down and picked up the packing bag on the ground, forced a natural smile, and said: "These things haven't been packed yet, I bought them." It’s a big pile, it’s not good to pile it up here, let’s talk about it after we clean it up.”

Mu Zhenxi watched her busy movements, and did not miss the dodge in her eyes.

really.

This man already knew and was still lying to her.

Muzhenxi clenched his fingers tightly, his knuckles turned white.

"Where do I put this toothbrush and tooth cup? It should be on the sink." Xiao Jin squatted on the ground with her back facing her, talking quickly, muttering to herself, "Is it okay to put the slippers in the shoe cabinet? Or Put it outside? Put it outside, it’s easy to wear, and you have to take it out. Ah, I said to buy pajamas, but I forgot, what should I wear tonight? Do you have any pajamas for me to wear? I was on the sofa last night I slept very comfortably, or I would continue to sleep on the sand—”

Mu Zhenxi became cruel, looked at her thin back squatting on the ground, interrupted her and said, "We have already broken up."

Xiao Jin turned a deaf ear to it, without pausing for a moment, picked up one of the bags, straightened up and walked towards the bathroom.

Muzhenxi walked two steps quickly, stopped in front of her, looked her in the eyes, and said word by word: "We broke up, you already guessed it, didn't you?"

The corners of Xiao Jin's mouth were bent upwards, wanting to show a smile, but it disappeared before it could take shape, and it froze at the corners of his mouth comically, which was uglier than crying.

The bag in her hand fell slumped to the ground, and the toothbrush cup made a clanging sound when it touched the floor.

Mu Zhenxi said: "I didn't tell you before because I was afraid of stimulating your injury, but recent developments are getting out of my control. I think I have to tell you the truth."

Xiao Jin's eyes turned red, and she tried not to cry.

Unbearable flashed across Muzhenxi's eyes, but his mouth was decisive: "So, the relationship between the two of us is not suitable for intimate matters. I hope you...Miss Xiao can respect herself."

Her lower lip was about to bleed from being bitten, Mu Zhenxi felt more and more uncomfortable seeing her, she cruelly turned her eyes away, and said distantly: "I'm going back to my room first."

She turned around and walked back, Xiao Jin held her wrist.

Muzhenxi was about to break free, but looking at the other party's teary eyes, she once again became impatient, her eyes still cold: "Is there anything else?"

After tearing off the plausible mask, Mu Zhenxi's undisguised indifference and heartlessness stabbed Xiao Jin heavily in the heart.

Xiao Jin's heart was twisted like a knife, and finally she couldn't hold back her tears.

She choked up and asked, "Will you not want me?"

Muzhenxi was stunned. She never thought that the other party would ask such a question, and replied calmly: "I will take care of you until you recover your memory. I will not go back on what I promised."

Xiao Jin wanted to ask her, you promised me that you would be with me forever, why doesn't it count now?But in her existing barren memory, the truth that she initially glimpsed, in this relationship, she was probably at fault, and she couldn't say anything to question.

Xiao Jin wiped her tears with the back of her hand and asked, "Then can you tell me how we broke up?"

Wooden Sleeper Creek was a little dazed.

No matter how many years have passed, it is about too deep and too painful, and the subsequent consequences are too disastrous.She couldn't forget that fierce quarrel, so much so that she could clearly remember every word and every expression of Xiao Jin back then, and she even remembered the last word she said to herself: get out.

Since then, it has become a nightmare that haunted her for several years.

Muzhenxi frowned fiercely, Jiu Yuan's pain captured her chest again, the pain was so painful that she almost couldn't breathe.

Muzhenxi shook off her hand, and said coldly: "We had a quarrel, we broke up, we broke up, and then you went abroad." Her chest rose and fell violently, paused, and added, "Others Everyone knows, except me."

Xiao Jin grabbed her hand again, but Muzhenxi didn't let her catch it this time, Xiao Jin gave up and asked eagerly, "Why are you arguing?" How could there be a quarrel?The two of them have such a good relationship, Muzhenxi still accommodates her in everything, no matter what, they won't quarrel to the point of breaking up.

Muzhenxi only responded with a sneer.

She went back to the room, slammed the door heavily, threw herself on the bed on her back, and stared at the ceiling with her eyes open, trying not to let the tears fall again.

Xiao Jin leaned against the door of Muzhenxi, and sat down weakly, slowly covering her face with her hands, very quiet, without making a sound, and big tears leaked from between her fingers.

A door apart.

Can't cry.

Must not cry.

Muzhenxi kept taking deep breaths, unable to stand the oppressive atmosphere, and whenever she thought of the existence of that person outside, she would think of her painful experience alone that year, and she never wanted to experience it again in her life.

Muzhenxi suddenly got up, walked to the door, and opened the door quickly.

Unexpectedly, a figure rolled down into it, Muzhenxi was startled, but saw that figure quickly got up, raised his hand to wipe his face, and said in a hoarse voice: "I'm sorry."

This sentence of sorry is different from everything she has said in the past few days, it is extremely humble, and bitterness grows on the tip of Muzhenxi's tongue.

Xiao Jin lowered her head, her eyebrows and eyes were in the shadow of the light, and Mu Zhenxi couldn't see her expression clearly, so she gave a faint "hmm" and said, "It's okay, I'm going out for a while."

"Where are you going?" Xiao Jin blurted out, then took a step back consciously, slowed down her tone, and said worriedly, "I mean, it's too late, it's not safe for you to go out."

"It's okay. I'll go find a friend and drive there. It won't be unsafe."

Muzhenxi walked out a few steps, without looking back, and said: "I will come back at noon tomorrow, you can make breakfast yourself, there is milk in the refrigerator. I don't have your fingerprints at home, don't run around, I won't look for you when I go out."

Muzhenxi thought for a while, and there was nothing to explain. He took the keys and mobile phone, opened the door and went out. He never looked back from the beginning to the end.

The dull slam of the door sounded in the empty living room.

Xiao Jin froze in place.

If she hadn't been so aggressive tonight, would Wooden Sleeper Creek still maintain a false peace with her?But there is no if in this world, this day will come sooner or later, but it will come earlier than she imagined.

Xiao Jin pursed her lips and smiled.

Thinking optimistically, at least Muzhenxi didn't drive her out.

It's not that Xiao Jin is mentally strong, but if she doesn't think so, she suspects that she might not be able to hold on.

The familiar pain invaded from the nerve endings and swept through her brain.

When she was lying on the floor curled up like a shrimp in pain, she was still thinking: Why did things turn out like this?

She fainted.

Without painkillers, she fainted from the pain, and she had already gotten used to this kind of pain in the past ten years.

An hour later, she woke up, seeing the light above her head, and she raised her hand to block her eyes, allowing herself to slowly adapt to the dazzling light.She put her elbows on the ground, slowly got up, and checked in the mirror. The wound on her head where the stitches were removed was still fine, and had begun to scab.

She let go of her heart, propped her hands on the edge of the sink, turned on the faucet, closed her eyes and listened to the sound of running water to free herself from negative emotions as soon as possible.

She returned to China for Muzhenxi. No matter what happened back then, since she made this decision ten years later, she should continue to implement it now.

Xiao Jin washed his face with cold water, looked at the woman in the mirror with an indifferent expression, his eyes were as firm as ever.

She went to the study in Muzhenxi, but found that the thing covered with the red cloth was gone.Xiao Jin's eyes flickered, so does this indirectly prove that that thing has something to do with her?

Where did she receive it?

***

Muzhenxi knocked on the door of Yin Xiaoli's house in the middle of the night.

Muzhenxi was sitting on the sofa, Yin Xiaoli bent down and poured her a glass of water, put it on the coffee table in front of her, and pulled up the strap that had slipped off her shoulder.

Mu Zhenxi regained consciousness from the ecstasy, and asked belatedly: "Are you going to work tomorrow? Did I disturb your sleep?"

Yin Xiaoli rolled her eyes and said, "Isn't it a bit late for you to say that now?"

Muzhenxi showed embarrassment: "I'm sorry."

Yin Xiaoli immediately looked at her with a ghostly expression, and said, "What's the matter with you today? Don't talk about disturbing people's dreams in the middle of the night. This look of being lost, broken love?"

Wooden Sleeper Creek: "..."

Yin Xiaoli let out a beep suddenly, remembering that she only heard half of the gossip last time, she said ambiguously: "That doctor..."

She picked up which pot instead of opening it, and Mu Zhenxi's face suddenly changed.

Yin Xiaoli is such a perceptive person, she immediately said excitedly: "Ah! I knew that you were having an affair with that doctor! Was she at your house last time? I definitely heard her voice!"

Muzhenxi waved his hand, his expression became indescribable.

She didn't intend to tell other people about this, but now her mind is in a mess, she can't figure it out anymore, she has to find someone to help her, even if it's just to listen to her talk.

Muzhenxi took a sip of the water on the coffee table, turned the water glass, and said in silence for a moment, "Do you still remember the first girlfriend I told you about when I was drunk?"

Yin Xiaoli raised her eyebrows, sat down beside her, crossed her legs casually, and said, "Remember, it's just that scum."

Wooden Sleeper Creek: "..."

What the scumbag said was not made by Mu Zhenxi, but by Yin Xiaoli himself.

Anyway, Xiao Jin was not there, Mu Zhenxi helped her and defended the other party: "It's not considered scum, we broke up when she went abroad, it's just that she didn't tell me, it makes sense."

If Yin Xiaoli hadn't seen her weeping bitterly after being drunk, she might have believed the other party's calmness at the moment.

Yin Xiaoli bent her lips indifferently: "Okay, you continue."

Muzhenxi lowered his eyes, but it was still a little difficult to say, after a long time, he said with difficulty: "She has returned to China."

Yin Xiaoli: "Then?"

Where did this come across?

Wooden Sleeper looked up: "It's the doctor you just mentioned."

"What did you say—" Yin Xiaoli thought that she was deaf, or her brain suddenly shut down, otherwise why did she think she couldn't understand what Muzhenxi was saying.

Mu Zhenxi took a deep breath and explained to her: "The blind date you introduced to me is Xiao Jin, and she is my first girlfriend."

Yin Xiaoli met the most crucial piece of information: returnees.

Well, he still has the face to come back.

She got up silently and walked towards the room.

Muzhenxi was at a loss, and stopped her from behind: "What are you doing?"

Yin Xiaoli said coldly: "I'm going to change clothes, tell me where that person is, and I'll go and beat her right now."

Muzhenxi persuaded her: "If you didn't tell me you broke up long ago, what's the use of beating her up now?"

Yin Xiaoli said: "I'll vent my anger on you."

Muzhenxi said helplessly, "I don't need you to vent your anger."

This time it was Yin Xiaoli's turn to be puzzled: "Then you came here in the middle of the night, isn't it because you were angry with the other party?"

Wooden Sleeper Creek is dumb.

He was indeed angry, but it was not the same as what Yin Xiaoli understood.

Now that they have opened their mouths, it is not so difficult to say what follows, Mu Zhenxi simply poured beans out of the bamboo tube to tell the whole story of what happened in the past few days.Yin Xiaoli couldn't close her mouth anymore, and her jaw tended to drop to the ground.

Muzhenxi sighed, raised her hand to lift her chin, and handed Yin Xiaoli a glass of water.

After Yin Xiaoli digested the information she heard, she raised her hand and slapped Mu Zhenxi's arm, and cursed: "Are you sick, or the reincarnation of the Virgin Mary? If I were you, I would Throw her in the hospital, turn around and leave, whether she is dead or alive, dead is best!"

Mu Zhenxi murmured: "But she can't find her parents and family. What if something happens? I will have a conscience for the rest of my life."

Yin Xiaoli said loudly: "That's what she deserves!"

Muzhenxi moved a little further away from her, and covered her ears: "Keep your voice down, I won't disturb the people later."

Yin Xiaoli continued to growl: "What's wrong with me disturbing the people? I'm afraid I won't wake you up!"

Just after finishing speaking, a man shouted angrily from upstairs: "It's time to sleep! Keep your voice down!"

Yin Xiaoli hesitated for a second.

Wooden Sleeper Creek giggled.

Yin Xiaoli rolled her eyes across, and Mu Zhenxi tightly pursed her lips.

Yin Xiaoli was so angry that her heart ached, and someone warned her again, so she didn't bother to scold her, so she poured a glass of water down and stroked her: "You said she has lost her memory now, and her memory only goes back to the time when you were just together, right?"

Wooden Sleeper Creek nodded.

Yin Xiaoli hissed, and looked at her with a mentally retarded look: "Don't you think this is a bit of a coincidence?"

Wooden Sleeper Creek was puzzled: "Huh?"

Yin Xiaoli said: "I know you are busy, so you probably don't usually read novels. For people like us who read a lot, this kind of amnesia is rotten in novels. What amnesia before breaking up, or before divorce? There are those who have a good life and suddenly lose their memory, and the hero and heroine fall in love again."

Wooden Sleeper Creek: "..."

She thought about it, thought of a possibility, and guessed, "You mean...she might be faking amnesia?"

Yin Xiaoli nodded inscrutablely, and corrected her: "It's not possible, 100% is pretending to have amnesia. Do you know how amnesia is usually found in novels? 90.00% of them are car accidents, and she was also in a car accident, wow , how can there be so many coincidences in this world, most of the time I read novels to trick you."

Unexpectedly, Muzhenxi shook her head firmly: "No, she really lost her memory."

Xiao Jin today, no, after twelve o'clock, it should be yesterday. Yesterday she used the excuse that her underwear couldn't be buttoned up to seduce her. She is such a smart person, if she didn't lose her memory, she would definitely not use the old tricks from ten years ago.

Yin Xiaoli read something unusual from her denial, and squinted her eyes: "Do you have any other evidence that you didn't tell me?"

Wooden Sleeper Creek's eyes flickered.

She just gave a brief description of the situation, and of course she didn't give out all the details.

Yin Xiaoli smelled gossip, and said more seriously: "If you don't tell me, I can't analyze it for you."

Muzhenxi covered her lips and cleared her cough, organized her words in her mind, and stammered what happened last night, and emphasized once: "She used this trick many times ten years ago."

Yin Xiaoli was dumbfounded: "Did you high school students always operate like this before?"

Muzhenxi's face flushed slightly: "Cough." She brushed her long hair behind her ears uncomfortably, and whispered, "I'm telling you something serious, can you not get the point wrong?"

Yin Xiaoli didn't want to be wrong, but she was too curious, so she continued to ask wrongly: "Is your first girlfriend good-looking? I mean now."

Muzhenxi said: "Didn't you see the photos?" He also said that he was a fairy.

Yin Xiaoli said: "Isn't that just a side face? Does the front face look good?"

Her eyes lit up.

Muzhenxi frowned, and answered her honestly: "It looks good."

"How beautiful, is it prettier than you?"

"more or less."

"I rely on!"

Muzhenxi was so frightened by her sudden violent rise that she leaned back.

Yin Xiaoli was shocked: "Such a good-looking person, you can actually stand the seduction of the other party? Also, you can still sit still when someone seduces you at home every day? What kind of living Liu Xiahui are you?"

Wooden Sleeper Creek: "..."

Yin Xiaoli smiled and said: "Otherwise, you can sleep with her. Anyway, she was the one who wronged you back then, and it's quite reasonable to pay for it now. If she can't remember for a day, you can sleep with her until the day she recovers her memory." , and then kicked her again. Not only avenged her, but also relieved her anger, and she didn't sleep for nothing. By the way, is she in good shape?"

Wooden Sleeper Creek: "..."

She began to suspect that it was a mistake to come to Yin Xiaoli for help.

The two of them have different attitudes towards feelings, Yin Xiaoli can play games in the world, but she can't.

Muzhenxi stood up, Yin Xiaoli put her hands on her shoulders, pushed her down again, and smiled: "Okay, I know you are not such a person, just kidding, let's liven up the atmosphere."

"There is no lively atmosphere." Muzhenxi took a sip from the water glass.

"I was wrong."

"Forgive you."

Yin Xiaoli suppressed her playful smile, glanced at her, and said, "I'm asking a serious question."

"You ask." Perhaps Yin Xiaoli's serious eyes infected Muzhenxi, and she sat upright, clenched her hands unconsciously.

"Do you still like her?"

Muzhenxi was silent for a moment, then nodded slightly.She thought she had let go, but from the moment she saw the other person, her letting go seemed like a joke.

"I knew it." Yin Xiaoli sighed, this kind of unfinished plot is the most troublesome.

"But I don't want to be with her." Wooden Sleeper Xi added.

"But you can't be cruel." Yin Xiaoli said sharply.

Wooden Sleeper Creek stopped talking.

Yin Xiaoli rested her chin and thought: "I think it's better to send her away. Being around you is a time bomb, in case you can't help but eat her one day, Yunyu Wushan. According to your personality, it will definitely be even worse. Inseparable."

"No." Wooden Sleeper Creek said firmly.

Yin Xiaoli stared at her and said "Oh?" meaningfully.

Wooden Sleeper Creek met her gaze calmly.

Yin Xiaoli and her looked at each other for a few seconds, hooked the corners of their lips, and said, "Okay, I can barely believe you."

Muzhenxi said again: "Actually, I saw her off once in the middle. Didn't I ask you for Huang Jiao's contact information? I gave it to Huang Jiao, and then Huang Jiao placed her in the hotel, and I sent her She got it back."

"Huh, huh? Is there something wrong?" Yin Xiaoli's beautiful face showed a hint of confusion, "No, why did you bring her back?"

Mu Zhenxi smiled wryly and said: "Probably I think she is pitiful, after all, I don't know the place of life well, so I feel soft-hearted for a moment..."

Yin Xiaoli gritted her teeth, hating iron for failure and said: "Sooner or later, you will be killed by your own soft-heartedness."

Sleeper Creek could not refute.

Yin Xiaoli squinted her eyes: "How did you know that she was placed in the hotel? Huang Jiao told you?"

Muzhenxi shook her head and said, "No, she ran out by herself that night and got lost, so she called me..."

She caught a faint sneer beside her ear, stopped talking, turned her head to look, Yin Xiaoli's mouth was still curled up in a sneer, and said strangely: "What's wrong with you?"

Yin Xiaoli took two deep breaths, and wanted to raise her hand to knock her on the forehead, but because the other party looked too reserved, it was too disobedient to knock her, so she endured it, and said, "I was fooled by you."

Wooden Sleeper Creek: "Huh?"

Yin Xiaoli: "You said that you have been in the society for more than ten years anyway, you can't see this routine, and you get lost in the middle of the night. If you call you, I think you have set up a trap and are waiting for you This little rabbit is obediently taking the bait."

Wooden Sleeper Creek: "Huh?"

Yin Xiaoli blurted out: "What are you doing with me? Calling for bed? Calling for your first girlfriend. Miss Ben is straight, not interested in Ji guys like you."

Muzhenxi blushed, "You..."

Yin Xiaoli brushed her long curly hair, and smiled sweetly: "Hahahaha."

Wooden Sleeper Creek was speechless again.

Yin Xiaoli finished laughing by herself, patted Mu Zhenxi on the shoulder, and said earnestly, "You are the first girlfriend, a ghost spirit. Before amnesia, you can make every effort to create blind date opportunities. After amnesia, you can pretend to be pitiful and play with sex..."

Muzhenxi looked up, opened his mouth, and was about to say something.

Yin Xiaoli came to a conclusion for her: "If you go on like this, you have only two options. Either, submit obediently; or, struggle hard and fail, and then submit obediently."

Wooden Sleeper Creek: "..."

Yin Xiaoli covered her red lips without makeup, and yawned: "You should reflect on it, are you going to stay with me tonight?"

Mu Zhenxi originally wanted to answer her with an "um", but thinking of her describing it as "calling a bed" just now, it was weird, so she changed her words and said, "Yes, I can just sleep on the sofa."

Yin Xiaoli glanced at her again: "I told you that I'm not interested in a Ji guy like you, what's the matter with sleeping in the same bed? Are you afraid that I'll be a beast at night?"

Wooden Sleeper Creek smiled.

Yin Xiaoli has been friends with her for many years, and she got used to it, so she carried the quilt out of the closet in the room and said, "Then you make it through the night first, and when I wake up tomorrow, I will discuss the solution with you."

"You don't go to work?"

"Interview in the afternoon, nothing to do in the morning." Yin Xiaoli is a reporter.

"Thanks."

"You're welcome."

Yin Xiaoli watched her lie down on the sofa, walked to the door, turned off the light in the living room, and said, "Good night."

"Good night." Wooden Sleeper Creek said.

Yin Xiaoli closed the bedroom door, the living room only had light coming in from the outside, falling on the floor like the finest white sand.Mu Zhenxi was lying on the sofa, tossing and turning. She was thinking about what Yin Xiaoli said, and about Xiao Jin's recent behavior. Is it really what she said?

Dizzy and dizzy, Muzhenxi took the phone from the side, swiped aimlessly, and posted a help post on a forum she frequented.

Title: [Help] I am female, female, I met my first girlfriend on a blind date, we have broken up for ten years, there was an accident on the road, she woke up in the hospital and lost her memory, the memory just returned to the time we were just together when.I couldn't get in touch with her family, so I had no choice but to take her home. She guessed that we broke up, but she still touched me. I have explained it clearly to her, and I hope she will keep a distance from me. Next What should be done?

1l: dumbfounded

2l: Did the poster write a novel to test the meme?We are not an author forum, are we?

3l: Host, do you still like her?Otherwise, this is simply the Holy Mother.

4l: The opposite sex is advised to divide, the same sex is also advised to divide

5l: 4l didn't review the question, they broke up long ago

6l: With all due respect, if this is true, it is a routine. How could such a coincidence happen?Landlord, please be careful, don’t be fooled by your ex-girlfriend

7l: Kiss, the suggestion here is to just slap him in the face and then send the person away and cut off contact forever≧▽≦

……

39l: Reasonably speaking, based on my experience, this kind of help post must end with "Thank you everyone, we are together", so I still don't express my opinion →_→