After the fake master disappeared, the real master went crazy

Chapter 78 Extra Story 1 Huo Chengfeng's Psychology and Scum's Psychology

Huo Chengfeng never felt that there was anything wrong with being despicable. It was better for others to live in hell than to live in hell himself.

His life experience since he was a child has told him that if he does not take the initiative to attack, he will become the exploiter, and only by fighting for it will he get more.

So of course, he chose to maximize his own interests in the Song family. Anyway, everything this fake young master brought up by the Song family should be his own, there is no reason why he can't get it back.

Revenge on him is a matter of course.

He lost everything and lived the life he should live. He is a member of the Huo family, he should be born poor, should be beaten and scolded by his parents, and forgotten by his relatives, because the Huo family is such a person, related to Huo Ruida It is impossible to have any good people, and the bad species will be inherited.

He also deserved to bear his own hatred, who let him live the life of a young master for 16 years instead of him.

But he didn't expect that there would be someone like Song Xici in this world. He was completely beyond his expectations. He seemed to be a lily conceived from Huorida's dirty soil, and he was not at all similar to Huorida.

Even if all his framings were full of loopholes, as long as he showed concern for him, he would not doubt it at all. He even felt that those misunderstandings that appeared out of thin air were his fault.

Without resistance, he was like a lamb waiting to be slaughtered, obediently staying in his sheepfold, taking the shepherd holding the butcher's knife as a shelter.

Huo Chengfeng thought, I won't do it after this thing is done, and we will owe each other nothing after this thing is done.

He is like a believer who has betrayed the gods, trying to find a decent excuse for himself in order to rationalize his behavior so that he has no emotional burden.

He can like Song Xici, what he did before was an equivalent exchange, he just took back his own things, Song Xici should not blame him, he can like Song Xici.

But in the end, the one who couldn't accept that Song Xici liked him was himself.

He wants to get Song Xici's love, but he feels that the one who gets Song Xici's love is not himself. There are two souls living under his hypocritical skin. The person Song Xici likes is just the one who is used to show others The mask is the fabricated soul, not the despicable himself.

He couldn't bear it, it was as if Song Xici betrayed himself and fell in love with someone else.

While crazily blaming himself for putting on a mask for himself and not giving Song Xici a chance to know his real self, he thought morbidly that Song Xici should discover this kind of thing by himself, and he should discover him if he likes someone. Instead of waiting for the other party to analyze it themselves.

But in fact, he was just afraid, afraid of Song Xici's feelings, afraid that he would be rejected after accepting it, but he dared not admit that he was wrong. During his 16 years of deep resentment, once he admitted that he was wrong, It's like denying your own suffering.

Without those 16 years of suffering, what would he rely on to determine the rationality of his behavior? Huo Chengfeng firmly believed that he was right.

Zhao Mengjiao and Huo Ruida tortured him for 16 years. They even refused to take care of their own biological Huo Chengying. They deserved the revenge. Of course Song Xici should know what his biological parents were like, every child should know.

But when he realized that Song Xici was going to confess, he flinched. He bared his teeth and claws to reveal his true face, and then re-disguised in fear, erratic, like an irrational and insane patient.

Song Xici's love is the bright red heart entrusted to him. While he wants to put him in his chest, he clearly knows that they are not compatible. The huge gap between them is created by himself. There was a death scythe hanging over his head, once Song Xici knew what he had done, the scythe would kill him.

So he thought, or else he should end it by himself, bring his favorite Song Xici, and let everyone die together, so that no one should stay in this world and suffer torture.

Or die by yourself, don't stay in this world to torture Song Xici.

He didn't expect Song Xici to save him. If it was him, a person who had plotted against him and drove off the cliff by himself, there was no way he would save him. He would just watch with cold eyes.

Lying on the hospital bed, he suddenly realized clearly that he hated himself so much, hated himself who couldn't catch Song Xici, hated himself who couldn't leave a way for him and Song Xici to retreat.

Among the farmer and the snake, the one who regrets the most must be the snake, which lost its long-term warmth because of its fangs.

He couldn't let go of Song Xici, he didn't think he could let go of everything and let him live a happy life, leaving Song Xici would only make him numb and stiff, the mother's love he snatched could not be warm at all winter sun.

He is too despicable, he has never been a person who can dedicate himself to others, he can't stand that he does not have Song Xici, when he thinks that Song Xici may completely forget him, even if he meets him by chance after many years, he will not recognize him When he showed his own face, he would feel familiar but couldn't remember it. When he thought of their future, he felt suffocated.

He began to frantically look for Song Xici who had left, wanting to make up, wanting to travel back to the past and tell himself that it was impossible, he could give up everything, but don't give up on Song Xici.

Regret is like a poisonous snake, coiled tightly around his heart, its fangs buried deep in the flesh, continuously conveying the pain and keeping the wound fresh.

After searching frantically, what I got was the news that Jean fell into the abyss. He was not the Huo family at all. He was a victim in this incident just like himself. He was completely wrong from the beginning. He didn't even have a reason to hate him. It's all wrong.

He is the same as Zhao Mengjiao and Huo Ruida, the perpetrator.

He is not entitled to forgiveness at all.

But he is selfish by nature. He knew that he was suffering for Song Xici at the beginning, but he kept using the excuse that he would double the compensation in the future and treat him well for the rest of his life to paralyze himself.

Song Xici can live without him, but he cannot live without Song Xici.

He made himself sick on purpose, and deliberately appeared in front of Song Xici again and again in a state of embarrassment. Apart from playing tricks, he had no other way to attract Song Xici's attention.

He will always be a shadowy mushroom growing in a dark and humid corner. Over the years, even though his appearance has changed, his essence remains the same.

Perhaps the more polluted people are, the more they yearn for kind and innocent people, that's why he wants to catch Song Xici so crazily.

He is vile and gloomy, but he wants to be the flower mud that nourishes the sunflowers.

The author says:

Xiao Huo’s psychology has been written for a long time. When he scolded him, he seemed to be scolding himself. How could I write such a scum, like an old mother who didn’t cultivate her son’s character well?