Chapter 23
Chapter 23
This feeling is like that of Shuang Ruo learning to fly in the sky with the imperial weapon when she was a child.
Flying in the air is to fly very high. The nine-tailed cats were born on the ground and run on the ground. He knows nothing about the unknown realm of the sky. Whenever Ming Feng wants to teach him to fly in the air, he is very afraid. , but he had to force himself to recite the mantra time and time again, and he was just a beginner, so he couldn't grasp the level of divine power pouring every time, and he would fall from the sky every time.
When he broke all his muscles and bones, and his flesh and blood grew back, he endured the excruciating pain to the point of numbness, and finally learned to fly in the air, but someone told him that when he learned to fly in the air, he could wear a pair of protective wings to protect yourself.
In other words, could he not be in so much pain?
Shuang Ruo started to struggle violently, he tried his best to shake off Ming Feng's restraint, pushed Ming Feng back a step, and looked up at him coldly.
There seemed to be a bad breath in his heart that could not be released, a decisive sneer was always hanging on the corner of his mouth, and his eyes were full of ice and snow.
"God, what do you mean by that?"
Ming Feng sensed that something was wrong with Shuangruo, he didn't expect that Shuangruo could erupt with such great strength, he frowned to calm himself down, he had long hands and legs, and quickly grabbed Shuangruo again, semi-imprisoning him In his arms, the voice was very deep, the words were short and dignified: "Shuangruo, calm down!"
Shuang Ruo couldn't break free anymore, it seemed like a sharp sword was hidden in his eyes, when he stared at Ming Feng, it seemed that he would pierce into Ming Feng's flesh, and when he licked, there was blood.
Shuangruo hooked her lips: "God, do you have a heart?"
Ming Feng felt pain in his throat and was speechless.
"What's the trouble with the Lord Chongming? You use it like a tool. When you dislike the Shuangruo, the Lord Chongming is the white moon in your heart. When you take the Shuangruo to make fun of it, it becomes you who have never loved him. You really Have you ever respected anyone?"
Ming Feng felt that his heart and throat were filled with mud, and the heavy pain of falling made him flustered.
He couldn't argue with a hundred words.
Shuangruo looked straight at Mingfeng, every word and every word was like a knife: "In the past, Shuangruo turned a blind eye to you how many times he told you that he liked you, why did you change your mind once at the Huachao Festival?"
Ming Feng was a little weak, his hand supporting Shuang Ruo's shoulder gradually slipped to his elbow, but it was still like an iron hoop, he wouldn't let Shuang Ruo go.
"Shuangruo, I..."
"Shuangruo just wants to keep a clean distance from you. I used to want to be with you every day and you are not as good as I wish. Why is it that Shuangruo wants to stay away from you and you are not as good as my wish?" Shuangruo looked at Mingming. The pain gradually brewing in Feng's eyes felt a little ridiculous, "God, you said you love me, but you probably never thought about what I want, right?"
"Shuangruo, that's not the case."
"Shangshen, what are you doing?" Shuang Ruo's tone was a little mocking, "You are the high-spirited Ming Feng Shangshen, you always look down on all living beings, and you never care whether I really need it or not. , you brought me to the material library and handed me the Lingshi, but you didn't think about how other people would treat me as an exception. You brought me Feiyu jerky from the devil world, but you didn't think that I could Eat, love it or not, you hold an umbrella for me, say goodbye to me, help me complete tasks, and even now you say you want to renew your marriage contract with me... You never pay attention to how others see and treat me, because You must be right.
"God, you are not in love with me, you are looking at me with pity and giving me alms."
Ming Feng has experienced battles for a long time, and he has never been so flustered when faced with a life-and-death crisis.
He murmured: "Shuangruo..."
Shuang Ruo took a deep breath, and pushed Ming Feng away forcefully: "God, Shuang Ruo is so virtuous and capable."
Ming Feng didn't defend against Shuang Ruo, but was pushed back half a step.
Ming Feng's hands were empty, he carefully chewed every word Shuang Ruo said, and wanted to say something to justify, but in the end, he suddenly realized that it was his fault.
"Shuangruo..." Suddenly, a huge cloud of powerlessness enveloped him.
He felt as if there was a knife in his throat. Every time he said a word, the sharp blade would cut his throat. Every word he said was filled with blood and severe pain.
"It was my fault……"
It was his fault. He turned a blind eye to Shuangruo's pain. He put the cart before the horse and ignored Shuangruo's wishes. He wanted to alleviate Shuangruo's suffering, but instead put a straw on the camel that was about to collapse.
In the past, he thought that he was above all people, and if he was heartless and ruthless, he could defeat everyone.
But at this time, he felt that what he once thought of as winning or losing was absurd and meaningless.
Shuangruo closed her eyes, and her voice calmed down: "God, go back to the heaven, Shuangruo is too careful, after cutting you out of the heart, there is no place to put you back again."
"God, sincerity is the hardest thing to fake, please rest for a while."
Only sincerity is the hardest to fake.
The knife hanging above his head finally stabbed towards Ming Feng.
Ming Feng read these words and stood there for a long time.
Shuangruo left long ago, he will definitely not be able to return to heaven with his appearance today, so he has to go back to the inn where he stayed and check out, and then find another hotel, no matter what, he will get through tonight, as long as he can avoid Ming Feng.
As for Ming Feng, he won't think about it, let alone care about it.
A sharp knife slashed down, Qi Qi cut off the bones, and there was no further involvement.
With such thoughts in mind, Shuang Ruo fell into a deep sleep after a busy day.
When he woke up in the morning of the second day, he felt much better. Although his human form had not yet recovered, he was able to mobilize some divine power freely. He breathed a sigh of relief, checked out of the room, and rushed back to the heaven.
There is a rule in Shenshen Division. After completing the task assigned by Si Wenxian, you must return to the Shenshen Division to report on your work as soon as possible. If you are in such a hurry, you want to go to Si Wen to cancel your task before the points are settled.
But when he hurried back to the heaven, his hood was completely blown off due to the strong wind, and he had no time to care about it. When he went straight to look for Si Wen, he saw something that seemed to be Ming Feng had been waiting for him for a long time.
Shuangruo stopped immediately, and her ears trembled subconsciously.
Ming Feng's eyes had a faint bluish black, and his whole figure seemed to be shrouded in a layer of haze. After he saw Shuangruo, some brilliance finally appeared in his eyes.
Distraught, Shuang Ruo saluted hastily to Ming Feng, and then she was about to pass Ming Feng and enter the Shen Shen Division.
Ming Feng turned a blind eye to his anxiety, and only said in a calm voice: "Shuangruo, can we talk?"
Shuangruo noticed that someone was looking over, he frowned slightly, and had no choice but to admit his fate: "God, please tell me."
Ming Feng looked at him for a long time, but he didn't speak for a long time.
Shuangruo frowned and wanted to leave: "God, are you making fun of me?"
Ming Feng shook his head, his gaze never left Shuangruo's face, and said softly: "Shuangruo..."
Shuangruo was a little puzzled, he lowered his head: "Shuangruo still has something important to do, and I don't have time to chat with you for now, please allow me to leave first."
Perhaps the word "Leave" aroused Ming Feng a little. He closed his eyes lightly for a while, took out the nameplate that he had prepared for Shuangruo, gently took Shuangruo's hand, and put the nameplate Put it in his palm.
Shuangruo's four fingers curled up, grasping the nameplate.The sharp corners pierced his flesh, and it seemed as if a small thorn had been pierced into his heart. After a long time, he withdrew his hand, but stubbornly refused to thank him.
Ming Feng's palms were empty, he pursed his lips, and withdrew his hands, as if afraid of shocking his eyes, he controlled his tone and tried his best to be gentle.
"Shuangruo," Ming Feng was uncharacteristically, and for some reason he didn't let Shuangruo go, "What I told you yesterday was from my heart...I've thought about it for a long time, Shuangruo, I've done a lot of wrong things, Would you like to give me a chance to make amends?"
Shuang Ruo looked directly into Ming Feng's eyes: "God, you realize that you made a mistake, you want to correct it completely according to your heart, you don't have to ask other people's wishes, your decision has nothing to do with me."
Ming Feng was about to say something, but was interrupted by Shuangruo. He didn't hesitate this time, and walked straight past Ming Feng, and the light wind blew half of his hair: "God, let's wait another day." Find a time when you have free time."
Ming Feng's words followed his voice: "Shuangruo, I'm free today, I'll wait here for you to finish, let's have a good talk.
"I... I have something to tell you."
Shuang Ruo just paused for a moment, then walked towards the department of trial, her voice faintly echoed in the mid-air.
"God, let's change another day. If Shuang has a lot of things to do today, you should go back first."
He left without looking back, no longer looked at Ming Feng's expression, and didn't want to listen to what Ming Feng would say.
But it is indeed necessary to talk to Ming Feng.
The people who will be on duty today in the Department of Punishment have not yet arrived, Shuang Ruo looked at Man Yin's seat a little anxiously, and found that the seat was still empty, Shuang Ruo had no choice but to go to Si Wen to cancel the task first.
But when he arrived at Si Wen, he found that Si Wen, who had been in charge of assigning tasks and settling points, had disappeared. There was only a female officer sitting there.
Shuang Ruo was a little surprised, and asked directly: "Hi, is Officer Si Wen here?"
The female officer immediately stopped what she was doing, raised her head, and smiled at him: "Hi, I am."
Si Wen is the name of the immortal official, regardless of the name or taboo, as long as the person who serves as an official of the Si Wen can be called "Si Wen".
Shuangruo narrowed her eyes slightly, before she had time to say anything, the female officer seemed to sense his doubts, and explained with a kind smile: "Shuangruo Immortal, right? I was new to work last night, you may not know me yet, We will officially become colleagues from today, please give me your advice.”
The female officer spoke impeccably, and Shuangruo had many doubts in her heart, so she had no choice but to pick the most innocuous one and ask: "Then where is the former Si Wenxian now?"
The female officer nodded to him: "Sorry, I don't know about this."
The female officer did not show disdain, impatience or indifference because he was Shuangruo, which was a bit rare, and it made Shuangruo gradually relax.
Shuang Ruo didn't intend to ask further questions, and only said that she wanted to cancel the mission.
After patiently listening to him, the female officer chuckled at him: "Shuangruo Xianjun, your task points have been settled, and you can check it yourself after you get your identity plate in a few days."
The nameplate was just outside the door and Ming Feng had already given it to him. Holding the sharp silver sheet, he had already guessed about it in his mind.
This is not the result Shuangruo wanted, but the mission points have been settled, and there is no other way to log out, so he thanked him and was a little worried.
But just before he left, he suddenly remembered something, turned his head and asked, "May I ask, who recommended you?"
The female officer smiled decently: "I have accepted the favor of Ming Feng Shangshen, Shuangruo Xianjun."
He had already guessed the answer in his heart, Shuang Ruo turned and left, his smile was almost gone.
No wonder Ming Feng was at the door and kept stopping him from leaving. It turned out that it was useless even if he came in in a hurry.
Isn't this forcing him to be involved with him for the rest of his life?
When Shuang Ruo finished the task and went to look for Man Yin, Man Yin was already busy in front of the desk. He coughed lightly in embarrassment, his brain was running at high speed thinking about how to explain to Man Yin, but still Before he could think about it, Manin raised his head.
Manin raised his head when he heard the commotion, but after seeing the person who came with Shuang Ruo, his confusion turned into burning anger in an instant.
On Shuangruo's side, what he saw was——
The moment Manin raised his head, the light in his eyes was like a fireball flying towards him.
Feeling guilty, Shuang Ruo rushed towards Man Yin with a smile, and hugged her full. He put his arm around Man Yin's neck and said, "Don't be angry, I'm back."
The anger accumulated in Man Yin's heart in the past two days also dissipated at this moment, but he refused to show weakness, and his voice was still awkward: "Why, how did you complete the task this time?"
Shuang Ruo put her arms around her friend's neck, feeling that the part of her heart that had been vacant for a long time was finally filled.
Maine is back.
not dead!
Realizing this, Shuang Ruo was ecstatic, and unconsciously hugged Man Yin with greater strength.
Man Yin rolled his eyes at him: "Why, seeing that you didn't piss me off, you want to strangle me now?"
Shuangruo finally had some blood on his cheeks, and he smiled: "It's okay, I'm just happy to come back from the human world alive."
Manin frowned: "What's the matter, isn't this mission difficult to do?"
Shuangruo immediately shook her head: "No, it's just killing a few sprites, but I feel a sense of accomplishment now."
Seeing Shuangruo's cat ears, Man knew that he had encountered the days when his own divine power was out of control every month. Seeing that Shuangruo didn't mention it, it was hard for him to expose it. Just drive him back to Shuyin Pavilion to have a good rest.
Shuang Ruo listened to Man Yin's words with a smile all the time, but stopped smiling after a voice suddenly appeared in her head.
It was Ming Feng who sent him the news through Yu Ling. Ming Feng's voice was cold and indifferent, but he couldn't hide the urgency hidden in his words: "Shuangruo, is things going well? If you finish your work, I'll be here at the main entrance Wait, let's talk, shall we?"
There must be talk, but definitely not now.
Man Yin noticed Shuangruo's mood swings, and was faintly worried: "Shuangruo, what's wrong with you? I suggest you go back and get a good sleep now."
Shuang Ruo forced herself to ignore Ming Feng's words just now, nodded lightly, and asked casually, "Man Yin, do you know if there is a side door or a side door that few people go to in the Shensi Division?"
After thinking about it, Manin said, "Yes."
Shuangruo's eyes lit up immediately: "Where is it?"
Man was entangled in various affairs and couldn't accompany him. Shuangruo wrote down the route and came to the side door.
It is true that few people come here, but I don't know who locked the door on this side door. Shuangruo tried it, but found that it couldn't be pushed open at all.Moreover, the lock has been sealed, if you try to break it with force, you may be attacked by divine power.
Shuangruo had a headache for a while, if he turned back at this time, it would definitely cause a lot of trouble out of thin air.
He looked around and found that there were no seals on the surrounding walls, and it would be a good way to climb over the walls.
Thinking of this, he did it.
The wall is not high, and climbing and jumping is not difficult for the nine-tailed cat. Shuang Ruo easily stood firm on the top of the wall, took a breath, and jumped——
But fell into a hard embrace.
Shuang Ruo looked up in surprise, only to see a pair of slightly playful red eyes.
Cover Chen whistled, and kept this ambiguous and abrupt posture all the time: "Oh, a little cat fell from the sky~ I picked it up."
At this time, Ming Feng's voice in Shuangruo's mind resounded through Yuling again: "Shuangruo, where are you?"
Shuangruo trembled for a moment, and almost used her greatest strength to push away the dust.
Cover Chen was pushed staggered by him, and looked at Shuangruo aggrievedly.
Facing the gaze of Shang Chenchen, Shuang Ruo realized that he had transferred his anger towards Ming Feng to Yan Chen, he withdrew his hand in a little embarrassment, and apologized to Yan Chen.
Covering the dust and raising eyebrows: "Apologizing may not be useful."
Shuangruo looked at him, didn't want to answer his words, just changed the subject calmly: "This is heaven, how did you come here?"
What he didn't ask was how you not only came in, but also swaggered around in the Nine Heavens.
Although the heavens did not expressly prohibit the entry and exit of monsters, almost no monsters can cross the Mingxin Stone in front of the gate of the Nine Heavens.
The immortals in the heaven claim to live alone in the turbidity, so people with distracting thoughts can hardly pass through the Mingxin Stone.
Most of the monsters are aggressive and have strong desires in their hearts. As soon as they get close to the Mingxin Stone, they will be knocked out.
"Why can't I come to heaven?" Cover Chen smiled, his eyes were long and narrow, and when he smiled, the end of his eyes hooked up, very attractive, "I have no distracting thoughts, no desires, no desires, Ming Xinshi can't stop me .”
Shuang Ruo was a little speechless, but after he felt it carefully, he didn't feel the devilish energy released from Yanchen's body. He must have hidden the devilish energy.
Shuangruo perfunctory him: "Then you are very powerful, I'll go first, you can wander around by yourself."
Without stopping for a moment, he turned and left.
Masking Chen is very smart. He keenly sensed that Shuangruo was in a bad mood today, so he chased after him closely, and looked at him with his head: "Little Shuangruo, why are you frowning all the time today? I'm not here to hang out, I'm came to find you."
Shuang Ruo looked at him: "What did you come to see me for?"
"I don't do anything, I just miss you."
Shuangruo was not at ease, he was a little tired, he didn't want to make jokes with Yanchen anymore, he turned his head away and forced a smile: "Yichen, let's talk sometime, okay, I want to go back and rest now."
Looking at Shuangruo's forced smile, Jianchen guessed in his heart the root cause of Shuangruo's unhappiness, but he didn't say anything, and smiled: "Well, I'll take a turn here by myself, and I won't ask you to accompany me." gone."
After finishing speaking, she was pitiful: "I originally came to the heaven to see you, and I will be satisfied when I see you, alas."
Shuangruo couldn't bear to see Yanchen like this.
He obviously hasn't known Yanchen for a long time, but Yanchen always gives him a very familiar feeling, which gives Shuangruo the illusion that they have had a bad relationship for at least 800 years.
It has only been a hundred years since the Fenyan Demon has been suppressed in the Demon Slayer.
Shuangruo curled her lips into a smile, ignoring the pitiful expression on the face of the dust, said goodbye to him heartlessly, and went straight back to Shuying Pavilion, while not forgetting to cut off the divine power that maintained the Yuling, in this way, Ming Feng could no longer contact him.
His world was finally at peace.
Red clouds filled the sky, Ming Feng was covered in orange light, and stood firmly at the gate of Shenshensi.
The sun turned round, and he waited here for a day.
Ming Feng guessed that one day he would go to the Demon Realm and be trapped in a group of monsters. When life and death were at stake, perhaps he would never be as anxious and flustered as he is today.
He knew that Shuangruo would not come, and the "I'll wait for you" that he said to Shuangruo over and over again were like mud sinking into the sea, without any echo or trace.
He just wanted to say "I'm sorry" to Shuangruo.
He didn't sleep all night last night. Except when arranging the personnel changes of the Judgment Division, he was thinking about these things he had done, and suddenly understood the key.
He does stupid things all the time.
It took him a long time to understand that in the previous life, Shuangruo didn't love to eat Feiyou jerky, and when he asked him for Feiyou jerky, he wasn't acting like a baby to seek a sense of existence from him. Thinking of himself, it was just a small wish, but he took it as Shuangruo's pampering and domineering.
He didn't even look at the letter Shuangruo wrote to him in the previous life, and just threw it away, but he didn't know that, just like that, he pushed Shuangruo into the abyss with his own hands.But now, facing the two alienated and indifferent letters, he can only guess the words and sentences, and think about what kind of vivid expression he would have if he said these words.
And Shuangruo has been being cursed and insulted all the time, but he chooses to turn a blind eye to it, trying to figure it out slowly...
Ming Feng felt his heart tightening again.
He keeps saying that he loves Shuangruo, loves Shuangruo, and can do anything for Shuangruo, but his self-righteous love is not love, but a burden.
Pile after piece, Ming Feng Shangshen's bad deeds are full of stains.
Today, Ming Feng Shangshen finally understood a little bit, he wanted to repent, wanted to get back a little bit, Shuang Ruo even refused to see him again.
Standing alone this day, he thought a lot.
He remembered the time when Shuangruo prayed for him on Mount Yang in the previous life. The little man was wearing a plain white dress and stood on the top of the mountain where a new snow had just fallen. Everything was silent and the sky was as thick as ink. Black, with star dust attached to it, bright and dreamy.
Shuang Ruo clasped his hands together, pressed them to his heart, closed his eyes lightly and prayed for him.
First, I wish the God Ming Feng invincible, second, I wish the God Ming Feng bless the Three Realms, and third, I wish the God Ming Feng a bright future.
That was the third time he went to the Demon Realm to strengthen the seal. He put on his battle armor and was about to leave when he turned his head as if he had sensed something.
But just this one glance, like a sharp sword crossing the torrent of time, was clearly and painfully burned in his mind, never fading.
The skin of the young man in plain clothes was as white as ice and snow. At that time, his brows and eyes were downcast, he was peaceful and picturesque, with the stars shining on his body, he was cute and beautiful.In Ming Feng's eyes, it was a grand scene that Jiuchongtian had never seen in tens of millions of years.
No matter how many years have passed, Ming Feng still remembers his intense heart palpitations at that time.
What a good pair.
That was the time when Ming Feng asked Mu Feng to give the jade pendant to Shuang Ruo.At that time, he still thought in his heart that if he came back from the Demon Realm, it would be okay to treat him better.
But he didn't expect that when he came back, what he was waiting for was the news of Shuang Ruo's death.
Shuang Ruo died in the Demon Realm.
He also vaguely understood why before he left, Shuangruo had to sing a congratulatory speech for him so solemnly and earnestly. Could it be that at that time, Shuangruo had already expected that this would be their farewell.
It's a pity that at that time he was arrogant and ignorant of people's hearts, and even Shuang Ruo asked him to bring back Feiyou's jerky as a small wish, but it was perfunctory.
Yes, what Shuangruo said is correct, he just thinks that he is superior, and he treats everything as a gift.
It's ridiculous that after Shuangruo's death, he didn't take it seriously. He even ridiculed Shuangruo with nine lives, how could he die so easily.
But day after day passed, Zichen Palace became more and more deserted, and the muluo flowers in the garden were not carefully cared for, and a large area was withered. When Ming Feng "passed" there on a whim that day, all he saw was devastation and desolation.At that time, a long sound suddenly came out in his heart.
He remembered that Shuangruo took good care of the muluo flowers in this garden, but the flowers were all withered... Why didn't Shuangruo take care of them?
What about Shuangruoren?
Where are others?
He almost couldn't help himself to think about that day on Yangshan Mountain, which made him remember his whole life.
He didn't want to admit that he wanted to see Shuang Ruo at that time.
At the end of the day, Ming Feng couldn't help the uneasiness growing in his heart, and he seemed to ask Mu Feng casually: "Did the jade pendant be handed over to Shuang Ruo in good condition that day?"
Mu Feng hesitated for a moment, thinking that it was a good cover-up: "The subordinates have already taken care of it."
Ming Feng didn't let go of Mu Feng's hesitation, he lowered his eyes, didn't take it apart, but connected with his mother's jade pendant, sensed the position of his son's jade pendant, and got the result that it was the Department of Divine Punishment.
Ming Feng didn't even hesitate in his heart, and went straight to the Department of Divine Punishment.
At that time, he didn't know anything about Shuangruo, he just thought that Shuangruo was playful and pampered, and he encountered some interesting things at the God of Punishment Division, so he didn't want to come back.
But when Ming Feng followed his mother Yupei's guidance and found the location of Zi Yupei, he found a complete stranger.
— impermanence.
He asked Wuchang why Zi Yupei was here.
Wuchang burst into tears, only saying that Shuangruo casually threw the jade pendant to him.
At that time, Ming Feng was not annoyed, but for the first time, he felt a little rejoicing: Look, if Shuang won't die, how can he lose his temper with himself after he dies?
After he returned to the Zichen Palace, a few days later, Shuangruo still hadn't come back, Ming Feng finally couldn't bear it, and asked Mu Feng: "Where is Shuangruo at this time?"
Mu Feng was extremely surprised: "Your Majesty, Immortal Shuangruo has died, and his bones were buried in the Demon Realm."
Ming Feng frowned: "Cats have nine tails, nine tails and nine lives, how could they die so easily?"
Mu Feng hesitated, and said: "Your Majesty, Shuangruo Xianjun, he has died eight times."
At that moment, the world was spinning, Ming Feng lost strength for a moment, managed to stabilize his body, and sat back on the chair. He wanted to say something, but he couldn't say anything.
This feeling was foreign to him.
In fact, he has already known that Shuangruo is no longer a child, and will not lose his temper casually. When he saw Shuangruo a few times, Shuangruo would sit quietly among the muluo flowers, as quiet and obedient as a bird. A beautiful bird painted on a screen.
Shuangruo's death was not death, but rot, from head to toe, festered and shattered.
In Ming Feng's heart, it was as if a sharp claw was scratching the fleshy wall of the atrium. Every time he moved, his tendons were covered with blood, and the pain made him flustered.
He digested the news of Shuangruo's death for nearly a year.
He couldn't forget that glimpse, nor could he forget the strong throbbing in his heart.
What made him even more unacceptable was that when he had just made up his mind to treat Shuangruo better, without warning, Shuangruo didn't give him a chance at all.
A year later, he went to the Demon Realm, encountered some disturbances on the way, and was accidentally drawn into a nightmare by a nightmare.
It's just that everything is just a "handy".
Shuangruo died in the demon world, and the shattered soul fragments when he died were accidentally swallowed by a nightmare. That heart-piercing nightmare of a lifetime.
It was this nightmare and illusion that Ming Feng was involved in.
It was easy for Ming Feng to escape a nightmare illusion, but when he saw the figure of Shuangruo appearing in this illusion, he suddenly stopped his movements.
At this stop, he was trapped in this nightmare for ten days and ten nights.
He saw Shuangruo's life from beginning to end.
He saw how carefully Shuangruo chose the flower seeds for him, he saw how nervous Shuangruo was when he gave him the kit, he saw how happy Shuangruo was when he was bestowed by the emperor of heaven, If you pay attention to him one by one.
Of course, I also saw the "sweet rain" sky fire.
As for him, it was all ruined.
He would never have imagined that in the battle of burning flames back then, when he went to the Demon Realm for the second time, Shuang Ruo spent seven lives in order to save him, and directly transformed into a group of immortal troops, and urgently intercepted those people. There is no death and no pain, and it can almost be said that it is a sprite without weaknesses.
But what did Shuangruo get?
It was a cold and cruel sentence that he said casually when he didn't know the situation, "it's just a burden, send it back to the heaven".
Shuangruo's love for him is genuine love regardless of the consequences and the cost.
He watched everything without stopping. For ten whole days, when Shangshen Mingfeng came out of the illusion, his expression was sluggish, he vomited a mouthful of black blood, and passed out directly.
Even in his dream, when Shuang Ruo died in the Demon Realm, he exhausted all his strength, reversed the time of the sky, and created a lavender snow with divine power.
In that purple snow, Shuangruo was smiling while buried in the lavender sky.
His thin body fell quietly into the snow.
If Shuang Ruo loves Muluo, he also loves the meaning of Muluo - the heart yearns for it, although it cannot be reached.
The lavender snow, at the moment before he died, he saw it.
However, Mingfeng can't come, and he can't come.
After returning to the Heaven Realm, Ming Feng fell seriously ill, and there was always a blunt knife in his heart, cutting his flesh with the blade all the time.But during this illness, Ming Feng's body gradually weakened, but his mind became clearer——
He was sure that he could never leave Shuangruo again, but Shuangruo had already left him.
He was moved.
After returning to Shuyinge, Shuang Ruo fell asleep until sunset.
When he woke up rubbing his sleepy eyes, there was no light in the house, and he saw the round and tragic sunset from the window.
He had already told Qing Lan that no matter who came to him, he would not meet him, especially Ming Feng Shangshen.
He said the word "especially" very emphatically, so he got such a free time.
Seeing that it was still early, Shuang Ruo held the lamp in his hand, and carefully took out some kneading stones, he was going to try to make a small wooden bird.
Now that the design drawing is almost complete, he wants to make a real one.
Nearly two hours have passed, his eyes are a little sore, and a small wooden bird has also made a prototype, but the wings have not been attached yet. He drank a sip of tea to moisten his throat, took a short rest, and prepared to attach the wings, but For some reason, he thought of the group of undead and uninjured sprites that kept breeding in the human world when he was carrying out his mission.
Such a group of sprites also appeared in the battle of burning flames...
Just as he was thinking this way, the strength in his hands was out of control for a moment, a small piece was stuck where the wings were connected to the body, and a corner was directly broken at the tip.
The whole wooden bird is so useless.
Shuangruo suddenly felt a strong sense of exhaustion in his heart, he threw the wooden bird away angrily, and was about to go out with a sigh.
At this moment, a voice was heard outside the window: "Xiao Shuangruo, what is that?"
Shuangruo raised her head in surprise, and saw Michen sitting sideways on the window frame.
Those pair of red pupils seemed to be hiding fine wine, which made people a little intoxicated for no reason.
Shuang Ruo frowned: "How did you come in?"
But Shenchen made a silent movement: "Shhh - I asked many people about your residence, but when I got to the door, your little housekeeper refused to let me in, so I sneaked in over the wall, you Don't let him know~"
Shuangruo slightly hooked his lips, but when he realized that he was smiling, he immediately restrained his smile.
Covering the dust and holding his chin, he looked at him with interest: "Are you happier?"
Shuang Ruo opened the door for the first time: "Come in."
Covering the dust is not polite, he prefers to jump out of the window, turn over directly, step forward with his long legs, and land firmly in front of Shuangruo.
Shuang Ruo raised her head and looked at the mask who suddenly appeared in front of her, her heart stopped beating, and she frowned slightly: "What are you doing?"
Cover Chen pointed at the little wooden bird on the table from a distance, knowingly asked: "What is that?"
Shuangruo didn't care too much, picked it up casually, and handed it to Jiechen: "The failed product, I'll give it to you."
Covering the dust and raising eyebrows: "How to make a failed product, today's condition is not good?"
As he spoke, he carefully put the little wooden bird into his sleeve pocket, even though it was just a failure.
Shuang Ruo pursed her lips, not wanting to tell Yan Chen.
How shrewd is Man Chen, even if Shuang Ruo doesn't say anything, he can guess a lot from Shuang Ruo's appearance today.
"It doesn't matter if you don't say anything, and I won't force you, but I suggest..." Cover Chen pondered, "At this time, the work can't continue, why don't you go out for a turn, take a shift, and be self-willed once?"
"Ming Feng, he won't know."
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