Chapter 49
Chapter 49
My heart beats so fast.
There is an indescribable feeling, as if it came from another world, crashing into the flat lake in the bottom of my heart, causing thousands of waves.
The little peacock got up subconsciously and backed away, but was tripped by the snake tail under its feet and fell into the nest.It opened its eyes wide, stared blankly at the little black snake in front of it, swallowed nervously, and its eyes were full of bewilderment.
What was this little black snake doing just now?
kiss it?
As my brother said, if you don't want to trust each other for life, you can't do this kind of intimate behavior.
But, who is the elder brother?
Why can't I remember...
Why...why do I feel that everything in front of me should not be like this...
Seeing the little peacock lost his mind, Qu Linyan knew that his behavior was very inappropriate, so he froze for a moment, and stared blankly at it.
This is Fu Xiaoba's dream, and also the dusty memory deep in Fu Xiaoba's heart. She shouldn't come in and disturb the past in Fu Xiaoba's memory, but she really misses Fu Xiaoba so much.
She has thought about Fu Xiaoba for more than 300 years, dreaming about him day and night, and finally seeing him again.
Even if it was just a dream, the past that had long since dissipated like smoke, she wanted to stretch out her hands and embrace her again.
But that momentary impulse obviously disturbed the dream. She had to let everything go on the same track as before, otherwise Yun Su's memory would be chaotic.
However, on that day in 300 years, after being suppressed, what did I say to Fu Xiaoba?
The little peacock stared wide-eyed, seeing the little black snake froze in front of him in silence for a long time, he couldn't help but tilt his neck: "Xiao Hei, you...you just..."
Qu Linyan had a flash of inspiration: "You pheasant..."
The little peacock was originally confused by the little black snake, but when he heard the word "pheasant", he immediately became unhappy.
It subconsciously wanted to stretch out its small wings to cover the little black snake's mouth, but found that it was entangled and couldn't move at all, so it simply pecked the little black snake's forehead with its mouth, and said dissatisfiedly: "You little monster, How can you be so ignorant!"
Qu Linyan couldn't help being startled, she never thought that Fu Xiaoba would peck people with his mouth after his wings were restrained!
Seeing the shock in the little black snake's eyes, the little peacock felt that his own words and deeds had a deterrent effect, so he immediately became proud, puffed up his chest under the little black snake's entanglement, and said: "Fu Xiaohei, you Listen clearly, sister, I am a peacock, not a pheasant!"
After finishing speaking, he pecked Qu Linyan's little head again with his mouth, and asked, "Do you understand?"
Although this situation is not very similar to that of 300 years ago, the expression and tone of the little peacock have not changed at all.
Qu Linyan suddenly felt a pang of sourness welling up in her heart—the one she loves is close at hand, but she dare not express what she misses in her heart, for fear that she will shatter this beautiful dream.
"Xiao Hei, why are you crying?" The little peacock stared blankly at the little black snake in front of him.
It doesn't know why, but the tears in the little black snake's eyes are like a boulder pressing down on her, making her a little out of breath.
"Don't cry, you're crying...I'm feeling bad too..." The little peacock said hastily with red eyes.
Qu Linyan couldn't control the thoughts that were about to burst in his heart any longer, he closed his eyes and summoned Mengsuo, and fled in a panic in this situation.
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When Qu Linyan opened his eyes again, he was standing in front of the kitchen stove.
On the shelf on the left side of the stove where the ingredients are placed, there is a recipe found in the study. When the recipe is turned to a certain page, there is a salt shaker on it.
300 years ago, she didn't know how to cook, but she was moved by the fact that Fu Xiaoba used the clumsy peacock to cook porridge for her when she was seriously injured, so she decided to take good care of her before leaving. It's some days.
At that time, she only cooked a bowl of porridge for the first time, and Fu Xiaoba ate it all, and was so moved that she had a runny nose and tears, which made her feel very proud and felt that she was talented in this area Extraordinary, from then on, he started cooking for Fu Xiaoba in different ways.
At this moment, Qu Linyan looked at the cooking dishes in the pot that didn't look very good, tasted the chopsticks curiously, and couldn't help frowning.
It turned out that the food I made back then was not delicious at all, at most it was edible. Looking back now, she ate every meal with Fu Xiaoba back then. Do you think you are talented?
Qu Linyan shook his head, secretly dumped out the prepared meal, searched for good ingredients, and made a new one.
The little peacock was lying in the corner of the bedroom, squinting and yawning.
When my brother was there, every room in the bamboo garden was protected by a layer of spiritual power to prevent cold and heat. Now that my brother has not returned for a long time, that layer of spiritual power has long since dissipated, and she was terribly cold a while ago.
Fortunately, the little black snake was crushed crookedly by it a while ago so that it showed its real body, and finally stopped brazenly pretending to be weak and share the joys and sorrows with her, and used spiritual power to block the severe cold outside the house with broken doors and windows, and finally let the heavy snow fall again and again. The winter has been much better.
"Xiaoba, dinner is ready." Qu Linyan's voice came from the kitchen.
I don't know if it's an illusion, but today's Qu Linyan seems to be much gentler than before, and he didn't even call it a little pheasant!
The little peacock opened his eyes thoughtfully, and before he saw Qu Linyan, he smelled a strong fragrance, jumped up immediately, and braved the cold wind to meet him.
Qu Linyan was holding a long serving plate in his hand, and before he walked out of the kitchen for a few steps, he saw Fu Xiaoba running over staggeringly, poking his neck at her feet and jumping up and down again and again, as if he wanted to see Take a look at how rich today's dinner is.
"Is it cold? What are you doing out here? Let's go in and eat." Qu Linyan said dotingly, and quickly led Fu Xiaoba back to the bedroom.
"Why is it so fragrant today!" Fu Xiaoba flapped his wings, jumped onto the stool, stretched out his small beak, and his eyes were full of impatience.
Qu Linyan put the food on the table one by one with a smile, sat down, and hugged Fu Xiaoba's hands on his lap.
Although the little peacock was hugged tightly by Qu Linyan, its small body was arched forward very hard, and its neck was so long that it was almost drooling.
Seeing that Fu Xiaoba was very hungry, Qu Linyan quickly brought a chopstick to his mouth to prevent him from struggling to get out.
The little peacock opened its mouth to eat, and the moment it entered the mouth, those pea-sized eyes seemed to light up a bit.
"I want to eat that!" The little peacock's little wings pointed, and Qu Linyan picked up the food for it.
"It's delicious! You eat it too, Xiao Hei, you eat it too..."
"Okay, I'll eat too." Qu Linyan said, every time he fed Fu Xiaoba a big mouthful, he took a small mouthful too.
It didn't take long for the food on the table to be swept away.
The little peacock sitting on Qu Linyan's lap suddenly leaned back lazily, half lying on her soft waist, closed his eyes, stretched out a pair of small wings, patted his bulging belly contentedly, and slapped A full burp.
Qu Linyan couldn't help but bend her pretty eyebrows, and gently traced the feathers on Fu Xiaoba's body with her fingers.
The little peacock stretched his body: "Xiao Hei."
Qu Linyan: "Huh?"
The little peacock opened his eyes and winked at Qu Linyan: "You are different from usual today."
Qu Linyan couldn't help being taken aback, and when he had time to say something in the future, he listened to Fu Xiaoba's words and continued.
Little Peacock: "You didn't call me Little Pheasant today, and the food you made is even more delicious than a few days ago."
"I..." Qu Linyan didn't know how to respond for a moment.
But the little peacock's eyes drifted away: "I always feel that this taste is very familiar... The tone of your name when you call me is also very familiar, as if... as if..."
Qu Linyan asked: "Like what?"
The little peacock hesitated for a long time, and said with some struggle: "It seems that I... have been waiting for you for a long time..."
At that moment, Qu Linyan's eyes turned red again.
She opened her mouth, but stopped for a moment before she wanted to speak, and then asked softly under the little peacock's blank gaze: "Then...do you miss me?"
"I, I..." The little peacock stared blankly at Qu Linyan in front of him, hesitated for a long time and still didn't know how to answer.
In the end, Qu Linyan smiled and touched its small head, saying: "That's all, it's not important."
The little peacock suddenly felt a tingling pain in his heart, as if something rushed up his throat, ready to come out.
The dreamland suddenly became unstable, Qu Linyan frowned, and finally leaned over to kiss the little peacock's forehead, and hurriedly left the dreamland with the help of the dream-weaving shuttle.
Important...Xiao Hei, important!
I miss you, even if I forget everything, I never stop missing you.
"Little black!"
Yun Su woke up from the dream, and the moment she got up and opened her eyes, the person in the dream had disappeared.
The wind outside the house was soft, and she swept her eyes across the entire dark room, and she couldn't help feeling a little dazed in her eyes.
"Fu Xiaoba...Xiao Hei..." She lowered her head and thought obsessively about the two names only in her dream.
Those images from the past intruded into her mind again piecemeal in the dream. Now, when she closes her eyes, she dreams of Qu Linyan, but when she opens her eyes, she still thinks of Qu Linyan.
Zhiming once told her that as long as you want to forget, there is nothing you can't forget, but he didn't tell her that those forgotten pasts will be remembered again.
Didn't it mean that the past and the past are all clouds and smoke, can you let go of it if you forget it?
Why, why did I never seem to really let go, and even look forward to... looking forward to remembering everything?
Yun Su shook her head, closed her eyes and wanted to fall asleep again, but she didn't fall asleep for a long time, until dawn gradually came out of the window.
She got up and changed into the clothes she wore during the day, held the small hand stove, pushed open the door, sat quietly on the threshold, and fell into a daze without moving.
After an unknown amount of time, the smell of rice wafted from afar. She stood up and looked towards the bamboo fence gate in the front yard.
That familiar figure, as usual, arrives on the snow every afternoon at mealtime.
She walked into the house, put down the food and bowls and chopsticks, and silently packed yesterday's dishes, turning around to leave.
Yun Su subconsciously chased after the door, looked at Qu Linyan's leaving back and opened his mouth, hesitantly said: "Hello..."
Qu Linyan stopped in her tracks, and wanted to turn her head, but she didn't, she just quietly waited for Yun Su to speak.
Yun Su was silent for a long time, bit her lip, and said timidly in a very low voice, "Thank you, Xiao Hei."
Qu Linyan turned around at that moment, his eyes couldn't help showing a little joy, but he was a little afraid and hesitant, as if he couldn't believe it.
"What?" she asked stupidly.
"I say thank you..." Yun Su turned her head away.
"What did you just call me?"
No matter how vast the world is and the years are boundless, there is only one person in this world who can call her that.
Only Fu Xiaoba was alone.
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*感谢在2020-09-0523:56:09~2020-09-0623:59:32期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~
Thanks to the little angel who cast the mine: Yukiyo Yeka, ...1;
Thanks to the little angel of the irrigation nutrient solution: 10 bottles of km; 4 bottles of Yukidai Yege; 1 bottle of egozaku;
Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!
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