Chapter 26
Chapter 26
It hurts so much, as if the internal organs are about to be burned to ashes by the fire...
I'm so tired, I wish I could close my eyes and escape from the whole world...
In a trance, it seemed that someone leaned over and rubbed her little head, her eyebrows and eyes were curved, and her eyes were as gentle as a distant dream.
"Ayan, don't do the things that feel too tiring. You don't have to blame yourself for anyone's eyes."
Is it……
She raised her eyes and looked at the gradually blurred white figure, her eyes were red.
"But what I care about is the eyes of others?"
"The one I care about, the one who puts my life on the line, isn't it always you!"
She ran forward, frantically trying to catch up with the gradually drifting back, but with her outstretched hand, she could only catch a blur of distant years forever.
"Sister, why... why are you leaving..."
In this world, except you, no one gives me the right to choose.
In fact, even if I were asked to choose, I would desperately seek you back, but why, no one asked me to choose, they were really demanding on me, they clearly never trusted me, but they wanted to throw all the responsibilities on me.
Why, every time I return from battle with bruises and bruises, no one asks me if I am suffering or tired... They only care about when I can find you.
Everyone cares about you.
And me?
Does anyone really care about me but you?
I'm so tired, really tired.
can you take me with you...
The smear of whiteness in the distance suddenly stopped, and she turned her head to look at the child who was thrown far behind her, and shook her head slightly.
"Are you really carefree?"
A person... can't let go of everything just by closing his eyes?
"Such a person must be so desperate for this world."
Can a person, a person who is so tired that he closes his eyes, really be free from worries...
"Little Black..."
In a trance, there seemed to be a familiar voice calling from a distance, calling that familiar but ugly name.
In this world, there should still be someone who respects her choice and cares about her feelings...
That was the little idiot she coaxed to her side with the most selfish and vicious thoughts in a few words.
In the end, he became the person who cared about her the most in this world.
It's just that when the layers of protective color faded from the unbearable original intention, the little fool who knows all the truth will still forgive her...
sorry……
"Xiaoba, I'm sorry..."
"Little black!"
"Sorry……"
"Little black!!!"
"It hurts!" Qu Linyan gritted his teeth and opened his eyes.
Fu Xiaoba was shaking her body with both excited and worried hands. Although the movement was very light, it still made her gasp in pain.
"Don't shake it, don't shake it yet..." Qu Linyan interrupted Fu Xiaoba's "killing" behavior with a headache, covered his heart, and fell into deep thought with a dull expression.
This place seems to be an inn in the world, and there is still a bit of noise from the street outside the window.
what happened……
She clearly destroyed the inner alchemy by herself, and the goblin lost the inner alchemy. It stands to reason that her soul should be scattered soon and never enter reincarnation... But why at this moment, not only did she open her eyes, but she could also sense the inner alchemy in her body It still exists, and my own cultivation has not been destroyed. The reason why I am extremely weak is only because the injury has not healed.
how could this be...
"Xiao Hei, you've woken up!" Fu Xiaoba withdrew his hands, his eyes were red, and he sat sideways on the side of the bed.
She was resting at the side, but suddenly heard Qu Lin, who had been in a coma for a long time, muttering something in his cigarette mouth, and she leaned over to listen, only to realize that it was "I'm sorry".
What are you sorry for?She understands everything.
"I don't need you to say sorry, as long as you are fine."
"Xiao Ba, I..."
"I know that no matter what you thought at the beginning, you changed your mind later on, right?" Fu Xiaoba sniffed, raised the corners of his mouth, and laughed, "You said that if I want to , you will always protect me in the days to come, I believe you, you have already lied to me once, if you still have a little conscience, you are not allowed to break your promise..."
"I……"
"I have come here to overcome love disasters in my life. I used to not understand why some people would be so stupid as to bruise themselves all over for a love affair. Now I understand a little bit..." Fu Xiaoba said, tears streaming down his face Down, "Brother used to say that I was heartless and didn't care about anything except myself. If I went to cross the catastrophe of love, I'm afraid it would be someone else's catastrophe, and the hurt and pain could only be someone else's... But I just want to Met you."
"From the very beginning, I wanted to lead you to live in the valley simply, and I couldn't help making fun of you in my dreams... In the end, I didn't want you to go through life and death alone, and I didn't want no one to talk to you when you were sad, let alone see you doing it for me. I was scarred all over and almost died..."
Qu Linyan didn't know how to respond for a while, and just quietly looked back at Fu Xiaoba.
"You know, you said you lied to me, you said you wanted to trade me for Ah Qing's life, I was so sad at the time... I never thought that a person who is so good to me would only take I am a victim. I think, I trust you so much, how can you lie to me like this?" Fu Xiaoba bit his lips lightly, and smiled self-deprecatingly, "But when I saw your soul flying away, For a moment, I realized that all the joy and dissatisfaction in my heart could not be separated from you... If you are gone, everything will be gone."
"At that moment, I realized that some things are indeed more important than life."
Qu Linyan frowned in surprise, she suddenly noticed that Fu Xiaoba's face was very pale, she couldn't help but feel tense, and a little uneasy thought floated up, and she held her hands hard: "You... what did you do? , how am I okay?"
Fu Xiaoba shook his head, but did not speak with red eyes.
Qu Linyan hesitated for a moment, and while Fu Xiaoba wasn't paying attention, he stretched out his hand and pulled open her skirt.
Fu Xiaoba took a few steps back almost instantly, and hastily pinched the ripped open front, with a little avoidance in his eyes.
But in that short moment, Qu Linyan saw the red bandage under the skirt of her chest.
That's very close to the heart.
"What foolish thing did you do!" Qu Linyan wanted to get up and go forward, but as soon as he got up, he coughed heavily, pulling his internal organs, and almost fell off the bed in pain.
Fu Xiaoba was so frightened that he hurriedly stepped forward to support Qu Linyan, but at that moment, she tightly grasped her wrist.
"What fool did you do!"
It was the same question, but amidst the anger, there was a bit more worry and distress.
She raised her eyes and saw that Qu Linyan's eyes were bloodshot, she lowered her eyes, and felt that the hands holding her wrists seemed to be trembling slightly.
"I'm fine." Fu Xiaoba said tremblingly, "I just... just felt a little pain, and passed out after that. After waking up, Miss Shen has been taking care of us..."
"What should I do if you have something to do?" Qu Linyan gritted his teeth, "I tried my best to save you, not to make you give me back your life!"
"I'm really fine..." Fu Xiaoba whispered, "Don't you think I'm fine?"
"What if?" Qu Linyan frowned and looked at Fu Xiaoba.
This fool actually gouged out his heart and took blood for her.
Everything in the world has a balance between gains and losses, and life is so important, how can it be easily exchanged?
She was suddenly very scared, afraid that Fu Xiaoba was just holding on to his last breath to bid farewell to her, really afraid that if she let go, Fu Xiaoba would disappear from her sight.
After a moment of panic, Qu Linyan used his spiritual power to probe Fu Xiaoba's spiritual breath. Except for a little weakness, everything was as usual, and the huge stone in his heart finally fell.
She looked up at Fu Xiaoba in a daze for a long time, and couldn't help asking: "If you really trade your life for me, is it worth it?"
"What about you?" Fu Xiaoba asked, "When you destroyed your inner alchemy, what were you thinking?"
"I didn't think too much... I saw you running towards me, I saw you were hurt..."
"Me too." Fu Xiaoba squinted his eyes and smiled, "I didn't think too much about it, just one thought in my mind, you can't die. Even if it takes my life to change it, I have to change you back."
Qu Linyan choked with sobs for a moment, reluctantly pulled Fu Xiaoba into his arms, and refused to let go for a long time.
"Xiao Ba, I'm sorry, I lied to you at first... But I regret it, I'm selfish and cruel, I don't care about sacrificing anyone, but I can't bear to hurt you..."
"Even if you lied to me, I'm willing..." Fu Xiaoba caressed her back, "I have come here to overcome catastrophe in my life. If you are really my catastrophe, then I will not escape it. Life, so what if I give it to you?"
Qu Linyan released Fu Xiaoba, gently supported her shoulders, and shook his head stubbornly like a child: "What is doomed? I don't want your life, I just want you to stay by my side!"
"What if the fate is fixed?"
"Fairy gods can't control the fate of demons, even if they can..." Qu Linyan answered extremely firmly, "I don't care what kind of catastrophe it is, since you have followed me, I won't let you suffer from that catastrophe!"
After hearing this, Fu Xiaoba smiled and said, "Then I won't be a fairy anymore, I will be a fairy with you!"
After finishing speaking, he suddenly saw Qu Linyan could not help leaning forward slowly, unable to stop the burning of his cheeks for a moment, subconsciously closed his eyes, and leaned forward a little to cooperate.
The warm breath was getting closer and closer, and even her breathing became short of breath.
Suddenly, the door creaked.
Fu Xiaoba quickly sat upright, turned his head with a flushed face, and looked at Miss Shen who was standing at the door with an embarrassed look on her back holding the wound medicine and clean gauze.
"I don't think I came at the right time?" Miss Shen said, she entered the room and put down the wooden plate in her hand, and turned to leave.
Qu Linyan came back to his senses, and hurriedly said: "Miss Shen, you came at the right time. I have something unclear and I want to ask you for advice."
Miss Shen looked back at the two people behind him hesitantly, then turned around and sat down at the table: "What's the matter?"
"What happened after I passed out that day?"
"Xiao Ba saved you." Miss Shen said, she glanced at Fu Xiao Ba, and smiled faintly, "The blood of the Phoenix clan is really mysterious."
Her smile was a little pale, and her eyes were full of tiredness.
Qu Linyan pondered for a moment, and said: "But you should know that the resurrection of the dead is an act against the heavens, and the gains and losses in the world have their own determinants. If you don't exchange your life for your life, the blood of the Phoenix Clan can't save you..."
"That day you were only seriously injured, not dead, so naturally there is no need for Xiao Ba to shed all his heart and soul." Miss Shen said.
Qu Linyan was a little confused: "But my inner alchemy is clearly broken."
Miss Shen said: "Didn't Xiao Ba fix this in time?"
"This... Can this be sticky?"
"Otherwise? Aren't you both fine?" Miss Shen asked back, "You don't think that besides Xiaoba, there are some other gods who will help you?"
That's impossible...
500 years ago, she entered the Heavenly Court, and 500 years later, she abducted the Fairy of the Phoenix Clan who went down to the earth. She and the Heavenly Realm must have had grudges in the past and recent grudges. , that is also too late to make up the knife, how could he come to the rescue?
Qu Linyan was confused, and turned to look at Fu Xiaoba.
Fu Xiaoba's eyes were more blank than hers: "Don't ask me, I don't know anything..."
That day, she just stabbed herself once, and then... It seemed that she passed out from the pain.
What happened after that, she really didn't know.
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*感谢在2020-07-0404:52:18~2020-07-0604:43:02期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~
Thanks to the little angels who threw the mines: 4 cat kings, はくろうの导女; 2 salted fish words; 1 dream;
Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: 1 bottle of Yulin;
Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!
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