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Chapter 80

Xiang Zheng rushed out to press the elevator and found that his hands were shaking. He didn't know whether it was from anxiety or anger. He called Li Zihao, and a mechanical female voice came from the receiver.

"Damn!" Xiang Zheng kicked towards the door, and the elevator door opened with a bang, and the girl outside looked at him with a look of horror. Xiang Zheng's face was extremely ugly at this time, and he held his phone tightly and looked at the girl. "Is it going to come in?"

The girl was still in shock and obviously didn't react, Xiang Zheng reached out to close the door, the girl hurried in and stood on the other side of the door, as far away as possible from Xiang Zheng.

Li Zihao couldn't be contacted after turning off the phone, and Qu Jingtong didn't know where he was. Xiang Zheng had a bad feeling in his heart.This feeling is all too familiar to him, he had tasted it once five years ago.

Life is better than death.

Xiang Zheng called Qiu Wencheng before driving, and asked Dahu and the others to find someone in the group. He wanted to use all means, even if he dug three feet into the ground, he had to find Li Zihao.

He won't do such a stupid thing like foolishly waiting for someone a second time.

He drove to every place that Li Zihao might go, Si Qi's house, his studio, the hotel where he lived before, and even the restaurant they had been to together, but Li Zihao disappeared like a vapor.

There was no good news for Qiu Wencheng. The WeChat group exploded. He yelled at those who should go to work to find someone. Duo pushed the client he was supposed to meet. They also found reasons to sneak out, only Zhang Zhen never showed up.

Dumb: I'm paralyzed, I know that a dog can't change eating | Shit, is playing missing something so addictive or something? !

Xiao Yuan: Be careful what you say, be careful that Uncle Xiang will slap you, he is possessed by the king of Hades now, so don't mess with him.

They still have lingering fears about what Xiang Zheng looked like when Li Zihao disappeared five years ago. When Xiao Yuan mentioned this, Duhu immediately became honest and quickly withdrew the news.

Dahu: I can't find it, I'll send out all the idlers in the company, and if someone finds me, I will ask Uncle Xiang to compensate for lost wages!

Xu Mingyuan: Find someone first.

Hopes were extinguished one by one, and almost half of Beijing city was searched, one message after another was swiped in WeChat, and most of the day passed, but still nothing.

Xiang Zheng no longer dared to read WeChat anymore. The place names and no words on it made him feel desperate. He even began to wonder if Li Zihao had gone abroad.

After hearing his guess, Qiu Wencheng denied it on the spot, "I just asked someone to check, and there is no information about his ticket purchase, which means that Li Zihao is still in Beijing."

Hearing this sentence, Xiang Zheng parked the car on the side of the road, lying on the steering wheel and didn't get up for a long time. He didn't know whether he was happy or worried, happy because people didn't go far, worried because Beijing city is so big, Li Zi Pickaxe, where the hell have you been? !

Zhang Zhen had the meeting for most of the day and didn’t bother to eat lunch. His company’s wages were not high, and overtime squeezed the employees. Xiao Yuan asked him to resign a long time ago. He said he was afraid that he would not find a good job after resigning, so Xiao Yuan laughed at him cowardly.

The screens in the group were swiping quickly. Zhang Zhen came out of the meeting room and took out his mobile phone to look at the unread message 99 in the group.

Dahu: You kid finally appeared, didn't you see that we are all crazy busy!

Xiao Yuan: Have you been there earlier? There are not many people in the school on the big weekend.

Zhang Zhen: Have you searched carefully? Don’t miss anything.

Xiao Yuan: Hey, doubt me, wait and see how I deal with you when I go back!

Dumb: Damn, what time are you two showing off here!

Swiping the screen was still going on, Xiang Zheng waited for a while to continue searching, flipped through the records, and suddenly his eyes were tightly locked on the word "Yizhong", and he immediately turned around and turned back.

He thought of a place that no one knew except him and Li Zihao.

Intuition told him that Li Zihao was probably there.

It was less than a week since the last time they came to No. [-] Middle School. At that time, he was still holding the calendar pickaxe and talking nonsense with Dahu and the others, but when he stepped here again, the seat next to him was empty.

The uncle gatekeeper at the school gate recognized him, asked him what he was doing, and let him go. Xiang Zheng drove the car directly to the door of the Science and Technology Museum at the end of the corridor. He was in a trance for a moment, and almost lost his footing.

One step and three steps soon reached the top floor. Seeing that the door suddenly stopped, would Li Zihao be inside? He clenched his fists and stepped in.

The wind on the roof was strong, and Xiang Zheng squinted his eyes due to the blowing. When he opened his eyes again, he saw the person he had been running all over Beijing like crazy for nearly a day.

At this time, the sky was getting late and the sun had begun to set, and there was a fiery red cloud in the sky. Li Zihao stood on the edge of the stage with his back to him, and the wind blew his clothes.

Xiang Zheng seemed to lose his strength suddenly, his legs were so weak that he almost didn't sit on the ground. He held the door frame and took a breath before walking forward quickly.

Li Zihao heard the footsteps behind him, and before he could turn his head, he was hugged from behind. The temperature of his embrace was so familiar, tears welled up from his dry eye sockets again, and Xiang Zheng's sleeves were wet .

The words that have been brewing and complaining all the way can't be uttered at this time, and now he just wants to hug someone, this real touch makes him feel at ease.

The teardrops scalded Xiang Zheng, he shrank in pain, felt the person in his arms gradually lose his strength, he relied on his arms for support, and called out cautiously, "Chestnut cake?"

This sound completely collapsed the last line of defense in Li Zihao's heart, and he couldn't help crying anymore. At first, he just sobbed softly, then sobbed, and finally burst into tears. His body trembled violently with the crying, and he fell down. .

Xiang Zheng hugged him tightly but couldn't support him, he sat on the ground with him in his arms, Li Zihao curled up like a shrimp, his head was almost lowered to Xiang Zheng's forearm.

Xiang Zheng turned the man around, Li Zihao's head was still lowered and getting lower and lower, as if he was avoiding Xiang Zheng's gaze, Xiang Zheng freed a hand to gently hold his face to make him look up, Whether he had prepared himself mentally or when he saw Li Zihao with red eyes and tears all over his face, his heart was cut like a knife, and the pain made it hard for him to breathe.

He pressed the person in his arms, patted his back with his palm, and wanted to speak but found that he couldn't make a sound.

Li Zihao's face was buried in Xiang Zheng's arms, even the sound of crying seemed to be muffled by a layer of veil. His hands hung on his sides at first, slowly climbed up Xiang Zheng's back, and grabbed his clothes.

"Xiang, Xiang Zheng..." After crying for too long and too hard, Li Zihao's voice was hoarse and scary.

Xiang Zheng's heart trembled, and he hugged him a little tighter, stroking the back of his head, "I'm here, I'm here."

"I, I..." Li Zihao sobbed, unable to connect a complete sentence, "Yes, I'm sorry...I didn't, I shouldn't have said those...things..."

"I don't blame you." Xiang Zheng calmed him down, "Don't worry and speak slowly."

Li Zihao paused for a long time, "I actually... hate myself more, I know what happened later has nothing to do with you, but I'm afraid to admit that it's all because of me, my mother..."

"That day..." Xiang Zheng paused, but he didn't know how to ask out the doubts that had been lingering in his heart. It seemed that no matter how he asked, he would stab Li Zihao in the wound, and he couldn't bear it.

"That man is back. I bumped into him as soon as I got home. I don't know what sweet words he said. My mother actually wants to go with him..." Li Zihao sniffed and slowly raised his head. Wei Gan, "That's England, a man who hasn't been back even once in more than ten years, and she wants to go with him?!"

Li Zihao finds it ridiculous to say it now, but his smile is uglier than crying now, "She grabbed my hand and asked me to go with her, with that man, I told her it was impossible, pushed her away and ran away .”

"She called me to chase me from behind, and I got angry. The more she chased me, the faster she ran, without looking at the road. Suddenly, she rushed over from behind like crazy and pushed me away, and then made a bang..." Li Zi The pickaxe stopped suddenly, and his head was buried in Xiang Zheng's arms again. Soon Xiang Zheng felt the wetness on his chest, "It's me, it's all because of me, I'm the one who killed you..."

Li Zihao grabbed Xiang Zheng's clothes, losing control of his emotions again, "I was the one who killed her, I forgot about the blood red eyes..."

"Damn me!" Li Zihao suddenly slapped himself on the face like crazy, and said loudly, "Damn, I should die!"

As he raised his hand to continue, he exerted a lot of force, and a clear five-fingerprint immediately appeared on the right side of his face.

Xiang Zheng was terrified, grabbed his arm and forced it down, Li Zihao struggled desperately, Xiang Zheng took several blows before he was fully wrapped in his arms, "Don't do this! Li Zihao, don't do this!"

"Ah!" Li Zihao was immobilized by the hoop, he had nowhere to vent his emotions, he could only shout, and the empty rooftop echoed.

Cried and cried, hit and hit, yelled and yelled, talked and talked, and Li Zihao, who was tossing to the point of exhaustion, leaned against Xiang Zheng's arms and did not move.

Xiang Zheng raised his head and panted, leaning against the wall with his arms in his arms, all the mysteries that had been hanging in his heart for many years were finally revealed.

The rooftop was quiet again, and the warm orange light of the setting sun shone on the two people who were sitting hugging each other, carrying the magical power of soothing everything.

Just hugging and not moving anyone, I don't know how long it took, Xiang Zheng let out an ouch, and Li Zihao immediately bounced up and asked nervously, "What's wrong?"

Xiang Zheng had a bitter face, and said pitifully, "Honey, my legs are numb..."

Pfft, Li Zihao couldn't hold back his laughter, looked at Xiang Zheng and said helplessly, "You..."

You always give me hugs and strength unconditionally when I am the most vulnerable and helpless, Xiang Zheng, I think I really can't do without you.

Li Zihao wanted to get up but was held down by Xiang Zheng. He hugged the person and sat in a different position. He reached into his pocket with one hand and didn't know what he was taking out.

Li Zihao looked at him puzzled, just about to open his mouth to see him take out a white earphone, Xiang Zheng turned on the music player, clicked on the song that had been at the top of his playlist, raised the corners of his mouth, held a Only earphones were stuffed into Li Zihao's ears.

The moment Li Zihao heard the melody, his eyes widened, this song!

"You look so beautiful today, when you'resitting there, it's hard to look away..."

Not only his mobile phone ringtone, but also the song they both listened to on the rooftop that year.

At that time, it was the same as now. On the rooftop, under the sunset, each person listened to the same song with one earphone, blowing the same gust of wind.

Then Xiang Zheng kissed Li Zihao, that was their first kiss.

AndIwannacomebackhomemetoseeyourfaceAndIcuzIjustcan'ttakeitAnotherdaywithoutyouwithmeIslikeabladethatcutsrightthroughmeAndIcanwait

I can wait forever

"Li Zihao." Xiang Zheng called his name softly.

"Ok?"

Li Zihao turned his head, his cheeks were held by Xiang Zheng's hands, his eyes met, Xiang Zheng's kiss fell, Li Zihao closed his eyes, put his arms around Xiang Zheng's neck, and responded to the kiss seriously.

This kiss does not contain any lust, but it is extremely tender, as if it can last forever like this.

The song in the earphones was played on a loop for more than two times, and the two ended the kiss reluctantly. Li Zihao was panting a little, and Xiang Zheng clasped his palms on the back of his head. caressing.

"Li Zihao, we..."

"Ok?"

There was light in Xiang Zheng's eyes, "Let's go home."

Li Zihao looked at him, smiled, and nodded.

"it is good."

Let's go home.

The author has something to say: I have already said that I am my own mother, quickly put away those blades, kitchen knives, durians, canned herring, etc. The scary things about QAQ are all unraveled here, little The abuse is over, it's time to come back ~ officially entered the countdown to the end ~

Thank you for the light promise in the previous chapter, 19136869, the landmine thrown by the cat, how big is it!

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