[Full-time Zhou Ye] Life and death

06

The best way to obliterate a person's existence is to die.

There is such a content in psychology that the death of a person is divided into three stages, biological death, the body does not exist; sociological death, the evidence disappears; and then psychological death—when the last one remembers When the people who live in you disappear, your existence will be completely erased.

"..."

Zhou Zekai's mind was like a sticky mess in a half-dream and half-awake state, and he didn't know where these words came out of.

If it's really quantum coverage...

Zhou Zekai is going to give it a try. Three years ago, it was basically an "anti-coverage" in the theoretical stage.

In Area K, Ye Xiuxiu was sitting in front of a heavy machine and was adjusting something. He closed his eyes, his whole body was tied with control wires, and he looked solemn.

This is a huge darkroom with a fully enclosed environment and a solid deck that can withstand even a nuclear explosion. All operations of the machine are controlled by mental pulses, ensuring that there is no light in the darkroom.

- The last step, connect.

After giving an order in his mind, Ye Xiu opened his eyes.

Even if he had seen it ten years ago, or even three years ago, Ye Xiu would still be so intoxicated by this beauty that he couldn't take his eyes off it.

Light-colored light spots began to appear after the order. At first, they were small, like a lighthouse during a storm, or a star when lost. Gradually, one by one, the light spots began to gather. I couldn’t tell what color they were, in groups, like The fireflies in summer have much more spirituality than the fireflies. In the end, clusters of lights seemed to have found their hosts. They all flew towards Ye Xiu, and then seemed to be stopped by some force. Gathered into a cube, flickering on and off.

This is, Quantum Light Cube.

It can also be called—the embodied soul.

It can be clearly seen that Ye Xiu's Quantum Light Cube has some sparse light spots in places that are not so close together, and the opposite steel deck can be seen.

This phenomenon appeared as early as eight years ago.

The mental quantum has wave-particle duality and uncertainty. It is extremely normal for a normal person's light cube to experience some instability and fluctuations. But Ye Xiu is different. To put it bluntly, the mental assessment is to connect to the connection in the isolation room. Then the testers inspected the light cube. Ye Xiu's quantum light cube is called "unbreakable" in Zhang Xinjie's words.

Another person who received his evaluation is Zhou Zekai.

However, Ye Xiu eight years ago, and Zhou Zekai six years ago, all experienced unstable fluctuations in the mental cube.

You know, the two of them were selected by "that project" a few years later because of their "unbreakable" spirit. When checking Ye Xiu, he still showed fluctuations.

So three years ago, the two headquarters, Zhang Xinjie and Fang Shiqian, inspected Ye Xiu, who was also Ye Qiu at that time.

"I like Xiao Zhou." At that time, Ye Qiu used a tone of answering if he had eaten, with a root in his mouth, and laughed so hard that he almost blinded Zhang Xinjie and Fang Shiqian.

"Senior and junior?" Fang Shiqian wanted to struggle.

"..." Ye Qiu looked at him contemptuously, "Are you serious?"

"Why not? Well, I think Zhou Zekai is similar. What are you two doing? Look at your report list this time," Zhang Xinjie defined, "The statistics are appalling."

"Oh? The two of us?" Ye Qiu glanced at Zhang Xinjie with a half-smile, "You haven't reviewed Xiao Zhou yet, have you?"

"At the request of you 'responsible senior'" Zhang Xinjie sorted out the data on the electronic screen, behind the thick glasses, he didn't even lift his eyelids, "I didn't even have a routine question after the test."

"It stands to reason that falling in love should not cause collapse, especially when you two are having a two-way secret love." Fang Shiqian hugged his chest, "But I think you both belong to the type that has always been stable, that is, Because it's too stable, it's not like the spirit of a creature, and the spirit that has been too tense is stimulated and suddenly relaxed, so it must be broken."

"If you care too much, you won't get anything. Because of this, Sun Zheping is still locked up in Area K. I think you may know his situation better than me, Senior Ye? Although those two are also the backup for 'that project' Candidate selection, but with such a big incident, you are the only ones in the 'project', can you regulate it?" Zhang Xinjie finished this sentence, indicating that the conversation can be over.

"..." After a long silence, Ye Qiu suddenly spoke up.

"How is the human trial of quantum overlay in the K area going?"

……

"What do you want to do?"

……

Ye Xiu looked at the small piece of loose light quantum group on his quantum light cube, and suddenly felt that it was better not to ask that question back then.

...not even a chance to express my feelings.

Back then, he thought it would be better for Xiao Zhou. Director Feng had been paying attention to Xiao Zhou since he emerged in the Department of Psychiatry. Ye Xiu was selected as the person for "that project", but since The two had problems at the same time, and he really couldn't pull Xiao Zhou into the water together.

He is Zhou Zekai's senior, the soft and sticky child that he has always trusted and loved the most... Senior.

Ye Xiu even remembered that when Su Muqiu joked that he was really going to attack the elementary school boy more than ten years ago, he pushed that guy with a smile and said, "You want to do it, you come here!" unhappiness.

Then, eight years ago, when he saw Zhou Zekai blushing through the small window outside the door, hastily put away the diary, and then came running to open the door for him, Zhou Zekai was in the college area the next day. When I ran to the Eighth Hospital, I found the diary.

God knows how much condemnation he received from his own conscience at that time, but the curiosity at that time almost swallowed him up, like a high school girl who had a crush on a boy in the same class, Ye Xiu wanted to know Zhou Zekai, all Zhou Zekai, and then, when When he saw the phrase "want to be together forever".

Ye Xiu knew at that time that he was destined this time.

But he couldn't. At that time, Feng Xianjun gave him a detailed account of Zhou Zekai's situation. He couldn't do whatever he wanted, whether it was public or private.

But Ye Xiu, who was named Ye Qiu at the time, forgot that Zhou Zekai was no longer the soft, sticky, blushing, and a little dull kid when he first entered the research institute.

When the machine was running, the stubborn and tenacious resistance erupted from the comatose Zhou Zekai's Quantum Cube almost caused Ye Xiu's Quantum Light Cube to collapse immediately.

It was an imperfect cover, at least it made Ye Xiu in a coma for a while.

"Xinjie, I will be called Ye Xiu from now on. The identity certificate... please Fang Shiqian, thank you." At that time, he was struggling to leave such a sentence on the eve of coma.

……

When Ye Xiu finally escaped from the spiritual world, the dark room was once again plunged into darkness.

Ah... It seems that the visualization debugger is working normally.

When he came to debug last time, he hadn't thought about coming again.

This time, delete your memory, completely, delete this love.

……

Zhang Xinjie might be surprised if he was here. He originally thought that Ye Xiu just regretted wanting to withdraw the layer of mental quantum that covered Zhou Zekai's quantum light cube, so he prepared the materials three years later.

But Ye Xiu just wanted to forget everything, to forget...that kind of cruel love for him.

——Ah, I'm so tired, that's it...but that's just...that's all.

When Zhou Zekai was thinking about how to get out of the S area and find the breakthrough of "anti-coverage", Jiang Botao came, and Zhang Xinjie came at the same time.

"Jiang, long time no see."

"..." Jiang Botao didn't say anything, he just took half a step back and watched Zhang Xinjie take out a notebook and a stack of materials.

"Zhou Zekai, this diary should be returned to its original owner. Also, Ye Qiu and Ye Xiu are the same person." Zhang Xinjie said one more thing - if Ye Xiu wants to remove the cover, the previous guidance is absolutely necessary. some.

But who knew that Ye Xiu was so weird that he wanted to delete his memory?

Even if he was as rigorous as Zhang Xinjie, he didn't expect it at all.

Three hours later.

"Where is Ye Xiu?"

"Others are in the Spiritual Experiment Department of Area K."

Zhou Zekai ran out holding the passport.

——Even though he still didn't think of anything, why did this person turn a blind eye to him back then, and even erase his own existence? !

Senior, please be sure to tell me the reason.after all……

At that time, I trusted you so much.