NABC Chapter 54 What Is Worth It?
Chapter 54 What Is Worth It?
After Shi Qingyuyu uttered these words, the atmosphere that was considered to be at ease suddenly cooled down. The man named Liu Yi obviously knew some inside information. After hearing these words, he stood there with a half-smile No words were spoken there, and the gloom between Guan Nanyi's brows was scary.
"Study in university?" Guan Nanyi asked with a gloomy face, "Do you think I'm a child from a rich family like you? If you want to go to university, go to university, if you want to go abroad, go abroad, if you want to be a teacher, then become a teacher?"
Shi Qingyu was startled, not understanding why Guan Nanyi got angry.
But she still said: "It has nothing to do with family circumstances."
If she said this at any other time, Guan Nanyi would just roll her eyes and pass it by, even if she felt upset, but at this time, when Guan Nanyi was at her most downcast and frustrated, she said this. People who are extremely strong, in layman's terms, are desperate for face.
Originally, she was furious because of the theft of her battery, and after fighting with someone, she even made a scene at the police station, which already made her lose face.Especially when Shi Qingyu came, it was fine if he didn't help her, and she was still falling here, and the anger suddenly rose in her heart.
I can't tell who I'm blaming, and I don't know why I'm angry. Maybe it's because I've lived my life too hard, or maybe it's because my high spirits are always brutally defeated by reality, or maybe I'm complaining about that incompetent self.
A battery is only a few hundred yuan, but she has been brooding about it for half a month. Everyone who knows it makes fun of her for making a fuss out of a molehill. It is not worth spending her time and energy on a lost thing.
But Guan Nanyi didn't understand, what is worth it?What is worth in this world?
What is the meaning of worth?
How many thousand?tens of thousands?Or hundreds of thousands?
The so-called "worth" here in Guan Nanyi is simply a bowl of rice, a bottle of water, a bed and a quilt.
600 yuan is her monthly rent, one month's living expenses and one-tenth of her tuition.
Who doesn't want to have a good time?Who doesn't want to live a generous life?But is she worthy?
"Look at your high-sounding, arrogant appearance, why do you stand here and say such things to me? You are not me, do you know what I want?"
Shi Qingyu's eyes were heavy, but he still insisted: "You should study."
Guan Nanyi sneered: "And then? After a few years, I will come out to find a 996 job and live a busy life. I don't know when I will be able to afford a toilet in this city." Salary, should not complain or dare to complain, be a hard-working screw, and dedicate your life to all the capitalists in this world?"
She looked at Shi Qingyu and said: "I have lived such a life, from the moment I was born, I have been living such a life, everyone says all roads lead to Rome, but some people He lived in Rome from the moment he was born."
"And you, Shi Qingyu, are the ones who live in Rome." Guan Nanyi has never touched Shi Qingyu like that before. They reunited only a few days ago, but the other party has already changed beyond recognition.
"What I want is money." Guan Nanyi said coldly, "I want a lot of money, so much that one day I can stand on the moral high ground like you, and treat someone with pity and sarcasm for a few hundred dollars. People who beat people say 'it's not worth it'."
Shi Qingyu froze. She had always been knowledgeable and well-informed, but at this moment, she couldn't find a reason to refute Guan Nanyi's questioning.
She knew that what Guan Nanyi said was wrong, but she didn't know how to defend her original intention.
What is there to justify?It's only a battery, and her first reaction after knowing this is the same, it's not worth it at all.
Shi Qingyu wanted to explain, but when she came to her senses, Guan Nanyi and Liu Yi had already left the police station. For some reason, she suddenly became very flustered at that moment. As a teacher, she didn't know when the students stepped into the abyss. I can extend a helping hand and help others to solve their doubts. I regret it.
She chased him out, but fortunately the police station was in the alley, and after going out, she saw Guan Nanyi standing on the slope at the corner and Liu Yi riding a motorcycle.
The two were talking about something, they shouldn't be listening, but Shi Qingyu still couldn't resist the anxiety in his heart, and walked forward gently:
"...The deputy director said hello, isn't it just a broken battery? Someone will send it back to you tomorrow." Liu Yi said with a smile, "But you are ruthless enough to pay for the medical expenses alone 5000."
Liu Yi put his hands in his pockets, tilted his head and asked, "How do you pay back the money?"
Shi Qingyu shouldn't have thought of Guan Nanyi so dirty, but this scene inevitably made her breathe a sigh of relief. For a moment, she wanted to rush over and drag Guan Nanyi back. She knew that this world was It's cruel, in order to take shortcuts, in order to get more, many young girls will always go astray, and even at that moment she would even want to tell Guan Nanyi that if she needs money...she also has of.
As long as she wants.
"The legal person of that company...I will be it." Guan Nanyi raised his eyes halfway, looked at the man in front of him, and said calmly.
The smile on Liu Yi's face stopped, "Do you want to become a legal person?"
He looked at Guan Nanyi, "Although you are very talented in finance, but..."
But after all, he is still young, and there is no need to sell himself for thousands of dollars.
Guan Nanyi was really calm, she knew what she was doing: "I know the risk is huge, if I go in...how much can you give me?"
Liu Yi was silent for a while, and replied: "30."
Guan Nanyi: "Maybe I don't need money."
She thought she was probably crazy, "I'm a legal person, you give me [-]% of the money."
"[-]%." Liu Yi refused. When it comes to business, he is the one who pursues profit the most. "It doesn't cost me much money to buy an ID card in the black market and become a legal person."
"But you can't wash a lot of money." Guan Nanyi is very smart, and she is so smart that she goes too far in many cases, "I will come forward, and in my name, you will be much cleaner, won't you?"
After a while, Liu Yi just said, "I'll think about it."
Having said that, in fact, we shouldn't talk about it any further, so Liu Yi changed the topic again: "Speaking of which, the woman in the police station just now looks so beautiful, do you like her?"
Shi Qingyu's heart was suddenly caught.
Guan Nanyi was also questioned.
Across a corner, neither of the two involved knew of the other's existence.
After waiting for a long time, Shi Qingyu heard Guan Nanyi reply: "...It's fine if she doesn't like me."
The hand that grabbed Shi Qingyu's heart made her stronger. She didn't understand why Guan Nanyi would answer like this, let alone why she was eavesdropping here.
And why... There are some expectations and fears.
***
It was not a weekend, and the two of them came out relatively early, so there was no traffic jam on the road, and they soon arrived at the school where Guan Nanyi was studying in high school.
The two found a place and parked the car. After getting out of the car, Guan Nanyi stood beside the car for a long time without moving, looking up at the big characters on the school gate in a daze.
In fact, it has been a few years since she graduated, and it is not that she has passed by this school for so long, but every time she dared not stand here to look at the school gate openly like now, because she remembered that it was from the time she left that school gate. Since then, all her life trajectory has changed.
It can't be said to be good or bad, but it can only be said that it was the best choice for her at that time.
Shi Qingyu was not surprised to see her standing there in a daze, but walked to her side in silence, and stood by her side. It may have been a few minutes, or maybe more than ten minutes, before Guan Nanyi came back. Overwhelmed, maybe it was Shi Qingyu's company at this moment, or maybe she saw a lot after the prison disaster, so she softly said to Shi Qingyu: "I'm actually very afraid of coming back..."
Shi Qingyu stood beside her, with a straight body and a cold face. After hearing Guan Nanyi's words, she just turned her head to look at him, and then turned back without saying a word.
Guan Nanyi continued, "I caused you to lose your job and ruin your reputation..."
Although Shi Qingyu never blamed her for this incident, she knew very well in her heart why such an excellent Shi Qingyu left her job in the first place.
Not because of her.
In fact, she was about to graduate at that time, and after fighting for a year, Guan Nanyi didn't win the fight against Shi Qingyu, but even though she didn't win the fight, she still liked to talk nonsense.
When her mouth is flirtatious, she dares to say anything, especially when facing Shi Qingyu, it is really personal and wants to kill her, but Shi Qingyu, who has always been tough, always seems to treat her like that It's different, if it's too much, it's just calling people to the office. After a long time, there will always be people who make irresponsible remarks.
It's clear that the two of them have nothing to do, but there are so many caring people, they can always find something unpleasant for them.
The cause of the incident was just that she wanted to go to Shi Qingyu after her self-study, but she twisted her leg on the way. After the latter found out, he helped her to the school doctor's office. It was a very simple matter. Shi Qingyu's character changed She would do the same thing alone, because with her cultivation and knowledge, she would never do something like that.
But it was photographed by someone who cared, and the angle of the film was ambiguous, and it was reported anonymously to the school committee... In just one night, rumors spread throughout the school.
If other people are okay, Shi Qingyu usually has an upright and upright style, so there is nothing to say, but this person is Guan Nanyi. You must know that the whole school knows about Guan Nanyi's "Ming Lian" Shi Qingyu. Those who are not in the class have heard Shi Qingyu say to Shi Qingyu with a smile on his face, "If it's Teacher Shi, I don't mind having a teacher-student relationship as a straight girl."
So as soon as those photos came out, everyone thought she was with Shi Qingyu. In that era, the relationship between teachers and students was unbearable, not to mention that they were of the same sex...
The end result was that Shi Qingyu resigned, and after being out of work for half a year, her brother Shi Qingchuan found a relationship and went to another university as a guest professor.
Guan Nanyi was suspended from school for half a month because of his "unhealthy atmosphere". Later, because of Shi Qingchuan's relationship, he had the opportunity to return to school and take the college entrance examination. But not the most desirable.
High tuition fees, harsh ridicule, in order to continue reading and not to be looked down upon by others, during the three months of summer vacation, Guan Nanyi desperately wanted to make money, worked as a waiter, served as a vegetable passer, ran By courier, on the floor, and then by chance, he joined a company.
The boss is neither good nor bad, seeing that she is smart and capable of doing things, she opened a new company and asked her to become a legal person. She has been in business for several years, and she has no real power.
Later, when the company expanded, she also got a lot of money. She bought a house and a car when the house price didn't rise, thinking that she was doing well, so she cheekily went to find Shi Qingyu and pestered him. In the end, Shi Qingyu wanted to report her company, and if something happened, she would naturally get into the situation.
During those few years in prison, Guan Nanyi actually sometimes thought about a question. He was obviously smart and beautiful, so he really didn't understand why Shi Qingyu, a dead woman, wanted her so heartlessly.
Later, she figured it out, Shi Qingyu and her were not in the same way at all, and she couldn't force anything.
Just like she would behave uneasy when she sat with Shi Qingyu in a five-star Michelin restaurant, Shi Qingyu would be so out of place when she accompanied her to a food stall by the side of the road.
The two of them are not from the same world, so they shouldn't force it.
After finally figuring it out, she will gradually cut off that thought, not to mention that it is really clean, if it is really clean, then she should give away the Shi Qingyu that she receives every month. It would be better to burn all the letters that came, instead of pressing them under the pillow, sleeping with the dozens of letters that have never been opened under the pillow.
In fact, it is hypocritical.
Just thinking about the past, Shi Qingyu suddenly said aside, "It's not important."
Guan Nanyi turned his head sideways when he heard the words, and looked at Shi Qingyu, who said indifferently, "It doesn't matter if you lose your job or ruin your reputation."
"Then what is important?" Guan Nanyi suddenly wanted to ask clearly.
"You." Shi Qingyu stared ahead and paused, "It's very important that you are by my side."
Guan Nanyi smiled with his mouth crooked, and asked her, "Shi Qingyu, when did you become so talkative?"
The latter didn't make a sound, Guan Nanyi didn't ask any more questions, but looked around, "School is over soon?"
"Six o'clock sharp."
Guan Nanyi looked at her watch, there was still half an hour, she said, "The uncle who sells fried rice noodles should come too." She looked around, there were many hawkers, but she just didn't see them The pho seller said, "That uncle has a beard, looks a bit fierce, and speaks loudly, but the fried pho is really delicious! Huh——" Guan Nanyi subconsciously stretched out his hand and grabbed it. With Qingyu's hand, she walked towards the small shop on the other side of the road, "I seem to have seen..."
At the moment of being held by Guan Nanyi, Shi Qingyu was still a little dazed. She lowered her head and looked down. The two of them held hands so naturally, as if they just glanced at each other. Then he skipped a beat.
A long, long time ago, probably in a dream, she saw Guan Nanyi stretching out his hand to hold her like this. It seemed that at that moment, she got the whole world, and then she was ups and downs, but she remembered a Hand in hand for nearly ten years.
So who said she has no heart and will not be emotional?
The author has something to say: Rain all over the sky
dim light
street corner car honking
Insects flying in the flowerbed
everything is so beautiful
except my stolen battery
Guan Nanyi [swearing]: You have already sent [-] or [-] Weibo messages about a battery, and you have been talking about it for three or four days. Is it over yet?To write your mother's novel, the battery I wrote was stolen, isn't it sick! ?
Author [tears streaming down her cheeks]: What should I do?I am not popular and have no money, and the battery is not stolen anymore, I am really sad...
Guan Nanyi [sneers]: If you can't think about it, then you can jump off the building.
作者【惊恐】：？？？？？！！！！感谢在2020-05-1423:52:07~2020-05-1523:09:28期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~
Thanks to the little angel who cast the rocket launcher: 1 sugar is not sweet;
Thanks to the little angel who threw the grenade: one for a long time, one for the night to reflect the stars;
Thanks to the little angels who threw mines: 5 for Sanyu; 1 for Yishang Tanhuan;
Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: 10 bottles of Sanyu;
Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!