NABC Chapter 213 13 Distortion
Chapter 213 13 Distortion
Reading diaries has always been Su Yang's specialty. He is fast and has an almost photographic memory, so Su Yang read the diary for the first time.
The first feeling after reading, there is only one word - miserable.
It can only be described as tragic. After her grandma passed away, she had to take turns living in her parents' new home.I don't know if it's true that her parents hate each other to the bone marrow, and they don't even pay attention to the product of this resentment, but they have done enough to be a good father/mother to the remarried children.
Mengyun was like this, watching his biological parents, their remarried partners, and their children being caring and caring, and the family was harmonious and sweet.
After reading this diary, Su Yang felt sympathy for Meng Yun, because he found that this girl was not complaining from the beginning, the little girl's grandmother should be a well-educated old lady, who taught Meng Yun to be peaceful and generous.When he first arrived at his new home, no matter where his parents were, Meng Yun was always scrambling to do housework, and even helped his younger siblings with their homework.
But her friendliness has not been treated fairly, or perhaps, her very existence declares that this family is not perfect.
It's not that Su Yang can't understand such a mentality, no one wants the mistakes he made to dangle in front of him, reminding himself all the time.But this mistake is a life, a living person, even if it is a mistake, they brought it into this world.
It is the original sin to only give birth but not raise it.
Meng Yun, who is always number one in grade, won't be rewarded for getting full marks in the exam, only a faint voice: "Oh."
And younger brothers and sisters will get real gifts and playgrounds even if they improve by one point.
Do not worry about scarcity but inequality. The most chilling thing for children in the world is not poverty, but eccentricity.
And this one has already drifted to the horizon, if it is said that it makes Meng Yun feel cold.The thing that made her explode was that Meng Yun's half-sister fell in love early, and she got the second-to-last in the mid-term exam. Well, the last-to-last was her little boyfriend.The grade teacher was looking for a conversation, the class teacher was looking for a conversation, and even the boy's parents were looking for a conversation, which made Meng Yun's proud mother lose face.
The stepfather smokes, the mother scolds, and the younger sister cries.At this moment, Meng Yun, who was already cold-hearted, watched coldly. Of course, she knew that her little sister had a puppy love, but she chose to remain silent because the little sister pulled her sleeve and begged her to let her keep it a secret.Meng Yun kept this secret, but not because of the deep love between sisters, but because of an instinctive choice.
She wanted to see how her mother would react if her younger sister failed in school.
Just when she didn't want to watch the play and turned back to her room, the teary-eyed younger sister grabbed her like a life-saving straw: "Meng Yun! Don't leave, help me!"
Even my sister was unwilling to call out, Meng Yun, who originally thought she was a bit pitiful, quickened her pace of leaving.
But she didn't expect that her sister's next words would push her into hell. She heard her sister say: "Meng Yun, didn't you say you would help me? You knew it! You knew it!"
Meng Yun looked at her little sister's complacent expression and just wanted to defend herself. She thought of many reactions to this scene, but no one gave her a chance to defend herself.
A heavy ashtray was smashed over, which knocked Meng Yun into a daze.She sat down on the ground, and saw the angry mother rushing over.
Mother rushed over like crazy.
Meng Yun was scared, but she accidentally met her stepfather's gaze, which looked at her with deep disdain and contempt.
That's right, mother is like this, love has always been more important than heaven.Of course, with my father, I was dazzled by love regardless of the opposition of my family, and eloped to get a certificate when I was unmarried, but when I loved so much, I hated it later.Meng Yun didn't understand that her mother treated her badly at first, but later she also realized that half of her mother's behavior was for her stepfather to watch, because she wanted to show that she had drawn a clear line with her ex-husband by ignoring herself. .
Let's fight...
Looking at the crazy mother, Meng Yun let out a sneer from the bottom of her heart.
Let's fight, let's fight, this slap will end their mother-daughter relationship.
But her mother's madness was more violent than she had imagined.
With one slap, and then another backhand slap, the decoration on the mother's newly made nails pierced her face heavily.
Blood blurred Meng Yun's left eye.
Meng Yun closed her eyes, whatever, just treat it as a nightmare.When she wakes up, she will get back what is owed to her bit by bit.
The diary faithfully recorded this day, and later Mengyun really fell asleep, but Su Yang thought she must have passed out, and when she woke up again, she would be in the hospital.
In the cold ward, gauze was stuck on the face.
The first thing she saw was not her mother, nor her father, but the doctor.
She looked at the doctor's eyes full of pity and regret: "Your name is Meng Yun, right? Are you still in pain?"
Meng Yun looked at him, she was surprised to find that she didn't seem to feel anything anymore, she knew that the doctor was kind, but her heart didn't fluctuate about it: "Will it leave a scar?"
The doctor looked at her in amazement, and the words he had organized for a while did not come to him.
"Is the scar big?"
The doctor quickly shook his head: "It's not big, but the location is more sensitive. The lower eyelids, it's very likely... there's no way to get rid of the scar." He paused and said, "Actually, it's not impossible. With the advancement of medicine in the future, when you grow up It can still be removed later.”
"It's okay, I don't intend to get rid of it."
But the doctor knows well that it is not the medical level that hinders the girl from getting rid of the scar, but because she does not have the financial conditions now.Even her mother was reluctant to pay for the initial treatment fee. After thinking about it, when he asked that lady to stay and take care of Mengyun, her mother said that the one next to her looked unscathed Her youngest daughter was frightened, and she wanted to take her little daughter to see a doctor.
The doctor never thought that there are such mothers in the world, but when he saw the surname on the badge of the little daughter's school uniform that had not been taken off, he understood something, which the doctor told Mengyun later.
Because... this intern who is still studying is also Meng Yun's first love.
Although this secret and pure almost brother-sister relationship only lasted for a short month, Meng Yun, who was about to pass his 15th birthday at that time, resolutely chose to break up with him.
There is such a passage in the diary——
"He was a good man, but I was not destined to be a good man. He healed my scars, but not my soul. Because my soul is broken and there is no cure."
She returned to that home with the bright red scar left by her mother.Not only did she not avoid it, but she treated her mother, stepfather, and sister better than before.
When my younger sister fell in love for the second time, she still helped her hide it, but this time when facing her mother's violent rainstorm, she calmly responded——
"She learned it from you. Didn't you and my dad also fall in love when we were studying?"
This plain answer broke out the biggest family war in the mother's family, and the stepfather was furious: "Didn't you say that you were cheated by him? Didn't you say that you got together because you knew each other and urged you to get married?!"
She showed surprise in a timely manner: "Really? Then my father's character is far worse than that of his stepfather. He has always been a machismo, so he can't tell if he lied to me. He even lied to me that my mother was with him. I eloped." Meng Yun sighed, "But my mother really loves you, otherwise she wouldn't have been with you when I was three years old without getting divorced."
This sentence directly pushed the mother into the abyss, and at the same time her good sister who was full of fear.
Her little sister is only two years younger than her, which means that her mother cheated on her when she got divorced and became pregnant with this little sister.But her possessive, perverted stepfather probably doesn't think so.
"Whose child does it belong to? Is it your bastard ex-husband?!"
Behind him were roars, glass shattering, and women's cries. Meng Yun closed the door to isolate all the noise, and squinted at the bright sun outside.
"Mengmeng! This way! This way!"
Meng Yun, who was carrying a schoolbag on her back, raised a smile, and then adjusted the smile to make it perfect: "Here we come!"
She trotted all the way and jumped into the car, chirping with her junior high school classmates, thinking about the upcoming high school life——
"Eh? Mengmeng, what happened to your face?"
"I put makeup on, are you envious? I'll teach you."
And the last sentence of this diary made Su Yang sigh——
"The sun was very bright, and my mother's crying filled my empty heart, and I was very happy. Like my classmates, I was looking forward to high school life, because high school can meet more classmates and see more ugliness."
Poor and pathetic.
This diary perfectly records a girl's third year of junior high school, and also faithfully records the whole process of a girl's heart from peace to distortion.
Su Yang believes that this diary is not forged, whether it is from the paper quality, handwriting changes, or the mood revealed from the handwriting, it is difficult to forge.What's more, based on what Mengyun did 12 years ago, it doesn't make much sense to forge such a diary.
"Hooves?"
Ke Gu, who was preparing for the lesson, looked up and saw Su Yang in a daze, and asked with concern: "What's wrong?"
"I just think that Meng Yun is hateful, but also really pitiful."
"Although they all say that a poor person must have something to hate, but I think a hateful person must have something to be pitiful." Ke Gu walked up to Su Yang and patted him on the shoulder.
"Brother, am I being too indecisive? Now I feel that she is inseparable from the students who committed suicide in the school before, but I still feel sorry for her."
"No, quite the opposite." Ke Gu smiled, "This is the first lesson I plan to teach our juniors and younger sisters."
"What are you talking about?" The most regular class should be an introduction to criminal psychology, but Su Yang felt that his senior would not teach such a boring and ordinary first class.
"The theme is "Awe." Ke Gu said slowly, "Understanding people's hearts but not playing with human nature, understanding pity and awe."
"Lei Lang, Xu Han, Joan Jin, and the matter of the teacher's guilty Meng Yun. I began to wonder what caused them to make mistakes. Is it the talent that made the mistake? But bad people have talents, and good people Talented too. It’s not that he has talent, it’s that he doesn’t understand fear and boundaries.”
The closer you get to the peak, the more you need to understand where the boundaries are. Without boundaries, you are not far from death.
The author has something to say: the story of Meng Yun.
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By the way, don't worry about the doctor. After all, Meng Yun was already fourteen years old, and nothing happened to the two of them.
Writing this paragraph actually shows that Meng Yun thought about saving herself, and her way of saving herself was to grab a life-saving straw that was good for her.But in the end she chose to break the straw, which was also the starting point of her revenge.