NABC Chapter 52 Chapter 52
Chapter 52 Chapter 52
"Snapped"
It was the sound of a cup falling to the ground.
Song Lan just came down from the bedroom on the second floor, and the water glass in her hand fell to the floor without hesitation, and it shattered into freezing spots formed on the eaves outside.
"Ning Ning? You... what did you just say?" Song Lan held on to the handrail of the stairs, with a terrified expression on her face, she looked at her son in disbelief.
Xue Zhining lowered his head, neither looked at Song Lan nor spoke.
He felt that his mother's reaction to this matter was far greater than his father's. He had the courage to confess to Xue Junshan, but he would be at a loss for Song Lan. Lan's handwriting.He still hasn't figured out what kind of attitude he should face Song Lan.
Seeing this, Xue Junshan put down the coffee in his hand, walked up to the stairs, supported Song Lan's arm, patted her on the back, and signaled his wife not to get excited.
"Then, Ningning, you...you tell Mom. Do you like men?" Song Lan's voice trembled, almost crying. "Are those rumors in the third year of junior high school true?" She choked up.
"Xiaolan..." Xue Junshan felt that it was not good to discuss this matter in the living room, and wanted to persuade his wife.
"Don't talk yet, I want to hear from Ning Ning." Song Lan broke free from Xue Junshan's support, walked up to Xue Zhining and looked at him.
Xue Zhining slowly raised his head, the hand holding the water glass turned white due to his fingers.
"Mom, I like men." Xue Zhining's voice was a little low, he took a quick look at Song Lan, and continued to stare down at Shouli's cup.
Almost as soon as Xue Zhining finished speaking, Song Lan's tears began to flow like rain, her eyes were already blurred, almost four years later, she still couldn't accept this fact.
Three years ago, Song Lan didn't dare to face the fact that her proud son was gay, so before it became a reality, she chose to stifle the realization of this reality.But what Song Lan didn't expect was that after almost four years, everything still happened.
At this moment, Song Lan began to wonder if what she did was wrong from the beginning.
Did she do anything wrong? At this moment, she was puzzled by the belated reality.She's just trying to get her son in the right direction as a mother.
Seeing Xue Zhining admitting that she likes men, Song Lan hides her face in pain, next step, is her son going to say that he still loves Ji Tunan, that boy who once made him almost powerless!
She wiped the tears from her face with her sleeve, and continued to speak with difficulty, "Son, is it Ji Tunan! Do you like men because of Ji Tunan?" There was anger in her tone.
It's not that Xue Zhining didn't hear it, he no longer bowed his head, but faced his mother squarely.
Although Xue Zhining saw Song Lan cry so hard for the first time, he still opened his mouth: "Mom, I was born, not because of others, not because of Ji Tunan. I like Ji Tunan! No, Now it should be said that I love him!" The 19-year-old boy had firm eyes and no joke on his face.
Song Lan suddenly felt that she didn't know her son anymore. She had never seen Xue Zhining speak up for others so firmly.Obviously, Xue Zhining didn't dare to look at him just now, and was still worried about his emotions. Why did his son become like another person after Ji Tunan was mentioned.
Xue Junshan watched the chess game between his wife and son, and didn't know how to persuade him to make peace.After all, four years ago, he did not fulfill his responsibilities as a husband and father.
Xue Zhining fell into silence as he watched the morning of the home that had been destroyed by him. "Mom and Dad, I really love Ji Tunan, please understand me." Xue Junshan didn't speak, and Song Lan was still sobbing silently.
"If it's okay, I'll go upstairs first." Xue Zhining said, went upstairs with his own cup, and returned to his room.
Sitting in front of his desk, Xue Zhining didn't feel that he was impulsive just now, some things can be done slowly as Ji Tunan said, but for this kind of thing, it will only become more and more serious.He had to let his mother and father understand that homosexuality was not a terrible thing.Only in this way can they accept themselves and Ji Tunan.
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Song Lan went down to the study with Xue Junshan's support, and Xue Junshan decided to have a good talk with his wife.
In Xue Junshan's heart, he did not dislike the fact that his son was gay, but faced with his wife's fear and pressure, he would also unconsciously feel worried.
What happened four years ago, he covered up Song Lan and forced Ji Tunan to retreat. This was the main reason for Xue Zhining's depression. He didn't want Xue Zhining to fall into such a painful disease again. The harm that year was already too great for Xue Zhining .
Xue Junshan sighed heavily, almost expressing all the worries of the past few years.
"Xiao Lan, I think we need to get to know our son again." Xue Junshan helped Song Lan sit on the sofa in the study, and sat opposite his wife.
"How do you understand, do you understand homosexuality? I understand homosexuality, but what I can't accept is that this kind of thing happened to our son!" Song Lan was still crying, and even cried harder because Xue Zhining was not in front of her.
"Just because you understand homosexuals, doesn't mean you understand them!" Xue Junshan grasped Song Lan's "understanding", he knew what his wife meant. "Although I don't understand it, I don't want Ningning to go through what happened four years ago again." He glanced at his wife and slowly lowered his eyelids.
Song Lan looked up at her husband, a little shocked: "You mean, you agree with Ning Ning and Ji Tunan?" She didn't expect Xue Junshan to compromise so quickly.
"We haven't met that kid Ji Tunan yet, how do we know he can't be with Ningning? Ningning is no longer a kid, I believe in my son." Xue Junshan spoke slowly, but his tone was full of pain pity.
"Is that so? But I'm also doing it for Ning Ning's sake!" Song Lan listened to her husband's words, lowered her head and didn't know whether she was speaking to herself or Xue Junshan.
"There are many ways to be good to a child. Why not let him be free and happy?" Xue Junshan raised his hand and stroked his wife's back, trying to make his wife understand his son.
Song Lan's eyes seemed to be filled with tears again, with a helpless expression on her face, she didn't know how to make a choice, so she could only hug Xue Junshan, looking for some comfort.
For three days in a row, Xue Zhining didn't go out of the room very much, and Aunt Wang sent his meals to his room.
He's fighting his parents, and he has to win!
The snow that fell a few days ago has completely melted, the asphalt surface has been exposed on the road, and the still crisp pine trees are also showing green.
Finally, on the night of the third day, Xue Junshan and Song Lan knocked on Xue Zhining's door together.
Xue Zhining opened the door and was a little surprised to see Xue Junshan and Song Lan, but his heart was more disturbed and excited. He had a premonition that his parents were here for his and Ji Tunan's affairs.
"Parents..." Xue Zhining called out and let the two of them in.
"Ning Ning, your mother and I want to talk to you." Xue Junshan glanced at his wife, Song Lan didn't show any expression, and slightly lowered his head, not knowing what he was thinking. He looked at Xue Zhining again, and the two sat together. On the sofa in the room.
Xue Zhining moved his chair and sat opposite. "Mom and Dad, what do you want to say?" He narrowly glanced at the two of them.
Xue Junshan wanted his wife to tell Xue Zhining their thoughts in person, but Song Lan didn't look into his eyes, so he had no choice but to speak: "Your mother and I have thought a lot these days and learned a lot. We want you to bring Ji The Tunan boy is coming to the house."
Xue Zhining stood up suddenly, he didn't understand Xue Junshan's meaning for a moment.
"Dad, what do you mean?" He stood up and looked at his father and asked.
"Ningning, don't be afraid, your mother and I have figured it out, we accepted the fact that you like boys, but we have to learn more about the kind of person you like." Xue Because Xue Zhining misunderstood what he meant, Jun Shan quickly explained.
Xue Zhining was in a daze, he couldn't believe what he heard, did Xue Junshan agree?But Song Lan, he looked at his mother, Song Lan still didn't speak, just looked up at her slightly.
Xue Junshan also touched his wife, wanting her to say something.
"Son, mom also understands. I used to be too one-sided. I was selfish. I just wanted you to grow up according to my ideas, but I ignored your independence." Song Lan paused, hesitated and said: " Also, what happened four years ago, it was my mother's fault. Mom shouldn't hurt a child for no reason. I apologize to you. If possible, can you let Tunan's child come to our house? Mom personally asked her Apologize."
Before Xue Zhining finished listening to Song Lan's words, his throat was tight, his nose was sore, and his eyes were hot.
He knew that his parents really understood him and Ji Tunan.
"Dad is also wrong. In the park you liked to go to when you were young, Dad asked someone to replace the lavender with roses. Now that I think about it, this behavior is really not something an adult would do!" Xue Junshan suddenly I thought it was a little funny, against an innocent flower, how could I easily agree to Song Lan's request at that time?
"Mom and Dad..." Xue Zhining didn't know what to say, a little choked up.
He wished he could go to Ji Tunan now and tell him that he had solved the matter, which he did, and he did not rely on Ji Tunan to solve the biggest problem.
"Is Tunan in Dingning?" Song Lan also wiped away tears, looked at Xue Zhining and asked.
Xue Zhining nodded and looked at Song Lan and Xue Junshan.
"Tomorrow, just tomorrow, let Tunan come to the house, we will meet him." Xue Junshan was ready, he looked at Song Lan, and his wife nodded.
"Okay!" Xue Zhining was so excited that he was about to swell, he suddenly felt a little unreal, he pinched his nails into the palm of his hand hard, it hurt, it was real!
When Xue Junshan and Song Lan left their room.
Xue Zhining put on his coat and sneaked out, he ran to the place where Ji Tunan lived.
This boy is running towards his future.
The author has something to say: Some parents can indeed accept homosexuality, but they do not accept homosexuality happening to their children. .